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It's a severe dissociation trigger. Don't know why. Probably never will

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Lemon Poppyseed Muffins (sensory trigger)

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Lemon Poppyseed Muffins (sensory trigger)

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catboy, "my little meow meow", kitten as a petname and others

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catboy, "my little meow meow", kitten as a petname and others

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The song "Stacy's mom" and any jokes related to it

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The song "Stacy's mom" and any jokes related to it

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-being called by my full first name
-certain shows
-fryers/boiling oil

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Pepe the Frog

the phrase "What are you doing, stepbro?"

discussion of seizures/strokes

israel-palestine situation

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- Samoyed dogs
- Mickey Mouse / Goofy
- Christianity
- Outside cats
- I ❤️ NY teddy bears
- Hannah Montana
- The movie Armageddon
- Imagine Dragons
- Camping / tents
- RVs
- Small spaces
- Loud noises

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the feeling of grass on my forehead and knees at the same time

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the whistling noise a stick makes when it's swung very fast

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overuse of the colour pink

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Including memes involving religion, even the word "G*d" can make me panic on a bad day

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The name Hannah

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Muppets from Space

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Bare mattresses

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Microfiber

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People Necks
(Adams apples, injury to necks, pointy jewelry on necklaces, fictional neck injuries, discussions about neck things)

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Google Hangouts (notif sound/icon, and the actual layout)

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whimpers
- being told to look someone in the eye
- the word "sir"

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birds chirping, vacuums, the Jessica Jones theme, the holy staff auto attack sound in Albion Online.

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mustered
mouth noises or wet noises close to ear
buzzing or hissing noises
needles
the feeling of paper on skin
the taste of metal
surgeries
parylistic drugs used in surgeries and the smell of anesthetic

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- "top or bottom" discussion in relation to gay men
- dog whimpers
- being told to look someone in the eye
- the word "sir"

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Having my shoes taken away
Not being allowed to leave
Hospital socks

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- the song Jolene
- footsteps in hallways
- sound of keys

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pigs
svtfoe
lesbian porn
anything to do with my abuser

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Icarly
Barn owls
Men getting too

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people calling me multiple times in a row
someone showing up at my house unannounced
similar repeated attempts to get my attention

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- Rape scenes (including implied/non-explicit)
- Men being physically violent to women in "vanilla" porn
- Male "Doms" and "submissive" women
- dd/lg
- Incest

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the name jessica
r*pe
sexual pictures, videos, audio, etc. that i didnt want to see being shown or found by me
penises
condescending voices
sympathy/empathy from strangers
people i dont know touching me
bathing suits
long fingers
seeing open mouth kisses

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-the name Jesse
-the colors yellow and orange
-the first Shrek movie
-

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sleep walkers, ambulances, the words "common sense" when spoken

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cpr

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"can i ask you something?"

"we need to talk"

"i have to talk to you"

"call me"

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the numbers 70 - 79

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Good and Plenty licorice candy

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-pictures of women where their ribs are visible
-the app "iFunny"
-going over a bridge/taking a sharp turn in a car
-meat that has blood coming off of it

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the phrase "wolf in sheep's clothing"

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- eye trauma, especially in fiction
- the band lawson
- dentists
- when people say things like "can i ask/show you something", "what the hell is that", "come here i need to tell you something" without any explanation
- creepypasta

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-Pale blue lighting
-People rubbing the inside of my elbow
-IVs. Regular needles are fine.
-My throat feeling exposed (usually when I'm lying down)
-People in beekeeping suits
-any medical setting
-fingernail and or throat gore

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Earinngs that weigh too much or have bells or

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People taller than me yelling suddenly without

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Guns left on dinner tables, or kitchen counter tips, on top of fridges

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Certain red pickup trucks, the ones with white/silver stripes on the

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tense silences
yelling
loud noises
arguments

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the emoji ":^)"
the video Me!Me!Me!

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The mention of surgery
The mention of anesthesia
when people hold more than one needle at once (i can handle one needle with out much of an issue but the idea of being stabbed with multiple at once)
paralytic drugs
basically hospitals because those things are in there
anything that can cause death or pain
the smell or taste of mustard
being itchy
intamate touching
loud noises like alarms and the bells in high school
things in my ears
vomiting
sounds of spraying when i don't know where it's coming from
elevators
being yelled at in public or blunt people online
bugs
doing something wrong
being aware of my breathing

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- needles
- the smell of hospitals
- feeling slightly sick in the heat
- long lines for roller coasters
- when someone says they feel sick
- anything at all to do with vomit
- the word vomit
- getting sick
- the phrase "panic attack"
- drunk people
- face tattoos
- being called out to in public
- stares
- having to get up when class is quiet or still
- doing something wrong
- heights

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-rubbing alcohol
-men of a certain build
-clear plastic tubes
-needles
-drugs
-the names cameron and josh
-hospitals
-rape
-yelling
-surgery
-abuse
-pregnancy/childbirth

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*people who are drunk or high
*flying insects
*chicken noodle soup
*books/movies/TV where children or sisters die

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-chirldren suffering a death in the family/ pet / someone they know

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-chirldren suffering a death in the family/ pet / someone they know

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-this one is a little weird, but people losing important items, especially kids with stuffed animals, because that happened to me once
_that one kids book where the girl loses her stuffed rabbit

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-miscarriage
-dead babies

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See all the wonderful things plusle999 has made

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See all the wonderful things lcstar13 has made

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See all the wonderful things fairydustistruemagic has made

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See all the wonderful things Jack La Favre has made

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tall, stocky men. if i get a glimpse of one and they look familiar, i usually break down into a panic attack. it's happened at work a couple of times and it sucks.

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Being called "bitch

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The name Jade
The game "Undertale"
The word "glub"

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- the game "undertale"
- the name Jade
- the word "Glub"

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-bats (the animal)
-hospitals
-the anime Space Dandy
-cancer
-death

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Mustered
slight of hand magic
objects near my ears that aren't suppose to go there
being ichy
noticing my breathing
laying down on my back
sand, dirt or water in or near my eye
dead bugs/any kind of bugs
loud alarm beeping

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when my mom calls me 'she' then corrects herself with 'he' and then laughs and goes 'it, whatever you are, he, it'

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-minecraft
-people not taking me at my word
-"minor sexual assault"
-spiders
-being looked at like i'm stupid
-mixed race people being invalidated by either/any of their races
-being touched without warning
-personal space invaded
-anything living touching my neck
- specific fictional characters being criticized
- trypophobia

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-mushrooms
-spiders
-mentions/photos of me mum (she is dead, she never did anything to harm me)
-intentional misgendering
-making fun of suicide/depression/self-harm/mental disabilities
-the song "boom boom pow" and "like a G6"
-a certain spot in my living room
-most sexual situations
-people invalidating others
-people shooting down others for being excited or talking a lot

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that yellow-orange betadine disinfectant used on surgical incisions

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soft/repetitive beeping when I'm trying to fall asleep

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socks with pieces of plastic for traction on the bottom

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"They're in a better place now...."

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rotten watermelon
teachers being rude/mean/neglecting certain students

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men shouting
rape
the smell of blue crabs
the smell/taste/mention of truffles
yelling
being told to repeat myself/speak louder

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pencil sharpeners
paintings of the sunset
rape
yelling
excessive amounts of food (sometimes any food at all)
incest
ddlg/adult baby
pedophilia

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Hands on my neck
The bathroom at my aunt's house

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the smell of molasses

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the smell of gasoline fumes

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drug abuse (inc weed).
DDLG/CGL.
People singing in the shower.
DID ableism/denial.
The name Charlotte
Spirals
Ticking clocks
Incest
Men shouting.
Guns.
Teenage boys.
Trauma being denied.
The number 57.
Abandonment.
Rape.
Dolls. (esp porcelain).

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Emotional Parental Abuse

People hearing me sing

Having to repeat myself

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battercest (off ship)
anything sexual in the shower
pinkiedash / dashiepie (mlp ship)
pinkieshy / flutterpie (mlp ship)

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caps when typing

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Periods
Dd/lg
Mothers
Hippy glasses
The name Jenna
"Girls are better than boys"
"Your dad should hit you more often"
The name Kate
Gemini's
Vanilla perfume
Makeup
"I want to be a writer when Im older"

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jack frost from the rise of the guardians film
old cars with hand crank windows

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Oranges, clementines, and tangerines
32DD size bras

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Oranges

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-the song "Super Star" by Aqua
-oral sex
-tall/large men
-the anime Hetalia