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1. Please keep in mind that I love you; a lot. I love you more than you've ever imagined. I love you more than I ever did towards someone; as a man.
2. Please get enough rest, love. Sleep properly.

3. And please eat lots of healthy foodie! Three times a day, kay.
4. Drink lots of water.
5. Stay safe wherever you are. Drive safely!
6. Pstt. Don't drag yourself into something dangerous.
7. Stay warmy and don't get sick.
8. Don't overwork yourself hnn ; n ;
9. I'm so proud of you! Please smile a lot♡
10. I love you, a lot!

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Nyappy 10.12, my love! ♡
It's been 6 months, claps claps claps. 6 months stay together in each other's arms. 6 months loving each other. 6 months being yours. Pats chur tummy which getting bigger ehe. Happy 6 months, love!
6 months. There were some ups and downs. Good times and hard times. Laughter and tears. But never once I regretted for being yours. I won't think twice to say that I'm happy to be yours, I'm happy to know that you are mine. I'm happy to stay together with you. We had some fight(s), yeah. A fight supposed to make the relationship grows stronger or even otherwise. So I'm more than happy to know that we made it this far as a team. But I personally don't want any fight(s) in the future uh. I couldn't even bear the thought of losing you.
Darling please always keep in mind that I love you, a lot. Lots more than I've ever showed you. I'm bad at showing my sincere feelings. I'm so sorry if I make you upset or sad. I'm sorry if I'm hurting you. I'm sorry for building a wall between us and keeping things to myself. I want to lean on you and running towards your arms yet it's a hard thing to do. I won't stop trying, okay? I'm sorry for saying this countless times yet there's no significant result until now uh. And I'm so sorry for pushing you away. Despite having a lot of flaws, I'm still trying to be the best for you. I want to give you my all because you deserve it, even I'm not the person who has the courage to take any risk(s), I'm willing to give it a try. I love you.
My mind might be a complete mess. I assume things a lot. I tend to think about negative things. I drew negative scenarios in my mind. I couldn't help the way how my mind works. I'm so sorry about this- But I just don't know how to control this uh. Love, if I said something wrong, if I did something you dislike or hate or anything. If I'm hurting you, please tell me. Please be honest to me. Correct me all the time. Say the things I did wrong. Say the things you dislike about me. Tell me everything. By you telling me those, I would know what I did wrong and would try to fix everything. You know I love you and I'd do anything to keep you happy.    I want to feel like you're the best. Because you are the best for me. Yet it feels like you're thinking the opposite thing, heaves. Even if I'm in my low state or anything, I'll still try to be bubbly happy to other people. And some times, I can't do the same towards you. I sound like moody or a complete sheez. Just because I look okay to other people and being sad towards you. It's not because you're not making me happy or else. It doesn't mean you're the bad guy. I just can't hide the feelings so I might act shitty towards you, I'm so sorry. And again, there are times I'm not okay but I don't want to say things to you. It's not because I don't need you. Keep that in mind. I'm bad at open up, I'm trying okay? But it doesn't mean I don't need you. I do- I need you, I will be okay whenever you're around. Your presence is enough to make me feel better. Your hug is even better. And anything about you is enough to make me feel okay. So don't ever think like I don't need you and questioning your position in my life. If you ever feel like you're lost, I'm here to reassurance you and tell those things all over again to you. I would never get tired to tell you these words. I love you.
And baby please know that I'm always here for you, okay? You have me. You always have my back. I'm holding your hand. I'm hugging you. You always have me. Whenever it gets hard for you, whenenever you're down and sad, whenever you're in your low state, or even whenever you're happy. I'm always here for you. You're never alone. I'm always here in your good and hard times. Never think that you have no one anymore, it makes me sad when you know I'm always here for you yet you're thinking that way hnn.. : (
I'm so grateful to know that you (still) stay here. Thankyou. I'm so happy being together with you. Spending time together with you. You are my one and only! tehee. Thanks for the memories, the hugs, the kisses, the happiness. Everything. Thankyou for staying here. Thankyou for loving me. I love you a lot ♡

; Your baby girl, Xian.