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I am told by my brain that I must stop procrastinating and I shall after watching this last episode. I am told by my brain that I must stop procrastinating and I shall after reading this last page. I am told by my brain that I must stop procrastinating and so I shall after 5 more minutes of rest. I am told by my brain that I must stop procrastinating and I shall after listening to this one song. I am told by my brain that I must stop procrastinating and so I might start to listen.

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I am told by the world that I must be happy and so I shall, after the world stops judging. I am told by the world that I must be happy and so I shall, after the world takes time to listen. I am told by the world that I must be happy and so I shall, after the world learns to love. I am told by the world that I must be happy and so I shall, after the the wold give up hate.

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I am told by my parents that I must go to bed early, so I shall after a dub on Fortnite.
I am told by  my parents that I must go to bed early so I shall after I play some park in 2K19
I am told by my parents that I must go to bed early so I shall after I drink some NyQuil.

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I am told by Death that I must join him, and so I shall after I have taken my sweet time on this earth.

I am told by Death that I must join him, and so I shall after I have gained the experiences I wish to have.

I am told by Death that I must join him, and so I shall after I help make this world a better place for those after me.

I am told by Death that I must join him, and so I shall after I complete my unfinished business.

I am told by Death that I must join him, and so I shall after my heart ceases to beat and the monitor flat-lines.

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I am told by my dad that I must clean up the dog poop and so I shall after I shoot basketball.

I am told by my dad that I must clean up the dog poop and so I shall after I watch Sports Center Top 10.

I am told by my dad that I must clean up the dog poop and so I shall after I get the Victory Royale.

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I am told by Mr. Johns that I must not dare run in the hallway  and so I shall after he gives me a "hats off"

I am told by google classroom that I need to do my homework by 8:40 and I shall when the clock hits 8:30

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I am told by you that I must forget and so I shall after you recognize the destruction your act caused. I am told by you that I must forget and so I shall after you see the withering done to my soul by your actions. I am told I must forgive and so I shall after you give me back my smile and laughter. I am told I must forget and so I shall after you give me back all the sleepless nights and endless tears. I am told by you that I must forgive and so I shall after I forgive myself for letting you win. I am told I must forget and so I shall… but I shall not forgive.

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I am told by my friends that I must stop complaining and so I shall after my complaints are heard.  I am told by my friends that I must stop complaining and so I shall after I get some sleep.  I am told by my friends that I must stop complaining and so I shall after I have less work to do.  I am told by my friends that I must stop complaining and so I shall after I have some down time.  I am told by my friends that I must stop complaining and so I shall after I am no longer sore.

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I am told by my Band Directors that I must practice and so I shall after I fish all my other school work. I am told by my Band Directors I must attend practice during the week and so I shall after I focus more on my school work. I am told by my Band Directors that I must not procrastinate band work but I shall after I don’t feel like doing anything else on the weekend after practice. I am told by my Band Directors that I must trust others and so I shall after I can trust in them. I am told by my Band Directors I must take care of physical health and I shall once they stop treating us like we can withstand anything. I am told by my Band Directors band is more important than school and so I shall after I get 100s on every test, quiz and project.

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Why do maine coons shed so much I SWEAR I just brushed you

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Why do maine coons shed so much I SWEAR I just brushed you

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I am told by you I must clean the litter box and so I shall after Moana

stops biting me every time I start to. I am told by you I must clean the litter box and

so I shall after I clean up Charlie’s hairballs at 3 AM. I am told by you I must

clean the litter box and so I shall after you put in clean litter. I am told by you I

must clean the litter box and so I shall after I do my science homework. I am told

by you I must clean the litter box and so I shall after I read Scarlet

Letter. I am told by you I must clean the litter box and so I shall after I cry

for three minutes and eighteen seconds because Moana bumped me and I

poured boiling water on my hand. I am told by you I must clean the litter box and so I shall after

I take a nap because SOMEONE (me) decided to adopted an anxious mainecoon (charlie) that keeps me up all night.

I am told by you I must clean the litter

box and so I shall after Charlie learned to keep the litter inside the litter box.

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I am told by mother that I must forgive those in my family for thinking the way they do and so I shall after they learn how to respect others. I am told by my mother that I must be patient with them and so I shall after they learn to be decent human beings. I am told by my mother that I must not get angry with them and so I shall after they give me a reason not to be. I am told by my mother that I must stand up for what I believe in and so I shall after I am not judged for doing so. I am told by my mother that I must love them and so I shall after they understand the damage they have done.

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I am told by mother that I must forgive those in my family for thinking the way they do and so I shall after they learn how to respect others. I am told by my mother that I must be patient with them and so I shall after they learn to be decent human beings. I am told by my mother that I must not get angry with them and so I shall after they give me a reason not to be. I am told by my mother that I must stand up for what I believe in and so I shall after I am not judged for doing so. I am told by my mother that I must love them and so I shall after they understand the damage they have done.

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What Really happened
I am told by everyone who knows that I must forget and so I shall after they realize the truth of what really happened.

I am told by everyone who knows that I must forget and so I shall after they start seeing me left behind in the darkness.  I am told by everyone who knows and so I shall after the marks in my arm disappear. I am told by everyone who knows that I must forget and so I shall after I leave the therapist’s office for the last time.  I am told by everyone who knows that I must forget and so I shall after they finally look in my direction and see the tears on my face.

I am told by everyone who knows that I must forget and so I shall after they start listening to others instead of talking about their own private matters aloud.  I am told by everyone that I must forget and so I shall after they close their mouths and listen to others.

I am told by everyone who knows that I must forgive and so I shall after they hear what happened after they left me.  I am told by everyone who knows that I must forgive and so I shall after they express their nonexistent sorrow to me; but that shall never happen as long as they are who they are.

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I am told by my mom to stop yelling at my brother and so I shall after he stops throwing stuff at me.  I am told by my mom to stop yelling at my brother and so I shall after he stops punching me for giving him advice.  I am told by my mom to stop yelling at my brother and so I shall after he stops telling me I’m rude but in reality it’s him.  I am told by my mom to stop yelling at my brother and so I shall after he stops shooting me in the face with nerf bullets.  I am told by my mom to stop yelling at my brother and so I shall after he stops pestering me to do something with him 24/7.

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I am told by them that I must get good grades, and so I shall after I learn how to do my taxes.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, and so I shall after they teach me how to handle a mortgage.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, and so I shall after they teach everyone consent.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, and so I shall after we are not scared of our friends dying in class.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall after they focus on stress and mental disorders caused by school.

I am told by them that I must get grades, so I shall after I get more than 6 hours of sleep every night.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall when we are allowed to truly protest at our school.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall when less teens are diagnosed with depression due to school

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall when the government spends more money on education rather than weapons.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall after children’s success is more important than a number on a test.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall when I do not see someone being bullied in the hallways.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, so I shall when women are not harassed and assaulted in school and then ignored.

I am told by them that I must get good grades, but I never shall, because these problems may never be fixed. They will be ignored ike the cries of everyone in the public and private education system. Ignored until the end of the world.

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I am told by you that I must show respect and so I shall after the world does first.

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I am told by you that I must forgive you, and so I shall when you return from the pit of 🤬 you have dug yourself in. I am told by you that I must forgive you, and so I shall when you realise the pain you caused me. I am told by you to believe that it’s all in the past, but how could it be when it haunts my thoughts every day.

I was told by you that it is all my fault, and that I must stop getting in your way, but I was never in your way. I never stopped you from loving us. You never loved us to begin with.