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I want to go back to him, badly. He loved me, even if it was purely sexual, it's a type of love. Besides, it was all my fault that what happened, had happened. My fault. I should have been more clear about my bounderies, I should have communicated more, I should have stuck with saying "no". He's not a bad person, it's me. He's really sweet, I love him. He's an amazing person. A caring one. He was always here for me, and I left him.

Aughh why do I feel this way?

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Whyyy doesn't my mom believe he did that to me wtf wtf wtf

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Someone told me this was considered sa erm

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I've never been so happy to be out of a relationship omfg.

Found out my friend had tourettes nd started to call him ticci toby behind his back

Found out a friend had psychosis and would make them question themselves

Told me on call I could talk about my hyper fixation so I was, and he acted super uninterested and distracted. when I asked what was wrong it turns out he was t0uching himself without my knowledge or consent

Persuaded me into saying yes to do it with him after I said no and manipulated me into thinking I had a choice in the matter

Pretty much used me for sx and only stopped with the constant sexual talk after I asked for like the 5th time

Forced me to take the BDSM test after I said I was uncomfortable multiple times

I THINK THATS IT

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Trying to jump me is not hot!

Spreading rumors about me is not hot!

Trying to manipulate me into dropping my friends is not hot!

Elise is not hot!

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Heyyy Elise I'm a virgin lets not make up lies about me being "a whore" in your words and telling it to my friends with the risk of it being spread to the school!!!

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NO ts is NAWT funny quit lying to yourself bro.. (Elise)

You're just unable to find any sort of fucking happiness in your own life so you take it out on others who didn't do shit to deserve it

yes I was a "double spy" but the shit you're doing is SO much worse.!!

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I'm not going to deny the shit you went through, your mental state, or anything like that, but it's NOT an excuse to do the shit you do. It's a HORRIBLE explanation too!

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HEYYY Elise :333

So!

I know you have experience in fighting !! You're not the best at it, but you've won quite a bit! Fight me yourself hoe. Don't try to get your stupid ass friends to fight me for you while you run away and act as if you didn't do shit. Don't play innocent.

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I'm not going to drop Aku.

"He doesn't even go to the same school with you anymore!" so?

That doesn't matter to me.

I lived with him for quite a while, I know what he's done, and I KNOW that he's changed.

I may not live with him now, but it doesn't change shit.

He's not what you used to know.

Not what you used to bully.

I'm not dropping him.

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