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5/10/2024. Schools over in 8 days. I'll be a sophomore. I turned 15 a few days back. I start driving this summer. I still think of Clara on here... Or is that even her name? I don't really remember anymore. I kinda miss being a kid... Ya know? I miss when everything was before that huge fight that knocked me out of here. I'm surprised administration hasn't even blocked this place yet. I'm kind of glad. and tbh, everything is still going on. Fights and all that wonderful shit. I wish some of you still talked on here. I need company lol. It's been nearly 8 months since my last post here. I somewhat fixed my insomnia, but now it's replacedmy haunting nightmaresthat plague my thoughts 24/7 and that's ok. I broke up with my boyfriend.. Me and him have been on and off for 3 years, I told him it's time to call it quits. I feel bad, but I feel ya know?? Everything is happening so fast. I learned guitar, piano, and french horn. I'm happy with myself and my tiny friend group, but I just miss it here. I findmyself wondering why it's so dead.. or if anybody even reads these updates.. but its ok. My brother joined the military. He's been there since January 5th. Aint that cool? I found I have a passion for the sky and stars. Decided I want to be a flight attendThat's also cool. I met this girl named Clarissa. I dated her. I often called her Clara as a nickname, cause she reminded me a lot of you, Clara. She made me miss you up until she cheaYa know, she told me she didn't like the nme clara right after. I said she should take it as a compliment, as It reminded me of you, and I told her about you. You meant a lot to me and you still do Funny how people can effectyou're life, huh? Anyways, I gotta write this essay. I wanted to include you guys but I have to schroll up to 3 years prior. I'm writing about when all of this started. Ain't that fun? yeah... I thought so too till I remembered people have to read my gruesome display of writing and my gory poems that go with it. Ha... Anyways, see y'all.. I'll be back In a year or so, who knows.

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Look it's been nearly 4 years since I last met any of y'all. I went from being some dumb stupid 11 year old to this 14 year old girl. I got a fucking glow up but that's besides the point. There are some people on here that I still think about. Don't ask me why. I don't fucking know. I survived a year and a half of depression, 7 months of self harm and suicidal thoughts, and I'm currently on month 4 of having this fucking insomnia and, Clara, I feel bad. Isnomnia fucking sucks ASS! Anyways, I know none of y'all will see this and I know that none of y'all really care, but I do. And I miss some of y'all. I really do. Went from 6th grade to 9th. And still fucking think of ya. ANyways, still alive. Respond if your still here! WHooo... I guess. I'll check back in another year ig.

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Okay so nobody is on Padlet anymore. Good to know..

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I know I havent been on and that some of you don't know be but I had a ton of beef in my family most being violent so I kinda got switched to another home and so I'm still trying to settle in. I just wanted to know if people like Clara are still here...

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Is anybody really here anymore?

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dead asf

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fax XD

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Bro it's been so long lol

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same

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I missed this place. .

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Hey

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hey people

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.........hi

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other acc

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wow absent much

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*walks in* well gm fellow humans on the planet earth

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its ok

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I missed ya'all sorry I have not been on in such a long time  I am rlly busy with school and stuff I also had bad grades and could not come on

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Hai

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MY BROTHERS ARE THE BEST im sick right now so one of my brothers went to walmart and got meds for me and one brother went to Mcdonalds to get me  20 pieces nugg nugg

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are you here

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neveah!

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hello

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hello its yall girl

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hello ann go to my chat

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im in

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yw

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thx

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https://padlet.com/Ann_abell/tvxw9wbaepnm9y7g

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kk

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give me da link bc it doesnt say u shared it

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its called azzy and nini chat

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ok what is it called

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go on it

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ok

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nono it ok it let m

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ok den ill try and make one

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it wont let me

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lol ok

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wait nvm

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ok

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kk u can go it its called nini an azzy caht

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ok

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sure

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can u make it?

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what whos gonna make the palet?

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sure

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azzy do u want to make a padlet w just me n u in it?

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aww:)

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Awww

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XD u wanna just make a padlet w me n u?

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yeaXD

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n cool

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idk ever since me n neveah told him i wasnt gonna b on for like a wk he hasnt been on so i think hes trying to get his mind off of me

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im texting u and watching yt

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ok but is he gonna b on in a lil while

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but anyways wyd?

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ok

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u gonna b on read until he comes on and puts u on write

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what palet is it?

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ok

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when my bf comes on do u wanna join a padlet?

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ok

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my real name is Azuriah i just use my nick  name Ann but u could call me Azzy

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whats a nickname could i call u?

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ok:)

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ill call u nini

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ok

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either one idc u pick:)

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nicky or kole or nini

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wait like Nicky

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i wanna call u a nickname but idk one

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Merry Christmas ann

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yeah  will see u after christmas Merry Christmas Nikole

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i will probably be done after christmas break i wish i was done sooner

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yea:(

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aww you do?

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i feel sad and lonely without u:(

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i wanna talk to u more

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when will u be done?

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yea i got dance competitions

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i haven't talked to u in a while

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How are u?

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hey ann

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Hey Nykole

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hey

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Bye Nykole

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byee and miss u ann

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bye nicky ill miss u 2 bsf

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i gtg byee miss u

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i inv u

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oh hell no ima fuck him up

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yes i had a bf and he cheated on me:(

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wanna join a padlet?

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i missed u 2 girllllllll