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5. Where do you want to be in a year? 5 years, and 10 years? what do you expect your future will be?

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5. Where do you want to be in a year? 5 years, and 10 years? what do you expect your future will be?

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I don't really much from my life, I just go where the wind takes me.

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4. What would you change or add, if you could? How would each of this changes or additions affect your life, or even change it's present course?

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4. What would you change or add, if you could? How would each of this changes or additions affect your life, or even change it's present course?

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I wouldn't change a thing, if not what happened to me in my life, I wouldn't be the man you see today

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3. Who are/were the most significant people  in your life? How did they influence you?

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3. Who are/were the most significant people  in your life? How did they influence you?

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For me it was Carl and Eriond. Carl stood up for me and I felt care and kindness from a friend for once in my life. Eriond has this jolly attitude always smiling and being cheerful, I try to be like him.

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2. Identify the turning points in your timeline. what were the thoughts , feelings and actions that you experienced?

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2. Identify the turning points in your timeline. what were the thoughts , feelings and actions that you experienced?

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The time when the upperclassmen were trying to help me be happy, and it honestly didn't help, at that time I wanted to change myself to be more outgoing and be myself.

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1. Is there a "center" or central theme in your timeline and life? if you will give a title for your timeline what would it be and why?: 

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1. Is there a "center" or central theme in your timeline and life? if you will give a title for your timeline what would it be and why?: 

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My whole life revolves around finding things and failing, but in the end I turned around my life and became the person I am right now, I will never regret my past, if my past problems didn't happen I wouldn't be here today. "if you fall, you will rise" my life is about failure but i eventually found my place in this world

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Summary: I have been made fun of my whole life, no friends, no one to lean on and etc. But everything changed when I transferred schools. Seeing people who like me for me, made me quite happy inside, it made me feel real like I actually exist in this world

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One time when I was having problems, Carl was there and helped me through it. it made me feel kindness and care, which was a new concept for me.

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iACADEMY has a great community, won't judge you if you're different, they accept it, which i deeply liked

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I first struggled to find my group of friends, I was going where the wind blow. I eventually landed on a group people like Carl, Miggy, Eriond and etc.

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I then moved schools, to iACADEMY

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Even though I stated, I made a friend, I did not make a true friend.

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One of my long time bully became my friend, he seemed like he cared for his friends more than himself, and I'm still wondering if i was the problem.

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after all that, It made me feel somewhat good, I tried to be active. I also tried to talk to other people and go with the flow, I have tried to make the best of my life.

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So i decided, to make myself be happy on my own, I accepted myself, If my life is forever cursed with loneliness, I don't need other people to make myself happy.

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They gave me advice and told me that some people have it worse than I am, it made me feel worse, they made it feel like a competition.

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On the day of our prom dance practice, the upperclassmen noticed me, alone in the corner. They were wondering why I'm alone and showed general concern which I was shocked to see.

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Bullying is getting worse, I hated everyone. now instead of wanting friends and connections, I wanted to cut my ties to this world,  I isolated my self from everyone, wanting to be alone, i became used to it and ended wanting it. If people can't see anymore in there lives, they won't make fun of you anymore. But the unexpected happen

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I struggle to find meaning in this life, everyday thinking the same thing, wondering when this boring life will end.

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As a kid I wanted to help people be it a large or small task in order to see people's smile. Seeing people's smile means the world to me, my emotions are directed to the people around me, if someone is sad I am too, that is why I like seeing the joy of someone.

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I want to please people, to remind my self I'm not a disappointment.

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I also have this thing called daddy issues. I hated being a disappointment around people,  my father wanted me to be his sporty son, but I was not that kind of person. I told him that I'm not the son that he wanted, and he was fine about it but I wasn't, I feel bad about not being the son he wanted to be.

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We have a pretty bad family problems. Random arguments from my parents, financial problems

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I lived my life as this time as a kid who was bullied and made fun for being different. I had no real friends, I was always alone wanting to find my people, but always fail in the process.

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I was enrolled on Brittany Christian Academy, the school was bad, filled with problems and I'm still wondering how it became a school in the first place.

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I was never a planned child, my father even admits to it

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Even still I appeared as if I had no such thoughts in my life, i just looking like an everyday kid, with no worries about anything.

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I lived like a kid most of the time, playing and interacting with people. but there is something different I was a very morbid and a nihilistic child, while most kids were play without worries in life and indoctrinated to believe in God, I have this lingering thought on my mind, wondering if God really exists or does anything matter at the end, since we're all gonna die in the end.

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I was born in San Juan city and I was raised in a barangay called West Crame.

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on that day, the one you know and hate is born me, Patrick Valenzuela.

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I was called things like Special child, gay, weirdo and so many much, to this day I still feel pain when I hear that