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i'm not sure where to start, but let me first mention how happy i am when i am with you. we could be doing anything and it would somehow make me smile and happy. the past four months of us getting closer, we've created so many memories together. i cherish each one of them close to heart and i'm so happy i get to have a bunch of beautiful memories with you. all of the things we did together was fun overall. don't know if anyone has ever told you this, but you're such a fun person to talk to? bukan karena aku pacar nya hyungie ya HAHAHA tapi jujur, emang hyungie seru tauu kalo di ajak ngomongg. there's not a day where i don't laugh or just.. salting.. over your texts hehehe. as dumb as it is, it'll somehow manage to make me smile. if i go an hour without you, i'd start missing you and spam the heck out of you hahaha. because all i want to do is talk and laugh with you. something about your personality stands out so much and i can't believe i can finally call you mine. it's insane because we went from 0 to where we are now. and i've never been more happier.

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hi love! hyucka nda tau mau mulai dari mana hahaha :( nda percaya udah 4 bulan aja ya? i'm so so proud of us for staying this long! it's been a while hasn't it? rasanya baru kemaren persis kita jadian. i have no words to be honest, i've pretty much took them all out of my head and placed them on the small spams i always sent you or my old carrds for our first, second, and third mensive. i'm trying something new as you can see :D a padlet, biar lebih teratur gituu so i can write freely in each boxes hehehe. anyways, let's get into the main point shall we? onto the next box! ^o^

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i know i say this a lot but please know that i am always here for you whenever you need to talk or get things off your chest. i may not be the best with advices but if there's ever something bothering you, i'm always here to listen. mau itu tentang kerja, tentang hubungan kita, apapun ituu, just talk it out okay? i'll try my best to understand you. i'll also do the same! aku udah cerita semuanyaa ke hyungie, gantian hyungie okay! takutnya nanti kalo nda komunikasi jadi salah paham kann? yang paling aku takutin itu sih.. salah paham yang bisa menuju ke ya.. hal yann aku nda mau bilang iyya :( i promise i will never leave you as you made me so happy. we've gone through so much together but we still manage to work it out. i'm so proud of you hyungie, you're so strong i really don't deserve you :( i hope one day i get to repay back the happiness you've given me. you really deserve nothing but love and happiness and i'm right here to give you all that. though i sometimes probably annoy you, it's really just a way of me showing my affection towards you.

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though i'm constantly very VERY!!!! clingy to you, it's because i love you so freaking much? you make me so happy hyungie. please never leave me, ya? in any shape or form.. please? aku nda tau harus apa kalo hyungie tinggalin aku. cry maybe? hahaha, i'll definitely cry a lot. even if we can't see each other, at least we are living under the same sky hehehe. anyways before i end this letter i just wanted to say to keep yourself healthy owkie? hyucka tau hyungie lagi sibukkk banget, tetep jaga kesehatan ya? mam yann banyaakk terus bobo nna jangan telat ndee? aku bakal marah kalo hyungie atit >:| nanti kalo hyungie sakit hyucka minta huggies sama kith ke siapaa? nda mau sama orang lain selain hyungie humph! cuman mau sama hyungie aja ndeeee~ okie that's it! sorry ini panjang banget hehehe.. i love you so much marvin hyungie .. i hope you know that.

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hi old me, izinin aku from the future nulis di padlet kamu buat marvin hyungie ya?

hi hyungie.. aku bawel banget ya dulu? hahaha astagaa banyak banget bikin paragraph nya buat hyungiee. aku bikin padlet ini seminggu sebelum kita resmi buat ngga jalanin hubungan kita lagi. sayang banget lah kalo aku buang ya.. aku kasih hyungie aja ya? sekarang, 5 hari setelah kita berpisah, aku nulis ini sebagai terimakasih, udah mau bareng hyucka ya? one of my biggest fears happened, but in no way i'm blaming you for it. i just wanted to say thank you for always being here with me and giving me endless of smiles. you've been there with me at my lowest times and i'm so grateful to have you by my side. walaupun status kita berbeda sekarang, i hope we can still make each other happy like how we use to. i can't predict the future either, jadi kalaupun kita balikan atau ngga, thank you ya? thank you for being the reason why i smile in the morning, thank you for being the reason why i can share my love for others. ya allah rasanya kayak aku mau nangis lagi :(( udah deh ah takut nanti air mata nya abisss HAHAHA aku udahin sampe sini aja ya padlet nyaa. aku sayang banget sama kamu, marvin. aku cuman bisa intropeksi hyungie dari jauh, ngga punya hak apapun buat kontrol hyungie. i can only wish you all the best! thank you for being my best friend, my boyfriend, my lover, my soulmate. i love you, always and forever.