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HAWO KAKAK...! adek balik lagi! sesuai janji adek ke kak the shore, adek balik ke padlet kakak after 1 week! heheh.. sekarang adek berusaha enggak nulis kelamaan kayak dulu huhu, adek inget banget dulu adek nulis padlet kakak after sebulan.. 😭 sekarang enggak lagi lagi deh! adek takut kakak jadi nungguin terlalu lama.. kakak terima kasih ya sudah temenin adek di tanggal 15 kemarin. it was a very short time.. rasanya adek masih kangen... rasanya.. itu sama sekali enggak nyembuhin kangen adek ke kakak yang udah adek simpen selama berbulan-bulan ini.

adek jadi pengen minta maaf yang banyak sama kakak... i didn't know that would be my last time seeing you... jadi kemarin itu rasanya adek kurang bucin sama kakak... i skipped ur bubble texts... adek loyo.. i didn't give you a gift this time like i usually do.. soalnya itu semua adek simpan buat di tanggal 28-29 nanti.. jadi maaf ya kakak...? maaf banget kalau waktu terakhir kakak sama adek rasanya enggak berkesan... maaf kalau misal adek banyak nuntut... tapi jujur adek enggak bermaksud gitu.. adek.. sayang kakak banget... i hope u know how thankful and grateful i am to you kakak... and i hope you know how much of a lovely person you are...

i totally understand and respect your decision.. your well being and happiness are what matter most to me. i'm def going to miss you but if you believe it's the best decision for you then that's what matters! terima kasih kakak.. terima kasih atas 6 bulannya, terima kasih karena dulu kakak udah memilih adek.. kalau dulu kakak enggak pilih adek, adek enggak akan kenal sama kakak.. adek enggak akan pernah ngerasain disayang sama kakak, adek bersyukur ketemu kakak.

bjir kakak maaf ya WoA adek enggak jalan 😭 adek mau kasih liat gambar adek deh.. sebetulnya adek udah titipin ini ke kak the shore.. tapi takutnya kakak enggak sempet lihat karena adek lihat kakak udah delete account (btw terima kasih kakak karena enggak delete chatroom adek, jadi bisa adek masih baca-baca terus deh kalau lagi kangen!). barangkali kakak belum lihat gambarnya, adek bakal taruh disini ya kakak! adek pengen banget kakak seenggaknya lihat sekali because i've put my heart into drawing it shsjskl jadi sayang aja kalau kakak emggak lihat (yeah walaupun gambarnya agak buru-buru ngebut ngeng soalnya takut kakaknya keburu pergi sibuk lagi).

ayayu kakak cayang!! may every step you take lead you closer to your dreams, and may the journey be as beautiful as the destination! your happiness has always been well-deserved kakak.. and i hope it continues to find u in hundredfold. thank you for the happy memories ❤️

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to the world's coolest person, kak niel!

hiii, kakak! anen gak? firstly adek wants to apologize for taking so long to submit this padlet :( huhu i've been struggling to gather words since i'm very much bad at it... takut diketawain kakak soalnya tulisan adek alay 😔 but, here it is!

kakak tuh... kenapa tiap hari makin lucu... your love for me is constant and as strong as the day we first fell in love — stronger even 🥺 enggak pernah tuh adek ngerasa bosen sama kakak! yang ada adek makin bucin... as long as we're together, every day is filled with excitement! adek always happy selama ada kakak! adek didn't expect back then that we would last this long, so kakak... if i ever do something that makes u uncomfortable pls do tell me ya? adek wants to learn from my mistakes and be a better person than i am before, as much as possible i want people (especially kakak!) to feel comfy in my presence :3 in return, i would definitely tell you if something's wrong, because as we know, communication is the key, right?

kakak thank you so much for putting up with me and always there to listen to my incurable babbling, and non-stop talks about random silly things 😔😔 the thing is, i somehow have limitless stories to tell you! because whatever it is, you listen, and that level of comfort you gave me makes me wanna talk more 🥺🥺 ooohh! adek is also happy to be entrusted with your little secret, hihi 🥰 your secret is safe with me kakak! i'm not telling anyone sssst 🤫 i promise, enggak ada yang boleh tau selain kakak.. adek.. bunda.... 🤫 hhhh there i was blabbering again.. 😔 please kakak cium biar adek diem 😭😭😭

segini dulu ya kakak.. i'm so so thankful to the universe for letting us meet in this lifetime 😔 adek sesayang itu sama kakaaak. i hope you know how much i always want you to be healthy and happy.. so please kakak nanti mam yang banyak ya, terus istirahat, kakak bobok yang cukup.. i can't wait to see you again!! by then i probably have millions of stories to tell, so kakak, be prepared! 😈 btw... the present you sent me has arrived and I LOVE IT WAAAAAHGHHG i can't stop thinking of kakak every time i see it 😵‍💫😵‍💫 excited to see you again soon so i can show you off about it, hehe! until then, kak niel. love you a bunch!

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Hello kakaaak. adek telat lagi buat dateng kesini.. :(( not because i forgot, but because adek pengen bikin tulisan yang bagus, yang layak buat dibaca sama kak niel, because kakak truly deserves all good things in this world! hihi so adek wants to really express my gratitude for you through this letter.

i've been through a lot since you left me, kakak.. rasanya berat banget. i was in a terrible state when we met a few days ago; adek was sick, i lost my appetite, adek maag, pusing. but after that i had some time to rest and recover. i ate a lot.. adek makan kue, makan es krim, nasreng, other foods that i like!

unfortunately it didn't last long, because today, while i was writing this letter, i'm once again sick... rasanya lemes lagi... i lost my appetite again, i felt dizzy, capek.. i lost weight again, I even cried last night. life seems really hard, doesn't it kakakk? but adek doesn't want to give up, this morning i ate bubur ayam diaduk, which, even though it tasted bitter, i still managed to swallow it. i hope you won't feel the way i feel, okay kakakk? i always pray that you will always be healthy, happy, and have other good things happen to you.

i hope that we can meet again kakak. and don't worry about the layout i promised! adek enggak lupa kok! adek may not be good at putting beautiful words together kakak.. mungkin adek cuma bisa bilang 3 kata, 8 huruf : I love you, but behind that simple sentence, there is sincerity, gratitude, and good prayers that i send to you, and you deserve to hear a thousand times.

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To you, Niel Boucher Jean Baptiste, whose presence lingers in my thoughts even today.

First and foremost, I'm glad to see you doing well. I am happy because you seem content, and knowing you're surrounded by those who truly value and care for you pleases my heart. Niel, thank you for the moments you spared to meet me, confident that my desire to see you is shared by many. Thank you for consistently offering your best, showering me with your attention and affection. Throughout that time, I can say, you remain as enchanting as the first time we met.

It saddens me, however, that each meeting gets you under the weather. I ponder whether I might be the cause of your headaches. Whatever answers that resonate in the corner of your heart, rest assured, you won't have headache for a while. Yes, I did just express my planning to future encounters. Allow me to be a bit selfish that time.

But for now, I will set on a journey to explore the world — from diverse beaches to mountains, serene hills, and vibrant cities. Then, one day when your name crosses my thoughts, eliciting a sweet ache in my heart, I shall hasten to your side.

May you grant me the privilege, when that time arrives, to bring a slight ache to your head (or heart).

Sincerely,

Sash.

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You know I’m not good at stringing words to please someone—all I can do is make you feel the sincerity that I put together with the lovely days that we spent. I’m bad at expressing my infinite gratitude and affection (you know it well) so it can make you smile while reading it, but believe me, I’m trying.

Have we succeeded in making them jealous of ‘us’? Were we able to weave everything sweetly right in their faces? I hope you counter all of it with your massive yes. You always know that I never have enough—still want more and more when I’m with you, abang. I’ve gathered lots of gratitude since yesterday, now, and the day after. Thank you, thank you, and thank you, abang sayang. You never fail to put me on my sufficient state and full of everything I’ve dreamed of all this time. With some of my random traits and behavior, you always face it with delectation.

I hope you don’t mind letting me fuse the love that grows in me, and when another time comes, I promise to tie it to you. Promise me, you will remain as the one and only Niel I know and I love, don’t ever change one bit, for my sake.

Like what you said, I love you through and through, my Wonderwall.

X,

Isla.

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You know, love?

The time I decide to sink into your daydreams; I am the lover slain by your eyes. When you cupped my cheeks gently as if I were very fragile and easily perished, my eyes twinkled as if the stars were watching our solitude.

Loving you as tenderly as I love myself. Soothe, not as tough as I imagined, so warm and deep. No one ever thought we met because of a plan, knowing that we are each other's soulmates is like something I never thought possible before , but it's tangible.

I'm your lover, your best friend, your life's counterpart, your wife, and everything you want me to be.

We are the madness, charted when the moon luminous among the stars - they know our tales. When I believe that my steps will no longer go astray, since you wittingly held my fingers tightly until we spun like a couple dancing in the crowd. You woke me up - made me realize that no one knows the love was, our love be, forever caught between skin to skin, eyes and eyelids.

I wouldn't mind to spend my forever with you, my Wonderwall, in fact I want something more than forever. Something will never end, like our love which continues to grow beautifully every second.

I wish you to remember soundly. I'm the one who loves you, forever immersed in your reality and reverie. I love you as sea water loves the sea as its home, it will never go anywhere. And it will always remain so.

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The time I decide to sink into your daydreams; I am the lover slain by your eyes. When you cupped my cheeks gently as if I were very fragile and easily perished, my eyes twinkled as if the stars were...

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I listen to Venus by Sleeping At Last and now I remember how ours 3 days goin with so much happiness and love. I've never been this happy because when I met you, it's feels like I find a half of me, we're so connected. You make me feel so comfortable and safe, you look so fuckin fine and attractive when you being yourself. I really enjoy the time that we've spent, it's feel like I know you since a long time ago. I hope you won't bored if on another chance, I'll take my shot again.

- With love, your Hanabi <3.

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HAWO KAKAK CAYANGGG maaf adek baru sempet mampir sini lagi hihi. kakak timaaci udah temenin adek selama seminggu... awalnya adek kira kalau seminggu bakal enggak kangen kakak lagi... ternyata MAKIN KANGEB. gimana ya... adek udah biasa ditemenin sama kakak.. waktu ditinggal kakak rasanya kosong.. anen banet... nanti ketemu adek lagi ya kakak.. nanti kita sposes lagi.. terus nonton.. terus mamam pasta bareng.. terus beli layout! kakak don't forget to take some time to rest ok? and make sure you're eating enough too! kakak harus tumbuh besaaar sebelum ketemu adek lagi. adek suka kalau kakak tidur.. kakak makan.. kakak main... adek sukaa.. kakak is a human being with heart, soul, and feelings. just like everyone else, it's natural for kakak to feel tired, happy, or even sad sometimes. you don't have to be strong all the time, kakak, it's okay to show your weak side, especially to adek! i love you just the way you are, kakak sayang. adek is not here to change you, but to love you, unconditionally. bye bye kakak until next time! jangan bosen-bosen sama adek. 🫵🏻

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To: Niel, the closest thing I will ever get to a rekindled piece of my soul

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To: Niel, the closest thing I will ever get to a rekindled piece of my soul

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Maybe it’s the lovin’ in your eyes, I’m here, see through

Maybe it’s the magic in the wine, I’m feelin’ loose

Baby, I don’t drink, but I promise that I’m drunk off the time we’ve spent together.

My Niel, I hope that you’re well. When I pen these letters, my inability to form coherent sentences is usually due to one reason or the other: either it’s my brain’s lag in gathering the right words to make what I write sound good, or it’s because my heart’s too full of adoration that nothing placed on parchment will be able to convey how much I just… love you. For you, love, you’re certainly the latter.

I don’t think I’ll have to speak too much on what I first thought of you since the floor had been open wide from the minute you mentioned that me “being direct and blatant about my first impression about you is what I find most attractive. And adorable.” In a world where I’ve had to learn to hold my tongue, you’ve taken my one socially-revered vice as the very thing that drew you to me. Thank you for accepting me for who I am, even without me having to ask for it.

I’ll have you know that the many mutual interests and struggles we share have definitely made me feel as if I’ve found a part of myself… in someone I can securely rely on. Thank you truly for sharing your stories with me; I surmise that you’re an incredible person who’s doing a wonderful job at following his heart. And trust me, I love men like that.

If anything, I’ve come to realize three things while with you. Let me list them down for you, shall I?

1. Despite my many bouts of denial and insistence that I’d rather be in a relationship with a man closer to my age, perhaps an age-gap with the right man (you) would be absolutely perfect.

2. Even the coolest-looking people have cringy-coded pasts that they’re also allowed to cherish and be proud of (clue: Angel with a Shotgun).

3. Love is supposed to be effortless. Love is supposed to be easy. And with the right person, everything will feel just right.

In a crowd of people vying for your heart, thank you for entrusting yours with me. I’m more than honored to have spent two days filled of bliss with you. I promise to let you know what I think of Indomie outside of Indonesia, and what a snowy day will finally feel like to me. And when we’re finally closer in terms of time, let’s have that mushroom date, yeah? (I finally seem to understand better why you asked about why the mushroom’s always invited to parties, but I guess I’ll have to confirm with you the next time we meet.)

Maybe it’s the fact that every time I fall, I lose it all

But you got me from my head to my feet

And I’m ready to dive

Love has once scared me, but thanks to you I’m now ready to dive. Niel Boucher, thank you for allowing me to love you.

For when I love, I feel alive.

Eternally yours,

Ev.

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Halo papi! Papi apa kabarnya? Wish you always surrounded by goodness, ya.

Dear Papi, baby want to express my gratitude towards you. Thank you for spent your time with baby, for accompanying me and for taking care of me for few days. Find out that we have a lot in common makes baby smile and comfortable enough when we’re talk.

The way papi told me about the days, foods also friends, me found out thats a sweet of you—want to share yours with me. Its like baby feel like a good girlfriend who listen to her sighs boyfriend, i dont know but baby feels so close with papi.

Also, baby want to say sorry about how busy i am and always be a sleepyhead. i think i got pats in my head from papi’s for every night so baby could sleep easily hihiw. After all, thank you ya papi for everything you did. Please keep yourself warm because the rainy session is already coming. Bye, papi! See you when i see you!

xx.

L

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Seperti yang sudah disampaikan banyak perempuan dan lelaki disini akan seberapa baik dan perhatiannya kamu. Aku menyetujui semua nya dengan sepenuh hati. Terima kasih sudah menjadi sandaran untuk banyak orang, terima kasih sudah menjadi alasan semua orang tersenyum, terima kasih sudah memberi kami kasih yang tulus.

Kalau ada yang mau mengenal Niel dengan pesan ini, percayalah padaku kalau dia adalah sosok yang selama ini kalian cari. Sosok yang manis dan mencintai dalam keheningan dan kesantunan. Dia rela melakukan semuanya untukmu jika itu bisa membuatmu lebih bahagia. Percaya aku kalau dia bisa menjadi alasan bagi kamu untuk tersenyum lebih lebar lagi di hari hari bersamanya.

Semoga kamu sehat dan bahagia selalu, kamu akan dikenang selalu. Dalam aku, dia, dan mereka.

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The words I'm about to string will never be as beautiful as the words you have knitted for me, those beautifully written proses and phrases that kept you awake between dusk and dawn. But, I can assure you that mine is just as genuine as yours, sir.

Your presence illuminates the darkest of days.

Can I quote you on that and give it back to you? Akin to the moonlight, you too, illuminate my night sky. Through your warmth and tender affection, I can get through the passing moment of pain, sleeping soundlessly knowing I have you to keep me safe. Thank you for that. As I am your sun, then you are my moon.

Then I shall carry your memories to eternity.

The fleeting memories we've made will always be a part of who I am: a fraction that shines when I'm alone, a chapter on my life journey. Thank you for always being there for me. For taking care of me and for sharing pieces of your mind with me. I am eternally grateful and blessed for you. Just know that I will miss you, your presence, your jokes, and everything else in between.

May we meet again, if fate allows. Until then, please take care of yourself well, okay?

Yours,

Smol catto.

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Honestly, the words can't describe how grateful and luckily i am to having you in my life.

Thank you for asking me out, and spending time with you on your special day. I am the happiest, for real.

Thank you for being excited, when i let it out all of my thought and idea. Coz honestly, i'm not confident enough lol.

Thank you for loving me that much, even when i am messed up about this and that.

Thank you for comforting me, and not judging me. Thank you for keeping me safe when i have you, around me.

I hope we can always together, for a long journey, make a good memories together.

I hope you can pass your test.

I would love to accompany you, through the proccess. Would you mind to gimme an update?

I madly in love with you, My King.

Always.

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‪Halo kakak sayaaanggg. Maaf adek baru sempet mampir sini lagi :( Kemarin adek sibuk marah-marah.... Btw adek kangen kakak. Gak sabar mau ketemu kakak lagi... like i said, one or two days with you is never enough.. Adek mau ngobrolin banyak hal lagi sama kakak.. mau lakuin banyak hal lagi... kemarin kita jajan kopinya belum jadi ya!!! 🫵🏻 nanti kita harus jajan lagi pokoknya.... Adek seneng tiap sama kakak. Adek suka ditium kakak.. Terus... hik... i will never forget how hot our steamy sesh was... hik... kakak yang ini gak usah adek ceritain disini ya hiks adek malu... oh iya... it's been days since kakak gave me that letter.. tapi masih suka adek baca-baca... i reread it last night when i was about to sleep.. and i ended up screaming into my pillow.. kicking my legs in the air... rolling around my bed.... and missing you even more.. hik... mau ketemu kakak lagi hik kangeeennnnn‬

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Maaas, maaf yah mengisinya telat. Ternyata weekendnya kinda ugal-ugalan sampai lebam dikit hehe.

Makasih udah nemenin aku dua harian buat recharge energi sebelum acara badut ini. Dan makasih juga udah dengerin ngomel-ngomelnya aku di penghujung hari. Huhu maaf ya rewel banget emang anaknya. Maaci akhirnya bisa merasakan diemong dan didengerin juga setelah kebanyakan ngelenong bulan oktober. Kurang lamaaaa (mengomeli diri sendiri) hehe semoga lain kali bisa kita bisa bareng lagi di waktu yg agak lama.

Semoga mas minggu ini banyak dapat seneng dan lancar-lancar, dapat hujan secukupnya juga biar engga begitu panass. Semoga mas selalu diketemukan dengan orang-orang yg baik sehingga harinya lebih banyak cerah ceria ketimbang mendungnya.

🫶

a

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Ah… I am really not good at words but I really want to express how happy I am to have met you. As I said couple of times in our chat, it is crazy how we destined to be together and I love the universe because of that. Kakak Iyel, to be honest, I have missed you already, I hope you are doing fine and I hope your sleep soundly that night that we met because I prayed for you to be guarded in your sleep.

Thank you for accompanying me and not just accompany me, you make me realize how love could be so pure and genuine and soft. How it is not hard to be loved and love someone. You are really the definition of love itself kakak. I am grateful and glad that you change the way I see love. I keep all of your beautiful words in my heart. Eventhough I know I couldn’t give the same back but I love how you still can match with my energy. I love the way you talk, the way you treat me. I love how you do exactly how I asked you to do and how you given me such cute petnames ((all of those you’ve given me are my favourite)).

Kakakk, please take a good care of yourself ya? Remember to always drink your vitamin and eat fruits and vegetables as well. I don’t want you to get sick alright? I really hope we can see each other when the time is right, until then let’s stare at the stars as if we talk to each other every night.

Love,

E.

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Hewooo soon-to-be husbaaand🤸🏻‍♀️

I wanna say that i'm soooooooooooooo happy when I spent my days with you. Bener-bener definisi bahagia tu ya bareng sama mas niel😎

Si paling bisa bikin HSUSHWIAHWHEHSHA pokoknyaaaaa. Sengaja banget bikin salting mulu👊🏼 Mana manis banget lagiii, your words, your actions, semuanyaaa, manis. Mas bisa banget balikin energi aku, kasih feedback yang sangat baikkk, dan bikin aku nyaman buat bareng sama mas. You're so appreciative! Hari aku yang beratt hsjsushsusg gitu, rasanya kayak langsung ilang habis ketemu mas, bener-bener sengaruh ituuu!

Makasiiii ya mas udah bikin aku ngerasain rasa sayaaang mas, i felt so loved. Beneran yang se-care itu sama pasangannyaaaa aaaaa sayang banyak banyak🖤 Udah gitu, pengetahuan mas luaaas banget, jadi banyak hal yang bisa diobrolin dan bisa aku tanyain ke mas hehe. Pokoknyaaaa happy deh kalo jadi pasangan mas niel tuuuu💘💘💘

Semoga hari-hari mas selalu banyak bahagianyaaa ya! See you mas nielll kereeen😚❣️

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With every wave that crashes and every sunset we watch together, my love for you deepens.

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Dearest Niel,

Niel, thank you so much for accompanying me for the past two days. It's only been a week without you, but why do I miss you already? Hahaha. I'm sorry for missing you so much.

I won't say, "the sunset is beautiful, isn't it?"
Instead, seeing the sunset reminds me of you, whose existence radiates like sunshine to me. Niel, I forgot I should have given you this one (attached) when I came back from the beach. I hope you're not mad because I'm giving it to you now.

Honestly every minute I spent with you feels vivid in my memory. Unconsciously, I feel like I've found someone I can share with and someone I want to accompany in anything. Once again, thank you for being that person.

Thank you for being you. Thank you for never complaining about anything. Thank you for always listening to me. Thank you for sharing with me. Thank you for always knowing what I want. Thank you for being a safe place for me. And lastly, thank you for being present.

I anticipate a moment when I can return to your warm embrace, once again experiencing being the one you love. So until that day comes, kindly always keep in mind that your existence is incredibly valuable to the people around you. Also, remember that when you feel like your world is not going well, don't forget to come back because I love you just the way you are. We'll face the world together, okay?

I love you to infinity and beyond. Until next time.

With love,
Ceya.

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Lovely to be sitting here with you.

I think these words I'm about to write can't ever fathom how grateful and blessed I am to be in your loving company. To have the same wavelength of thoughts, to speak the same language, to bear the same interests. You have given me a place to stay, a room for my weariness to just be gone as you soothe me with your simple presence or sweet words. You made me feel like I'm the most precious thing, the most delicate and fragile thing. Thank you for treating me gently, for treating me with soft hands and a warm embrace. As I said before, you have this force of nature and I can't help but gravitate towards you more and more. With each passing moment, you have successfully lured me into your chamber of charms; leaving me wanting more.

Lovely to just lay here with you.

Every kiss and every whisper, every touch and every breath; I would gladly do it all again with you for eternity. The lingering sweetness that intoxicates, that's how I would describe the intimate moments with you. A shame not being able for more, but now that I got a taste of heaven's gate, I'll be sure to come back as I crave more.

I don't wanna leave, but I have to go.

Sadness is inevitable when it comes to parting. And as you said so yourself, this might be one of the most challenging good bye. Only time will tell if fate allows us to cross paths once more. But, trust me. I don't mind bending the universe and creating my own fate just to see you again. After all, we still have movies and series to finish, haven't we? I will surely miss you, Papi. Until we meet again.

Oh, and until then, please take care of yourself, okay? Make sure to eat and drink plenty of water (water, not coffee, okay?), and don't take a shower too late at night, or tinie claws will be back. Thank you for everything that you've done. Thank you for being here with me. Thank you for simply existing as you are.

Yours,
Smol catto.

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Halo mas Nyiel, makasib udah jadi pacar yang kereeeeeeeen, sexyyyy, dan seperhatian ituu sama aku. Rasanya happy banget bisa disayang sayanh, dimanjain, di jadiin ratu sama mas Nyiel. Kalau kata Ed Sheren mas itu Perfect!!! Gak pernah salah buat pulang kembali ke pelukan Mas.

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How are you, mas? I hope you're well and happy. Maaf ya aku baru sempat mampir kesini.

I just wanted to stay thankyou for everything that you've done for me that day. I was genuinely happy and felt loved because of you. You were so gentle and sweet to me, treated me right and just the way i like it.
I'm really glad we could share some of our worries because that means we're comfortable to open up to each other. I guess, we kinda have some chemistry ;)

Mas, take care of yourself, ya? Semangat kerjanya juga. I'll secretly pray so that you can handle your teammates behavior well. I hope everything goes well for you, ya.

All in all, mas, I'll be happy to meet you in another chances and i hope you'll be happy to meet me too.

Love, K 🤍

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Halo kakak niel yang gantengggg yang kalem katanya 🤭 apa adek panggil mas aja ya.. Mas niel... 🥺 Kan kakak paling seneng dipanggil mas katanya 🤭 Makasih banyak yaa mas kemarin udah temenin adek seharian.. Huhu kemarin adek waktu ditemenin mas lagi sibuk-sibuknya banget. Tapi untung kita pacarannya tanggal 30, mas.. Kalau tanggal 1 kemarin adek lebih sibuk lagi 😭😭😭

Tau gak sih mas.... adek tuh sebenernya bukan tipe orang yang suka nimbun bubble chat banyak banget sampe selayar dan isinya cerita semua. Tapi kalo sama mas rasanya semuanya pengen adek ceritain 😭😭 Rasanya jadi bawel banget 😭 tapi mungkin itu karena adek nyaman sama mas kali ya.. itu pun belum adek ceritain semua! Soalnya adek keburu ketiduran... hik... kebo......

I've got a lot to share with you mas, jadi tungguin adek jemput mas lagi ya!! Adek juga pengen banget nonton Sebastian & Ciel sama masss, dengerin lagu rock bareng maass, terus kita bobok date lagi deh.. 😍 Oh iya numpang cerita sedikit mas, kemarin adek nggak makan ciki dong! Adek masak sendiri 😼😼😼 Rasa masakannya masih kurang oke sih mas.. soalnya bumbunya adek coba-coba sendiri gak liat resep 😔 (udah pernah nyoba mirip resep malah gaenak banget kaya terlalu kuat rasanya huek...)

UDAH DEH MAS ADEK MALAH LANJUT CERITA DISINI. Nanti aja okeh adek lanjut cerita di chatroom mas hihi. Until next time ya kakak, eh mas! Jangan bosen bosen sama adeeek!

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Pardon me for coming here a little bit late. But I hope this letter will find you at the right time.

People told me that 2 days are short, but I think it was much shorter than I thought when I was spending my time with you. Your presence made me feel so loved, warm, and safe. I never thought that I deserve so much love, but you made me sure that I deserve all of it. Behind those cold and unapproachable appearance, you're actually a sweet, kind, and lovely guy. Thank you for making me feel safe and comfortable when I was with you, to the point that I could be a super duper clingy girlfriend to you.

Thank you for allowing me to spend those intimate nights with you. Truthfully, it's not easy for me to easily submit to someone, and you did it. And I could say that I'll be more than glad to do the same, again and again. Will you allow me to see you again, sooner or later?

Last but not least, I hope that you'll be surrounded by happiness, always. Please take care of yourself and stay healthy, okay? I'll see you when I see you, Niel.

– Your little squishy.

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Niel, Niel, Niel! Nieeeeeeel!! (With an intention to catch your attention)

Niel, you need to know that you have brought so much love and happiness into my life. And I am so grateful for every moment we spent together. Thank you for spending a day together with me. Thank you so much for making my Wednesday a hundred times better. Thank you for being patient with the tsundere me. Aku anaknya memang suka gengsian. 👊 Tapi sayang. (Coret).

Also, I love the way you always pay attention to me, the way you play along with my joke. (Also the way you, out of the blue, kasih tebak-tebakan). And how you handle my tsundere side. Pokoknya, ril gan, ngga kaleng-kaleng. Kamu ngga ada serem-seremnya. Siapa yang bilang kamu serem? Sini aku kasih list kelucuan dan kegemasan kamu. 👊 Oh, I love how you continously send butteflies to my stomach too. Mules, bro. But thank you?

Niel, believe me, I wanted to write more but there are words I can't convey here. Jadi I'll just keep them to myself. Biar yang lain engga tau rahasia kita berdua ngga sih? Thank you again, (was) my man! I do wish we could meet again one day. Until then, please take care of yourself and be happy!

I, who grew 2 cm this morning.

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Dear, you.
The one that I will tell your name to the sun.

With this I hope you are always surrounded by love. As you have given me so much love yesterday. I really feel loved and appreciated by you. Your presence alone brings pleasure to me I feel at ease easily. The way you talk to me, the way you treated me, the way you showering me with lots of love, everything I do with you is truly comfortable and lovely.

You're a good companion. You know how to make people feel safe around you. You are also good at hearten your partner and expressing yourself in your own way, your lovely words, your sense of humor, you're such a witty. Oh, I love you for that! You really can portray Choi Seunghyun so well.

I was lucky to be able to meet and know you even though it felt like it was only for a short time, time felt so short when I was with you. Thank you for the attention you give in our busy schedule.

Please stay healthy yaa or your munchkin (me) will sad!! I hope your days are always good and always surrounded by happiness.

With love, R.

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PAPAAAA THANK YOUUU SOOO MUCHHHH FOR BEING MY SUPERHERO FOR PAST TWO DAYS <3333 I'm realllyyy enjoyy!!! beneran ngerasa ditemenin bangettt sama papa niell 2 harian iniii and you taking care of me soooo wellll huhuhuuuu you're sooooo soft I'm crying t____t bener bener gambaran seorang ayah yang cuman pengen kasih kebahagiaan buat gadisnya. 🥺💗

makasiii udah mau dengerin cerita cerita kuuuu, maaf akuuu bawelllll tapiii papa tetep dengan sabar balesin akuuu terus semua bubble chat ku dibalesin juga I'M MELT!!!! 🤕🎨🥢💐💗💖 Semangat terus captain nya adekkk, makan yang baik yaaa, jangan kebanyakan kopi, jangan sering begadang!! God bless you yaa papa Niel, see youuu soonn!! 🥰💖💗💐🎨🍭

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The warmth of your embrace that night still lingers on my skin. How you kiss me and how you look at me as if I'm the most precious thing you know. Dear, what should I do? I think I get myself drowned deep in your charm.

That has passed, but I still found myself grinning while remembering how we spent these two days together. I was so happy to be yours, my dear. Never in my life had I dreamed of someone like you before. A man who has a warm heart and the one who loves me dearly.

How I wish time went a little slower that time.

Not only do you make me the happiest woman, but you also show me how low I can get just to have a taste of pleasure under your touch. You are an addiction. Even the slight touch made me high, and I lost my mind. Man looks so damn hot while drowning in pleasure, and I would never get enough of the view.

Sad to say, but the goodbye should be bid. But dear, you should know how grateful I am to be your woman, even for a short time. Please take care of yourself and be happy. May the fate will bring us together again. Until then, please don't miss me too much.

With a bunch of kisses, your R. 🌷

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Hello, love. I wanna wrote something about you, and everyone should know that. Nielsen, my man, my love, and my precious boyfriend I've ever had.

Thank you for accompany my day, thank you for being my lovely boyfie, thank you for being my one call away, you're so kind, and sweet. I know you didn't like it when I call you a cute or cutie, but you're so cute like you're a everyone bf huft, handsome, attractive, coolest but warm, and the finest man I've ever seen.

I'm so glad to spending my time with you, thank you for the precious time yaa, love. I was like so grateful for God to sending you as a best gift that day, I'm so happy too, you're so mm— when you say the sweetest words make me blushing haha, I'm so shy, I swear. Once again thank you very much, my lovely man.

With love,
J.

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What an awful morning since I don't wake up in front of you like the past two days. Kehadiranmu hangat, aku terperanjat, dan kini, aku ingin mengukir nama kita di lintasan bintang.

Daddy husband, your little husband is really adore you. Tanganmu mampu membasuh sedihku yang lalu, tuturmu selalu terngiang di belakang pikirku. Kehadiran kamu sangat berarti untuk aku. Jika boleh, aku ingin memberikan seluruh waktu agar kita tidak terpisah lagi.

Niel, you are the truest form of love that creates from happiness. Menyayangi kamu adalah sebuah anugerah karena kamu membuatku mampu melihat dunia dengan cara yang baru bahwa dunia akan lebih indah, elok, dan berwarna apabila dihiasi oleh cinta. Begitupula kamu di mataku.

Kamu indah, elok, dan berwarna. Aku membawa amin paling serius agar kita bisa bertemu lagi.

This is your only little husband.
- A.S.

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Halo, selamat pagi Mas Niel sayang. Aku mau ucpain makasih yang banyaaaaaaaaaak banget, karena Mas udah berkenan menerima aku dan mrnyayangi aku selama beberapa jam semalam. Rasanya luar biasa, bahagia, happy, menyenangkan pokoknya!! Rasanya kurang banget, mau selamanya ajah boleh ga? Hehehehe.

Sama Mas Niel, aku beneran disayang, diperhatiin, dimanjain, dibanjiri peluk dan cium juga, woaaaaah gimana gak bikin makin sayang coba? Mas Niel sekeren itu, dan semua orang harus tau hal itu. Pokoknya bintang 10000 buat Mas. Mas Niel juga sweetalker plus jago banget bikin aku salting sampe pipi aku kram senyum-senyum.

Pengen banget ketemu sama Mas Niel lagi, sampai saat itu tiba tolong jaga kesehatan ya, Mas. See you.

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Nielsen!

It's M here. Pertama aku mau mengucapkan terima kasih sebesar-besarnya atas yang sudah kamu berikan selama sesi. I really had fun with you. Seneng banget sama sesinya.

Untuk orang-orang yang baca ini. Kalau kalian punya love language yang dominan receiving word of affirmation, please do rent Niel! Niel ini penuh dengan ucapan dan kata afirmasi yang manis. Kata-kata yang hangat dan lembut bikin kamu terenyuh, meleleh, merasa penuh dicintai. Dari penggunaan kata-katanya juga sangat cocok untuk kalian yang ingin menulis bersama dengan sosok kekasih. Aku kemarin kaget banget sampai ngga bisa berkata-kata, kayak aku minder banget Niel ini tuh kayak sempurna banget. Rasanya aku perlu memantaskan diri banget karena huhuhu Niel kereeeeen banget asli dah.

Terus, awalnya aku pikir Niel itu sosok yang nyeremin. Unexpectedly dia lucu, receh, dan cheesy. Karena aku request untuk pakai T.O.P, ngga terduga Niel ini lucu randomnya sama kayak FCnya haha. Orangnya juga bucin banget. Beneran bucin yang nempel clingy. Bikin gemes banget deh! Bener-bener don't judge by their book karena Niel salah satu buktinya.

Terima kasih ya Niel. Semoga perjalanan kamu di sini selalu dikelilingi orang baik dan kamu sendiri mendapat kebaikan yang banyaaak banget. Aku minta maaf ya kalau sesi kemarin ada yang bikin kamu ngga nyaman atau melakukan kesalahan. God bless you. Sampai kita bertemu lagi. 🤍

—M.