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My interests are Stranger Things and the 80s. My strengths are talking and listening. My needs are sleep and social interaction even if it’s not my own.

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My family is very important to me. They are my friends. They are my people I would be nowhere without these people. I have three sisters my dad and my mom. My father is very ill. He’s a diabetic on dialysis kidney failure, and has eye problems. He just had a stroke and seizure this summer. It was my first time having to talk to the EMTs by myself, it was scary. I never thought I’d have to see my dad like that my mom she’s a little crazy but that’s OK. I think that’s where I get it from my first youngest sister Madison she’s weird, but I love her my second youngest sister Kylynn got her name from a children’s TV show I used to watch my oldest sister. Her name is Sydney. She’s my sister actually we don’t have the same mom and I don’t see her as much because she lives in North Dakota and goes to North Dakota state for college. I think it’s super important. I tell my family I love them every day, every day I walk by every time I see them in the house, every time I leave their vicinity. I say I love you because you never know what can happen, even if I forget to say I love you, I will go back up stairs or down stairs to say I love.

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Growing up seems so weird to say I don’t feel like I’m growing well I’m not physically, but I don’t feel any different from my childhood self. I still like the silly things I do I guess when growing up my mother always told me people who didn’t like me were jealous of me so I’ve always had an ego, which I guess isn’t a bad thing. I’ve always wanted to stick out but was too scared to stick out. I wanted to be the main character in my own story but I wanted to be the side character at the same time. I’m confident but I’m insecure going up. I didnt have much . I lived in a homeless shelter then a year later it burned down. I was poor so poor that we had rats. I lived in that homeless shelter and that was the first night. I pulled all nighter people tell me I should write a story about my life I don’t know. I don’t know where to start. I don’t remember how, I became me. I’ve always been weird and not the bad kind of weird the good kind of weird the weird that you get called if you played dungeons and dragons or if you like Stranger Things that kind of weird kind of weird that you get called for liking something that’s not considered normal or on trend but I never really cared, I don’t care who talks about me. I don’t care who doesn’t like me because at the end of the day I like me this is just me rambling on about nonsense but that’s also me I like to talk. I’ve always like to talk. I never gave up so technically I don’t feel like I’m growing up, but I know I am , maybe it isn’t so bad to grow up. It might be scary but just remember you started as a little girl and you will end someone’s little girl.

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When talking about what I am and what makes me I usually think people are talking about nationality on my school demographic it says Asian or it says American Indian, which is true I am these things, but I’d like to talk about what I identify with most is Korean, I’ve always made fun of for being Korean being the Asian one which Didn’t bother me back then it still doesn’t now but I feel like Asian racism has been normalized which is sad to say, but it’s true. I think I identify with Korean because of how I was made. Fun of my father was born in Korea. he was born on a military base so he was deemed American citizenship because it , an American military base but he doesn’t have his certificate which is in Korea so we cannot leave. The country or he cannot leave the country.

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When thinking of music I think of everything from rap country pop hip-hop and R&B I love music. It brings people together. Well, I think so. Anyway, it’s one of those things that everyone can connect on no matter what no matter how gentle or how aggressive the music is someone can connect, I love all types of music. I know people say that majority of people don’t listen to certain types of music, especially country. A lot of people hate country music, but they love music some songs that I adore.

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The Smiths - Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

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Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God) (2018 Remaster)

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My summer 2024 was not a good one. It started off with my father going to the hospital for a stroke which my mother was not home so I had to run outside barefoot without my glasses no contacts and help calm my dad down from a panic attack in the car, our car had broke down a week prior so that was a rental. He couldn’t figure out how to park the car so he was freaking out. He was yelling help me help me which scared me even more not recognize who was which is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to deal with Your father not recognizing who you are and in a panic after that, he came back a couple days later, but on the same day, he came back. He went back to the hospital for a seizure. Apparently he had which was not true. Will put my father and seizure medicines for seizures he did not have Terrible then I lost my best friend. No, she didn’t die. We just stop being friends which sucks. I don’t have many friends anymore. I have I think one, but we don’t talk that often. Maybe it’s for the best. Maybe I like being alone I guess I have to experiment with that. I don’t have the energy to do anything anymore.

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I’m doing okay. Well isn’t a word ID use. I’m doing fine. I think I’m learning how to worry about myself and not others. I’m learning to be alone. I’m learning what it’s like to think learning what it’s like to love myself more. I don’t need anyone else I don’t want anyone else all I want is peace, if that means I have no friends then so at least I’m at peace.