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NOT ABLE TO MAINTAIN WORKLIFE BALANCE SOCIAL LIFE HAS BEEN CLOSE TO ZERO SINCE I STARTED MY JOB IDK WHAT TO DO IT FEELS SUFFOCATING

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The past year has been strange. Lost two close family members. Even though I wasn’t very close with them, thinking that they are no more has left a weird void. It has been a difficult experience that I haven’t been able to share with any of my friends. Because honestly, I don’t know what to say.

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I am preparing for CA since last 3 years and i am not able to crack it that's why i feel useless. I constantly think will i be able to crack it or not, will i be able to get successful in my life or not and this makes me stressed and worried at the same time.

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preparing for upsc exam i have given my second attempt this year and to give my best i gave up on all my social life and focused on studies during this period my long term gf cheated on me which impacted my this attempt and i couldnt clear it wasting all hardwork and time i spent it is very overwhelming to stay in this cycle

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I can't stand living anymore. My life is so pointless. I can't attract women. I can't make friends. I can't find a career, let alone a job that pays enough to live. 

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I can't stand living anymore. My life is so pointless. I can't attract women. I can't make friends. I can't find a career, let alone a job that pays enough to live. 

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Everyone around me is constantly moving up. They are constantly growing with no effort. I’ve done nothing but put in effort to make myself better, but it doesn’t show. Nothing makes my life better.

Medications don’t help. Therapists don’t help. No one gives a fuck. People just say that things will get better. But they are clearly saying, under their breath, that it will get better for them, once I’m dead. Why would friends want to see their friend suffer so constantly, so intensely.

I’m 23, my life is over. if i can't figure it out by now, there's no chance to figure it out any later.

Only people who have been part of previous communities or part of other things are capable of finding new things. people like me who have never been part of anything will never be part of anything no matter how hard we try.

I'm just so tired of feeling like life's doormat.

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I hate reaching out for help regarding anything in my life just to get ridiculed and laughed at for reaching out

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I hate reaching out for help regarding anything in my life just to get ridiculed and laughed at for reaching out

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It really truly is mentally exhausting dealing with people, trying to interact with them, it’s like living in a separate world people just genuinely don’t understand the situation I go through, how much i genuinely hate waking up in the morning, getting dressed, commute to work, battle my own thoughts about me not wanting to be anywhere but either in a bed or grave all day, that I’m not good enough for anyone or anything. That dreams are meant to be broken and that nightmares come true, I clock out then mope around all day just to do it all over. I genuinely hate that people are happy and I’m not, I’m not the type of person that would destroy someone’s happiness for my own gain but those seem to be the type of people that I mess with online or not, it’s the type of people that’ll poke a beehive with a stick and then act offended when they get stung, and as a result the beehive gets torn down. I’m tired of living, I hate all life and I don’t feel like doing anything anymore

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I don’t know why but i just feel this burning pain in my throat and all i can think about is ending it all and leaving it all behind i feel so worthless and useless. I’ve never felt loved by anyone and when i do it never last and i don’t know what to do anymore i really just wanna give up.

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This is probably my last few hours on earth

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This is probably my last few hours on earth

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Atp it’ll be a couple hours since I’ve taken 20k mg of acetaminophen in the hopes I’ll overdose, with some melatonin to top it off. This post isn’t a final cry for help, but more or less the final ramblings of someone that’s truly just too tired to live. If you’re uncertain about taking the last steps before finally offing yourself, talk to someone, anyone even if you never could. I couldn’t ever bring myself to do it as I felt like too much of a burden to ever involve someone else with how I truly felt. Lastly the feeling of elation before you die is real, I mean I never thought it wasn’t but I didn’t think it’d be this different. It’s painful that it took one of my darkest days to finally feel a little bit of the other side. And that just makes me feel more certain about what I’m doing. I’m starting to feel more and more like shit, my skins incredibly itchy and I’m just walking down my road taking in the nature around me for my final minutes. I don’t believe in the afterlife but I’m ready to take the plunge into death. Hello and goodbye from someone that’s just too tired to live on anymore

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all my life i have been strugling to look good phyically currently i am 18 just starting my degree and the new environment feels very overwhelming the need to look good and attractive is so strong i dont feel like going to the clg anymore due to lack of confidence

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It feels like a bug just zapping from one corner of my mind to another where I suddenly feel happy suddenly sad, suddenly I am the most figured out person and next moment I have no idea where my life is going

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Metro Stress :- I am experiencing metro stress due to the fast-paced urban lifestyle, daily commuting challenges, and constant pressure from college and social demands. This leads to feelings of anxiety, fatigue, and difficulty concentrating, impacting my mental well-being. The overcrowded public transport, traffic, and time constraints exacerbate my stress levels. I am seeking effective coping strategies or support to manage these challenges and improve my mental health.

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Metro Stress :- I am experiencing metro stress due to the fast-paced urban lifestyle, daily commuting challenges, and constant pressure from college and social demands. This leads to feelings of anxiety, fatigue, and difficulty concentrating, impacting my mental well-being. The overcrowded public transport, traffic, and time constraints exacerbate my stress levels. I am seeking effective coping strategies or support to manage these challenges and improve my mental health.

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Usual symptoms. No energy. Can't sleep for long enough. Can't rest when I'm asleep. Body aches and pains. Can't taste anything. Absolutely no will to live. No point in anything I'm doing. I'm floating. I don't work, that doesn't help. I can't stick this for much longer it's both absolutely numbing and incredibly terrifying at the same time. I feel empty and slow and alone.

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I'm a guy who loves and follow football from childhood and my dream was to become a professional football player. But somehow, due to certain reasons I couldn't follow my passion. Everyday I'm unable to play football on playground but mentally I'm always there.

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Why should I write something interesting?

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Since 2 years I have been trying to maintain my body physically well but everytime get distracted, 1st I thought I have financial issue to join gym but when got money I went for 1 month and for last 1.5 month I hadn't visited the gym once . If one issue resolves another comes to me . Sometimes it is financial issue or sometimes it is lack of discipline. The main problem the inconsistent being of myself. I am not only inconsistent in the matter of gym but also in study field . I know how much my calibre is but many times I ignores it .

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Problems in Defence Exam Preparation

Preparing for defence exams is tough. The syllabus is huge and managing all subjects with daily life is stressful. Lack of proper guidance, costly resources, and time pressure make it harder. Along with studies we also have to maintain physical fitness, which adds more challenges. Still with dedication and discipline, these obstacles can be overcome.

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Went through a phase of depression and can't seem to catch back the way I was. Feel like a dumber, uglier, less confident person post that phase. Can't change, I want to but don't have any interest now. But the pressure to earn, be successful, take care of my family bothers me.

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Torn Between Job Demands and Home Responsibilities

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Torn Between Job Demands and Home Responsibilities

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I’m feeling so fed up with my current job. When I was hired, it was in a remote setting, which worked perfectly for me. But now they’re calling me back to the base location, and that’s just not possible — I’m living with my parents, and they’re elderly. I’ve even told the company I’m willing to take a salary cut if they let me continue working remotely, but things don’t seem to be moving in my favor.

To make things worse, there isn’t much hiring happening in my field right now. I’ve been trying to find something else, but I haven’t received any offers yet. My parents need me here, and I feel stuck between my responsibilities at home and the demands of my job. I’m not sure what the right move is to make this work.

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I got married with the hope that life would be beautiful. My husband was earning well, I was earning well, and I thought we would build a happy life together. Of course, there’s a career gap — he has ten years of experience, I have six — so naturally, he earns more. But I’ve always done my part. I manage the house, care for him, care for our parents, and even share the household expenses. I might not be covering everything, but I contribute almost 50% of my salary to keep things running smoothly.

Yet, despite everything, he never praises me. Instead, there’s always a complaint — about something I did, or something I didn’t. I try to make birthdays and anniversaries special, I long for a simple, happy life, but every occasion turns into an issue. It has been three years now, and I’m exhausted. I’ve tried to make things work, but for how many more years should I keep trying when nothing seems to change? I don’t even know what he truly wants, but I know I’m reaching my limit.

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I’m caught between a dream and my reality.

I’ve always wanted to be an actor not because I have experience or training, but because I feel it deeply in my heart. Mumbai calls to me. But getting there isn’t easy. I have no money, no connections, and surviving in that city is tough. Still, the desire to try won’t leave me.

But then there’s my father. We live in Delhi. He was once a wrestler in the akhada, now he runs a small general store. My mother passed away when I was young it's been just the two of us ever since. He’s aging, and I know he needs me, even if he doesn’t say it. I'm all he has.

And that’s where the conflict lies. I want to follow my dream, but I don’t want to leave him alone. I feel torn between being a good son and living for myself. If I stay, I may always wonder what could’ve been. If I leave, I’m scared of what I might lose.

All I know is, I don’t want to live with regret. I just wish I knew the right path.

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I am preparing for the CAT exam. Last year, I attempted the exam, but my percentile was very low, and I could not get into the top B-schools.

This year, I am feeling peer pressure regarding my career goals, wondering whether I will make it or not.

The major thing is that I was scolded by my parents for not doing anything serious in my career, and this makes me really sad.

Sometimes, I feel so demotivated that I want to quit.

But I believe life is all about learning new things.

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I've been with this girl for quite some time now and everything was going well until she gave up.She has given me head in the past and even swallowed yet now she says she regrets everything, she promised me a future and many other things yet she couldn't keep to her promises. I even blocked every girl on my phone to make her feel secure, I got her everything she ever wanted and after all that she tells me that she isn't happy. But to think I've done so much for her, trust me I have something of her that will damage everything

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I am not able to make girlfriend i tried so much but nothing change "the girl i want doesn't want me and the girl who want me i don't want" and my social cycle continue

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I want to share some challenges I face in my education and while preparing for government exams. For exams, I often struggle with time management, lack of proper guidance, and the pressure of high competition. Sometimes it’s hard to find the right study resources, and self-doubt makes it even tougher. In my education, I face issues like language barriers, financial limitations, and poor quality teaching. These problems sometimes make it difficult to stay motivated, but I still try to push myself forward and keep learning every day.

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So i am currently in middle of a internship and i also am preparing for a professional examination. however, i have not started studying and i feel like i have wasted one year by not studying and being so much caught up in work. i love my work but i really want to clear this exam in first attempt. i know deep inside that i can clear it since i have ample time but there is always this constanr fear cause people who have joined one year after me have started studies and i still havent. i just wish i could get that much seriousness in me and study but i dont know how :(

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Every time when I am alone I feel dejected, depressed and anxious about my self. The most important thing is that I don’t even have the surety about why I am feeling the certain way , whether it is career, productivity, my personal life or anything else. There’s just plain fear , anxiety and abnormality that unfolds, most of the times its momentary but sometimes it just takes a huge toll on my entire being.

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I love watching movies and anime or any other cinema. What i want is to get a job, work for fixed hours and spend my time enjoying cinematic world. Hope i get time after getting a job. 

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I love watching movies and anime or any other cinema. What i want is to get a job, work for fixed hours and spend my time enjoying cinematic world. Hope i get time after getting a job. 

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The only thing which life can guarantee is failure, sorrows and obstructions. But instead of just yielding to them we can choose a different path. This path is called winning by trying. I have failed several times in life but I never gave up. I failed three times NDA, 2 times CDS,

KVPY and several times in sports and extra curricular activities. But I every time I became wiser and ready to face any pressure and challenge. After all these, I choose to devote myself completely for the AFCAT preparation. With a lot of hardwork and preparation I cleared it. I will say that it's never the first or final. Always keep moving forward with smile on your face and courage in your heart.

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It's really difficult to accept reality 

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It's really difficult to accept reality 

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It's is very difficult to accept some truth that your loved ones are no more with you. And have it's More difficult if that loved one is your grandparent with whom we would like to spend some more time and gain wisdom from their stories and experience. But yes it's the ultimate truth of life that all of us have to face one or the other day in our life. That's how it is.

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i have no pain living my life to fullest, no depression, no anxiety nothing , no problem in life everything is good and every one is good.

thankyou

be positive

be kind

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Happened with me many times in my life,many times I feel someway and the very next moment emotions and feelings trigger completely contradictory believe.I often think this is happening because ,maybe, I'm not focused enough on my goals and objectives ,thus,every passing moment I'm getting distracted or it could be primarily due to the world we live in ,everyday spending hours on social media and several other platform we inherently develop and cater to constant comparison and unnecessary imagination always keeping us in cycle of thoughts .This tendency of constant comparison keep me wondering about thousand different things in just one moment always staying in Dilemmas of choice,decision and life.