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In general, I get nervous when asked to speak or being forced to respond to a prompt. I find that I can most appropriately express my feelings and thoughts through writing; however, I want to vocalize and engage in conversations regarding intersectional social issues and racial equity. As someone who strives to utilize design for social justice, activism, and educational purposes, it's important that I learn how to speak up in a clear manner.

- Marissa Balbuena

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I acknowledge that initially, I was uncomfortable being uncomfortable, but I also acknowledge that I need to experience discomfort in the process of unlearning what has been taught to me or dismantle what has been "normalized" (One example that comes to mind is that as a woman, I am expected to act and look a certain way). I want to continue staying engaged in readings, difficult conversations, and other resources; hear out everyone's opinions and POVs; and openly share my own experiences as an Asian-Latina.

- Marissa Balbuena

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This characteristic ties into my "Start". In my lifetime, I have been known to be a quiet person. Art/design have always been avenues of self-expression. I also recognize that I am an independent worker and private individual. We have to be willing to collaborate with others, be open to difficult conversations, and have transparent communication.

- Marissa Balbuena

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I'd like to have the space to engage in conversation and share resources in between meetings. Time always seems short when we're together.

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If I am unclear, ask kindly. I don't want to make assumptions about people's intent.

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Include time for less structured conversations 

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Include time for less structured conversations 

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Allow time for members to get to know each other further and allow time for less structured CEG conversations

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Read, listen, watch, notice, acknowledge, dismantle

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I want to continue having the space and time to engage in meaningful conversations about race. I appreciate the resources that have been shared in the past and want to continue my learning and then have conversations with others to gain additional insights and perspectives.

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Allowing Others the Chance to Own These Meetings.

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Allowing Others the Chance to Own These Meetings.

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I think it would be nice to get everyone (that is comfortable) involved in facilitating the meetings somehow. Even if it is for opening/closing moves.

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Moving beyond personal growth to socialize equity growth

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Moving beyond personal growth to socialize equity growth

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In my work I find it difficult to find ways to be more equitable so I focus more on personal growth.  I think it is a big step to move beyond gaining perspective to providing perspective.

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I'd like to stop being afraid to be me and speak up and engage in conversation. I need to expect discomfort but also be willing to move into a brave space and show up as my authentic self.

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As others have mentioned, more time to get to know each other. It will help to build rapport and trust for us to engage in this brave space.

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Being more confident to share my thoughts and ask the questions that stir in my brain. My fear is peoples reactions and how I will be viewed later.

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I think we are on the right path and I want us to continue to push the center to do more work with equity at its core. I don't want to plateau.

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Consider ways to apply our ideas and conversations to Lastinger Center work

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Be less quiet and to feel comfortable in sharing my thoughts. Thinking of ways to ask a question to show my curiosity rather than it coming out like I am judging.

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To continue to learn from others...by gaining the confidence to share and ask questions to understand others perspective.

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It is easy to find contentment in one's understanding and is a conscious decision to keep learning.