i’m happy i get to know u. i love talking to u, telling u little things about my day, my random thoughts, my weird feelings—and you actually listen and you notice the small stuff. you make me feel like even the tiniest things i do are worth something. and that means more than i can say. 😞 i like how you care about me. from checking in on me to teasing me just the right amount—it’s always you. <3

thank u for making me feel safe. when i’m with u, everything feels softer. calmer. like i can just be myself without needing to filter anything. and that’s rare. that’s precious. thank u thank u thank u (a million times) >___<

When I think about it, you’re just such a wonderful person overall. You knew exactly how to handle me, even with my endless talking and all the random questions I asked about this and that. What amazed me the most was how you not only listened, but you actively engaged with me, asking questions back and truly trying to understand my thoughts and feelings. That kind of effort meant so much to me, and it showed how much you cared about me. You had this incredible ability to follow my vibe and keep up with me, which I really appreciate. ;)

Honestly, you’ve become the ideal partner in so many ways. You’re not only sweet, funny, and caring, but you also have this special way of making our moments together feel even more meaningful. I was genuinely touched when you made the decision to change your profile (your pfp and bio) to something similar as mine—it was such a thoughtful and sweet gesture you had right there. 🥺 And of course, all the sweet and playful compliments you threw my way have some sort of magical effect on me. XD

I really just want you to know how much I value everything you did for me. You truly are one of a kind, and I’m grateful for you!

I really appreciate the way you give me attention, not just in a romantic way, but in these little things too: the way you respond to my messages, the way you act all silly in front of me, the way you make sure I feel seen and heard… it's all so wholesome. I don't know, there's just something about you. You feel special. You feel different. And to me, you're completely adorable in the best way possible. Thank you for being such a good conversation partner, and more than that, thank you for being a comforting presence… like a warm shoulder to lean on. I also wanna say thanks for playing the role of a caring partner so well, it means more to me than you know. I truly admire how respectful and thoughtful you are. You always seem to put my feelings first, and that's such a rare, gentle kind of kindness.

On the flip side, I'm really sorry if I ever said or did anything during our time together that may have made you feel uncomfortable, even unintentionally. Just know it was never my intention, and I care a lot about how you feel too. Please take good care of yourself, okay? Stay healthy, eat well, don't skip sleep, and go easy on yourself. Sometimes we humans forget that we're allowed to pause, breathe, and give ourselves a break. So don't push yourself too hard, rest when you need it, and be kind to yourself the way you're kind to others. And of course… let's meet again once the timing feels right.

Until then, be well. Take care of your lovely self, alright?

I love how you always hyped me up seperti aku adalah bidadari yang kecantikannya tidak ada tandingannya dan one of those 12 disney princesses on a birthday cake!!! I love how you showered me with cute nicknames HUHUHUHUHUHU I LIVE FOR THIS AYEL I ONLY LIVE FOR YOUR NICKNAMEEES.

Karena aku mukbanger maka aku harus jujur. A😭Y😭E😭L😭 you're literally the boyfriend everyone dreams off!!! Gentle, caring yet you still have a playful side and full of sweet teases! Aku rasanya seperti berbicara dengan coklat yang 90% sugar 10% cocoa walaupun scientifically tidak bagus tapi yah aku hanya membuat analogi kalau kamu manis sekali OKAY.

Aku senang sekali ayel aku nggak pintar berkata-kata tapi aku analogikan sebagai teh hangat tanpa gula dan selimut yang menemani aku di kamar waktu hujan dan suhu AC aku 16 derajat sambil aku membaca buku dan menonton netflix kemudian aku terlelap BEGITULAH netizen pasti paham kalau nggak paham yasudah biarkan aku aja yang paham huhuhuhuhu

kakakk, i really wish we had a bit more time :( i’m gonna miss our little talks, your random sweet words, and your constant reminders to get enough sleep (even though i’ll probably still stay up too late watching detective conan hehehe). this is definitely gonna be one of those memories i look back on with a soft smile ^__^

you really did well throughout the session, kakak fayel! i appreciate every little effort you made. take care of yourself, yaa? and thank youu for everything! i’ll remember our memories fondly. and heyy… your anak keciy’s gonna do her best. just you wait ;]

And please don’t say sorry… because it’s not just you. It’s also on me for not always being able to make enough time for you t__t I’m also sorry if I ever said anything that hurt you or made you uncomfortable during our session. That would never be my intention. If I ever do something wrong, please forgive me Soren. Nanti kapan-kapan lagi, kita ketemu terus dengerin playlist dari kamu yaa? ;) Sekalian aku kenalin langsung ke Qilo. See you when I see you again, gantengku. <3

i can’t stop smiling everytime we talk, it feels like i’m falling for you a little more each daay. you make ordinary days feel meaningful for me, and every conversation leaves me calmer and happier 😢. being with you feels like coming home (something i didn’t know i needed until you were here :D) i feel so comfortable with you.

i’m grateful for the way you make me feel seen and cared for, it’s like you know how to reach my heart without even trying. you have a special place in my heart (btw) you’re my favorite person to be silly with and the sweetest home all at once <3. i just wanna keep choosing you again and again every single day. i just know i’ll always be excited as long as you’re in it with me :(

maafyaaah kalau aku agak bawel sama rewel kali ini huhu, AGAK DRAMATIS JG MAAFYAH AKU GAPAHAM KENAPA TBTB KYK GINI. maaf juga ya AEL KALO aku agak lama balesnya dan ketiduran teruuus, sumpah aku LG SIBUK BGT TP AKU KANGENKM BGT JIR LOL GABISA DITAHAN JADI YAUDAH (SORRY). but i want us to talk like we usually do. and thankyou ya aeeeeeell and i love yew so muuch <3. EHIYA AND I PROMISE WE’LL MEET AGAIN! trust me ya pleeaaaseeeee :(

wish I coouuuld spend more time with yoooou. I swear I want to spend this holiday only with you and no one else wkwkwkwkwk. it honestly feels like there are so many things left for us to do together, so many stories I want to hear from you, and so many little moments I wish we could share, but I guess we’ll save them for another time. time always goes by way to pass whenever I’m with you.

maaaf ya puppy kalau aku ganggu holiday kamuu. harusnya awal liburan kamu bisa spend more time talking to and hanging out with your friends, tapi malah aku ganggu t______t. maaf yaa aku bawelin kamu terus-terusan and send so many bubblechats everydaaaay. and sorry for sharing so much about my life with you.

ehiya maaf jugaa kalau aku pernah bikin kamu capek atau overwhelmed. I can’t help but wonder if you’re tired of seeing me pop up again and again WKWKKWKWKW. I knooow we’ve done this romantic thing so many times already. but thankyou for being sweet to me anyway!

It’s has been such a pleasure spending these past few days with you and having you by my side. Your smile… and your presence have brought so much warmth and light into my days. All I ever want is too see your “good morning” when I wake up and your “good night” before I drift off to sleep.

I love the way you found me in my lowest moments and wrapped my weary heart in kindness. Whenever the world felt too heavy upon my shoulders, your words arrived like a gentle light through a half-open window, warming corners of me I thought had long gone cold. I love the way you stayed awake a little longer just to chit-chat with me, as though sleep could wait but our moments could not. I love the nickname you gave me, carrying it around like a small treasure hidden close to my heart. I love your jokes, your dramatics, the way you would flood my screen with dramatic videos whenever I teased you. Those tiny things became constellations in my memory insignificant to the world perhaps, but precious to me. I love how you never left my messages unanswered. How you cared enough to ask about my day, what I had eaten, whether I had slept well. You made the smallest details of my life feel so worthy of being known, and in doing so, you made me feel seen.

I will miss your selcas—the ordinary ones most of all. The ones that quietly slipped into my day and somehow made it brighter. They always left me soft-hearted, just as your babytalk did. I adore every bit of it, more than I ever managed to say.

You are so unbearably adorable! I still smile whenever I think about how clingy you would become whenever I disappeared for only a few minutes. It was endearing in a way words can hardly contain.

And perhaps that is why everything felt so real. Your affection never felt distant or imagined—it settled quietly whitin me until I realized I had grown accustomed to being loved by you. I had never known a feeling quiet like that before. :D

Hah… you have made a home somewhere inside my heart. And now I find myself wishing for more conversations, more laughter, more ordinary days spent sharing pieces of ouselves. I still have countless stories waiting to be told to you, little fragments of my days that instinctively search for you.