https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit Lesson 1 en-us 2018-09-11 16:09:02 UTC 2018-09-18 18:19:06 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283036951 I'm crying behind a tree hoping no one can hear me. I sit there with my hands suffocating my ears, blocking out the noise. I let air to my ears and it's silent for a second. There's children in the park must be least 20 they make me feel peaceful and people talking on the phones about business, relationships and gossip but after that split second it goes away. The noises are back and it hurts. It's a sharp noise but as I run it's getting closer and closer telling me to do something that I cant repeat. It makes me see things the voices if I don't do as I'm told they do something to me. They make me see things that I'm questioning all the time is it real or not. 

I run carelessly because its better that everyone knows your in pain so someone, anyone might know what your going through than too suffer in silence. I really feel as if everyone is against me, I see rocks moving in thin air and no one flinches or moves away. There all in on it I can feel something is wrong I just know there is. I sit in a corner outside my local shops and i'm suffocating my ears once again I just need to block it out. I know everyone is staring at me, I need to run. There's a women in front of me I can see she wants to help me but if she cant see the same thing Im seeing she's useless to me or she's not helping me at all she's in on this whole thing. The buildings start to spin, everything is making my own head spin. I run in panic as I start to see rocks falling from the sky no one see's to do anything. Its almost as if Im surrounded by robots or just idiots.
My self, on the television in the window i can see my self. Is someone recording me.

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What would you do if the fate of the whole world was in your hands? What would you do if you heard voices that nobody else heard? What would you do if you where the one who discovered aliens?  this is all happened to me do you want me to tell you? 

Screams! 

Everyday  I hear voices that nobody else can hear but I can I think to myself "why can I hear them but nobody else can why me." I can hear a women's voice as clear as day and she is screaming inside my head ever since I can remember. She sounds very intelligent but she isn't at all, all she does is screams "THEY ARE COMING!"

 I think "who is coming and why do they want to come here." It could it is aliens it isn't the first time that I have saw alien it was about when I was 8 years old, I was walking to my house from school there was a body of what I thought was a man on the side of the road. But once I had gotten closer to the "man" his head was much bigger than I thought and he had big black eyes that can stare right into my soul and after that I knew that I had to run back to my house.]]> 2018-09-18 17:02:09 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283040066 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283041120 The voice in my head; I cannot  control them. Their pounding in my head, the thundering that the blistering word that are coming into my space. The pressure inside my head is building just waiting to be torn down, but that how he makes me feel (the voice) he makes me feel about the size of bee and hes the queen controlling my life demanding, and needy ]]> 2018-09-18 17:03:42 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283041120 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283041795 Do you ever feel like the whole world's against you?

That's how I felt on the morning of July 23rd, my life was flashing before my eyes for every step I did I was going three steps back. My life felt like it was on a loop.

I can't remember anything from that day it was as if I entered a black hole every five seconds one minute I'm walking down the street.
When I black out I think I'm in one place although I think I'm in another.

I keep seeing things, things that cant be explained. If I told someone what will happen? , Will they believe me? I can't risk it even though my insanity depends on it. My only option is to run. That's how I ended up in the wailing woodlands, I remember being confused and disoriented.

I bumped into a man by a mistake my mind and body were doing two completely different things almost like a tug of war. Now I'm still here battling the cold cases of my mind...

]]> 2018-09-18 17:04:35 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283041795 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283042478 Silence is deafening. It is funny when you think about it with the obvious oxymoron trying to be clever when it can't be farther from the truth. what it is that quiet is deafening because quiet is always there. Not everyone can hear it but, i'm one of the select few who can hear it. Voices are apart of the package deal of hearing the screaming truth, it's like fries with your burger at McDonald, it's just a natural combination. 

The voices are warning me, warning me about the end of the age of man and the dawn of a new species not from this world, but from another and they are not here to play nice or share this world but to take over as their new home world. No one will believe me no matter how much i scream at them i can't get my point across to them, you are all doomed the voices say, this planet is not your own anymore . I'm running around as fast as i can trying to get peoples attention but everyone thinks i'm crazy but yet do they know i'm the only sane one. Finally i give up there is no hope for us, but yet i try to save humanity one last time by trying to communicate with the whispers in my head, trying to get some answers from them but i keep getting interrupted, with the only sane one being me everyone thinks i'm crazy so they try to ''help''no matter how many times i said to leave me alone. The whispers were no longer whispers they were screams because they didn't like that so the blocked off my ability to hear the truth and although it is a relief not to be in an endless cycle of pain, but now we have lost our only hope.

Every thing is pointless, I've done everything i can it's time to leave this earth before we all do. walking up the stars seems like a simple task but this time it is different, my legs feel heavy making every step a battle, i finally reach the top gasping for air as now i understand what the crazy people mean by silence is deafening and so i escape from this world and go to the next. Think happy thoughts.]]> 2018-09-18 17:05:23 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283042478 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043030 Suicide Girl:

Standing behind a dark brown tree, within a public park, there was a woman. The voices in her mind are the only scrambled thoughts she can not drown out, never mind everything that could be going on around her, the voices are that loud and so over powering that they disrupt her sense of hearing to the outside world. The voices take over so much of her life that she decides to start rejecting them. The first step of that process is to run. 

All of a sudden, she bolts off with no hesitation. Not paying attention to where she is going, running backwards, stumbling into people. She then stands straight for a moment and glances upon the park and all the excitement that there is but turns and runs the other way.

Ending up crouched in a ball with her head in her hands, mumbling to herself. She manages to stand herself back up, refusing the help of others.]]> 2018-09-18 17:06:07 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043030 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043051
In a park , behind a tree was a woman  this woman look to be having a panic-attack to anyone that looked at her but because she was hiding behind a tree anyone could think differently . All of a sudden , her breathing seems to get heavier and quicker as though she's going to pass out with the amount of air that she is consuming, with no hesitation , the women bolts from her spot behind the tree but with that being done the women is looking behind her as though there is someone or something chasing her that she has to get away from but with her being in a frantic state that she is in, she is  running and bumping into people she pulls away in a instant as though the people are  toxic to her that she doesn't what anyone to touch her . 

while trying to get away from the people in the park the woman ends up under a bridge , curled up in a ball with her hands over her ears as though she is keeping all the voices out because they are all just one big jumble of miss that she cant decipher what they are trying to tell her and it is frustrating that she cant do that , think thinking that she need to get to a quitter place the woman get up to move but she is unaware of the elderly woman that is making her way toward her as the elderly woman's hand makes contact on her shoulder she jerks back as though the woman's hand is poison  to the touch , with a sorry look on her face the woman stumble into a wall making still look at the elderly woman with a guilty look she doesn't notice a young boy eating some chip when she stumble into him making him spill all of his food all over the floor with a annoyed look the woman runs into a shop window  , when seeing her reflation she get a bit a fright falling back with nothing to hold on to keep her from hurting herself so the only option is to grab on to a group of men that happen to behind her just like everyone else she pulls away with all the strength she has , after getting her balance back the woman starts to spin in circle looking at all the people that have gathered all around her not liking the thought of being surrounded by people asking her if she was ok . 



still having the voices in her head and the people around her she starts to hyperventilate because there is to many things going on and she is having a hard time with it all so the only thing that come into her mind is to run and get out into open space with that said she races out of the circle that she is incloeded  ]]> 2018-09-18 17:06:08 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043051 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043305
The Crazy Woman
There was this secretive woman hiding behind the not-so-hidden trees that makes the whole atmosphere in the park a bit more creepier and unpredictable. This woman was stumbling like she had just drunk a whole barrel of rum while not leaving a single drop left.
Eventually she'ed wobbled into a man that seemed to be on his way to work and the reaction the man given was confused and anger as he was disrupted on the way to work. This woman looked like she is running away from someone or something chasing her and she is struggling in the process as she can't walk in a straight line. Everything around her was abnormal such as a floating rock that seems like it came out of a sci-fi movie. There was also a girl that was sat alone on a seesaw that might convey that the girl might end up like the woman in a state that she cant escape. 
The woman starts to show signs of losing her mid as it looks like she is having a panic attack over nothing as she is influencing the people around her. 


]]> 2018-09-18 17:06:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043305 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043557 Walking slowly. Intimidating voices surround me. Closing my eyes the voices disappear. A panicked man appears beside me trembling with fear. His palms were sweaty, he had a frightened look in his eyes. Cold breezes swirling around me. Tall dark figure appears in front of me. I noticed my heart started to palpitate in the crevasses of my chest. The street lights were flickering on and off.

Sprinting Faster as each light flickers. Sweat slowly dripping down my forehead. The world growing darker around me. ]]> 2018-09-18 17:06:51 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283043557 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283045548 When she is knocking into people she can hearing things in her head. People might be telling her what to do like to do somewhere or to see someone. Someone could be after her so she is running to get away. Trying to get away from a person or something, she looks really scared. I think it looked like she had a mental illness and she may of not knew what was happening.

There was a girl in the trees and she was leaning on a tree and look like she was frightened and wanted to hide. Looked like she was going to have a panic attack. She may off had voices in her mind and people could of been saying things to her. She starts to run but when she does, she knocks into somebody. She kepted looking up all the time at the sky maybe she could off seen something that no one else did.

Throughout that video, all she was doing was running and the time that she stopped was when she was on top off a building. I felt when i was watching the video i thought it was weird abit; it kepted on repeating on its self. Looked like the girl was a bit crazy and could off took 🤬 and didn't know what was going on around her. She was on the t.v. she she may off had a mental illness and people were trying to stop her and people were shouting things towards her.

When she was on the building she could off tried to 🤬 herself cause the voices weren't going out her head.]]> 2018-09-18 17:09:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283045548 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283059200  The man in my head; I cannot  control him. He's pounding in my head, the thundering that the blistering words that are coming into my space. The pressure inside my head is building just waiting to be torn down, but that is how he gets to you. By reducing me to the size of bee and he's the Queen controlling my life; demanding me to follow all of his rules and dragging me down in the process, 
So I run; i run to escape the words he uses to drag me down so i can leave him, I run so far I make my legs feel like fire coming from the deepest pits of 🤬 and I am so clammy, i didn't want to run, i was on my way to work i wasn't wearing my even wearing my trainers. They where new so they ripped the skin off the back of my feet and i ran even thought it felt like the 🤬 was ripping my feet to bits and I am so tired, i could sleep right here but then he would come back. I run to forget the pain in my head that he course me, but to forget i only course myself the world of pain. ]]> 2018-09-18 17:28:55 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283059200 https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283069278 2018-09-18 17:43:37 UTC https://padlet.com/Crystalle/lesson1resit/wish/283069278