Lookz

OKAY SO SO SO ive been looping mi body subz EVERY NIGHT AND OH EM GEE DUDE i was looking at myself this morning HOLY MOLY??? My belly was so cute it wasn't fully flat, a lil pudgy, but still smaller then my tataz, AND ON THAT TOPIC they've DEF grown. I feel insecure abt them thinking theyre small but NEW FRESH STRETCH MARKS APPEARED LIKE THEYRE PURPLE AND RED :D (Obvi not happy abt the marks BUT THAT MEANS ITZ WORKING???) Mi waist SNATCHED BRAH!!! My hips still da same D: a work in progress BUT I KNOW SOON SOON THEYLL BE IDEAL EHE ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ !!! My thighz stayed the same, no growth nor decrease which iz okie bc I like my thighs X3. Calves r the same too still cute and pudgy like kanna hehe. I WEIGHED MYSELF LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING. I fs thought id end up crying bc ive been eatinfg like a pig BUT I ACTUALLY HAVENT GAINED A SINGLE POUND :O I was 136lbs after eating like a fatty all day yesterdfay and this morning I was 133 :3!!! I haven't measured myself bc I know I get obsessed with that ez :< so I cant say much 4 that

FOR MY FACE

My eyes have DEF gotten bigger like everytime I take a photo or a vid LIKE IK THEYRE NOT HUGE But I used 2 have rly small eyes and now theyre average sized AND SUCH A CUTE SHAPE theyre like round in da middle but almond going outward, my eyes are more wide and open than they are long (I want long eyes tbh :< ) My lashes r starting to go back dfown from the perm and I LOVE IT BC the way it lays naturally is like free eyeliner :3. My face shape is DEF round but also a bit oval mostly round. my face for the most part stayed the same but people have been calling me prettier lately :D

Love Life

DUDE SO MANY PEOPLE R DMING ME AND EVEN FRIENDS ARE FALLING FOR ME WHICH I LOWKEY HATE BC YALL R MY FRIENDS BRAH but anywasy IVE BEEN DMED BY SOOOOO MANY 30 YR OLDS IM NOT EVEN JOKING. So far all creeps BUT STILL PROGRESS IS PROGRESS. One ISNT a creep hes not into me hes lowkey funny :3 new friend??? Anyways as weird as it is to say Im more "desireable" I guess???

I HAVE SM TO SAY!!!

1. LOOKS

Okay so for startrters I am shrinking once more ^^ idk my ideal height yet Im aiming for 4'9 and 88LBS

I am losing weight on my own, I have wl subs in my playlist BUT IF IMMA BFR I LIKE ONLY LOOP 3 SUBS IN TJHAT PLAYLIST LOLLL

I went from 133->115 :3

I also went from 5'2 -> 5'1

My boobbaz are the same size (C) but my band size is smaller (30)

My waist is SMAKLKLK UTS 27INCHES WITHOUT FOOD

My hips are def wider making me pear shaped

I honeslty have my ideal bone sturcture and body I just wanna shrink and lose weight along with it, not bc I care abt WL I just wanna weigh less to be "cute" same thinfg with being 4'9, just to look "cute"

My hair IS PAST MY SHOULDER BLADES NOW AND SOMEHOW 1B-2A HAIR??? IDK HOW IT GOT WAVY I NEVER LISTENED TO WAVBY HAIR SUBS BUT ITS SOOOO CUTE I LOVE ITTT

My face is SO CUTE MY EYES LOOK BIGG AND CUTEE AND theyre like ALWAYS dilated which idk is good or bad, its prolly bc of the 3 daily monsters BUT its very cute looking, my face is now round and I have a cute baby face with chubby cheeks

Like I meantioned in my CT my guy friend rated me a 9/10 which ist he highest ever, and he went into detail why ^w^

OH AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT LITERALLYT EVERY POOPIN GUY IVE TALKED TO IS SAYING "i hope I can find a girl as good as you" or "youre seriosuly my type" ETC ETC :3 every guy just likes me for some reason, they never ask me out but idc bc i dont like them, BUT LIKE SOME OF THESE GUYS ARE KIDS FROM HIGH SCHOOL WHO USED TO IGNORE ME AND NOT DEFEND ME WHEN GETTING BULLIED, NOW THEYRE ALL UP ON ME SAYING YOURE SO CUTE YOURE SO THIS AND THAT :3c

2. FRIENDS

I HAVE MNADE SM NEW FRIENDS MAINLY ONLINE BUT I made a rly GOOD IRL FRIEND I LOVE HER SMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MY POOKIEEE SHES SO SWEET SERIOUSLY AND IT WAS SO EASY TO TALK TO HER TOOOOO I LIT JUST WALKED UP AND SPOKE TO HER IT WAS SCARY DUH BUT I KEPT GOINGGG

ITS BEEN EZ TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND SURPISINGLY EVEN WHEN I GET BITCHY (well desvered) THEY LOWKEY LIKE DONT HATE IT THEY SAY they like how i "treat them like how I woukd everyone else" like i dont give them speical treatment WHICH IS WOW BC I THOUGHT THEYD WANT THAT??? (only the guys btw, girls are harder tbh :( i only got 2 girl friends tho and the one i just spoke abt I RLY LIKE ITS ONLY BEGEEGINING SO I CANT SAY MUCH)

3. LOVE LIFE

   NO LOVE LIFE EL OH ELLL but like I mentioned befoire, these men are talking abt how Im "wife material" and how they "hope to find a girl like me" WHICH GIVES ME MUCH HOPE BC ITS EVERY FUCKING GUY I TALK TO WHO SAYS THIS SHIT AND IK THEY MEAN IT BC ITS ONLY AFTER WE HAVE LONG TALKS ABT SERIOUS TOPIC ABT SOCIETY AND LIFE.