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I LOVE YOU You will never know how much I love you. That when I smile, laugh, and cry are silent I need you because I love you. That those times when I hold you closer and closer still, is me scared of ever having to forever let go. You are my all. The love of my life. My forever and always. The one who holds me through the night. You hold me when I am caving in. Losing all my hope and losing myself once again. You wipe away every tear that dare crosses my face. I know that you love me, I can see it in your eyes, smile, and face.

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TELL ME

Tell me of the moon.

The stars that fill the sky.

Tell me of the ocean that wash over the shore.

Tell me through the night.

As we lay upon the earth.

As we lay beneath the stars.

Let me listen to your heart beat.

Let me listen to your voice.

Tell me of the love you hold for me.

Tell me of your wildest dream.

Tell me of your desires.

Tell me of everything from the moon in the sky to the ocean’s waters.

Tell me of the beauty of the setting sun.

Tell me of my beauty.

Of the beauty I hold.

Tell me of you my love.

Tell me so I will know.

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DON'T LET ME FALL

Do you not see me

Trying to hold on

Do you not see me

Wanting to belong

Do you not see me

Trying to stay alive

Do you not see me

Trying not to make a mistake

Do you not see me

Trying to hold on

Do you not see me

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RHYTHMLESS TRUTH

Many don't ask us

Many true to hide and pretend as if we do not hurt

As if we are nothing at all

Just a figment

A fake

We are called names

Freak, loser, spaz, fugly

Names so harsh they're even best unspoken

Unwritten

People say sticks and stones will break my bones

Saying that words will never hurt me?

How much bigger of a lie do you need to ask for!?

Words crush more than sticks and stones

Hurt more then broken bones

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QUESTIONABLE

She had that look in her eyes

A mysterious smile, a casual lie

Never really sure whether to tell

Constantly afraid you'd only yell

A knife, a blade, a cut, a scratch

Hiding from her problems, running from her past

A pill, a drink, a sigh, a scream

Constantly questioning everything

Questioning life

Questioning the things that are right

Questioning peoples means

Questioning who she should truly be

She wants to give up

Life is just so tough

She doesn't realize that people care

That people are there

She just believes she will always be hurt, and used

Laughed at and abused.

She wants to put an end to it

Then see who is amused

She takes the pen, paper, pills, and blade

Writing out her final thoughts, and signs with her name

Closing her eyes she cuts away

It isn't uncommon it happened everyday

Then she takes the pill bottle holding it in her hands

Turning it over and over wanting it to end

She opens the bottle and pours them out

Closing her eyes and breathes out

She whispers goodbye

Pain won't stay now

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WORDS

Words played in my mind and they wouldn’t go away

They teased and they taunted, and always stayed the same

And when I’d say I was sorry it just didn’t seem enough

Because words are just words they're weak not tough

And when the words I said broke your heart

They left a crack in mine set apart

Because the words we say play a vital part

And without love they’ll just tear us apart

You watched me cry and cry again

Wishing you could hold me and that the pain would end

And every fight was my fault for I never would listen

When you try to help I would just hide and end up missin’

And when the words we would say left a dagger in the others back

I always found a bigger and bigger crack

I tended to say things I wish I hadn’t

But in the process of anger I was more focused on my madness

And when worse came to worse and you threaten to leave

I put up a fight and begged you no please

So next time you wonder why I cry

Don’t look forward look behind

Because in the back of my heart is written a name

A name unspoken you left in pain

And just next to the name are words you’ll remember

Forever and always, not now and never

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BROKEN LOVE

They tell you what they want to hear

They tell you things you'll hold dear

They tell you that they'll never leave

They tell you that they'll love you more then anything

Then they leave, breaking everything they said

They don't really love you

They don't really care

They leave. . . and then you're broken from love. . .

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Yesterday was for yesterday

Today is for today

Tomorrow is only for tomorrow

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TEARS

The reason I'm crying

Is because you're lying

Breaking my heart

Ripping me apart

I was told that you loved me

I was over whelmed I did believe

But then you broke me

You over whelmed me

And the happiness I had

The love that I had is expired and went bad

The laughter I once new

Is old, used

The smile I once wore

Has been torn

And the person who brought me to love

Brought me tear drops from above

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FITTING IN

We all try to do it

We all try to hide it

The truth that we're not normal

And that we don't belong

But truth is we don't fit in

And there is something wrong

That we aren't "perfect"

And that we don't add up

To the "beautifulest"

The "nicest"

The "bravest"

The "sweetest"

The "perfect" someone

We never can be 100% perfect

. . . because there's NO such thing. . .

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LOVE

That warm happy feeling

That feeling never known

The soft giggles that escape you

From some place unknown

The way your voice gets quite

The way your eyes sparkle like diamonds

The way you whisper his name

The way you smile consistently

The way you glance at the clock every second

The way you say his name

The way you smell your jacket all the time

... it's love...

Then it will end like it always starts...

...alone...

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BRIDGE

The gap between two places

A start and finish for all races

The place that holds us all together

Like a child to his mother

The two sides of a river

The two sides of a paper

The two blank white things

And then the slightest dot. . .

And the page is no longer clean

Bridge. . .

The place in the middle

The space inbetween

The space we travel

Where we go to reach

The distance gone

The steps covered

Bridge. . .

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LAUGHTER

It's like a child is the wind

But yet it bites at our skin

laughter

The sequels from the days

As time will pass away

laughter

The children will laugh

As the adults won't play

laughter

The sunsets day after say

Yet the children still want to stay out and play

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BEAUTY

Words that cut so skin deep

Words that kill silently

It was "beauty"

Words that break ever heart

Words that will rip apart

It was "beauty"

Words that make the warmest day cold

Words that never get old

It was "beauty"

Words that break the glass

Words that crush the hour glass

It was "beauty"

Words that make me cry

Words that make me die

It was "beauty"

Words that break my soul
Words that no one knows

It was "beauty"

Words that hide my fears
Words that never disappear

It was "beauty"

Words that make me glad at least

Words that help time pass

"B-E-A-UTY"

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LIES

The lies you hear

That go straight to your ears

That words that cut as deep as bone

The screams that pierce as you go

The worlds view

That your immune too

The people that say do this do that

The pictures that say be this be that

The lies we fall prey to

The lies you listen to

The things you hear

That bring you to fear

Don't believe them

Please don't. . . okay. . . ?

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FAKE

Fake a smile

Fake a laugh

Fake the happier times

Hope the sad ones pass

I watch the moon rise and fall

I wish I could to after all

Fall away, disappear

Hide away from the fears

Close my eyes

As I begin to cry

Hold my breath

While I wait for death

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SINKING
I'm sinking into the blue

Hearing the words I'm immune too

They sound just like they use too

Same tune, same sound

But they never find me

They never set me free

And the sound and the tune from you. . .

Is never truly you. . .

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THAT'S ALL SHE WROTE

Her cheeks so pink

They are as clear as a cold crisp drink

Face so pale

That even boats wouldn't sail

Jawline so sharp

Not even a blade could do finer art

Lashes so long

That it should be wrong

Eyes so blue

That even the sky wouldn't be amused

Teeth so white

They could glow at night

Lips so red

Crisper then a loaf of fresh bread

Her nose freshly powdered

Brighter then new spring flowers

Eyebrows so narrow

Yet smoother then a low flying sparrow

. . . and this. . . is all she wrote

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SKIN DEEP

You say sticks and stones break your bones

But words will never hurt me

Truth is that sticks and stones don't hurt as much

As your words cutting skin deep

You use your words to tear me down

And hurt my feelings

You laugh at me

Make fun of me

And mock the things I've grown to love

You hurt me with your words

They hurt more then a stick

They cut me deeper then the skin

They cut down deep with in

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SCARED AND AFRAID

Scared of a word that will cut more then skin deep

Afraid of the monster that lives in your sleep

Scared of the voices you hear in your head

Afraid of the noises you reply to instead

Scared of the clowns

Afraid of the eyes that stare you down

Scared of the dog that bites skin deep

Afraid of the danger you see in your sleep

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WHAT HE DOES FOR YOU
He was beaten and whipped
For a crime He didn't commit
He payed the penalty
On the cross of Calvary
Where He payed the debt
and set the captives free
But yet you still reject Him
And instead accept your sin
Even though He loves you
Even though He cares for you
You still reject Him
You still neglect Him
You still try to run and hide
From the eyes that judge our lives

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HIDING

It's dark in this place

They come at me, running at a faster pace

my heart beats as if I'm running a race

I hear the voices loud and clear

but until they grab me I have no fears. . .

there claws wrap around me tearing in

cutting and gnashing the skin again and again

ripping at me bringing me down

I hear the screams EVERY single sound

I hear the pain. . . but it won't ring out now

you hear the cries for help at night

you see me standing there in your sight. . .

but you do nothing, nothing at all

you won't even help me, even when I fall

you just stand by watching

as the ground gets stained red. . .

red with pain

red with dread

red of tear drops never quit shed

grief and pain that mocks the living dead

and even when it's all said and done. . .

the pain is still there to have upon your head. . .

what would you do differently if you knew it was almost the end

would you still be sitting here?

looking at the sad little girl?

or would you truly help her?

and free her from with in.

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AT THE GRAVE
I look at the snow melting on the ground
Hearing the birds chirp all around Life sprouts forth from the cold winter to spring But life leaves just before the bell rings Half past noon and there’s still a missing piece Somewhere in the ground lying at peace A cold shiver runs down my spine I hear the branches snapping from behind I spine around and look at the ground A ghostly figure stands there now My pink dress blowing in the wind Tears still drying upon my chin
I take a step forward
Before I even take one within Scared of a beginning But more scared of the end I take a deep breath and then let it out Watching it swirl around all about I feel as if the life that was inside me has been ripped out That there was no true beginning for me to find out about I reach my fingertips out to touch your face I melt threw without leaving even a trace Just like the melting snow Making the earth smell damp all around I try to run, I try to hide You scare me deep down inside