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(I watch -> Him)
Clearly her mom has mental health issues of her own. She's manipulative to everyone around her and abusive to her husband as well.

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(I->Threat)
She never questions if her mom is right or not, she just assumes she knows what's best and changes her thinking to go along with her mom's

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(It -> That)
She doesn't want people seeing her vulnerable so she always has a guard up. But her mom only sees her as weak and vulnerable but Jennette doesn't see that.

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(Mom -> Ugly)
Her mom is already changing her appearance and telling her she's not pretty enough and she's only 10.

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(Deb->Help)
Finally someone in her family acknowledges that Jennette is mentally ill, and she may need help. Her mom just dismisses it.

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Jennette finally can see that her mom is putting on a show for a reaction

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(I->Things)
she finally meets another peer her age with actual freedom and she's jealous. She compares her life to her costars

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(I->Comfortable)
First time jennette is really self concious of her body separate from her mom's judgement

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"The Creator" is in reference to Dan Snieder. I wonder why she doesn't name him. He has some controversey around him, that could be why

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(The->Love)
She really opens up about how fame has impacted her life and how she resents her mother for it

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Jennette's mom's cancer came back and her priority is still Jennette's career, and sending her on tour. This could be seen as selfless but in reality it's pushing Jennette to do something she hates

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Jennette says her eating disorder is her mom's decision for her, she realizes this when she finally has time to make her own decisions for herself

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Jennette finally admits to having OCD

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The creator seems like a really bad person, encouraging teen drinking and also drinking on set in the first place, this is probably why jennette chose to censor his name

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Jennette has her first sexual experience and because she was so sheltered as a young kid, she's tricked into doing it and by an older man, everything Jennette does never seems like her own decision

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The letter Deb wrote to Jennette seems like her breaking point with Jennette even though she's been tearing Jennette down for years. The thought of a parent saying those things to her kid is wild

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In Jennette's letter back to her mom, why is she begging for forgiveness? She finally got ties cut with her mom which is what she's been wanting for years

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Jennettes genuine reaction to her mom's medical crisis makes me wonder how she actually feels about her, and if she's secretly happy something bad happned

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Jennette has an empowering moment when she breaks up with joe, first decision she's made for herself in a long time

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Jennette's mom dies