how was the coffee? by Chatra Alvarendra

Sayangku Acha,

2024-01-19 12:32:33 UTC

In all honesty I didnt expect that I would be having so much fun few days ago. You have left a big imprint in my heart and that’s something bit you need to know. I feel so loved, I feel so understood by you. Ada banyak sekali hal kecil yang kamu lakukan dan aku sangat apresiasi itu semua. I know that we have our steamy hot days non stop but still, I cant ignore the butterfly feelings in my stomach everytime you call my name and saying I love you to me. I love you too. I really do. You are the kind of fine & fun loving man I desperately need for. Acha yang mengikuti flow dan pace aku, Acha yang khawatir sama aku, Acha yang begitu percaya diri ngomong jorok sama aku. I like every version of you.

Belum lagi, aku pikir kamu nggak suka aku panggil Acha. Itu cuma dadakan aja tapi kamu ternyata suka banget… I hope you actually do. Eventhough I like your name too, Chatra. You’re hot and I like you a lot. It is a pity we dont have enough time to explore and getting to know more of each other. Nevertheless, our time is precious and nobody could say the opposite to me. Wait until I get back to your loving embrace. Love, Ayi.

This is how you fall in love.

blithescent — 2024-01-24 01:19:21 UTC

Every moment with you is something hard to define, I find no words that could truly depict how happy I am back then. Everything feels right and easy, as easy as catching the air. My favorite song said, what’s easy is right and this is how you fall in love. Because what’s the point of love when we can’t be ourselves? I once ever told you, that I adore less overwhelm love but gentle and warm. And I thank you for bringing joy through your warm embrace and palm, though it sometimes makes me go insane, I still can feel myself whenever I am with you.

The way you are yesterday, today, and tomorrow, my heart will always let you in. Thus, just be you. Little did you know and I might never speak out this loud, that you’re such a loving person, easy to love, effortlessly funny, and so much adorable. It feels like I found a hidden gem the first time my eyes met yours. If only I could be carried to all the places you’re going, to be loved at every moment of my life, to be there at your best and lowest moment, and to make things last forever. My hands will hold yours tight, like, so tight.

The days we spent, the moments we created, and words after words we uttered, mean a lot to me. If I only have 80% capacity left to save the memory in my journey of life, you, and our memories, must be taking up more than 100% as you made me feel so full and enough. I am the happiest among the happiest people, my heart says that multiple times a day during our talks.

I wish you nothing but endless happiness, from the little things you find in life, even. I wish the gentle winds will always greet you in the morning, and the sun keeps you company on your journey to the dream you’re trying to reach. I wish the rain and thunderstorms would never drive away your steps. I can’t wait to see you bloom perfectly and become prettier and more admirable. I will be there, to witness and to love you dearly, madly, and unconditionally.

Forever Yours,
Lily. ♡

My beloved one, my dearest, Mas Chatra ❤️

poulatte — 2024-01-24 14:03:20 UTC

Halo mas sayang, semoga mas baca tulisan ini dalam kondisi yang baik, lagi santai biar bisa sambil senyum ya mas hehehe :D tapi kalaupun kondisi mas lagi kurang baik, semoga tulisan ini bisa bikin mas semangat lagi <3

First of all.. terimakasih untuk 2 harinya ya mas, aku rasanya seneng banget sampe bingung mau deskripsiinnya gimana ya disini biar tulisan ini enak dibaca. Pacaran sama mas bikin tenang banget, serius, aku merasa beneran dirangkul dan disayang sayang meskipun mas ada prioritas lain (INI MAKSUDNYA KERJAAN YA HEHEHEHE) tapi mas selalu sempetin balas pesan ku padahal aku tau mas juga lagi sibuk dan cape banget butuh istirahat yg banyak. Mas selalu sempetin buat ngabarin.. terima kasih banyak ya mas, aku berasa dihargai banget jadi pasangan mas.

Mas juga sweet banget 🤏🤏🤏 ini kalau di zoom isinya alam semesta 🌏🪐 kerjaannya bikin pacarnya salting terus tiap hari, tiap saat, pokonya selama aku sama mas mood aku sangat terjamin dan lagi, mas itu soft banget, gemessss :D ketemu mas berasa ketemu harta karun, beneran deh. I found you as sudden but as inevitable as a miracle in daylight, and then the rest was like being struck by lightning over and over again for a whole day. Aku dibikin senyum, dibikin deg deg an setiap aku komunikasi sama mas hehehe, terimakasih banyak ya mas *sending a virtual hug yg banyak*

Note: maaf ya mas aku baru mampir kesini, beneran, aku barus sempet padahal udah aku siapin dari pertama aku bilang mau isi disini.. tapi ada yg belum jadi, makanya aku tunda dulu. Maaf ya mas.. semoga tulisan aku disini ga mengecewakan mas <3

— Yours, MC. ❤️

Mas Ara

Fahlantara — 2024-01-27 01:14:04 UTC

Love supposed to be easy, as if it an air. Pepatah itu pas bangett buat menggambarkan how the relationship between me and mas Ara worked. Bersama dengan nya terasa amat menyenangkan, dan mudah. Walaupun sibuk mas Ara selalu berusaha keras untuk selalu ada dan mendampingi kekasih nya. I need to mention that he's so FREAKING hot. The way he carried me, the way he loved me it so unforgettable. Every skin, every touch, every breath. Geez. I really wanna jump in to his embrace again >u<

Buat mas Ara ku yang terkasih, yang tertampan
Sehat-sehat selalu ya. Terima kasih karena sudah mengizinkan ku merasakan bagaimana hebat nya di cintai oleh mu.

(Lastly, let me meow here :p ... meowww... meowww....)

Sincerely,
A.

ABAANGGG ABANGGG!!!

2024-02-01 05:39:44 UTC

Hai abang Chatra yang (katanya) ganteng /self claim. ABANG, terima kasih banyak sudah mau aku cerewetin! Terima kasih banyak juga sudah menemukan aku disini, sudah mau melakukan yang terbaik buat aku, sebagai sosok "kakak" yang kehadirannya selalu aku rindukan. Abang bener-bener bisa memenuhi kekosongan anak tunggal kaya raya ini (AAAMIINNN), dengan perhatian-perhatian kecil selayaknya figur kakak. Semoga abang bisa tau kalo aku BANGGA BANGET sama abang. Aku BANGGA, dan SENENG BANGET punya abang! Abang, abang berhak mendapatkan cinta sebanyak yang abang beri, atau bahkan lebih. Jangan lupa jaga diri ya, abang! Stay healthy and be happy🩷

Till we meet again,

- E.

Mas Ata <3

2024-02-06 01:56:59 UTC

Terima kasih udah nemenin aku kemarin, walaupun sesi kita singkat tapi aku senaaang sekali! Mas Ata bisa bawa obrolan biar terus ngalir dan seru, manis dan lembut juga. Lucu karena Mas Ata lebih soft dari yang aku kira, rasanya pengen aku kantongin :p

Maaf kemarin aku sempat ketiduran lama dan banyak ngilangnya, terus aku masih kaku karna jujur aku degdegan dan nervous since it's my first time. Tapi Mas Ata berhasil buat aku nyaman kok! Terima kasih juga udah kenalin aku ke dua anak bulu, Gimbul dan Damar 🐱🐈‍⬛

Once again thank you so much for being such a gentle and caring boyfriend for me 🤍

ー ⭐️

Halo, Chata.

cerilann1997_1 — 2024-02-06 13:22:47 UTC

Diketik pada malam hari, jadi, aku ucapkan selamat malam ya, Chata. First, I wanna say thank you so much for your time, I do really appreciate that. Aku, sangat menikmati waktu sama kamu, berbagi sama kamu, dan juga tentunya dicintai dan disayang sama kamu, terima kasih banyak yaa, sayang. Sama kamu, aku gak khawatir untuk jadi diriku sendiri. Dan juga menurutku cocok sekali untuk orang yang ingin menjalani hubungan yang low maintenance. Kamu juga sangat memperhatikan semua yang aku mau dan tidaknya. Setiap aku pulang kerja, kamu bener bener nerima aku dengan tangan terbuka, aku beneran seneng istirahat dan bacain kalimat-kalimat baik yang kamu kirimkan. Selalu berhasil sekali buat aku menghangat setiap membacanya, terima kasih banyak ya, sayang. Kamu juga sangat bisa mengimbangi waktu di mana harus serius dan bercanda. Kamu sangat perhatiann sekali, pada hal-hal kecil yang bikin aku juga ngerasain banget disayangnya, sama kamu. Makasih ya sayang. Being loved by you was one of the best thing that I've ever felt, and i'm so grateful for that.

Jaga terus kesehatan kamu ya sayang, terima kasih banyak atas waktunya.

My dearest, Chatra.

2024-06-07 15:25:29 UTC

For you who's warmth reminds me of fall, mon soleil chéri.

I leave you with my warmest regards, I hope even in the smallest of things you may find comfort, just as how you once were the very definition of it for me.

I leave you my most wonderful wishes, all your steps shall be filled with luck, so that you may stride freely with confidence.

I will cherish the time we had, as a lesson of live and cheesily enough love. I apologize if I have said anything that might even cause you the slightest bit of discomfort. I apologize if I hadn't been the best person to comfort you in return, please find it in your heart to forgive me.

I didn't want to be too cheesy, but be that as it may, I truly think you are a good person. Don't sell yourself short alright? I'm proud of you, I 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 been proud of you. Every step of the way, there was never a moment where I wasn't.

As I've told you before, to love someone is to know someone, and quoting a verse from a personal favorite song of mine,

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥,

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘨𝘦.

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘮𝘯, 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳

𝘚𝘰 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦.

from your (affectionately named),

meng.