Shella and Abby tots by Abegail Guiroy

Feb 22,2023 Abby

begailguiroy — 2023-02-22 14:08:47 UTC

Hi dai, about you ba overthinking ADHD. Sheng. To be honest si tan feel ka chne ka. Chne gayot ka se. Iyo ksi ya sabe yo chne yo PTSD akel part pirmi yalg yo ta kore nusabe yo onde anda kabar maskin onde yo anda de yo alegre. Now yan trigger dikaw mn assess anay ka

Porke se tan trigger? (Specify)

Porke sila/kosa ya pwd yo abla sila el rason?

Kosa ya sila/kosa ya ase kunmigo?

Porke yo tan feel this way?

Si ya pwd ta tu abla kosa gayot. Si ya pwd ya. Uwi tu este na spotify or any music na good for meditation.

Kabar during ta uwi tu kunel sound, mn visualize tu akel scenario akel ya pwd abla kuntigo chne mali and chne yayay part. If akel se ta grita ta pega kunikaw mn visualize yura si kere ka yura. Ksi ansina se para sapa ase sale.

Trigger warning: si dwele ya gayot abri dayun ohos. Dapat ready ka and dapat ase ka ste solo solo. Then mn journal lg

Ansina kunmigo ya manda mn heal, dipisil gayot kasi todo dwele. Mn identify lg anay tu akel porke kuntigo yan trigger then da rest follow

Feb 23,2023 buhos di abby

begailguiroy — 2023-02-22 14:21:25 UTC

Disclaimer ok lg hnde tu le.

Sabe ka, i feel ok, free and good. I am not emotionally strain and i am well. Why? Chne ya yo papa God na mi heart. You know, i realize na dwele pala nuh si once ya sabe ka el news na chne ya otro dikaw fav person. To be honest kahit nasaktan ako, kahit masakit slight ksi di kme nagwork kahit paano mo ikwan si hnde gayot para kunikaw de gayot le dai. Tumakbo ako pataas sa gate for 30mins, and i cried and i said lord dwele. Then after than nuay ya. Hahahaha cool. wala na pain. Tinangal na ni Lord. Sheng, masakit ksi alam ko he just want to love me but i am so hard to love. I pushed him away, tapos ngayon he found his happiness alam mo ba sobrang saya ko for him. Huhuhuhu. Like yung joy nafefeel ko ngayon is the same joy na nagpaubaya ako sa first breakup namin ksi feel ko dai, sa sobrang mahal ko sya, mas masyaa ako kapag masaya sya. Like legit ha no coat. Di ko kayang iaalis sa utak ko na “baby boy parin yun siya” baby pa kel. Huhuhuhuhu ksi baby gayot kel diamun antes. Like kayya ko saktan lahat ng lalake ayaw ko lg talaga siya masaktan. Huhuhuhu like ewan ko dai ok ya yo ya sinti yo dwele kun mel basta nomas lg si c3. Huhuhuhu ngayon hes in the dating field i wish him well. Sorry dai, date to marry gayot yo. Wala ako pake ba jowajowa ganon ksi obv talaga wala akong pake. Hahahaha. Gusto ko ksi asawa ko. Standard:man of God hihi.

Feb 23, 2022

2023-02-22 22:48:05 UTC

Cutie man abing, thank you for this and for the first one. I will do that in my free time and try to recollect myself at the same time. For the second one, I wish I can also feel that feeling wherein you’ll not be hurt by someone you love as long as they are happy and in the right place. Congrats for being brave and honest abing. I hope that you’ll find someone that will love you eternally. Thank you gayot.

Night time feb23,23- abby

begailguiroy — 2023-02-23 11:31:56 UTC

typical day, discerning, evaluating, reading. And calming myself. Di ako productive. Masakit ulo ko i been using my brain alot tan overthinking yo. So kita anay yo ste. I learn about branding, marketing and pricing. Oh shems it is hard. Kere yo yura kasi ewan ko ano pinasukan ko na career🥲pero kaya lg bible study then tulog na nunyt. Plot twist: weak mentality ya tamen. Ya yura ksi yan trigger na word of wisdom di papa pati mama. Self development: attitude, emotions and God relationship. Ang katotohanan masakit talaga sa sobrang sakit MASAYA AKO KSI GISING NA UTAK KO.

April 21

2023-04-21 03:51:44 UTC

Hi abing, I miss you

hi sheng, idk if mababasa mo to.

begailguiroy — 2023-11-16 13:04:31 UTC

im having such a peaceful life. finally. peace. living in truth. u kno i cut off alot of friends along the way of my journey, its painful because i love the ppl with all my heart, but that is the risk. i am aware of the risk. the moment hannah cut me off i cried in the car so this is it. cutting off ppl. part of my journey is to cut off alot of ppl why? business. life is hard money is hard to earn reality sucks. i cant imagine cipriano going to the oceans just to earn money. shella idk how to repay hannah for her love n kindness but i just want her to kno i love her with all my heart sadyang hnde talaga ako pwd ibother in terms of negative shits. ang hirap sobra ksi hnde lg siya si arianne and c3 rin nicut off ko my body cant handle other ppl rn. i feel good tho, made me see my heart more n ano talaga dinisire ko for my life. hope u too have desire for ur life