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Blue-sad

purple-crazy/good/ no emotions with.

red -love/with ~ at the end/or anger

green-cool/scared with.

orange-off the fricking wall

black -random vent or about friends

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I was having a good day at school but stressed tbh bc i wasnt at school for so long cuz of covid i had it 2 times n exposed 1 time tht year but i got home n i was so stressed on the work i hadda do i kept getting frustrated more n more bc of all the work my teachers just threw at me online and i couldnt do it bc i hadda do tht plus chores and i wanted to get work done so im not failing 9th grade and while doing my HW my dad comes to my room and says "Heyk, can you come do your chores?" and i was like "Yea gimme a few im tryin to finish this hw rq" and i get distracted by doin more HW and my dad comes back n was like "You needa get out here n do them like you havent did em in a few days now" n i said "yes i have but, like would you rather have me fail my classes n do chores or do my HW then chores so im not failing?" n my mom comes back to my room yelling "BULLSHIT YOU HAVENT DONE YOUR CHORES IN WEEKS BECAUSE YOUR ALWAYS ON THAT DAMN COMPUTER" n i yell back "WHY YOU COMING BACK HERE TRYIN TO START STUFF JUST CUZ U HAD AN ATTITUDE TODAY N UR MAD N CRAP
DOESNT MEAN TO YELL AT ME" n then i hit my headboard of my bed but like hit the tip my chromebook by the mouse by accident and my dad rushes tf in bc my mom was like "go grab his damn chromebook before he breaks that shit" n he goes to grab it n im like "no i wasnt tryin to hit my chromebook shes just being a pain in the ass being stupid asf" n he was like while tryin to grab it "YOUR 14 FUCKING YEARS OLD N YOU SHOULDNT BE CUSSING" im like "ION GIVE A FUCK" then he knocks it out my hand n so he jumps onto my bed breaking it and im standing up on it and he pushes me into the headboard and against the wall putting his weight on me choking me n shi (if  ur dirty minded fuck off unless ur luna she can be dirty minded if she want but) n im over here saying i cant breathe tryin t kick him off n push him off n shi n im startin to feel dizzy and bout passed out n wha made him get off was me scratchin his face n kicking him off then my older brother outta no where when no one did shi to him picked me up after i started punching the wall so much my hand started bleeding n picked me up n slammed me onto the headboard of his bed knockin the breath outta me and trys to hold me down n shi wit his not showering ass fucking stinking like ass n trash n i turned n kiccked him as hard i could n he went flying back into his desk breaking his desk on the side n my mom called the cops and i got arrested n put in the sherriffs office while they tried to figmure out wha they doin n they said im goin sumwhere n i was like "Ok?"n tey pult me in the back of a sherriffs car handcuffed still and took me to the mental hospital like a couple hours away for abt a week from the 31st of Aug. to the 7th of Sep.

My Story of being taken to a mental hospital for defending myself basically :)

The End,
Nate <3

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9/28/22 @ 11:30AM ish idk the exact time Location: Somerset, Ky Lake Cumberland Sum i forgot

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9/28/22 @ 11:30AM ish idk the exact time Location: Somerset, Ky Lake Cumberland Sum i forgot

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I went there to see when im good tgbts (to go back to school) n they took the wrap off my hand and looked at it n shi when i didnt know n put new wrap on n shi n tht shi hurt like a mothafucka n it moved my pinky more n tht shi hurt even worse but after tht they told me "we gonna schedule u to have ur pins removed on the 13th after fall break" im like ok wha abt school tho?" n he said "u will go back tmmr n friday then next week ur not goin to school" my ass was confused asfff but i was like "ok" n left after they gave me exta shi fo my hand n heres a pic above of my pins

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9/24/22 or 9/25/22 idk when Location: My House

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9/24/22 or 9/25/22 idk when Location: My House

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I was minding my business while textin homies n bsfs n friends on snap n insta when my bsf of 3 yrs on our 3 yr anniversary day texts me saying that we are done tht i lied to her n shi when ive never lied to her n shi the whole time we was bsfs like y keep shi from bsfs n homies n shi like everyone ik knows everything thts happened to me in my life if they been there n they a real homie n shi like wha i lie abou? and she just was like "we need a break from our friendship like we shoulda done tht a while ago" im like "wdfym by tht like we've been bsfs for 3 yrs from TODAY n im losing my best best best bsf ive had in my life like it fuckin hurts seein u say this shi like i need u in my life cuz i ain got no one else like u in my life n i still dont kno wha i lied abou cuz i neva lied abou shi like" after tht i cried myself to sleep n never talked to anyone on my phone for 3 days n i had so many ppl askin y am i not answerin n shi like tht n my phone had at least 300-600 notifications from insta n snap

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yk its very fuckin sad when you've wanted to play damn football your whole life and you dont get to til like 8 years after you played it when you was younger from 3-7 years old then move away from tht area and never got to play it ever again n so much happened in your life you dont even know if you was gona be able to play or not then you turn 15 and your bugging your parents to let you play this season and then like 1-3 months later you go get your sports physical done and shi and you go to practice they say i gotta do 5 days without nun on then do 5 days in helmet n then 5 days wit helmet n pads then after i can hit and when you could hit you only had 22 days before your 1st scrimmage n shi n that day comes and your sitting on the sideline waiting to be called in but you dont and you hear someone elsesname be called when they are wayyyy newer then you and shi like df is tht so after the first scrimmage you do you damn best n try your fuckin hardest wrecking the fuck outta ppl just so you can get more time in the field but you dont then one day your homie gets you in for 1 quarter and your so damn hyped abt it the whole crowed n sideline of ur team starts saying "LETS GO KING BOB!!!!" and you tackle tf outta of em n make their asses mad asf n your happy abt it n so is your teammates then after that night you never get a single play again after one of the coaches said "you did great out there probably better then a lot of em out there" and your upset abt it because you've been wanting to play your whole life and be practicing it at home or anywhere so you can play like even one of the coaches bug your parents to have you come join the team n play football so you did your sophomore year then the day Tuesday, September, 20th, 2022 around 5:50pm at practice when yall are running 3 300's ad you finish at the same time as you other teammates then 2 of your teammates who are like pushing you around to get you back out there to run n sayin "Nate get back out there and run you didnt finish you and wiggy had 1 more to go" i was like "bruh stfu i did finish because me and wiggy just finished out last one dumbass" then you got the dumbass teammate who got caught smoking weed by his parents who steps next to you then you see em in the corner of you eye step back and behind you then slowly put his hands up to push you back into the field and you turn around and push his ass back n say "DONT PUT YO DAMN HANDS ON ME TRYIN TO PUSH ME OUT THERE YOU DONT KNOW WTF GOIN ON N U WASNT PAYING ATTENTION" and walk off throwing your helment down and walkin back into the locker room before you beat his ass and punch the wooden locker and break your hand :) Now your season is done for even more fun gotta love it

The End,
The story of how i broke my hand

-Nate

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So me and my  girl was talkin on snap then she told me she was sick and shit n i told her "I hope you get better soon my love" and she said "thanks I love you baby" i said "i love you too" then i hadda go so i told her tht ihadda go then

10/11/21

the next morning i text her wit dis big ass paragraph n she jus opens it thts it nun else then i keep textin her n shi bc she opening my messages n shi but not answering me n shes posting on her story n shi and all day n night she not textin me back or anything so i stayed up all night then comes

10/12/21

The morning i text her wit another paragraph and shi n she opens it thts it then lets skip ahead to like around 4:30-5:30PM around tht time she snaps me back and saying shes ok and shit n i made sure as well

- Nate

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Its offically been 2 months since i broke my hand and today i got out of PT (Physical Therapy) for my hand to get to heal better and shit and now ion gotta go back no more and shit but like another thing is why tf is all da girls im gettin wit just fuckin ass and fuckin rude n shit but every relationship ive been in so far ive been hurt in even tho i give em all my damn love and attention like how a lotta girls want but tbh i just wanna give up on everything and quit everything im on tbh like im tired of getting into a relationship and being used and shit like im tired of it i just wanna have a good relationship for once and be happy for once instead of acting happy all da time like

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Been a while since ive updated yall on this shi fr lmao mb i jus havent been on as much as i used to cuz hella shi

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Been a while since ive updated yall on this shi fr lmao mb i jus havent been on as much as i used to cuz hella shi