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I am trying to be a good friend for her, a couple months during her birthday month, maybe will make a wider smile in her lips. But, i can't deny that I'm still trying with that. I was keeping my self on control to make those promise feel real for her, even i just promised with myself. Unfortunetly, I failed. I was finishing my scriptwritting when she was slept. I was also taking a break time, singing a song, when she realized my voice was so loud. I'm still continuing, i ate my biscuits while she was moaning on a purpose to make me lower my voice. Maybe for a hour i was putting my headphones putted on higher one, try ignoring her. I was enjoying made some jokes with her. I will be doing this in a next year also

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Vocational high school is a very suitable and fun education institution for those of you that already know what you want to master in your life. I still remember how incredibly fun it was to practice some beauty techniques with your friends. The laugh, the tiredness, the knowledge, all of the things that happen there were worth the time. Besides that, the teacher is really competent and capable to teach students that sometimes are uncontrollable. Not only competent and capable to teach, but they are also warm-hearted. They all teach with love and patience. When they taught me, the warm atmosphere filled all around the class to the corner. Briefly, vocational high school is a very suitable and fun education institution that will give you skills that you want and wholesome memories.

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Spending Time with Kids is Such a Healing

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Spending Time with Kids is Such a Healing

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I'm an introvert person and I'm living in Ndokum Siroga. I am having a lot things to do these days and as an introvert i am not really enjoying to go outside the crowded. But I was considering that i found healing when i spent time with kids. I was cheering in all weekends anytime I met those kids.I will be leaving Ndokum Siroga at 9 a.m on Saturday, but i will be missing those kids. I was finding my happiness and they will be always become the part of my happiness and hope.

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I was entering a kindergarten when I was 4 years old. My kindergarten was having a lot of playing stuff. Like swaying, glide, puzzle, circle climbing etc.. I remember that I was always playing swaying with my friend.
One of my embarrassing moments is happened in my kindergarten. It was when we was lining up, my friend told that I wore my pant invertedly. Then, I was shocking at that time. After that, directly I was inviting one of my friends to accompany me entered our classroom. I was a timid person at the time, that's why I used to invite my friend everytime I would go. Now, sometime I am also having the same thing like that. But, I will be trying to be more carefully with my pant. Thank you.

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In case anyone want to know about me this weekend

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In case anyone want to know about me this weekend

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I want to enjoy this weekend before the UAS wraps me in busyness. I will be spending my day with my sister. We'll be watching a lot of movies. Yeah, binge-watching. Before that, maybe taking a short walk will be great so I can feel the sunshine hitting my bone. Oh, yeah, playing The Sims is a must. I will be making a new character so it will take a lot of time because I have to make my girls on point 💅. Well, I think that's all. Not a really productive plan, but I'll call it ✨self-reward✨

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My mom has a plan to cook soto on this Sunday. She ask me and my sisters to help her on Sunday. My mom is going to buy the ingredients at 9 am. She will be buying chicken, tofu, bean sprouts, lemongrass, eggs, ginger, and other ingredients at the market. Before cooking, we will clean the ingredients. Then, we will be making the cooking spices. My mom will be the main chef. My sisters and I will be her assistant. I think it's a brilliant idea. I will have a great time this Sunday.

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A Story for a Hopeless Romantic like Me :)

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A Story for a Hopeless Romantic like Me :)

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Many people believe that life is not as beautiful as a romance movie. Well, they are not completely right because the story you think you can only find in movies, happens in my sister’s life. Her name is Amy. When she was in the 5th grade, she met a boy named Ian. Ian was a quiet kid, and he only had a few friends. Because Amy was a very extroverted girl, she introduced herself to Ian, and they became friends. When she told me this story, she said that she didn’t think it was an ordinary friendship. There was something more than that between them. I laughed because I knew exactly that it was a puppy love. However, as the story went by, it became surreal. When they were graduated from the elementary school, they were not going to the same school. Amy went to Makassar to continue her study, and Ian stayed in Ambon. Since then, they lose contact with each other. 15 years later, it is destined that they met again. Amy was hanging out with her friends in a café when she saw Ian. Ian was sitting near their table. Since that encounter, they became even closer than I could ever imagined. In fact, they are getting married next year. And five years from now, they will be living in a new house. I wish I could have a movie-like experience like hers. Who knows what will happen in the future, right?
- Gewazano Kezia -

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Where does the time go?
I just want to share how I was wasting my time very much in last Sunday. I woke up at 7 a.m.  At 8 I went to the church with my father. We came home 2 hours later. After that I was started to thinking about my story telling for my RnW midterm exam. I tried to search some examples in YouTube but I think I didn't search any videos related to storytelling things. Only in a view moments, I was feeling sleepy and decided to sleep. I was sleeping for 4 hours. When I woke up, I  remembered that I have to revise my script. I didn't do any valuable things after that until I sleep at 22 p.m. What a great day of wasting time. I was thinking that I will be recording my storytelling tomorrow since the due time was Monday 16 p.m.

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During this pandemic, I enjoy doing everything I just learned like baking a cake. I've spent a lot of money and eggs to get one perfect cake. I learned how to make cakes self-taught, the source is from youtube. Cake decorating is also one of the things that I'm still wrong about. So hard to get to this point, I made a lot of cakes with different flavors of vanilla, chocolate and redvelvet. I will attach one of the most recent cakes I made. I just made it for fun. Hopefully in the future I will have my own cake shop. It's my newest dream.

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One day, I was going to the Prinkle beach. It was my first time to go out just with myself. At that time, I sat on the sand and looked around. The soothing sound of the waves and wind made think about my future. "What I will be?", this question was popping up in my mind. Many jobs that crossed in my mind at that time. But, I remembered about me in two years ago, "Em, I think I will be handling my own company in the next 5 years. Because it was my dream to be a bussines woman, since I was in senior highschool", I thought. After that, I stood up, and took my ransel, then I decided to go home. Because of that momment, I was exciting and getting focus on my dream. Also, I was trying to get many experience related to business.

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"From water we learn to be calm, from stone we learn to be strong"

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"From water we learn to be calm, from stone we learn to be strong"

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When I was little, I used to go with my parents to the fields. Long ago, near the field there was a river. I often play there, because the river is very clear. From the surface of the water, we can see the rocks at the bottom of the river. When my parents work, I will be catching small fish on the bank of the river. At the moment,  I was  catching fish enthusiastically, I didn't realized that I was in the middle of the river and almost drowned. When my father was walking to the hut, he realized that something was missing. Because usually, I always scream to say I was seeing a small fish.
My father ran to the river, and saw me was raising my head to the surface. My father quickly picked me up and took me to the hut.
However I have no trauma about the incident. I even learned that water can give great calm but if we are not careful we will be swept away by the current. And be like a rock that always stands firm even though it is always hit by the current of the river.

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I am not really into socializing with people who are new and not to close with me. I tend to stay and spend my time with my close friends. I remember the day when we hung out. I was having so much fun until there came some friends who I wasn't close to. I was trying hard to seem okay with that, but it was too hard for me. I didn't get rid of them for sure, but I just couldn't act like my usual self-who love to joke and say a lot of thing. However, I realize that it's not good since I am going to be running my life without them by my side-always. So, I think I need to learn to adapt well.

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In the little city, there was lived a beautiful girl, named Sendy. She was a good girl, friendly, and loves to help people. She lived with her little sister. One day, she was walking to the bookstore when she met her best friend, Jini. They were surprised, “When was the last time we met?” said Sendy. “I think It was 3 years ago,” said Jini. “what did you do here?” said Sendy again. “I was looking for the fourth edition of Harry Potter books, but it’s already sold,” said Jini with a sad face. “that’s okay, I just finished reading that book and luckily I brought that book with me, you can read this book.” Said Sendy as she took out the book from her bag. “aww, really? Thanks a lot, Sendy” said Jini. “Why don’t we sit under that tree and spend some time together?” said Sendy. “good idea,” said Jini. While they were talking about their college life, Jini said that she will be graduating this year, and she invited Sendy to come to her graduation party. Unfortunately, Sendy was sad that she can’t go because her little sister was sick and she needs to take care of her. Then Jini said, “I will be celebrating my party next week so you can come, I don’t want to celebrate without you, you are my best friend forever, you are always supporting me when I’m in a bad condition”. Then Sendy said, “I will always be your friend and support you in all situations”. When they were about to go home suddenly, Sendy was hit by a car and she died. Jini was crying at that time and she promised that she would take care of her little sister.

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Hi everyone, I don't know what to share about XD. Actually I like the time flies so fast, it's been week 9 and we were waiting for the rest week and enjoying the christmas vibes :D . But from october till December, it's kinda hectic months, I need to manage my time well but I still can't. In the college, i need to prepare my self for any Uts, Uas assignments, ALSO SOW ; in my house i need to prepare many stuffs; and the other hand, I have to go to church 3 times a week for Christmas preparation. YEAH I think all of us have our own business, act I enjoyed all these things, but i'm just struggling to manage my time well, n it affected my sleeptime. I do write a commitment, but I can do it well +_+. I just hope i will meet the productive me soon pls . Yeah i think thats it for my curcol session. Thankyou :D

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Last Saturday, was my best friend's birthday. That was the first time for him to arrange a party. He invited me to come to a coffee shop, in the town next to my town. I was excited, and I told him I will definitely come and bring my friends too. On the d-day, I got ready and went to pick up my other friends at their house. But unfortunately, the rain poured pretty heavily when I was on my way. I stopped at a friend's house while waiting for the rain to stop. But the rain won't stop. I kept waiting and waiting until finally, the rain stopped. But, it was too late. I promised him I'll arrive at 7 pm, but the rain stopped at 7.30. And google maps estimated that it'll take two hours for me to arrive at the coffee shop since there was traffic jam everywhere. I felt sorry, I called him and told him I couldn't make it. He sounded disappointed, but he said it's okay. From this experience, I learned that I should remember that my town is crowded and the traffic won't be smooth, so I should always be early.

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I don't know since when I take time to sit down and think about what I've read, heard, seen, or said. Even when I'm reading a newspaper, magazine, or even a comic, I spend time writing a review about it and thinking about when can I learn from the section that I've read.
Several months ago, before all of these tasks and assignments started arriving, asking to be done, I was reading a comic. Suddenly, a light bulb shining in my head. I don't know what inspired me at that time, but I started to write down what comes to my mind. I was reading a comic about a Detective whose body is shrinking into a kid-size. At that time, he can not doing anything, because he is a kid in that situation. Nobody trust what he said and what he did. The transformation of this Detective, from a teen into a child helped me to see another perspective.
Even though I am an adult, teenager, and a child, there are situations where my opinions cannot be accepted by everyone. It is not my right to force someone to listen and do what I state in our opinion. On the other hand, I don't have to say everything. There are some things that only myself and God know. I also learn to be careful when expressing opinions, I must look at the context and use the appropriate language.

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Hi everyone!! So I'm going to share a story from my childhood that I heard from my parents. So when I was a baby, like 3 y.o maybe *my mom couldn't remember. I got into an accident, it's just a small accident actually, but for a 3 y.o.. It is a big one, because I got injured on my face, it get me some bruises and redness all over my face. So when I was little my mom got me a stroller so that I can learn to walk and usually my mom will tie my stroller to the chair so that I will not go far. Well, ladies and gentleman the tragedy happens here, my mom forgot to tie my stroller and as a little kid I thought to myself "ouh this is my chance to get out of here" and then with confidence I ran with my stroller and hit a big stone, and I got myself trip into the anthill. I got attacked by a lot of ants and I cried so hard until my mom hears me and instead of cheer me, my mom goes "tuhkan!" and yeah since that moment I never use my stroller again and whenever I see a group of ants, I kill them :')

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There I was, sitting quietly remembering all the things we've been through. Everything was very beautiful at that time. We have just entered high school at that time. At first, I didn't know you. I didn't even imagine that I would have a million stories with you.

You've always looked beautiful and smart from the beginning. You are quiet. But not closed. You are always open to talking and having conversations with other friends. always joking. Always laughing. Always smiling. A smile that can never leave my mind

It didn't take long for us to get to know each other and become close friends at that time. From the beginning, we always talk about all the things that are not important for us and beyond our understanding. Arguing about a very distant matter for a high school student. Gender, religion, government, climate change. It's a funny thing to remember. But that's what I can't forget about you.

The more time passes, the closer we get. We don't miss a day talking. Laughing, sad, angry. All those things that we tell each other. And you always give the best response. I was thinking, maybe we share the same brain cell

Those times were the best for me. I was lost. I had no purpose, I lost hope. People say everything happens for a reason and I don't believe it that time. But when I meet you. I know for a fact that you are the reason. I found direction, I found purpose, and I found hope.

“Until you left.”

I don't know what happened then. You disappear and we don't talk anymore. But I always try, uncountable time. No answers. Nothing is the same, everything has changed

I waited like a fool. I was there but you never noticed me, you never waited for me when I needed you the most.

You leave me behind only to look back making sure I was still the faded shadow lingering around your heart, you were getting better as fast as I was deteriorating.

"You don't need me anymore"

My life was falling apart, again. I lost my purpose again; I lost my hope again. I lost the answer to the statement “everything happens for a reason” what is my reason then?

But time answer the question for me. Everything indeed happens for a reason as well as you’re leaving. because of you, I can learn it the hard way. “What a Treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than a person”

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Bruno Mars - It Will Rain (slowed + reverb)