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Sorry, I haven't been around as much. I've been having some problems at home and with some friends, both locally and online...

I'll try to be here more, but I might be a little sensitive at the moment, is all...

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im sorry- I just.. I can't, anymore... he doesn't want me anymore.. I have nothing else..

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My friend Kloe found this and screenshoted it

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My friend Kloe found this and screenshoted it

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Hey, Milky (and everyone else, but mainly Milky here)

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Hey, Milky (and everyone else, but mainly Milky here)

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One of the reasons why I've been having a rough emotional/mental time recently is that this person I was together with left me for someone else I was friends with (who also loves them the way I love them) because I was forced away from everyone for over an entire year. Me and them never broke up, but people kept telling them that I'd never come back, but clearly they were wrong, because I did. Hearing the news really took a large toll on me, and my mental conditions skyrocketed significantly. I've calmed down a lot, and still remain friends with this person, but there's still a part of me hurt deeply from it. I know it's not exactly what you're dealing with right now, Milky, but I want you to know I'm here for you if you want someone to hug or snuggle or vent to... or all three!! I understand what emotions are going through you right now because I've experienced those emotions so many times with lots of exes... or crushes I had where the dreams got... well, for wordplay... crushed. You're not alone in this, okay? //hugs you//

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bored

braindead

tired

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...that someone was looking for affection :333 I have a lot of affection to give, so... XDDD I mean... if that's still up for grabs 0w0

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hi

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is meee :3

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pluh pluh pluh

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car wasn't happy with me, temp gauge was below cold xd

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so does my car

as does my former ice scraper

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so I've been thinking

a lot

too much, even

but that's beside the point///

i've been thinking of what i've done in my life, and realized I'm not exactly a bad person, everyone just hates me bc i'm different. They've done all these horrific things to me over the course of my life and then wonder why I act out, why i'm so clingy, why I have psychological problems.... and then assume it's my fault and i'm just acting like a victim rather than the fact that I really AM a victim.

I'm fairly certain that when I get my freedom, I won't know what to do with it, as I've been so chained down and confined for such a long time; maybe i'll spend all my money, maybe I'll spend as little as possible and sleep in my car, who knows, but I know it won't be fun

i'm tired, guys. Really tired. I've done what I can, but every outcome I can think of ends in misery.

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anyone home?