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hello. i don’t have anything else to gift you except for this cheapskate writing of mine for our first year together. omg. first year. i can’t believe we’ve made it this far, knowing how crazy and messy i am. but here we are, on our own journey of rainbows and constant predicaments. so baby, thank you for putting up with me and being such a great support for me in my bad times. i can never repay what you’ve done for me, all your money, time and effort that you’ve made just to make sure i was—am alright, just to make sure my mom was at ease. thank you so much. and now i’m facing another hurdle in life, you are right here with me again. and baby, i promise you, i will try to be there for you in every situation you are put in. i will stay and be the lending shoulder when you need me. you are such a strong human. i have never understood until i’m being put in a situation almost similar to yours and i realised it now, how much you have been through when you are all alone. it’s hard and i have always been such a great burden to you, not understanding, stubborn, annoying and everything else that’s bad. i’m so sorry. for not being the best version of me and always, always making you feel pressed down than you already are. i’m so sorry. i wish we will last our lifetime together, i wish we will be the best version of ourselves, always. i hope that we are strong to face things in life, together or not. i hope god will bless us all. i hope we will achieve all of our dreams and live a happy life in the end. i hope we won’t disappoint anyone anymore in our life. here’s to more years together, amsyar sayang.