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Kakak, ini Yayaaa. I wanna say thank you for choosing to spend your time with me. Thank you for letting me be your Yaya, lengkap dengan segala manja dan dramanya juga. I know sometimes I can be a handful but I’m glad I got to share that side of myself with you.

I hope Kakak knows how much I appreciate having you in my life. Kakak baik sekalii sama aku. Kakak selalu antusias buat dengerin cerita aku, ikut seneng tiap kali aku seneng. Dan lagi you’re always so patient with me even when Yaya is vulnerable and completely falling apart in front of you. Kakak nggak pernah bikin aku malu karena satu hal tersebut. You don’t rush me to feel better and you never make me regret letting you see that side of me.

Instead, Kakak selalu mau dengerin apa pun yang mau aku ceritain, bahkan pas pikiranku lagi ke mana-mana and I don’t even know how to explain what’s going on in my head. Kadang aku sendiri nggak tahu sebenarnya aku perlu apa tapi Kakak tau kapan aku perlu someone to stay & remind me that I’m not handling everything alone. I can’t stress enough how being vulnerable with someone isn’t always easy for me. Biasanya aku lebih suka nyimpen semuanya sendiri daripada kelihatan too messy di depan orang lain. But with you, I don’t feel like I have to keep pretending that I’m okay all the time. Aku bisa berantakan, emosional, clingy, bahkan cengeng sekalipun and I still feel accepted. Bagian-bagian dari sifat aku yang kadang aku sendiri nggak terlalu suka pun rasanya nggak perlu aku sembunyiin dari Kakak. Aku bisa jadi diri aku sepenuhnya. Aku diterima seluruhnya.

I’m allowed to have bad days and still feel loved through them. That means so much more to me than I know how to put into words. Maybe I don’t know how to say it properly but I’m super grateful for all of it. Aku lega karena setiap kali aku lagi nggak baik-baik aja, having you around makes everything feel less scary. Sometimes I don’t even need Kakak to fix anything. Knowing you’re there already makes such a difference.

You also notice the tiniest things about me. Kadang aku belum selesai ngomong, Kakak udah tahu what I mean. You just get me without me having to explain everything from the beginning. Kenapa bisa ya secepat ini Yaya nyaman banget sama Kakak. Talking to you feels so familiar, almost like I’ve known you for much longer than I actually have. Aku nggak pernah ngerasa harus mikir keras buat jadi versi tertentu di depan Kakak. I can just be Yaya.

Now that our time together has come to an end, I just wanted to say this properly instead of leaving everything unsaid. Aku nggak mau waktu yang kita punya cuma lewat begitu aja tanpa Kakak tau kalau ternyata it meant this much to me. Whatever happens after this, I’m really glad that for that little while, I got to know Kakak and got to be Yaya around you.

I hope life keeps being kind to you, Kak. Semoga banyak banget hal baik yang datang ke Kakak. Yang terlihat sepele tapi bisa bikin hari Kakak jadi lebih baik. I hope there are bigger things too, things that make you proud of yourself and happy with where you are.

I hope you get plenty of reasons to smile and I hope I get to be part of some of those too. Aku masih mau ditemenin Kakak. I hope there are still so many ordinary days ahead that get to have a bit of you and me in them. If someday Kakak remembers me, I hope you remember me fondly. Remember me as the girl who talked too much. I think I’ll remember Kakak in the same way too with a lot of warmth and a very grateful heart. Thank you for letting me be your Yaya, for making the time we had feel this special to me.

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mountain or beach? I'd choose you instead.

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mountain or beach? I'd choose you instead.

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Hi, kakak! Thanks for being the treasure I've been looking after exploring the whole sea and the abbyss :p It was fun and safe being around you, also you're a funny and sweet at once. As said, when I came to describe a man with his word. I'll definitely mention your name in it. (This is a honest review as someone with aos as the primary lovlang ya :p) anyway, thanks for sharing your political views with me kak! and..... for always standing up for what's right, hehe. Wishing you good days ahead and something good to look forward to every day. Next time let's go touch some grasss together, don't worry about the leave... I'll handle your boss (winks)

**k

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This letter arrives embarrassingly late, like my revision forgotten beneath a stack of papers.. please believe me it's with all my intentions intact and memories as fresh as es pisang ijo (beneran janji)

Somewhere between me cutting my hair and you enduring a two-hour meeting, the hours folded into themselves.

Still, I think the day we met turned out rather beautifully when we ended it watching Miranda Priesly. I would say a day only need a good film and good company (YOU) to justify their existence despite being.. WNI??

You are one of the kindest souls I have had the privilege of knowing. Therefore, i wanna super say thank you for every act of love you showered me with. And if ive ever said anything that hurt or offended you, please accept my apology. It was never my intention. I hope the days ahead are filled with things that make you happy and loved.

L.A

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Man why am I even here since I'm so late, but. Hey. To start with, first of all, MAAF waktu ketemu kayanya aku unexpectedly lemes dikerjain kerjaan. But you were there, you make me giggle, (also the whole mess in the early morning was kinda funny LOL but again SORRY) and I get to know you a little more and it was fun, so it was all that matter.

Jujur mau ngajak nobar GP kapan-kapan tapi WHEN YH Mercedes 63 sama weeyums itu ngga kebauan sial soalnya aku gw malas & sedih kalo nonton race isinya jagoan neon kita itu apes mulu. Doakan GR1ND itu terwujud agar kita semua nobar akbar. May you be loved and have tons of fun during your time here, #77 Ebra!

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Us sharing our soup? Ice tea? Or I might just about to kiss your hand. 

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There's something special about the way I feel for you. It all started from one simple invitation, ‘..nasi goreng as dinner.’ #whoremembers. Mee! Though we didn't really have it, guess we're both honestly not the type to have dinner, anyway. It's the sweetest date I ever thought somehow. To be there, nomming our nasi goreng while the world's getting busier with people going home from work that's been stressing them—but there we are, sit and enjoy. Something I favoritize about you, that your lunch menu is too tasteful. In the world's full of strange names of meal, there you are and your Ketoprak plus Nasi Padang against the world. 🥺 It screams my love about something simple, yet comfy. And loving you feels exactly like that.

Like, God. You're kinda hot for that.

And I'm sorry that I might sound obsessed about that fact. Be my date for one portion of nasi goreng for two?

Janji waktu ketemu lagi I'll be that Indonesian gay with my Indonesian tongue, and we'll have every Indonesian meal in our mouth. 🫰

Bruh. I don't know, I just like you.

CALLING A FRIEND TO FINALLY POUR WHAT's IN MY HEART but well they will never know what I truly feel for you. 🚬 #pose_emo But the things I will do for love, iya nanti aku giat belajar gitar lalu kita debut di perempatan sekalian sama Maddie, ya! Can't leave my twin behind.

God, this was supposed to be poetic but I guess I just can't calm myself down when it's about you.

Go, be proud, Pretty.

Or, Handsome.

Or, My man.

From the one who wishes to play you one or two songs.

Until that moment comes, please take care of yourself and eat well. I will also take care of my Ebbie as if it's you. 🖤

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Hemlo paispipo! :3 Baby had a veeery good time with psipso and pwincess for the past 2 days. It feels good to read paipi's long texts immediately after waking up in the morning and before bed. Bsby felt shooo at ease with paipipo by our side.. the way paispo praise and comfort us in the most coziest way. Baby's heart is so full thanks to psispopo that completed the space in it. Psiapi will always remain there somewhere deep in baby's heart! :3 Thank you for being the best paipipi even tho paipi sometimes called us with the wrong petname... >:( But still baby cherished every moment we spent together. 🥰

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Hai haii kakkk!!! Thank youuu so muchiieee sudah mau temani aku seharian hihihi!! I enjoy every hour, every minute and every moment with you kakk!! You did a very good job with our “hts” situation (oops…) 🫢

Thank you for all the butterflies and sunshine you bring in our relationship ^^ ternyata kakak jago banget bikin anak kicik ini meleleh dan salting pollll >~<!

I also love your mas mas ngemong personality HAHAHA!!! Kakak jago banget lead convo dan betul betul convobuilder juga!!! Kakak juga jago banget respon semua pesan dan jokesku hihii!! PDAnya juga mantap banget poll jago maksimall 1000/10!! 😱

It’s really nice to spend a day with you and I’m thankful for it kakk!! Wishing you nothing but only the best things and unlimited happiness ❤️ nanti kalau kangen aku akan ketemu kakak lagi!!

With love,

iel 🤏

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HALLO KAKAK EBRAHIM! INI DD dari regu tulip >__<

Terimakasih kk sudah menjadi kk yang keren buat dd dan semua orang. kk is like a warm hug dalam bentuk manusia, selalu bikin nyaman, and always bring so much fun! ("u") O aku rasa dunia ini beruntung banget punya kk and.. anyone are so happy to have you here in this life!! Kakak is always so coolll and so kind to everyoneeee :3 thank you for being you, for all the kindness, for all the laughter, and for always making everything feel a little brighter yaaa kakak. WISH YOU THE BEST

PLS LET ME IN REGU HARIMAU

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First of all, thank you, abang. Kayaknya terima kasih aja nggak cukup tapi aku bener-bener berterima kasih sama abang...

Awalnya image abang di aku itu cool banget HSHAHAHAHA. Sampai sekarang masih cool, abang masih keren di mata aku. Bedanya awalnya aku pikir abang cool yang dingin dan mengintimidasi tapi nyatanya enggak... Abang soft banget... Pacar lembut baik hati pengertian penuh kasih sayang... Tangki cinta aku dari awal sampai akhir sama abang persenannya ada di 100%, nggak kurang sama sekali. Aku bahkan suka meleleh sama tingkah abang yang aduh... Abang patut dapet gelar pacar dewasa keren yang mengayomi pacar kecilnya...

Abang lucu (in a funny way and in a aku mau gigit abang karena gemes way). A gentleman and sweet talker too... (IN A GOOD WAAAAY) Manis omongan abang tapi nggak bikin aku ngerasa omongannya gombal belaka :D Nyampe loh ke hatiku omongan abang. Abang juga perhatian dan muuudah banget buat langsung ngebaca aku, ini aku yang gampang kebaca atau abang yang emang smart SMART ya? Apapun itu, it's a compliment ya abang. Soalnya aku ngerasain nih yang kata orang ada kupu-kupu berterbangan di perut.

Aku seneng soalnya sama abang aku merasa 'hidup'. Kalau kata lagunya Olivia mah The most alive I've ever been... 😹🤍 Aku seneng karena abang nanyain tentang diri aku, terus respon abang tuh penuh afirmasi banget... Atentif dan responsif... Aku seneng rasanya amat sangat dihargai dan amat sangat dicintai... Yang paling penting abang juga bikin aku ngerasa nyaman! Jadi aku nggak takut buat ngomong apapun soalnya heeey abang pacar baik hati yang selalu dengerin apapun ucapan pacarnya.

Ngobrol sama abang seruuu banget! Lucu gimana ternyata walau aku merasa kita banyak bedanya tapi kita banyak samanya juga... Aku kecil dan banyak nggak taunya, aku kecil tapi nggak merasa 'kecil' yang in a bad way kalau sama abang... Aku merasa kecil yang keciiiil in a mungil way aku kecil mau masuk kantong abang dan menghadapi dunia bersama abaaaang.

Nggak pernah nyangka nonton film bareng bakal seseru itu. Terima kasih sudah ajak aku ke dunia abang, terima kasih juga udah seberusaha itu sampai bolak-balik coba sana-sini biar kita jadi tetep nonton PHM ya abang... Semoga apapun yang nanti abang usahakan untuk diri abang akan berjalan baik ya, abang. Semoga hal-hal baik selalu mengelilingi abang, dan semoga tidur abang nyenyak terus.

Thank you for being a very very good boyfriend, abang! Loving you made me love myself and I think that's the most beautiful thing... I love you more than Rocky loves Grace, abang. Semoga dunia merestui aku untuk pulang lagi ke abang nantinya.

Love, kecil. 🤍

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thank you for being such a loving person, you’re perfectly what i needed! i had a very good time with u even it’s just a short time. i hope you’re doing great and i hope our paths cross again abangg 🥹

-Kairo

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Being with you feels easy, like peace I didn’t know I needed.

The world gets softer when you’re around, and I enjoy every second with you so much.

You make me feel calm, happy, and safe all at once—like quiet mornings, warm sunsets, and songs I never want to end.

With you, time slips by gently—
hours turning into moments because being with you feels that easy, that warm.

Thank you for reminding me how to enjoy loving and being loved. For making it effortless and easy to do.

With Love,

Nin.

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At first, I never knew that day would become one of the best days in my life. I was just living my day like usual, doing everything normally, until suddenly Kakak Ebrahim came into my life and decided to love me. Since then, everything feels warmer and softer. I feel so loved, so safe, and so cared for. With you, I don’t always have to be strong. I can be your little baby, rest for a while, be clingy, cry, laugh too much, and still be loved the same.

Thank you for always being patient with me, for calming my heart when my mind gets too loud, and for making me feel like I’m worthy of gentle love. Thank you for every small thing you do, for every comfort, every reassurance, every late night talk, and every moment where you choose me.

You make love feel easy, calm, and warm like home. And honestly, meeting you was something I never knew I needed this much. I’m really grateful that out of everyone in this world, somehow our paths crossed and I got to love you. And what I love the most is how natural everything feels with you. I never feel awkward around you, not even a little. Somehow you make me feel so comfortable that I can fully be myself without overthinking anything. You never make me feel intimidated, scared, or like I have to pretend to be someone else just to be loved by you. Being with you feels so light and safe, like I can finally relax and let my heart rest.

Ayo kita mam ujang kedu 100 biji ya kakak, i hope our paths cross again! See u when i see you! -Ry

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Hii ber how's your day? I hope it goes well. Aku mau bilang terima kasih banyak ya sudah menemani aku kemarin. What a happy day to be with you. You are the type of boyfriend who is very caring and also very sweet. I really enjoy chatting about many things with you because you always respond to all my chats. You're also funny and very bucin. I always smile when I read your chats. Kamu juga suka kangenan dan selalu puji berbagai hal maupun hal kecil. Kamu sangat perhatian dan perhatikan hal kecil. Terima kasih ya karena memperhatikan aku dan mengingatkan ku hal kecil. Semoga kamu selalu jaga kesehatan dan jangan lupa untuk bahagia. See you when i see you, Bee

-A

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Ebaaam, maaf ya baru sempat mampir kesiniiii. Ebam, terima kasih banyak yaaa sudah temani kakak kemarin, walaupun kitanya sama-sama kerja dan sibuk huft. Tapi betulan rasanya happy banget ditemenin sama kamu. Cerita slice misuh misuhin kerjaan hahahahaha. Jadi ada temen update life kerjaan bareng!

Ebam, sekali lagi terima kasih yaaaa. Terima kasih untuk sayang dan cintanya. Terima kasih untuk hangatnya. Terima kasih untuk semua yang Ebam kasih.

Jangan lupa istirahat okay? Makan yang enak, minum yang cukup, dan senang-senang!

Much love, S.

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haloo benjii, sebelumnya aku mau minta maaf karena baru bisa mampir kesinii.

im genuinely grateful that i got the chance to meet you and get to know you, even if it was only for a short time. it might have been just one day, but somehow it didnt feel small to me. there was something about the way you treated me that made it feel meaningful. people often say that being loved means being seen. and im totally agree with that, but with you, i felt something more. i felt seen, and at the same time, i felt valued and appreciated. the way you paid attention to me, the way you responded, the way you stay present, it all felt sincere.

walaupun kamu sambil kerja, you still made time for me. kamu selalu nanyain tentang kegiatan aku, aku nya lagi ngapain. kamu juga selalu kasih update ke aku and you never made me feel like i was interrupting your day. those small moments meant more than you realize.

i also really like the nickname you gave me, aku suka banget dipanggil aca sama kamu. everytime you called me that, it made me smile in a quiet way.

and thank you for your patience, benji. kamu ngga marah walaupun aku nya rewel dan berisik banget, you accepted me without making me feel like i needed to change.

terimakasih banyak yaa benji, for being gentle, for being understanding, and for making me comfortable enough to just be myself.

i hope life treats you gently, just like the way you treated me. i hope you stay healthy, find happiness in the little things, and always have reasons to smile, even on days that feels heavy. i hope the worlds gives you back all the kindness you give so effortlessly. and wherever you go, i hope youre surrounded by people who appreciate you just as much as you deserve.

with love,

aca

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I wish I studied literature seriously so I can find words to convey how much I adore you, Benji. From the bottom of my heart, I truly enchanted by you from the start.

Dare I say you’re one of the most attentive people I’ve ever met. You know how to make your partner feel important because you really take care of them. I’m so happy to found you and I felt loved in the best way possible. I feel so loved, I really do. Thank you for that.. you’re such a blessing.

You made my day 1000 times better, Benji. I smiled a lot because of you too. Someone who brings joy like you are deserves a lot of love, so I hope you always find it everywhere you go. 🤍

N.

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It was so nice to be able to spend a day together with you. Even on your packed schedule, you made time to keep talking to me, checking on me... And that's what I'm truly grateful for! You were such a sweet, warm, and caring boyfriend; always handling me so softly, slipping in those "I love you"s and calling me Princess like it was the most natural thing. Somehow you always succeeded made my heart flutters with all that gentle and soft spoken demeanor of yours. You even willing going along with all of my nonsense miong language... (Lucuw...) I must say that you truly made me feel loved. Like, I know you were busy, but you were still replying to my each bubbles with so much care and patience. Please take care of yourself, jangan minum kopi banyak-banyak... Stay hydrated karena akhir-akhir ini cuacanya beneran sepanas itu. Lastly, thank you, Beben! ❤️

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Although our time together only lasted a day, you've managed to make me feel loved and cherished incredibly well. I love the emphasis you place on both of us sending updates to each other in whatever we're doing; it makes me feel cared for, like you truly want me to be well and sound. When I was spouting random nonsense, you never judged me and instead tried to match my energy, which I found really comforting. You feel genuine with how you don't really mind using emoticons or capslocks at certain times, like you're not trying to force yourself to become the perfect partner at the expense of your approachability. You engage with the things I like as well, with how you looked at me using specific kitten stickers and then using it as well; your love feels genuine as well. Not to mention your little praises at every bubble too... Thank you for making me feel happy, truly. I adore you, lots and lots. :]

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This is #77 Ebrahim, reporting to the team. Let's finish this race with a light heart; consider this an open space to let it all out. Remember, the finish line isn't a permanent exit—it's just a timing point. If our trajectories align in the future, we’ll see you back at the start line for the next season.