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Q: what was your first impression about him?

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Q: what was your first impression about him?

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A: "dat ass", between damn he's super cute because he adores both cat and dog so much, and wow go ahead ditch me for your anons harder i hate you, a nerd (seriously lance, a florist?) i want to kiss you so bad *nuts*, way out of my league but i'll fake it until i make it, kinda just had this heart dropping feeling and i just thought, "holy fuck that dude is cute", we adopted two dogs together and it was an instant turn on (special shout out to moca, adopting ace and mako was the best idea and it's all thanks to him).

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A: i don't think i told anyone this but let’s see. it's only been two months since the first time i met him, in an au agency called one room. we both were ongniel back then and not really that close at first despite being in the same group. one day, everyone on my timeline was roasting him for always leaving the others on read (he confessed to me later that he ghosted everyone even his best friend aya, aka jinsoul) and being a little shit that i am, i joined the party and dared to call him suck. boo. loser. guess what he did after? he slid to my dms to "prove some points", he said, that he wasn't that bad. what for? i wasn't really sure, he was such a dork. but compared to others that i had conversations with, he was kind of lacking lol (mike didn't you just call him dork). we talked about a few short things to gauge one another, but his replies were kind of short and to the point. on the oct 26th i immediately pretty much threw out the idea of coming together for prom. i didn't quite know how to feel about it and didn’t really have particular expectations. i asked and just thought it'd be fun regardless. he said yes. we won best bromance. everyone was so happy. best night of my life. we spent majority of the night together afterwards just talking like we had known each other for long. i wouldn’t say i knew he was the one but i also didn’t feel like i could not stick around to find out.

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Q: do you forgive your partner’s mistakes easily?

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Q: do you forgive your partner’s mistakes easily?

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A: so my significant other messed up, like, big time and there was a major blowup that forgiving and forgetting seemed to be easier said than done. but man, lance is the biggest softie i don't think he'll do anything to hurt me intentionally. besides, people make mistakes. i'm sure i've made my fair share too, so the answer is, we'll work this through, and let's never hold grugdes.

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Q: do you believe in staying with this partner for a very long time or even forever?

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Q: do you believe in staying with this partner for a very long time or even forever?

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A: nothing in the world is permanent, and we’re foolish when we ask anything to last, but surely we’re still more foolish not to take delight in it while we have it, so i'll live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the drama, take chances and never have regrets.

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Q: have you ever apologized for what you’ve done wrong to him?

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Q: have you ever apologized for what you’ve done wrong to him?

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A: i did, i always say sorry for falling asleep on him, i said sorry for calling his friends bunch of trashbags because he was way too smart he didn't need to study for his exams. i said sorry for scolding him because he had a cup of coffee at freaking three in the am, i said sorry way too much. but i think apologizing doesn't always mean that you’re wrong and the other person is right. it just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

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Q: do you feel jealous if your partner hang out with a friend of the opposite sex?

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Q: do you feel jealous if your partner hang out with a friend of the opposite sex?

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A: he's gay and he's too nice to even think about cheating on me.

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Q: how do you feel when others find your partner attractive?

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Q: how do you feel when others find your partner attractive?

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A: one day someone had the nerve to call him cute and i've never ever felt so eager to put my fist on their face.

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Q: how much do you think you understand your partner?

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Q: how much do you think you understand your partner?

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A: 60% out of 100% i guess? not really good score but there's lots of room for improvement here right, baby?

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Q: can you recall the most romantic moment with this partner?

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Q: can you recall the most romantic moment with this partner?

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A: when we first adopted our dogs oh god, and when he first joined lumos just because he knew i'd be there, a plus is he made me a wholeass carrd within three hours, and then he told me even though it was kind of hard to make it meet half of my expectations he enjoyed creating it so much, that he did it for me, it was so endearing.

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Q: do you smile when you relate something from your daily life with your partner?

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Q: do you smile when you relate something from your daily life with your partner?

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A: oh yes, many times already. like whenever i have my morning coffee i couldn't help but wonder, does lance drink it with a lot of sugar? does he like his coffee icy, or hot enough to warm his palms when he holds the cup? does he put extra shots of espresso like i do? does he drink it while eating a bread? what kind of coffee does he often get whenever he wakes up late and doesn't enough time for breakfast

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Q: how often do you think of your partner?

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Q: how often do you think of your partner?

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A: almost every time i'm doing something that i know people find me smiling creepy, which is always.

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A: me, obviously. i told him i liked him first.

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Q: last question, what did you like or love about him?

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Q: last question, what did you like or love about him?

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A: i could literally write paragraphs about the things i can’t help but admire about him every single day and that’s what i’m gonna do. well, speaking in a concise way, he means the world to me. i love his understanding nature. he has that knack of understanding every problem the people around him have, and he'll give them space for them to get it settled down. i love his soothing words. however bad a day i might have had, whether anyone talks with me properly or not. i know that he is there. and he never fails. his words fall like honey on my heart, immediately making me feel better. i love his childishness. he behaves like that small kid out of nowhere and then makes some cute complaints, or he'll whine for the smallest thing, i really love it. i love how he loves to do things with me. i love how he has the nicest group of friends. i love how he cooks for himself and then leave some for his family, talking about being independence and so loving. i love the way he brags about pubg even tho i don't understand a single bit. i love how he never grumbles when he has to study for longer than necessary because it's his exams tomorrow he doesn't wanna fuck it up. i love how he never jugdes me for my crackhead nature. i love how he could stand talking to me on a daily when my own mom doesn't. he made a soft playlist for me for our first month and i've been listening to the songs for hours until i fall asleep on my paper. maybe there have been instances where i have hurt him with my stupid behavior and i genuinely feel bad for this. and i would like to say thank you for everything and happiness you have given to me. you're too good for me.

with love, yours.