# data[].attributes.body
Today will be the first day of me be waiting for you as I've said and promised. How I wish we doesn't have to face this. To be really honest, I don't mind facing this hundreds of time as long as we are in any kind of situation together. Kept asking me why, kept saying promises are meant to be broken, kept saying people change, those promises made me hold us. Be back soon, I love you a lot. I'll be waiting for you.

# data[].attributes.body
Days passes, ain't that beautiful and smooth without you by my side. To accompany every moment of my day. Even so, but I still feel grateful that I still have the opportunity and chance to love you just like the first time.

# data[].attributes.body
My God! What did I just saw? DID YOU JUST REACTIVATED? I’m shock to be honest, but swear I’m glad. Glad you’re alive, glad you might be better and all. Please keep take much care of yourself okay? Miss you so much.

# data[].attributes.body
Days past, its never even the same without you. Yes I’m still living, I’m trying to survive. My health isn’t good. Been crying almost everyday. Stress with work pressures and all. From the last update to now, its just the same thing, worrying about you. Thinking about you. Hows your work health and such. So I skipped..

It's been two days since you've back and reactivated your account. Got the info, but I couldn’t online. I was busy with work. I’m glad you’re still alive. I want nothing but you live goodly. I hope everything gets better slowly. Mm hey, I’ll always be here if you need me. To be honest I have alots happening .. i couldnt talk to anyone. The first person yang muncul in my mind, is you. I have a lot to tell you. About work, about family, about good things happened.

I miss you a lot, I can only rest now. i’m resting as my health not good, my mental health keep down. Hey, be strong, because Imm trying to be strong because I know you’re strong.

Take care

# data[].attributes.body
Good morning,
So today I partially have to work, and mama’s preparing food for the families who wanted to come and visit. It's not fine. I have no mood no appetite and everything. I’m kind of weak and yes my weight is still at a low scale.

# data[].attributes.body
Today I woke up to the dream that you’re not around which still have true. I slept with a heavy heart. I've been asking myself, how should I fix us. I rather have to always go thru all the ups and downs with you than to been with someone else that I've never loved like you. I've been missing you so badly I could only cry myself to bed. How I wish I could tell you how much I miss you and it's been hard. How I hold myself to not disturb you as I promised. Knowing that you're back, partially active, but saw you delete my RP initials, it does hurt... But I’m trying to take it positively. I miss you so much. I still love you like the first time even if, you not...

11:32pm
I shed tears questioning, why all of my friends can get their happiness but not me, not us? I miss you… wherever you are, what ever you do, please know that I will always love you and support you. Please take much care. I miss you alot 😔 i’ll pray to Allah, to heal both of us ☹️ Sayang, I have a lot to tell but you aren’t here… I’m sad mad and everything. I’m tired and I wanna rest, and my home is with you.

# data[].attributes.body
3:10am
Sayang, i just finished 9 issues of my work 😫 it’s exhausting. Even so, not a single second you’re not on my mind. I miss you alot. I hope you’re doing fine. Will always pray for you. I don’t know where you are but, please take much care. I miss you a lot. I can’t describe how much I really love you and I miss you. May we both be better soon. I’ll take my nap, please dream of me. Be in my dream because thats how I know you miss me.

10:00am
Good morning, I actually tidur at 5 am mcm tu, because i cant sleep well, i have lots on my mind including thinking about you. How are you? Did you miss me? Do you still love me? 😕 I miss talking to you.

12:00pm
Sayang… Are you okay? Sayang, please tell me youre fine? My heart says otherwise.. Don’t be not okay. You jauh sayang. I tak tahu you dkt mana. I x boleh nak datang dkt you. I tak boleh jaga you.. ☹️ Sayang, wherever you are, please, do take much care. i love you. You’re my strength.
I know, you’ll be saying I can live without you. I know, but I chose not. Like I said before. I put you my priority. Be okay sayang. I’ll always here to protect you.

# data[].attributes.body
05:37PM
Hi,
Yesterday I cried so bad. I don’t know why but because I miss you so much. I hope you’re doing well. Btw, Tadi hari ni, I mengamuk dekat my leader. All this while he kept cari salah I, I nangis dekat my parents and they mad at me sebab I nangis because of these people. Tadi pagi call, I geram sangat sampai I cakap ‘ Let me talk first’ with my shaky voice and almost cry. I pertahankan hak I sebab I buat kerja. After that, I shaking gila. All I’m thinking is you. You’re my source of strength. thank you. Even the thoughts of you made me calm.

How are you doing today? I miss you alot you know? Please don’t skip meals. Don’t be hard on yourself. Take much care. I will always pray for your safety and everything. I’ll update here soon.

# data[].attributes.body
9:15AM
Good morning to you. I miss you. Yes, I'm thinking about you this whole time. How are you? Well I'm not fine. I'm so stressful with work. Mostly with the pressure they put onto me. I'm having fever. Ykw? I dreamed of you. We kind of spent time together, we do look happy which I will always pray for your happiness for sure. We settle down, we be each others 'lean' shoulders. Btw, hows your work? Please don't skip meals. Now that your sleep schedule is weird. I love you. I'll update more today alright? Take care.

# data[].attributes.body
6:59am
Hi, I didnt sleep yet. I mean I couldnt. But let me take my nap for a moment.

10:10am
I miss you. I’m so sleepy. I can’t even feel okay since I’m so tired. How are you? I hope you’re doing fine. Don’t over work. I really miss you.

6:55PM
Hi fav person, how are you? I know you still needed time for your own air to breathe and all. Please always remember, I never ignore you and I’m only one call away. I miss you. A lot. And today I managed to do my work … i know you would be proud of me as much as I’m proud of you. I did it while crying tho. I’m stress and missing you with my bruises i dont know from where and such. Please get well soon. I don’t want you to get worsen. I understand every little steps you’re taking. But please, never feel alone. I’m here.