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we fall asleep together on ordinary thursday nights

spits out toothpaste i the same sink and live in the same house

laugh at each others horrible jokes that no one else would even smile about

kiss each other as naturally as we blow our smoke on friday nights

listen to the same music in our ugly home that is ordinary and white

drink beer and wine from the same glas and eat from the same plate

love each others family and friends as if they was the our own

mix up each others socks so you were ones that sits to tight

never have to say goodbye, only good morning and goodnight

i quess it sounds kind of nice from the outside

even for me sometimes it feels ordinary and right

but at afternoons i start to overthink the life i won

suddenly you are out of my list of wanted things

i start to miss the life of a lonely wolf and independency

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You liked to think that life is not the end
That there must be something after your death
I always disagreed but you just would not bend
the way you refused life's worthlessness took away my breath

Before you my life was so rational, it could
cut through every argument - You burn and you falter
But your words left marks in my drying cement
Marks that stayed as you walked out the door

Still I’m starting to see what you mean
As your immortal mouth crashes against someone elses
I understand what it feels like to have your heart fail at sixteen
wishing you’d feel it too but maybe you’re too selfish

And your last kiss tasted like someone’s last breath,
everyone calls it first love but it is actually more like first death

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my pain is real i feel it is always there
wherever you are now would you call my name
i wonder if i would hear somewhere in the atmosphere
what do i like about you, you are pretty lame
but yeah i guess you are okay too my love
these tears are not made out of nothing you know
dear darling i wonder can you hear me from above
without you i am so alone time goes to slow
but even though i never told you howe i feel
so if you can hear me know listen carefully Angelou
my love for you is like a broken old cogwheel
it goes like this i hate you i love you
could not make up my mind i am a airhead
but now it does not matter because you are dead

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An ironic sonnet by Alva Östersjö part3 (forgot one a line)

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An ironic sonnet by Alva Östersjö part3 (forgot one a line)

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There's nothing I love more than my own brain
There's something to its way of comprehend
And its own special way of causing pain
Bring misery is what it intend(s)
I admire its accomplishments
Like ability to limit me
And making me lack in my confidence
Creating tears that will become a sea
Forcing me to hear them doctors say
That they don't know why my head is hurting
But take these pills if you're about to fray
I long for when the ache is returning
I cherish every pound of splitting headache
Even nights of pain when I lie awake

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There's nothing I love more than my own brain
There's something to its way of comprehend
And its own special way of causing pain
Bring misery is what it intend(s)
I admire its ability to limit me
And making me lack in my confidence
Creating tears that will become a sea
Forcing me to hear them doctors say
That they don't know why my head is hurting
But take these pills if you're about to
I long for when the ache is returning
I cherish every pound of splitting headache
Even nights of pain when I lie awake

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Love is easy when you're dead.
Love forces you to do crazy shit.
Love is all that fills your head.
Love feels like being hit.
Would you give me all you've got
Would you tell me all your sins
Would you laugh if we got caught
Would you wonder how i've been since
What would you do if I said it
What would you feel if i cried
What would you say if we quit
Where would you go when you're not tied
This is what i've been told
Love should last until you're old

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Share your love with me stranger

Your eyes with the glowing heat

It still won’t cause me more danger

So please let me kiss your lips so sweet

With you on my mind for every second passing

Crazy some people might call me

But you full up every single part of my massing

My eyes were blind but now I see

You are the one that should take my heart

Due to I’ve never loved so deeply before

But when you see me it’s just like the start

For you I’m no one and now I’m laying on the floor

For I will never feel the love that is from you

Oh how I wish that it wasn’t true

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It has been almost two years now today
I wish I could say that I’ve let you go
But I still don’t have the right words to say
There’s something about your beauty and thou
You do get mad sometimes I still want you
I want you and your every single bit
Everything that you are and that you do
It took me almost two years to admit
Admit that I can not control it now
I can’t control myself when I see you
Your beauty never disappears somehow
Oh how I wish that you would love me too
I know I need to move on but it hurts
And knowing that you’re around me comforts

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Ylva W

Your happy* smile* is what* caught* my eye*
Like a* glimpse* of a star* in the dark* of night*
In the mere* presence* of you* I feel* I can fly*
In* my heart* this feels* ridiculously* right*

When you* hold* me close* and caress* my cheek*
I feel* as though* this could* never* end*
I cannot* wait* to see you* at the end* of the week*
With you* the rest* of my life* I want* to spend*

It's not finished... And it probably never will be :')

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There you lay so mysterious and pretty

with a thousand secrets on your mind dear

and not be able to touch you is a petty

cause I would like to see what I’d find there.

Without sound you speak words with preciousness

clearing all peoples minds in the cold dark

making peace and rest in this world endless

and presenting guidens with your fire sparks

When you are gone the whole wide world awakes

letting our earth keep spinning around and around

full of mistakes, choices, joy and heart aches

with precious wishes for you to us surround

Nobody here likes when the sun shines all bright

We need you here always our precious night

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Oh how I love the spring and all the sun
It wakes me up and warms my winter skin
It slowly wakes the flowers one by one
Makes me forget the darkness that has been

Oh how I love the day when birds they sing
I hear their songs around me where I go
Oh so much sweeter that the flute and string
They melt away the memory of snow

Oh how I love when trees return to green
Now I can feel the taste of summertime
In winter, days like these where never seen
To spend the day inside would be a crime
The days get longer and the nights are light
The days get warmer, and no longer white

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I want  thee back I want nearness  of thee
no  worlds can say  no words can this describe
Through fire through rain all I want is to see

My mind does not have a  reason for this
Don’t want to lose a bet help me forget
Forget your words forget the love the kiss

It is  a thing so big but so damn small
Seems like I just want to know who thee are
The sun it shone and now the rain can fall
But do you know I am  tired of lies
But do you also  see my sole with your eyes .

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A trespassed treshold in a no-mans land

In the deepest of woods made of dark blue

I ran across something far more than grand

A creature I now can describe as you

You were the most luminous of thing

With skin and eyes made of shiny moonlight

That made my head spin and my ears ring

I never want to get you out of sight

For in the midst of midsummers heat

And the not too oblivious rain

I shall hope to you forever meet

I hope thee love I forever obtain

No matter the weather I’ll be thee yours

Regardless the sails uncontrolled course

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a) When I look out the window I see rain.
b) It makes me happy and in some way sad.
a) The weather reflects my pain.
b) But I feel love to it, autumn is not that bad.
c)  Summer’s over and a new season starts.
d)  It’s a chance to move forward from the past.
c)  And I can feel a new start for our tired hearts.
d)  It’s the right time to find a new love at last.
e)  The rain is pouring down over the colorful leafs.
f)  The wind is making everything fall to the ground.
e) To fall in love with something new is my belief.
f) The truth is, before you I thought I had drowned.
g) Having you made me find my way up again.
g) Now I’m alone in the rain while you’re in Spain.

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we fall asleep together on ordinary thursday nights

spits out toothpaste i the same sink and live in the same house

laugh at each others horrible jokes that no one else would even smile about

kiss each other as naturally as we blow our smoke on friday nights

listen to the same music in our ugly home that is ordinary and white

drink beer and wine from the same glas and eat from the same plate

love each others family and friends as if they was the same

mix up each others socks so you were ones to tight to

never have to say goodbye, only good morning and goodnight

i quess it sounds kind of nice from the outside

even for me sometimes it feels ordinary and right

but at afternoons i start to overthink the life i won

suddenly you are out of my list of wanted things

i start to miss the life of a lonely wolf and independency

# data[].attributes.body
we fall asleep together on ordinary thursday nights

spits out toothpaste i the same sink and live in the same house

laugh at each others horrible jokes that no one else would even smile about

kiss each other as naturally as we blow our smoke on friday nights

listen to the same music in our ugly home that is ordinary and white

drink beer and wine from the same glas and eat from the same plate

love each others family and friends as if they was the same

mix up each others socks so you were ones to tight to

never have to say goodbye, only good morning and goodnight

i quess it sounds kind of nice from the outside

even for me sometimes it feels ordinary and right

but at afternoons i start to overthink the life i won

suddenly you are out of my list of wanted things

i start to miss the life of a lonely wolf and independency

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Sonnet 420

I would or wouldn’t want a drop of taste

of the darkest chocolate from Wonkas lake

The worker mixed it in a petty haste

And the slight smell of sewage my nose ache

I’d rather have me really butterscotch’d

Or filled with rolls of salted licorice

So when I this topped of candy bag botched

I expect this lot to make me dinner miss

However this may feed me kind of well

It may better not give me any showing hull

Because my dearest mother will give hell

If I come home with a stomach so full

She’ll give me up to this boarding type school

Which will deny me food until I drool

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Come home to me mr Violinist

I don't dare to wait no more

My memory of you is inust

Come lay with me on the floor

The violin melody starts to drift away.

It’s only a few senses left

The world starts to turn grey

Our vibration is now cleft

Tell me mr Violinist, have you forgotten?

I assure you I have not

Our love is about to rotten

But I'm still not fraught

The violin melody still vibrates in our kiss.

Do you even know what you miss?