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Me as a hardworking bunny

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(27/5/2020) Assalamualaikum, so for week 10 we're given a task to do which is a Hari Raya vlog. As for this task requires me full of patience as editing video is not really an easy thing as we're thinking. However, I've fun recording the video because if in the future I want to look back what's going on in 2020, I can recall it back through the video. But ya like what I said at first, it is not easy. It took me 3 days to edit the video but I feel happy with the outcome from the video. Even though I didn't have any editing skills in myself, I work hard to make it like what I said before in the week 9 padlet. I think the proverb for "what you sow is what you reap"  is true (idk if this is suitable enough with my situation). Although I feel quite happy from the outcome, there's still one thing that lingering in me, the feeling of dissatisfied. I still feel that I could edit better than that. It is because I couldn't include the video of my family and I praying in the first day of Raya. I only could make it the video as a picture instead of video so in the end I decided to put pictures of my family in the end of the video for things that I couldn't record. For example, food that my mom and my grandma cook. The reason behind of it, is because the night before raya, I'm still doing my assignment and couldn't help my mom. I don't want to celebrate Raya with any assignment plus I totally forgot to take some pictures of my mom dishes and grandma. By the way, my grandma really loves Secret Recipe cakes because in the end video you can see that I included there cakes. I think it has become the tradition of my family to buy two cakes or more if we celebrate the first day Raya HAHAHAHA

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Our family picture in this COV-EID RAYA 2020.

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Our family picture in this COV-EID RAYA 2020.

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Don't have many pictures as our previous raya.. too bad...

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Al though I feel quite happy from the outcome, Raya for this year is not fun as my previous Raya. This raya, we couldn't visit our relatives like usual. Usually, we will go to KL visiting our grandaunt (my grandpa sister) in Kampung Baru, our grandpa younger sister and so on. Well my family is quite big than you think and my grandpa and grandma has a big family but we are more close with our grandpa side family the same goes with our grandma as she married with our grandpa at the age of 15 (TMI LOL). We usually will go in a troupe to all this house in KL because most of our relatives lives in KL but we can't do that anymore and need to stay at home and I can't go see my relatives as we have our own schedule to go visit our grandma. Hopefully this virus disease will be healed with some medication so we can celebrate Hari Raya Haji like we always does. Anyway, I'm still deciding whether I should put the video in my youtube channel even though it is my elc assignment HAHAHA Okay that's all for today ! Adios !

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The happiest raya I've ever felt in my life ! This is my family from my mom side.

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My counsins and I took some picture with our beloved uncle because we doesn't want him feel left out just because he is single, anyway try to spot him HAHAHA

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After celebrating raya at my mom's family side, we went to my dad hometown to celebrate raya. Even though it is not big like my mom's side family, I still feel happy like I'm having a really big happy family :)

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(21/5/2020) Assalamualaikum, alright first of all I just wanna say that I need to change to a new format.. Well I think I'm the only who are doing it wrong here.. it is supposed to be only one padlet (various tittles but in only one padlet) but I did it the opposite // shook my head // so from now on I will combine all of weekly padlet in this padlet.  It is already embarrassing me enough when I thought that I already give my padlet link to sir Irfan but it turned out that I did not make it public for Sir Irfan to see it. Plus, I'm quite sad about it when I saw my other classmates padlet. Their padlet is more beautiful than mine. I thought that I was already gave my all in this padlet but nope...  So, from now on I will make sure that I will work hard than others so my padlet for my ejournal will be better than my previous padlet.

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(4/6/2020) Assalamualaikum, today I decided to write things that I miss from my college life since MCO started. The reason behind it is because just now my mom asking me whether we should take my things in my locker that has many foods, clothes and so on and from that I recalled back all my memories that I've ever had since I got into UITM Pasir Gudang. So, let's start !

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I'm not a professional camerawoman but this view, I took the pictures myself, seriously love and miss this view (just a little bit)

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Words couldn't describe how I miss them, you could say that I am more close to my previous housemate than my current housemate. Miss the time how we used to buy MCD in a bulk because MCD loves to do promotion HAHAHA

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I miss them so much too, well this picture was taken when we're getting our food in MCD because they're having a sale. We all know that fast food is not good for our health but we love sales HAHAHA  by the way,  I am not the one who are dragging them there, they were the one who dragging me there..  Anyway I'm not angry to them in the picture, I'm just frustrated that I couldn't purchase coupon from MCD apps because if I did, I will get to purchase chicken at a low price ! FYI, they're took the picture without my knowing.

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I think the most hardest semester I've gone through my life (for now) because I need to divide my time wisely for competition that was supposed to be held in UITM Segamat but it was cancelled. We are so furious but what we can do ? But I still miss marching in semester 1. It took us two months to practice in the day time after class from 6-7 pm while in the night 8.30 to 11 pm for two months straight. But still from marching, I got new friends and still get in touch with them till now. We go through many hardships together. Although our competition got cancelled, we get to performed our marching in front of other students in PERKOM competition.

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Okay let me tell ya, I know it is hard for me but I had no choice to join for PERKOM and it was competition, different from what our performances. It means that I need to go to two different practice at the same time. But now I realized it can be my sweet bitter memories in the future.. I got friends from there too and more close as they're from my own business transport faculties.

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(15/6/2020) I really messed up today. I was supposed to take speaking test on 18th Jun but sir changed it last minute and switch it to today. So, last night I was in a hectic situation as I didn't practice yet for speaking test and I'm so busy doing my other assignment other than ELC and I couldn't sleep that night because I was too nervous. The reason why I was too nervous is because I was a moderator and need to do my introduction for my group. Next day, I already get ready for speaking test in front of my laptop even before 12.30 p.m.  I joined the video call and everything is going smoothly. Suddenly one of my teammates didn't enter the video call yet. I was uneasy and I have a thought that he might have slow internet connection and he joined it about 5 minutes later. As I was became uneasy and worried about my teammates that he might take our time for the test, I lost focus and forget what to say for my point and took much time than what I think. I really disappointed with myself URGHH.. Soon after that, I decided to apologize to sir because we took too much time for the test. Then, I told my mom and my close friend about the matter that happened and it really help me ease my anger. What I can conclude here is I think sharing our problems is a good solution to feel better, although they will not solve our problems but sharing our story will ease some of our anxiety. We can't run away from our problems and we need to face it or else we'll face more problems in the future.

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Me when I'm too nervous for something next day.

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In the same day, I received news on whatsapp that we need to do clearance for our things in the college. Well, its been months that I leave all my things in the college. We received news that we need to do clearance in two days. But what do you expected from us ? My parents already went back to work and my father only have Sunday as his weekend. Thank goodness that I have my mom who is a teacher so she can make time for the clearance. However, my mom can't drive the car and don't want me to drive by myself to Pasir Gudang. Soon after that, the problem got solved. My mom call Mr. Syam who in charge in the clearance and told him that we can't make the clearance as soon as possible. He said it's okay and we can pick another date. Listening to it makes me so relieved but I need to inform all my lecturer that I have class on Sunday and Monday about my absence. Alhamdulillah all my problems got solved.

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Me packing my things in 40 minutes.

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(27/6/2020) Last Sunday, I went back to my college in Pasir Gudang. I had to do clearance that day and had no choice as my dad have trouble to take some leave. So we went last Sunday and decided to go back on Monday. But my class starts on Sunday. I had a thought in mind, should I inform them or not ? I became worried that I might missed quiz or test that will be held suddenly and I decided to inform all  of my lecturers that I have class on Sunday and Monday. I became worried that I might missed quiz or test that will be held suddenly. Soon after that, all of my lecturer gave their feedback. I'm glad that all of my lecturer is fine with my absences in the class. Actually, individual assignment for account subject was supposed to be held on the day that I went to Pasir Gudang and I told my lecturer , I can't make it as my internet connection might be slow at the time I'm in my car and she decided to changed it as it might be hard on me. From this experience, again I learn that whatever we might face in the future or right now, we must face it. I told this to myself as I have a habit of mine that loves to run away from problems. It is because I always think about what might encounter me if I do that thing (mostly negative). So from now on, I will try to be more positive.

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(8/6) I always love to watch movie or drama and most of it is korean made.  When I get stressed, I will watch korean drama's but I prefer action drama or reality drama that will happen most in our life. For example, Terius Behind Me, Queen of Mystery, Psychopath Diary and He is psychometric. Well most of girls always like to watch it just because there is handsome man in the drama but I'm different I totally recommend it for someone who loves to watch mystery and action drama. But it is a kdrama HAHAHA there might be people who doesn't like it just because it is a korean drama (korean haters typically). These days, I watch Hospital Playlist. Hospital Playlist is the best kdrama I've watched in 2020. It would cheer me up when I get stressed with my never ending assignment. This kdrama is a comedy drama and medical drama. Basically it is about doctors going through their life but their lives never been easy like all kdrama always like. This drama never disappointed me and always give me laughter every time I watch it. But too bad it is already come to end but I heard they are going to do season 2. I still remember I try to keep my guard against my lust because I want to watch it before get my homework done. Yet, I lost to it and end up watching it LOL Yeah it seems that I have problem with my kdrama addiction without realizing it. However I still get my job done after watching some drama as it totally release some of my stress because of its comedy.

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I went to college to pick up all my things but for your information, I was allowed to do the clearance only in 40 minutes. Well that's not enough time for us actually especially we girls as we have so many things we brought there. But in my situation I arrived at the college around 3.30 pm and not so many people were there. I think I was the only one who are around at that time. So, I went to my house on 5th floor and it was exhausting as it's been a while I went to my house. I entered my house but I feel  a bit scared. The house had been abandoned for a while so it can be a little scary for me and I was alone at that time. There's no one around me. I packed faster as I don't want to be alone than longer. I'm thinking about bringing my dad to my house but I don't him to bothered because my things can be quite plentiful than he thinks. I lifted all my stuff alone by myself around 4 times going up and down and my dad helped me get my things into the car. finally I got it done in more than 40 minutes LOL. Thanks to that night, I slept like a log.

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Me after doing cardio exercise with going up and down to 5th floor.

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While picking up my things, we got to meet with my uncle who live in Pasir Gudang, he lived there alone since he is a navy and was ordered to move there. However, he needs to live there alone because he often get to ordered to move into another place and his wife who is pharmacists is in difficult situation to request to move oftenly to other place. Nonetheless, I've never heard from my Paktam (nickname for my uncle) complain about it. Last two years, he was ordered to move to Sabah and to Perak. Well, he said there's rumors that that he will be going back to Sabah again. I saluted him for that for going through with that. I can never do that. When he was in Sabah, I got to visit him and his workplace but I went alone without my family but only with my cousin and my grandma. We spent about 2 weeks there. In Pasir Gudang, I got to visit him again. Although he is in Pasir Gudang and my college is near his house, I never got to meet him while I am studying there as he recently moved there around Covid -19 first case recorded in Malaysia. But I relieved that I got to visit him because he might be lonely there without his family especially his three dorky children.

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You know when your mom takes picture for you and both of us are not ready yet T_T

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Paktam rode his scooter freely in his navy base. Well, it looks quite fun riding it but I don't bother to ask to ride it as it is navy's scooter HAHAHA

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Dinner outing with my family and there's my Paktam too yeay !

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Well, this e-journal, I will miss this a lot as I spent a lot of time here sharing my stories and it can be quite sad for me because I already make it like my own diary so no more after this. I always love to write in my own diary and having this e-journal is like my second e-journal. I'm thankful to Sir Irfan for giving us chance to write a lot of our stories in this journal. I enjoyed writing it but everything that start will come to end. Till here I will end this e-journal with assalamualaikum ! Byee Sem 2, you will be missed !

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I cooked some nuggets and popia that I make by myself. When I got too stress, I will cook and make recipes that others never makes.

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Actually behind the scene we were having trouble with recording it and some of my friends were having internet connection but we need to be chill right and solve it right ? So we decided to record it next morning, problem solved !

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Me and my script plus my puffy face

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Happy that our work is done because we have so much to do other than this !

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Watching last episode of Hospital Playlist !