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Being easily attached to something like environment and people is the biggest flaw I've ever had. When people can move on easily, it takes me awhile to forget and move forward. If there are other people who are easily attached like me, I hope you guys are doing well, because I'm not.

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tiba tiba dah habis quarantine

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I'm a huge fan of who I'm becoming. He's good, he's happy, he's trying his best to get through this course. I like him.

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nasal swab? nope.
anal swab? yup.

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topik baru yuk

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baru 2 hari rupanya kuarantin, kenapa rasa lama sangat?

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Bangun2 pagi dah kena serang monyet hancur koridor

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Macam mana nak hiburkan diri sendiri?

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Dont let yourself think too much. Have some healthy distractions too (for me nap :) ) Stp masa berharga. Masa dgn family berharga, masa dgn kawan berharga n dia akan berlalu jugak. N this second, this moment wont come back ever. So make the most of it. And your emotions always valid. You are allowed to feel many things, but dont let yourself overwhelmed with it. You have life to live, so go make the most of it. You can do this fighting :)))

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Taktau nak ckp apa

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hai korang buat apa tu

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salam ada sesiapa bawak water heater tak? aku nak bawak megi tapi taknak bawak water heater ekekekekekeke

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kalau dengar ade orang nangis malam2 tu diam2 je la. maybe tu aku tgh nangis sbb homesick

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come on gais. im waiting for new memes

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rasa macam takde masa depan je jadi doktor ni. nak dpt permanent post susah, nak sambung master takleh, nak lari gi swasta pulak tak tau siapa nak ambik, pastu nak kena fikir bayar balik hutang jpa lagi. hmmmm ntahlanak

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To my future self,

You’ve been through a lot. But hey, look at you now. All that’s happened in the past became your motivation to grow and to fight. Luckily, you achieved what you want and I’m really happy for you.

Never let anything or anyone ruin what you have now. Live your life, do what you want to do and love yourself more than anything else.

I know you’re happy now. All the challenges, pain, problems and heartaches you encountered were all your lessons now. Thanks to the people who made you feel so worthless because they were somehow the reason why you did want to achieve more than what they expect.

I’m glad, because you’ve achieved more than what you want, you became fearless and a risk taker. Remember, always put your feet on the ground and thank God everyday for helping you achieving what you have now.

Spread love and live your life to the fullest. Don’t forget to enjoy every moment and keep on creating great memories.

Love,
your present self

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Semoga kawan2 saya semua ni dapat balik dengan selamat. Cant wait to see you

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my house could be 5 minutes away from UIA yet I have started to feel homesick. the loneliness that I have used to for years, become awkward over a year. It feels like starting again a new phase of my life. from dormant to active life :)

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For those who had the opportunity to meet or even had a vacation with friends and family, be grateful and I’m happy for yall. I’m here, on my bed everyday, struggling with my own self. Hopefully there’s still happiness reserved for me.

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I have to say, bcs of this 'staycation', I'm learning abt myself a little.
When you're away from people, the solitude sometimes forces you to deal with the problems/emotions that you have been avoiding. Especially when socialising with friends is the way you escape from dealing with them.

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A friend of mine once said that they didn't want to go back to iium bcs if the world were to end, they would want to spend the remaining of the time they have with their family.

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Kalau takleh balik raya,kita raya sama sama okay

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As someone who lived mostly away from my family (asrama and stuff), I'm thankful for the time I'm able to bond at least a bit more with them.

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Quarantine is fun, if you make it so.

Feel free to share your quarantine life here!

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Just eat whatever you want. You only live once. Yang penting, the quality of your lifespan, how do you live your life, have you became a good person? The quantity of years lived is not important, but, the quality is. Yang penting, lifestyle kat akhirat nanti, nak hari2 kena bakar ke, or nak hari2 lepak syurga.

Sekian dua sen saya.

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hurray hurray it seems like balik mahallah hampir menjadi satu realiti. though i wonder, walaupun dah balik, dah quarantine, pergi hospital nanti, apa je kita boleh buat with the whole pandemic still going on? oh well. at least dah boleh balik. hurray hurray. its time to trim down some body weight to make sure i dont look like a monster bila dah sampai

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Sorry I've ruined us

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Lelaki kalau body tak berketul lagi tak tau la buat ape kat rumah.

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can yall share what scares you during your childhood? mine was dengar bunyi orang grill dinding

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Acad taknak jawab past years sesama ke

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It must feel nice to have someone that you can talk to. I wish I have too but yeah I live in spain but the s is silent.

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How can I love someone else when I don’t even love myself :(

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on being in a difficult situation with someone

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on being in a difficult situation with someone

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it's better to have even just one uncomfortable conversation to discuss your problems with your friend rather than keeping it to yourself for the rest of your life. kalau simpan, masalah tak selesai, friendship jadi sour, dan member pun blur tak tau apa sbnrnya masalah dgn kita. at least when you know where the person is at and vice versa, you can settle your differences and move on from there.

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as much as i enjoy the company of a partner, or romanticise the idea of soulmates joined together by marriage, i realise that ive become fearful of intimacy. whenever i get close with someone i tend to push them away because im scared. i try to shoo the fear away every now and then but it keeps coming back. maybe its just my insecurity. my fear of not being loved the same way. or maybe deep down i just know that im not ready yet, that i need to focus my attention on myself. whatever it is, i dont think im ever getting married.

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marriage is whatever. you wanna get married? go ahead. just because you're married doesn't mean you have to cohabitate ie live under one roof, though it is a more economic decision and one of the reasons people get married in the first place. i guess marriage is just the legal way of saying "she/he's mine! now f off!". obviously there are so many things you have to discuss with your significant other before getting married, like whether you want kids, where you want to live and all that. but people seldom talk about these things anyway. and then problems arise and you're baffled as to why you chose to marry this person in the first place. big oopsie. btw does anyone here know what they teach in kursus kahwin? i always thought that kursus kahwin was to prepare couples for marriage. well look where we are with the divorce rates. so i guess it isnt really working.

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I used to be that person who whatsapp people and share many things online but now, after all the things that happened, i learn that sharing with other especially your anger, feeling and ranting about stuff online will bring nothing but a bad reflection about yourself and people will assume things. I learned my part, but i think i went too far that i never trust anyone with my feeling, I've stop messaging other about stuff other than works and cut off any conversation with others as fast as i can. I realized, keeping up things make my heart hurts, and it plays with my mind, it felt like my heart is going to burst, there are times that i feel stabbing my heart might resolve the feeling, i once took this sharp end and scratch my hand , it doesn't bleed but it leaves a scar for a week, I'm afraid this is the start of me doing self harm, the thought of doing it using a razor keep on playing in my mind, I'm confused, maybe shifting this pain in my heart to a real wound can work. I know this is quite long, and some might say, go get someone to talk to, or writing here will not change anything if i don't tell who i am, but this is the best i can do, im not looking for attention but maybe  at least share something here may help me and i have no one to go to. So yeah.... Sorry and thanks if you read this till the end.

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Whats the point being a dr if your family doesnt listen your advice, due to the reason were still medical student

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you are either this or psychopath, no in between

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I miss our friendship...

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feel free to drop any study tips/year 3 tips/motivation

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"It's okay to run around like an idiot crying for help. As long as you don't slack off from your own effort" -Natsuki Subaru (Re:Starting Life in Another World From Zero)

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namedrop someone you think/know is doing well in year 3 despite online learning

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namedrop someone you think/know is doing well in year 3 despite online learning

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what if you guys actually have your own jipyeong but you guys dont realize it

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When i realise that im finally able to look into past trauma head-on, embrace it, and have people behind me supporting me in the process. Maybe im not so alone anymore.

It took me a good 5 years. Healing isnt easy but glad i made it.

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When I get to wake up every day and being given the chance to repent past sins, alhamdulillah (hypothetically putting the part where im also being given the chance to create even more sins aside)

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Wow so many new memes!!! Thanks!!!

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Being rejected without confessing hurt thousand times more. From that day, I learned not to let my heart on someone. But I havent move on from that person fully yet. It have been almost a decade. Opinions?

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Hey there, it is not about me being rejected. It is about me rejecting someone. I have knee this guy for a long time, since sem 3 CFS. Had a thing with him in the early 2020 and end it just before we going home for covid19. This guy is okay before we had a thing. Just like any other cool guy i would say. And I didn’t expect he would has this kind of attitude.

He was okay until at one time, I have a club meeting, and didnt reply his text. He started to kongkong me, asked me setiap waktu and when lambat balas, merajuk la and so on. I felt so tired at that time. Rasa macam aih lelaki ni memenatkan betul la. Idk what has happened to him, so I told him, I need space and we are done.

I hope you guys can learn something from this.

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rakan rakan, kita bertahan sikit lagi okay :)

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my toxic trait is i easily annoyed with people, could you suggest me how should i get rid of this trait? how should i accept people as it is?

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share your funniest joke
i wanna laugh

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Kalau korang pergi potong rambut, korang cakap nak potong macam mana kat barber tu??

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what's the nicest way to reject someone

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off topic, what do u guys eat masa study. i mean makanan ringan like oreo ke..

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can you guys share how to handle friends yang kuat gelabah ni?

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Betul ke lelaki tak suka perempuan yang lebih daripada dia?

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Here's an ugly-drawn cat to cleanse (or not) the timeline

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Here's an ugly-drawn cat to cleanse (or not) the timeline

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Random tapi if pkpb, uia tukar jadual balik ke? Or kita tetap RTL sampai bulan 4

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Can we be disagree with our cikgu/ustaz/lecturer etc? I mean like not "Ye baik ustaz" all the time without concerning our rights? Ke tu dah kira derhaka, ilmu tak berkat? And give me the definition of "redho".

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i would like to request a forum discussing recent topics on the left side of this page @mainboard please do something, we need a thorough discussion like what they've done, yet anonimously

-sincerely, anonymous-

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our body perceive rejection the same as physical pain. i guess that’s why it hurts.

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Kenapa zaman sekolah dulu ustazah tak bagi female students pakai perfume?

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Aku tak okay, sakit belakang.

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It stressfull when people dont appreciate your work

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Confess only if you have the intention to marry them

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Selamat masuk posting baru guys! 😭

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What can i do for tbus my mistakes? Is that i am bad person?

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Terjaga dari 'take 5'

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tk ready. current and past unsettled posting pun entah ke mana. mcm mana nk masuk posting baru. . .

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To be able to eat anything without gaining weight/getting sick 

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To be able to eat anything without gaining weight/getting sick 

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I want to eat food without guilt

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Alhamdulillah Liverpool turun

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Damn, getting fat and cant care less for what monstrous I've become.