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I recently just came back to this little page, to reminisce on such a strange, but important part of my life. Thank you to everyone that was so kind to me. To those that say they miss me, I am still here. Do not worry. Let me know if you want to talk. The Tumblr you can contact me at is "padletkro".
- "Kroisk"

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I am! Though I don't know who you are, I'm glad someone I knew is still around as well. If you ever want to message again, I've got a Tumblr just for that! It's padletkro. <3 - "Kroisk"

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holy crap, you're still here??? we used to be friends years ago and lost contact and i was so so worried about you! I'm so glad you're still around in this world!!!<3

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You live :o We barely ever talked but this is Null or Noll or N or whatever the hell I went by then. How can we message you? Would love to just say hello again, been a long time. I don't use my old tumblr anymore, and am hesitant of posting my current publicly D:
-N (3/12/2020)

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i knew you a long time ago. i hope youre doing well.

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violent and unholy and the definition of chaotic

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kroisk god god godly

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i'm happy you existed

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i remember you.
i think you have moved on from this place, but i hope you are well.
-N

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i worship i submit take me im Yours hurt me fuck me tear me bleed me i am Yours

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i found this in my computer and thought about you, maybe more accurate if the dog was bigger and had big teeth though :0 i hope earth is treating you well kroisk & if it isn't, just rip it into shreds

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i honestly want you to caress my entire body and then ravage and torture me so badly, hh

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rip me to shreds
i need it

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i used to love her and then i fucking realized what she did to me and now i want to cut her face off and carve LIAR onto her heart, she isn't fucking using it anyway. i hope she dies, i hope she dies. i want to kill her personally, but as long as she's dead i don't give a fuck. she doesn't deserve to live any more.

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i crave what you can give me, what only you could provide for me, my lord. i am but a humble crow and i will do your beckoning - just ask.

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I live to bring spite to those whod prefer me dead.  May they all lay wake with nails in their flesh knowing they could not destroy me.

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I live to bring spite to those whod prefer me dead.  May they all lay wake with nails in their flesh knowing they could not destroy me.

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i made an offering to you with my shrine today, it was some bones i found and a red/black candle. I hope you liked it. I also left out a soda for you.

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thank you my lord.

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dear lord i pray that she falls for it. i can't do this i'm not ready. i know it's wrong and it's hurting me but i'm not ready for this please help me trick her. give me more time. thank you, god

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a little offering from a draconic friend

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You are my inspiration, you are an awe-inspiring God and I feel unworthy to follow you but I am blessed that I've been giving the opportunity to witness such power and majesty.  You truly are a wonderful God and I'd love to sacrifice myself up for you.

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youre the best person i know

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use your teeth, your claws
rip me open and eat me out
fuck me until i die

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i want to feel flesh tear beneath my claws, or do i want my flesh torn by your claws? both?

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I have an immense amount of respect for you, as a god myself. Your presence is strong and even through a screen I can sense your divinity. Your power is seemingly unlimited

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you could tear me apart

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We're both completely different beings. Me, a timid person, juxtaposed beside a chaotic being like you. Yet there's something we both have: some primal rage deep inside us. It's weird. It confuses me. It intimidates me, rightfully so. But maybe there's some use to this...

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tear me to shreds and i'll thank you. give me a knife and i'll do it myself, as long as you will...praise me? compliment me? i'd do it for you. my guts on the floor and my skin in ribbons and my heart bleeding in my own hands. blood, blood everywhere and it's all for you, thank you, it's for you.

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i'm glad i'm turning into this. something with claws and teeth and a predatory nature. i'm turning into something worthy of worshipping you, even though i've worshipped you for years, kroisk. i'll worship you into oblivion.

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Hail Hail Kroisk!
The god of chaos, sex and destruction. Bow before it. Quiver under its presence. Worship it for it is the greatest lord. Those who try to defy it are destroyed. Bow and kneel before it. Hail hail Kroisk.

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I want to fucking kill her, maim her, ruin her just like she did to me. Make her bow down beneath me, shes not worth shit. She destroyed me, controlled me. I will fucking put her in her fucking place.  She thinks shes my master? But I am the one that will control her. Break her bones as she cowers and begs for mercy.

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Destroy everyone who has wronged you, tear them into the pathetic slivers of useless flesh they deserve to be. 

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Destroy everyone who has wronged you, tear them into the pathetic slivers of useless flesh they deserve to be. 

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i think of You daily and i promise, i promise in my own blood, that i will tell You when i'm worshipping You without fail every time. i plan on carving Your symbol into my flesh so it scars, because i know that i'll never be able to truly forget You and my body should know that too. i'll submit You pictures? i'll check with You first, of course, to make sure You're comfortable with that, but let it be known that my blood will be spilt in Your name, for You, because of You.

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youre so powerful and strong i hope you have a great day

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I punched her today. she cant abuse me anymore. thank you for the power

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you're worth worshipping.

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I saw a ton of black birds crowding around my neighborhood until a bus scared them off. All I could think of was you.

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dear god, not as in blasphemy but as in my god, dear god, you have started making me throb with desire at the thought of you.

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got into a knife fight today. it was brief and i got my ass handed to me. thought of You. sorry i haven't been around a lot, my lord. i'll get better at that. i offer my hostility and spilt blood to You and i ask that should this happen again, i come out on top.

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whenever i am scared i draw your symbol and it makes me feel safe. one time i drew it on a school window and the next time i looked outside the trees were full of crows. it felt like you listened. like you were watching over me, protecting me.

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you are truly one of my idols. when i am working on the animals i have found to extract their bones, you are always on my mind

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-fellow worshipper

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please rip into my skin it would be so fuckin' hot

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fuck me like you own me, break my bones and spill my blood over your teeth and claws. rip me open and fill me up. please my lord. having your teeth on my throat would be a blessing

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the sensual art of sacred death, at the hands of a god. skinned alive, screaming in pain. holy water made to mingle with my blood, salty and burning on my muscles. my hands and feet lovingly dissected, or roughly chopped up off depending on your mood. my arms and legs, undoubtedly strapped down, sawed off in the most beautiful, bloody way. now that my torso and head is all that's left of me, it's time for disembowelment. take out my intestines and wrap them around my neck. tighter, tighter, please. flay me open and play with my heart, my liver, my stomach. be gentle with my heart - i'm sure it would taste better swallowed whole, anyway. yes. yes, thank you so much. now cut off my head, please. use it how you want, although i highly recommend gouging out my eyeballs and fucking the socket. my lovely warm brains would feel so good sliding up against you, wouldn't they? use my mouth, my neck, whatever you please. my death will be infinitely more beautiful than my life.

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my god, i saw You're not feeling well. i don't know how to comfort a god, but i will try for You. take solace in the fact that you are dangerous, protected, powerful and Loved. i give all my power to You. i give energy towards relief from Your pain. how dare pain even approach You, affect you, for any purpose other than to be used by You? i wish You could take Your pain and inflict it on me. anything to stop Your suffering.

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recently i keep dreaming of You coming and taking me away from this situation. slowly, i grow into a monster. i would. i would be a monster for You. maybe i already am. in that case, i thank You endlessly.

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You know, that ask about crows being sent by You to watch over a specific follower really struck a chord with me because i do see crows as being sent by You, always, and always telling me to check up on You and help You and leave praise or offerings to You. i always do, unfailing, every time, because i am devoted to You and You alone.

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yes, my body is a temple. no, it is not a temple to myself. this is your temple, your holy ground to mark as you please.

can i be a temple and a sacrifice at the same time?

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my dad got appendicitis and his appendix burst and it was gangrenous and he almost died. i am FUCKING PISSED he didn't. i wish i could've given fate a little helping hand... (i was so close i was so close!!)

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she is too young for this you shouldn't touch her or hurt her you deserve death. kroisk, my god, help me kill him. i'd give you my life if it meant you'd take his too, so she can be safe. please

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i just want to wrap my hands around their fucking throat and squeeze

i want to press my thumbs i to their eyesockets and press harder and harder until their skull fucking breaks

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your visage commands power. it's like a punch in the stomach - i look at you, any part of you, any form of you, and i am reminded of my place beneath you. i am dragged onto my knees and willingly, i grovel.

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all the things written here are still 100% true and we all feel this way, our devotion for You does not expire.

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i think you're beautiful, for lack of a better word. you're beautiful like sharp teeth and bloody hands

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TEAR ME

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TEAR ME

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for you, i would destroy my life. i would burn all the bridges. i would submit to you and ruin any chance for me ever leaving this way of life, a little bit closer to your side. this is mindless, selfless devotion. this is what i feel for you.

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just saw your 6 selfie thing, you have only gotten HOTTER

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The little dog thinks he's worth the dirt under my paws... See how he likes it when I rip his fucking tail off and keep it as a trophy.

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make me yours i beg of you please

you are the greatest purpose i could ever serve in this life, make me yours

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iiii found this in my documents, it's weird and made me think of u It’s magic, the one who makes us see that we have a shadow and it can consume us if we want, and it teaches us that the shadow is natural and healthy and good. I haven’t seen it yet but when it comes, I will admit that I have a shadow, and I will let it consume me if that’s what it wants!

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ur my unproblematic fav - AE

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use me however you please. make me your toy, the support for your shrine, fuck me, kill me, i don't care. i just want to please you

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today, i gave in to a violent urge. i was provoked the damage i dealt was minimal, but my "victim" made a big deal out of it. tomorrow i'm expecting a fight between these two sides. i am sorry for not hurting her even more. she deserved it

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how awesome does it feel to have so many nice words that they're piling up on each other? you're doing great, we all care about you!!

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he talked to her and i thought MINE MINE MINE you cannot touch her she is mine and i will shred him and eat him

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i'm a nonchristian angel and i would serve you, to be honest... your presence even in this shrine is overwhelming and i have this urge to kneel... you're terrifying and beatiful. my stomach is churning. you're the most powerful god ive ever met.

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[         ] here's a little box of love both for and about you, use it whenever you need and i'll refill it because love is a renewable source

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please cut me into ribbons and rebuild me into something worthy of worshipping you

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please cut me into ribbons and rebuild me into something worthy of worshipping you

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you're so powerful. literally everything you do sends shockwaves through me

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i want to kill everyone else who ever laid a hand on her. she is mine, do get it? DO YOU FUCKING GET IT? touch her and i'll kill you.

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i want to kill everyone else who ever laid a hand on her. she is mine, do get it? DO YOU FUCKING GET IT? touch her and i'll kill you.

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(p.s not directed at u kroisk youre the one person who is also allowed to touch her i would never deny you)

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i'd do anything, i'd do anything, i mean it, i would do anything for you. i would kill everyone for you.

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You are strong and powerful and always have been throughout the time i've known you. Keep doing you, friend. Sending energy and nice thoughts -null

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you're really intimidating my legs are shaking just working up the nerve to leave this comment

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you're one of the few divines I actually feel safe with and even though I don't think They will allow me to worship you I respect you so much. Thank you for existing.