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... my life is a wreak

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and now moonlight just dissapeared and its been several weeks

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but I mean it hurts a lot

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I mean I'll still talk to her and be there

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I guess I'll just have to stop and let her go

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I still have someway to talk to her but I dont think she wnts to talk to me anymore

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I had never felt so close to someone in my life

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I cried over that

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It makes me sad thinking about what happened between me and floof

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I never thought I would lose moonlight or floof so soon

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I lost all my friends

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not to mention

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I guess corona finally got to me

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I wonder what happened to make go to there

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w o w

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Damn look who had a mental break down or the first time

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losing friends isnt the worst thing that could happen

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you know

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;w;

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time taken: 30 min

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and you have no control of what they or even the world plans to do

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but life is life]

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and if they dont leave me then I happy and gratefull

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I just hope they dont forget me if they do leave me

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and get on with life

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and then I'll have to move on to

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I'll respet thier choice and left them live and get on with life

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and i will do nothing about it

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me

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if they leave me they leave

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and get on with it

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and should really just stop being so clingy

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but Im just to clingy

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I dont know if that and issue or fear of mine

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or just never resond to me again

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one day their gonna break the news to me

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But i l feel like

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I mean Im pretty sure they wont leave me right of the bat

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I'm just sad cause I dont want to let them go

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so I have to get it drilled into my skull that they have actual lives too they cant just stay here with me forever there gonna go on with their life

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but life happens and they have thier own life and problems

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too

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and I dont want to lose them

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and now I've feel like im losing someone else

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so thier gone to

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Im pretty sure they forgot me

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she moving on with life and doing things

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we havent been talking in a long while

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My ex girlfriend

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so that friendship is as good as gone

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I try to reach out to her again but I have no electronics or devices to call or text her with

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and now Im the one avoiding her

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My rl "best friend" is no longer talking to me but she reached out to me agian

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more like all my friends

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I started noticing that Im becoming didstant with some of my friends

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you'll never get anything done if you dewl on the past

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move on

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No matter how much it hurts

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That the time I spent with that person where some good times and move on

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I just have to remind myself

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and I accept that

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but it happens

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the most hurt I get is when people leave me

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since I never was physically bullied just mild name calling and avioding

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and thats why I get hurt so easily

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I tend to get attached to people very easily

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And then soon best friends

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you become friends

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then you make bonds with them talking with them everyday

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most of them hopefully are gonna be positive towards you

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theres gonna be several people leaving and coming into your life

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thats how I see it

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so might as well accept it

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and you have no control over them

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things are gonna happen

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and you just have to accept the fact that

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the future has a lot of things instore

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but its what you have right now

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And of course the present may not be as good as you may think it is

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or thinking about the future

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all your ever doing is ignoring it and giving it more attetion when you could be doing things in the present

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but not wanting to accept your past

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not missing what happened in the past

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and thats what i think dewling on the past really means

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You refuse to accept it you fight against you try to do so many things

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But that is just going against what your trying to do

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If you keep doing  these your just focusing on the past and nothing else

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but I think you shouldnt do any of these

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You may try to aviod it ignore it or even pretend it didnt happen

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Its something you carry for the resy of your life

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nor can you ignore your past

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You never know whats gonna happen in the future

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Sometimes life sucks

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tookme 45 minutes to type that 0-0

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That my life story so far uwu

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and  was back to being happy

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me and my sister became the closest we had ever been