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Ella Rohrbach 1/16/18 Memory Moment Page 13

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Ella Rohrbach 1/16/18 Memory Moment Page 13

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“If I live....... day”

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Marta Wroblewska again and again 15and 16. “Cream of wheat. Moatmeal. Cream of wheat. MOATMEAL. Cream of wheat. MOATMEAL.”

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Marta Wroblewska again and again. Page 19. “No shoving Steven? No. Did you drop him Steven? No.

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“I told you, noses just bleed a lot. Noses... just... bleed a lot!” Dad is wise, but not always.

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Mattie San Juan 1/17/18 Again and again 

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Mattie San Juan 1/17/18 Again and again 

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“Smaller and smaller.”

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Mattie San Juan 1/24/18
Pg. 24 Memory Moment
"Yellow...orange...red...DOH! Three eggs, separated... five slices American cheese...red...DANG! One hundred seventeen... one hundred eighteen... look at Renee’s red lipstick... ARGHH!”

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PJ: Words Of The Wiser
1/24/18
"My private teacher used to say if you don’t know where your drums are, your probably playing the wrong instrument.”
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“...your big day.”
"My big day? Why is it my big day?”

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Ella Rohrbach words of the wiser 1-30-18

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Ella Rohrbach words of the wiser 1-30-18

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“Well muscles, it’s... much.” Page 37-38

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Page 39
Tough Questions
"So how come when I wasn’t looking,  Jeffy got cancer?”

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Page 40
“How did I not notice this?”

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Page 43
Again and Again
“Adjustment? ADJUSTMENT?”

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Page 45
"Guess what, Mom? I’m going to be the star of my spring concert.”

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Page 49
"‘You’re going to schoo...ooooo...lllll. You’re going to shoo...ooooooo...lllll.’
If he’d known what was coming up for his day, he would have been begging me to smuggle him to school in my backpack.”

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And everything I was thinking all week was 100% wrong.

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“Mistake? MISTAKE?”

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Page 66
“So, Mom, everything’s OK, right? This whole cancer mistake is all sorted out.”

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Page 67
“YOU DIDNT TELL HIM THAT I CALLED?”

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And I realized I actually wasn’t mad at him.

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“And I had needle stuck in my chest for FIVE DAYS! He looked at my mom for confirmation. FIVE days, right, Mommy?“

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“Stressful? STRESSFUL? Why should this be stressful?”

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Pages 80-81
"If I... Jeffrey will be better”
"If I... Jeffrey will be better”
"If I... Jeffrey will be better”

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Page 85
"... and I messed up.”
"... and I messed up again.”

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Pages 92-93
“MOM!!!”
"MOM!!!”
"MOM!!!”

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Page 122
“My brother...my brother...”

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Tough Questions
Page 132-133
"Why are you making me do this stupid busy work while my brother’s white cell count is so low? Was about listing the first ten presidents when my brother has another spinal tap on Friday? What possible use is the FOIL method of multiplying binomials when my brother’s gums are bleeding every time he brushes his teeth?”

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Again and Again
“Beware. Beware!”

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Tough Questions
Page 138
"How many games can a normal thirteen-year-old boy play with his grandma without suffering permanent brain damage?”

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Tough Questions
Page 145
"Steven AL-per! What has gotten into you?”

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“And he was crying.”

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“Really, What could I do about any of it.”

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Page 176
3/8/18
“Play with me, play with me!”

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Mattie San Juan 3/8/18 Page 176 Again and again

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Mattie San Juan 3/8/18 Page 176 Again and again

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“BAM! Again,  BAM! Again, BAM!”

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“Why don’t you try working on the things you can change”
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3/9/18
“Unfair. Unfair, unfair, unfair.”

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3/9/18
“Unfair, unfair, unfair.”

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Page 202. “All of a sudden, Mom understood; I think she was probably even impressed.

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Page 211. “I wasn’t sure how I felt.”

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3/9/18
"Dad, Dad, Dad,”

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Page 215. “Who was going to take him?”

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3-12-2018
Page 219
"That was when I realized it was really 6:22.”

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Page 245, “Now THAT will put a lump in your throat, right?”

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Page 253, “I flashed back...and suddenly it all made sense.”

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Page 257, “You are a wonderful son, and a wonderful man.”

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Mattie San Juan Again and Again 3/13/18 Page 262

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Mattie San Juan Again and Again 3/13/18 Page 262

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“I’m sorry. I’m sorry”.

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Page 267, “She’s dead? She died?...”