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I already knew a handful of people from football practices in the summer so it wasn't too bad speaking to people and making new friends. I was most excited about wearing my jersey on Friday's because everyone learned I was on the varsity football team. My first program in high school.

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I did much better academically and saw my best averages in high school because I was stimulated correctly and could focus better balancing a sport and school.

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I also ended up wrestling literally 2 days after the football season ended. I just wanted to try it out. My mom said it would be too much for me to do 2 sports in one year but I adjusted early. It was weird and uncomfortable for me at first and I lost every match I participated in but it was super enjoyable.

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Since I was wrestling I couldn't work out after school with rest of the football team. So I came to school every morning at 7am for morning weight lifting. By the end of my freshman year at 120lbs I was benching 185, squatting 235 and deadlifting 275. I did the third most out of all the freshmen.

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The summer going into this year I worked incredibly hard. I went to Cardozo at 9 in the morning until 12 for wrestling big apple practices which were optional. I went back home to Far Rock for an hour and I went to bayside from 5-8. I got home at 10 and repeated the same thing Monday-Friday.

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I saw so much success this year. We lost every football game on varsity my first year. This time I played jv and it was my first time getting to actually play. My team won 3 games out of 7. Winning was new to me. I did good on defense because of my wrestling experience and I was good on offense with 5 touch downs. I was elected co captain of my football team. That period was very enjoyable.

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I went right back to wrestling with a different type of intensity and focus. I practiced the new moves I learned from the summer and I felt like I improved. That entire season I lost only one match in the regular season and got 2nd and third place in 2 tournaments. I felt amazing because I previously never knew what winning felt like when it came to wrestling.

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My seasons ended amazing and I was having the time of my life but everything got real when they cancelled girls season and sooner or later we were shut down. I learned how to do my own hair, binge watched anime, played madden and 2k all day. I got to know myself and trust myself more. I did a lot of healing since time finally slowed down and I got to be alone with my thoughts. I worked out everyday and gained about 40 or 50 pounds of muscle to put be at 165. I was so skinny and I needed the weight for varsity football. Due to my fast metabolism, I had to eat 6 meals a day for about 4 months.

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This is the year that everything got real for me. Actual online learning in class. I was putting everything in perspective realizing this is my most important year.

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After doing applications all summer and from September -November, I was tired. I had multiple interviews and emails but no guarantee. I got accepted into Wendy's and it was my first time ever getting paid. Iy was such a nice experience because I had my permit and I was about to get the responsibility of a car soon, so I was saving up every pay check.

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My coach hosted many zooms but it made no sense because we had no idea when football would be back. We didn't know if they canceled or just delayed the football season. I wanted to show off my skill and my new weight. We ended up playing and losing every single game.

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I was working non stop and making time for homework and studying for the SAT. Everything seemed to be moving so fast and coming all at the same time

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I was recovering from my UCL thumb surgery from the summer and the doctor finally cleared me to practice and play football with a brace. It felt amazing to be back. We won our first game where I scored every touch down (2), and I made incredible tackles. I was elected team captain. I led warm ups the entire year. I was excelling and making my teammates better. I felt in control every time I stepped on the field. My year ended in a torn acl, mcl, and lcl. I gave my entire body to this sport and it ended in me having surgery. to be put out of the sport which I loved so much hurt me deeply, I felt useless to the team.

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Surgery was such hell for me. I had the ACL surgery and I was in incredible pain. My mom sticked by my side. I had trouble getting into my own bed and the pain was constant. They gave me powerful pills which could get addicting so I tried not to take it so often but the pain became so unbearable. I would count the hours down until I could take it again. I didn't even want to eat but I had to in order to take the pills. All I did was sleep, eat, take pills and ice. I cried multiple times because the pain was unbearable. Sometimes I'd be up in the middle of the night because of the pain, unable to sleep until it goes away.

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With therapy, I made small progress every week, walking better, smoothers, then I started jogging and then jumping. I challenged myself every week but I still felt small pain. Sometimes people would bump into my leg or bump into me.

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I got accepted into every college I applied to except for 3 and everything started looking up for me. I had choices and everything about college started to seem real. Too many deadlines were coming to me at once when it started. I had a Harvard interview, a college essay due, applications due which some had different supplements and academics and my own therapy to keep up with.