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I glance up from the book that I'm reading
to a sudden surprise when I thought I was dreaming
The world is in total chaos
Might as well perform a seance
I have been lost
But I will never be found

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You never know what it takes to push you over the edge until it's too late
You never understand how much someone means to you until there's a chance they're gone
You never know the meaning of love until it's taken away from you
You never know how much you learn until you can't
You just never know

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The sad truth of life

Life...what is the meaning of life? No body really knows. Some people thinks that the meaning of life is love or family..... What do I think of the meaning to life...? Well my answer is...the tales you have been told are just the fanastys that covers up the real world..aka a living nightmare...love is a lie love can contain abuse, cheating, and always...PAIN. also there is no surviving unless if you follow one rule...NEVER TRUST ANYBODY in life...or else they take advantage and BREAK your heart. What do you think the truth or meaning of life is..? I found out the hard way to the truth... and I'm living the pain right NOW!!😶

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Hi

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Hi

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i miss my buddy

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As I search desperately for the one thing that offers me comfort
You say to me it's not worth it
You stop me from hurting myself more than others have
And for that I can't thank you enough

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I look into your eyes
i feel my heart come alive
as you sit and smile at me
i find it harder to breathe
i hold your hand
i feel my love growing grand
i love you
deeply need you
i know you only one
and i will show you all my love
as i kiss you my love grows for you
and even though its nothing new

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She sits there thinking of what to say
As she thinks the clock ticks away
She didn't know what would happen
But everything is all miss happened

Her little brother took that knife
And across his wrist it dragged
Luckily it didn't take his life
But it was still so very sad

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As she takes her last breath of air
She cries out in despair
She shouldn't have ever been there
And now as the rope tears
Into her neck, she stares.

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Jacquelynn, if you come and see this then I might finish this poem just for your padlet.

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Jacquelynn, if you come and see this then I might finish this poem just for your padlet.

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Feeble minds,

Running rampant the demons inside

Fighting off the devil with nothing in sight

Nowhere to hide

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She digs in the drawer for a flashlight
As she searches deep within the night
She comes across a startling sight

She sees her friend just hanging there
Completely dead in midair
She always had said she wanted to go elsewhere

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As the storm rages on quietly outside
She finally decides
It's no time for hope
She just can't cope

She walks to the bridge where it's too dark to see
She leaps and finally she is free
The water rushes up to meet her
As her lungs take all the water in
She thinks
This is it, it's finally the end.

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Good things never last in real life
They hardly ever last the first night
You see, he took that knife
then said goodbye

She sits with her back against the wall
As she decides she's through with it all
Nobody understands and nobody cares
She ties the rope as they all stare
She takes her last breath as she steps off the chair

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give me something like a word or a name or story and ill put it in my next poem

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give me something like a word or a name or story and ill put it in my next poem

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It tears at me from somewhere deep inside.
I don't think it's possible to hide.
I want to tell you.
But it's hard to say what you'll believe is true.

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Pain Long Enough (dont worry i stopped i just had to let all my emotions out)

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Pain Long Enough (dont worry i stopped i just had to let all my emotions out)

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Cutting makes the pain go away
Even only for a short time
Just long enough for me to feel normal
For me to stop crying
for earth to revolve in a normal way
for flowers to bloom again
for the moon to shine like it used to
for me to make a new friend
my emotions just fly away
on the back of a butterfly
long enough for that blade to cut just deep enough
for me to reach  new high
for the liquid to run along
my already scared skin
for things to be back to normal
back to the way its been for the tingling in my fingertips
because they have gotten enough blood
my friends and family tried to help
nut it was never enough
people act like there better than me when were all the same
just because i love the pain
the sky turns dark shade of grey
and the clouds cry out rain
the great feeling is over now
but it will be back soon enough
im already looking for the next blade
waiting for the very next cut
(remember i stopped for people that care this is just my feelings i had to let out of my past)

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Be strong Never give up temptation love till you cant anymore and hold every person close to your heart because you never know when you will see them again for you never know who means the most keep your head up high and know you are loved

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Mom: Why dont you clean your room?
Me: Why dont you quit nagging me ?
Mom: Where will you go to college?
Me:Where can i have some privacy?
Mom: what will you do for a living?
Me:What will it take to finally be free?
Mom: How will you manage life without me?
Me: How can you have no faith in me
Mom: When will you start to grow up
Me: When you let me grow up

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red is for the beating of my heart
orange is for the spark i feel when im with you
yellow is for the sunlight i see in your beautiful eyes
green is for when i look at you i can see your beautiful eyes
blue is for the oceans and oceans of love in my heart for you
violet is for the special bond we share together

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What is pink? a rose is pink
By a fountain's brink.
What is red? a poppy's red
In its barley bed.
What is blue? the sky is blue
Where the clouds float thro'.
What is white? a swan is white
Sailing in the light.
What is yellow? pears are yellow,
Rich and ripe and mellow.
What is green? the grass is green,
With small flowers between.
What is violet? clouds are violet
In the summer twilight.
What is orange? Why, an orange,
Just an orange

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its crazy how u make me feel
you make me feel on top of the world
that i can do anything i put my mind to
that one of the reasons i love you
its crazy how you make me feel inside
this warm bubbly happy feeling
that feeling i haven't had till the day i met you
i love you its crazy to me you make me feel
like i can do anything i hope i never lose you
i know i never so from the bottom of my heart
take my hand and hold me still

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hahahahaha ha ha, watch me kms

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im a total screwup, forgotten about, and fatherless

idk what else to say u can add on if u want

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you will find as u look back upon your life,
that the moments when you have truly lived, are
the moments when you have done things in the
spirit of love

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i need help

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tell me yalls poems yalls life stories and favorite quotes

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tell me yalls poems yalls life stories and favorite quotes

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point your lashes down
and you can picture my face -
im smiling
open your mouth speak with your heart and you can see my soul-
im waiting
place your arms around my waist
and you can embrace my uncertainty-
im shaking
press your lips against mine
and try to catch me-
im falling-

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im not afraid of storms for i am learning how to sail my ship

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the true test of character is not how much we know how to do but how we behave when we dont know what to do

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love is real and true even though u dont want it to
you sit and think about who your gonna choose but
nothing comes to mind but then something hits you and you realize that your the one i want to find you stare at her she stares at you amazing eyes beautiful too you never wanna lose her because you know shes the one for you a few years later down the road you still have someone and a hand to hold 2 little ones running around playing hide and seek not wanting to be found the years have gone by all to fast but all i know is our love is gonna last because our love is real

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is it a lie that u cared
is it a lie the love we shared
did u really even care
bout the love i wanted to share
i loved you dearly
you were my everything
but now i think you are nothing
because i think our love was fake
just as fake as the fake friends i have
but at least they told me how they felt
all you did was treat me like dirt
all i can say is i hate you
your love was a lie because all you did made me feel like i wanted to die

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you make me feel like i can do anything
no matter what life really brings
we can have ups and downs
it could be rain or shine
but all i know is your by my side
your everything i wanted everything i am
but the love i fell is so unreal
because i know your there where you'll always be
i can count on you like 1 2 3
it may get hard it may get easy
but who know the only the love will see
im sitting here thinking of you
but right now thats all i can do

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am i not worth it
for you to care to show me strength
am i not worth it to get happiness
did u ever care when im in constant pain
or wanting just a hug just a touch
to feel your comfort of your skin
did u ever care about how i felt or did you just make it about you
apparently im not worth it because you are always on my back
give me this give me that can i not just be alone without you there
acting like you dont care because you never did i can see it in your eyes deep down in that cold soul that you never cared you just liked to stare at all the other girls that walked by and not knew i was by your side  while i thought u were holding my hand u were steadily breaking my heart into a million pieces you may say your sorry your sorrys  arent good enough because you always thought i was worth it every time i want to lean in for a kiss you pull away it makes me cry inside because your like oh i aint got the time but you have the time to act like you dont care go on your phone pretend in not there and text these other girls tell them your single that u have nothing to do so done text me dont call me we are through because according to you im not worth it