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Text to Self: Even if its not drug like, it can be self harm too. I became addicted to it, until I learn I was hurting myself rather than getting better. Bree has a struggle admitting she a drug addict but later on admits to it. Part of moving on, is accepting your right to wrong.

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Text to World: In the book, Bree/ Kristina became addicted to crank and nowadays, younger and younger kids are getting into drugs-making it hard for them to get off that drug. Even though Kristina was 16, she still was young.

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" What's going on? Your mom and I worried about you. It's like you've been a different person lately. Did something happen at your dad's ?"
She fighting against her mom and the truth.

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"Fresh salsa. Homemade chips. Leftover chili. Cherry pie."
Living with her dad, there wasn't much food and she would barely eat. She comes with her mom and she's in heaven. She wants to be with her mom. She wants to be good with her mom.

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"Covered my mouth..ripped my clothes, vicious ".
This is where she comes out of her dad's house on crank, walking alone outside late night..these three guys attempt to raped her. She tried to fight back, but the guys knew she was on crank. Her boyfriend came to stop things from getting worst.

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"Everything changes. some might called it distorted reality but its exactly the place I need to be".
She talks about the divorce and how she trying to deal with it. She rants about her mom being irresponsible. And how her siblings are no good. She's battling this on her own.

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4. Relationship: Her relationship with her so called boyfriend is something else. He's not much of a good boyfriend for her except when she protected her from getting raped. The other times, he would always do drugs. Watching her dad and now her boyfriend on it..makes her follow their example. She ends up doing ecstasy. She refers crank to a "monster". Later on, in the book when Kristina/ Bree goes back with her mom. She gets a phone call from her boyfriend, Adam saying "let's see other people, I love you". She's heartbroken and craving more crank.

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3. Confuse: Kristina/ Bree is in her own little bubble but she confused on what she should do. She struggles because she's trying to be two people at the same time. She does more drugs with her "boyfriend".

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2. Relationship: Her relationship with her mom, isn't the best. But there's a side of her that wants to hug and cry her mom. Crank gets in the way, she pushes it but she knows sooner or later her mom will know what's been going on.

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1. Scared : She's scared, she knows she has fallen to the wrong path but her environment around doesn't help much. Her dad joins her doing crank and misses work to do crank. She wants to open up to her mom. Truth is, she fears what can happened once her mom finds out the truth.

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This poem describes Kristina and Bree. She's two people in one. Throughout the book, she constantly has to be debating what to do or say.

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This book is loosely based on a true story. The main character Kristina/Bree struggles in life, after going into crank. Crank is another word for cocaine. Kristina is the old girl she used to be before doing drugs. Bree is the name, she wants to called by now. This new side of Bree is scared to talk to her mom and tell her the truth. Kristina is quiet and calm girl. Bree does drugs. Months later, moves in with her mom and takes care of her newborn baby.