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While riding, she asked " what is your birthday wishes?" I was shocked and blurred because i had never thought for having any wishes since a miserable moment happens a long time ago. Why shall we having a wish if the possibility of it to came true were just 1%? Instead of being hurt because you didnt archieve your wish, why not just live your life by follow the flow. We end up sat at a bench facing the putrajaya lakeside while countdown to my birthday.
12 am 18March2018; she sang a birthday song for me eventhough she is having a hoarse sound caused by her sore throat. Her effort make me feel touched. We having a short and long conversations while watching people walking around the lakeside. Time flies, we cycling to the Anjung Floria and waiting for our uber driver to fetch us. On the evening, Lue, Hua yin and Tok make a small celebrations for me. They purchase a pizzas as Lue cooked Korean Ramen and her signature fried rice. After the celebrations, Tok and I went to Dpulze to redeem my Boost juice and movies tickets. We also play some arcade games and having fun there while watching the others beat among themselves in the arcade games store. After watching Tomb Rider, we went back to our lodge by uber. It was a blessed day, eventhough the celebration just simple and small but i can feel the love from them towards me. Every single things even just a little things people has done to me really bring a lot of meaning for me, i really appreciate people around me and their effort to make me happy every single day not just on my brithday. Thank you to all of you for keep creating beautiful memories with me eventhough i am a annoying and stubborn person, hahahahahaha so cliche okay thats it. Everything will changes as time passed by, be prepared for the things that you are afraid of, because soon or later, no matter how happy you are, the miserable moment will haunt you; even just for a second, it will leave a deep scars in your life. Be prepared, and learn from every moment has their own messages. So just follow the flow of your life, and appreciate every single moment in your life.

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5 years plan? I never have any plans for anything. I just follow the flow as the time passed by. But now i will try to have a plan , 5 years later, if there is no obstacles, in plan, i already done for my degree. After that, i want to further my study in master while working. So i will took master as a part time study since i will having full time work to pay my tuition fees and so on. Im also planning to travelling around the malaysia. Why not overseas? I want to discover my country first before i go to the others country. Since that i want to travel while working and studying, i will find a job that suite me in instant, i might apply to be a tourist guide. The company might gave me some gift such as a free ticket to travel so i can save some money on that. Besides, i want to open a restaurant for my beloved mom and dad. It is because both of them love to be in food bussiness and they have a lot of passion into it. They didnt open a restaurant for now since most of my sibkings still studying so theres a lot of thing to take care of. But after 5 years, there will be just my little brother studying in primary school so it wont be so much burdens to take care of. I want to make their dreams came true and along with that, they also can earn a lot of money on that bussiness for their own. It might be simple plans but those plans might be changed due to the time and the situations. Dont be afraid on planning, just working on your plan and your plan will became smooth as u wanted.

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There is no anatomy lab for our class in this week so we finished our class today at 11am 😁. Since there is no class on the evening, Tok and I decided to have our lunch at Dpulze. We ask Hua Yin and Lue to join us for lunch, unfortunately😶, Lue have a group study with her pals since they have to Re-sit an exam on monday. They ask Lue for help to teach  them for Mathematic subject. So both of us have to leave her in the campus and we went to Dpulze by taking an uber ride that cost us 90cents only since we have apply the promo code so the fare are more cheaper🤔. After we arrived Dpulze, we went to the ground floor and look for the Seol Garden restaurant because we heard a rumor that the korean restaurant has an offer. We saw the restaurant have an offer for the lunch buffet for only rm29.70 include GST😍. Before we decided to eat there, we have a survey for several restaurant there.  After having a survey, Tok and I have decided to have a lunch at Seol Garden, but since the restaurant hasnt prepared yet, we went to Jaya Grocer to buy some groceries for our dinner. We are starving already but the Seol Garden still hasnt open yet so we went to The Manhattan Fish Market for having our lunch, after 10minutes of reading and scanning through the menu, we still can't decide what we want to pick from the menu. Our's mind are still thinking about the buffet and we can't forgot about the various type of food has offered there🤓 so we put down the menu, and leave the restaurant. We seem silly,🤑 but we dont care anymore, we just want to have our buffet !! We have our seat and started to fulled our tables with raw meats, and seafood. I cant stop eating until I feel that my stomach is going to burst soon ~  After 2 hours eating, we finally decided to went home and take a rest because both of our tummy seems like we are pregnant already.! 🐴 From this experience, i realize that we should go after what we wanted/dreamed for, dont stop chasing for what you want until u get it or else u would regreting all along. ☻

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There is a lot of incidens and memoriable event happens in this week but yeah, everything happens for reasons right? On monday, our class has been told to have a english presentation on next week, its not a bad things, but just i have anxiety maybe? Im afraid of being among person and in the center of people to speak out. I try to overcome for years but it still the same, eventhough i can interact with a lot of people but when i have to be in the center of people, im afraid 😣. We also given a final project for our english continues assesment marks, i love to do the final project as last sem, i can interact with people without being in the center of them. I love to share my knowledge to the other people, and teach them about the new things or something that they dont know so that all of us can gain a new knowledge together 😎. Apparently, i realize something that is really important is coming! im having MUET speaking test on thursday! Oh god, i have to facing people and talk to the strangers; it wasnt that bad, but the horrible thing is i have to think and elaborate the point that given to me in 2minutes. What if suddenly i cant think? And what if suddenly i keep mumbling? Its a test though, im dead if i screwed up😥 . Its only one day left, i made a preparation on MUET, im searching for my exam slip, i forgot where did i put it. I search for everywhere, and i still couldnt find it. So i went to the center of languages, thank god i just need to print out the slip by myself 😂. On the day of the speaking MUET test, i was nervous as hell and my stomach feel unwell since my session began on 7.30am. But after the test, i am starving, maybe it was because of i have used a lot of energy on the test 😆. Well, the test wasnt that bad, i just cant interact with my group so well because i am shy and too nervous to talk and to face the others. Thiss week i learn, no matter how hard your situation, dont simply just give up, we should realize the lessons behind of each events. Everything cames with reasons, its good for you to learn and fight with something that you afraid of, or else u wont get the lessons and rewards after that. 😀

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"We are all guilty of cognitive biases, simple errors we make in day-to-day thinking. But by knowing what they are and how to identify them, we can avoid them and make better choices." I like this book The Art Of Thinking Clearly by  Rolf Dobelli because this book shows that in order to be happier, we dont need extra cunning, new ideas or more fantastic activity but all we need is less irationality. Simple and clear, this book changes the way i am thinking and transform my decisions making. This book also helps to solve the puzzle of people reasoning. We should never judge a decision purely by its result especially when randomness and external factors play a role. A bad result does not automatically indicate a bad decision or vice versa.

If you find yourself in a tight unanimous group, you must speak your mind, even if your team does not like it - even if you risk expulsion from the warm nest. If you lead a group, appoint someone as a devil’s advocate. They may not be the most popular, but they might be the most important. We should accept whatever corresponds to our self-image and unconsciously filter everything else out. What remains is a coherent portrait - the confirmation bias, the father of all fallacies.

“You consider your conviction more valid than another - yours is internal, the other is external. Yours is different. You have searched deep inside. You are completely impartial. Or are you?” So find out your circle of competence. For consequential decisions outside your circle, apply hard, slow, rational thinking. For everything else, give your intuition a free rein.

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I found this quotes while i was scrolling my Instagram feed. That quotes motivated me a lot of things that are going in my life; at some point in life i was faced with a decision of whether to take a risk. Whether it's leaving a miserable moment, moving to a different position that stretches me, starting my new semesters, or even taking on a tricky new assignment, greatness requires risk. Whether i am succeed or fail, the act of taking a risk will stretch me and give me faith in myself and the confidence to do even more. Maybe i am meant to do things that scared me so that i could build greatness in myselfs. I believe that once I believe in me, I can risk curiosity, or any experience that reveals myself.

So just do the one thing you think you cannot do. Fail at it. Try again. Do better the second time. This is my moment, i should own it. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life. So go for it! The cost may be great but the reward may be bigger. Get inspired and take the chance you need today 💞

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Dear,

It was one of the bussiest week in the year since my sem break falls at a week before my midterm exam, so i have to struggle all the week on my studies. It is hard for me to study alone without my friends by my side because there are a lot of questions mark in my head 😣. I know i could ask them through whatsapp but i prefer face-to-face lessons. I kept giving up on myself when i do the physics tutorial questions. I want to ask my friend to teach me but since they are busy preparing for their chinese new year celebrations, i didnt want to disturb them 😥. So why i didnt ask lecterur for help? Well, my lecterur also busy taking care of her ill dad. Hm complicated, huh? But nevermind, i'll do it by myself. "Yes I can do it" i try to convince myself. I keep doing the same questions for several time but i still couldn't get the correct answer. I really want to give up but then i take a deep breath, have a cup of tea, listening to the music to relaxing my mind and after that re-do the questions. After about 5 times trying to do the same questions, finally i got the correct answers 🎉 ! So from that experiences, i learn, you will always need to sacrifice your hardwork on something that you want to gain. So, dont stop to do great mistakes, because you will learn from it, and also dont give up on yourself, keep on the track and u will achieve your goals at the end of the track🤹‍♀️.