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All praises be to Allah, I am really grateful that you were in the safe hands. Thank you Ahmad🦁

Yaa Rabb, would you allow me to entrust my only heart to him too.....?

ps: our colour matched today.

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sometimes, you need to follow your instinct. I couldn't imagine on how I could have reacted if i have called you earlier. at least my hear right now says that I would be melting. But seriously, I've never want to experience, and see that side of me. GOSH! Whatever it is, I hope you're doing well Ahmad🦁, may Allah ease your all you affairs

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just a simple note can make a person smile all day... how I hope this smile won't fade away... thanks for caring, Ahmad 🦁

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I may not have this kind of friend, but I hope I am one.

stumbled upon this on Instagram (credits

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hello........ salam people!

just wanted to share with you, a moment that i'll treasure (at least for now) and MAY not forget it. (refer attached photo)

small thing? i know... being contacted by someone who you think you have feeling with. what kind of feeling, oh dont ask me i dont know how to answer. but it is definitely something for me! when he knows your name, and remembers you. tell me people, i'm floating... OR FLYING HIGH TO BE EXACT! and why does this have to emotional by the way?!! 😣😢

grow up dear self.

The Emotional Me

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Hello, Salam people!

Current post would be about..... jeng jeng jeng...

Things i don't joke about... inspired by what happened today...

As an introduction, there are 2 things, that when i say it to you (or anyone), never treat it as joke, because you gotta believe me when say it!!!! not kidding' y'all!

First would be, when i say a food taste/smell bad, distasteful or brackish... you got to believe me! I'm an eater and I can always eat almost everything. People around me would say that I have low taste (be it in food, fashion, guys oooopps!) But in food especially, because I'll just swallow (of course after chewing sometimes) "rejected" food. (I hope you get what I mean heh). And yeah, as someone who is not fussy, I can say that as long as the food served is halal and edible, I'll eat it without doubt, whatever the taste it. However, there are times when my taste buds start to work... and when i become picky, I definitely know that the food is distasteful... I definitely know it, and again, YOU GOT TO BELIEVE ME! OKAY?!

fuh, alright! let's continue with the second one... do you wonder what it would be? jeng jeng jeng...

When i say something like "do you see any toilets nearby?" or "Anisah nak kencing ah (I want to pee)" or anything related to toilet and "throwing", believe me people, I need to go instantly to the toilet. No way of asking me "Can you wait for a while....?" or "we'll stop soon...." LET ME TELL YOU PEOPLE.. that SOON IS NOT ENOUGH!!!!! I NEED THE TOILET NOW (that current time). People, to express to people that you urgently need to pee or need the toilet in general may be flustering and disconcerting to some people, and I go used to be categorized in that group of people. So.... why would I joke about something flustering, right? So yeah, never stop me when I say i need to go to the washroom,  cause you never want to know the consequences!

so, how bout y'all? anyone experiencing the same thing as me? share it!

I'll see you till the next post, see ya!

With <3, Me

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hola! Salam people!

Fiuh! It's been a long time since I tell you stories, right? To be honest, it's not because that I have nothing to story tell, in fact i have too much to tell the world.

Alright, let's begin with what I am currently doing. of course, I'm currently writing this, right? duh! (tongue out) oh wait, i mean (roll eyes). Hahaha alright alright, I know I'm being very lame here. Of course I'm currently writing this, but just to divert my attention for some break and a little bit of entertainment (maybe?) from my assignment. I'm currently working on a proposal for a seminar that a group of members (including myself) will be conducting. If you're interested to know, our given topic is related to substance abuse and role of family in prevention. Cool right?
So yeah, I hope everything's well for my group and our objectives will be met in syaa Allah.

Oh! if you're wondering, the mid-semester break is ending soon. I'll be returning to KL, Malaysia tomorrow with 3 of my cousins who'll be attending Musfirah's convocation on Monday. Congrats sister!! I'll be taking the bus timed at 8.15
am with them..., and I'm not asleep, yet. or to be honest, not planning too. It's just that I have the energy and last minute ideas to complete the proposal that I have mentioned earlier. Well, I wonder who else have this last-minute-syndrome in which ideas will only be in the peak of your head when you're about to switch off your laptop/computer and you know you must pour it as soon as possible as you never want to know the consequences of ignoring it? I definitely find this fun though! What about you?

Secondly, in case you didn't know... I just return from my travel to Thailand too. I went to Thailand for leisure for about 3 nights. I didn't do much but I believe that I enjoy myself. I love Thailand, and will definitely visit there again and explore other parts of it. Some of the remarks that I would like to share with all of you are:

1) Thai's Unique Language!
Well, I'm able to speak (fluently) 4 languages, at least for now. And these languages are English, Malay, Arabic and Indonesian. Among these 4 languages, none have a word that could describe the speaker in terms of their gender. Unlike those 4 mentioned languages, some Thai Language or I would say phrases could tell you the gender of the speaker. For example:

Hello or Hi in Thai Language would be

"Sawadii Ka/Kap"

If you're wondering why or when you'll be using Ka or Kap, afraid or worry not because you'll just use only either of them! If you're female, you'll say Ka, otherwise, you'll say Kap if you're a male. As simple as that! Let say, if someone from behind saying "sawadii Ka/Kap" to you, in whatever their tone or masculinity of voice are, you'll know their gender. (:

2) Their Clean Toilets
Yes, I find that the toilet cubicles (malls or streets) in Thailand are mostly clean, or at least cleaner than most toilets in Malls in Malaysia. The toilets were also maintained with fragrance from the Pandan leaves which is soooooo good (at least for me). If only they have more of low-flush (or seat) toilets rather than squat ones, I'll love you more! Hahahah!

3) Water Jug
Of course, I've been to their eateries. i would say that all of the places that I've been and eaten from prepares a jug water in their shops, and usually placed in a noticeable corner so anyone can get it, without having to ask the waiters/waitress if customers wish to drink just water. ohhhh and, they prepare ice cubes too (in giant tubs) and I freaking love it! oh well, me and cold/iced water can never be separated! heeeee

Well, alright peeps! At least, that is something. I hope you enjoy reading my posts. So notice me in my next post!

ps: This addiction is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Addicted One, Me

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ha-ha, yeah right!!

Salam all.

To be honest, the title of this post is of course a bullshit. It wasn't my heart that got stolen, it was my pair of slippers. (visual is as attached below).

You may say, "what a cry baby... it's only slipper!!"

Yes, if it's only slipper, why must it get stolen. I'm honestly super furious right now. What people may not know is the fact that I have big feet and usually my shoe size would be 42/43... I tell you, it's super damn hard for me to buy footwear because of my size... so when i got one, and then it got stolen...?? I can't deny that my feelings are indescribable... only Allah can understand how I feel... and may He make me redha with what had happened.

BERTAUBATLAH WAHAI PENCURI SELIPAR/KASUT!!! ☹️ Moga Allah memberimu hidayah. Aamiin Ya Robbal 'Aalamiin

The Furious One, Me

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Hola! Hello there! I've just gotten back from a programmed called "Journey to the East Coast", in Terengganu, Malaysia. It is a 3-day 2-night programme..., and here I am, back in IIUM.

If I can be honest, I am emotionally unstable as I'm writing (typing) this... But deep in my heart, I knew what I needed... I knew that I need to let it out. So I'll briefly just express it here.

It was a great experience overall. The community from Sekolah Menengah Sain Dungun and Sekolah (INTEGRITI) Marang welcomed us warmly. I can't believe, that due to time constaint, I wasn't able to be with them a little bit longer, due to the fact that I'm afraid that I've left them abruptly. All of them are yearning for our presence, and they expess it through their speech. I'll pray that Allah will ease their affairs,  and always guide all of them to the right path. Aaamiin.

What did i shop, if anyone's wondering? Nope, I didn't shop much. The things I bought are basically food, food and food. My desire for shopping, surprisingly faded. No mood. No excitement. No money. (ha-ha) Only Allah knows how I feel.

To sum up, it was a great pleasure, experience and memories to be part of this programme. I've at least learnt to be more sensitive, humble and most importantly thankful for whatever I've had, I'm having and will have. May I become a stronger person in the future.

With <3, Me

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Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.!

I am currently wide awake. The time shown on my laptop is 02:01 but my eyes refuse to shut. For those who know me (as if they're reading ha-ha) would know that it is normal and nothing new for me to be awake at this hour or even later. So I am grabbing this opportunity to write this post. Yeay!!!

Gosh, how I miss writing... so much! I used to write blogs during my early secondary life, but due to some reasons that I don't wish to remember (at least for now), I've stopped. Like, abruptly stopped. To be honest, I'm an expressive person. And if i can be specific, I'm verbally expressive. When my emotions are clearly displayed, my mouth will not cooperate to conceal it. And it seems too, that most of the time I have a lot of things to talk about. If it's not "this", it would be about "that", to the extent that I don't mind talking to myself. And well, I think that's what I am and maybe that's what that makes me unique? "Gila!" some may say or label, but i feel relief every time I managed to express things out. And therefore, to cater to that and to minimize verbally expressing myself, including my labile emotions such as anger (especially) and sadness, I sublimate it through journaling, which is proven to be one of the effective strategies for self-helping.

With that being said, so here i go... So please anticipate random things that I'll be sharing. See you soon peeps!

With <3, Me