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WhAT'S A BIRTHDAY GREETING WITHOUT MEEEEE?!?!?!?!!?!???!!? yOUR FAVORITE BABY BOY IN THE PLANET. YUHUH THATS ME. ELIWANNADIE THE ONE AND ONLY. okay, oKaY OkaY HERE WE GoooOOooOo. I HONESTLY don't know what to say anymore since i poured out my heart and lungs to my one year anniversary letter :( but u know me im a man of words and those words are a few. sdkghsdsuvgrsd but fear not! because i have a LOT OF WORDS I LOVE TO REPEAT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN if it's for you! first is, i love u so much :( it's not possible how i can love someone so much (other than my M ofcourse) as much as i love you. i am bEYOND GRATEFUL for your existence and for how you have been the fIRST EVER HAPPY PILL I HAVE ESTABLISHED IN MY SECRET NUMBER OF YEARS OF LIFE. OFCOURSE IM FOREVER AND ETERNALLY HAPPY THAT you're still here by my side, guiding me through my series of wrong shits in life, and never giving up on me no matter how much of a pain i am especially to you. i owe almost all of my success to you, mostly. because if it wasn't for you, i'm sure as hell i wouldn't be where i am now. :) Happy Birthday Neels! i love u till the ends of the earth my gay lover. <3

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It’s me, me again. Ken your barbie doll.

I love u hella lot, youre aging another golden year today, so where are we gonna smoke tonight? The pay’s on me. Just kidding, happy birthday love of my life! You will always be the number one lover in my heart, no one can replace that, even if they try to. I’m forever thankful for your ass that always saves mine. I can never fathom how much i need you in this life, and i’m still thinking how i’m going to bring you to my next life. Have a good one my baby!!

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neels vargas,

happy birthday!

i just want to let you know that i am truly grateful that you exist in this universe and we’ve come across each other in this lifetime. you are the biggest blessing (and you still continue to be one) that i've ever come across this year. ♡ and i will forever thank the stars for it.

we’ve only just met this year but, it feels like we’ve known each other for years already. i’ve never confided this much to anyone else till i found you. it’s really amazing how you muster the strength to be there for everyone that you treasure the most even when we all know that you’re struggling as well. thank you for everything that you are. thank you for being real to me.

i’m gonna keep this short and i’ll just tell you the rest of it on something that i’ve also prepared for you! may you continue to grow as a person and i’m wishing you only good things that’ll come your way in the preceding days, months, and years because you fucking deserve them, bby. i love you so much. ♡♡♡ and again, happy birthday!!!!!!

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i had a dream, it had been pouring rain for days, then the two of us side by side, both looked up at a rainbow and that's when i knew that i think rainbows are FUCKING DOPE. you'll understand. i love you neels vargas

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to say the least, i love you. just a tiny note (bc i want to talk about things with you that no one needs to know about but us and our cute bond) to remind you that the love i have for you is infinite. you teach me, you push me to grow, you challenge me, you lift me, you make me feel safe and loved and confident and warm inside. thank you for everything mi amor, you are one of my greatest if not THE greatest friend i could ever ask for. i love you. happy bday!

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hi neels vargas has me in tears honestly. SO ELOQUENT and so open. he really wears his heart on his sleeves. always there to talk about his journey and his toxic past experiences that ruined him both mentally and physically just to bring comfort to someone who's going through a tough time. i love tHIS PERSON SO MUCH. happy bday cutie

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OKAY SO. i just wanted to let you know that you're an amazing beautiful human being/person whatever it is and that i'm BEYOND GLAD that you've been alive for this long, and that for 3 years of your life i've been with you. you're pretty fucking rad and an outstanding friend, hilarious to be around of and so fucking caring. i hope you have an amazing day and feel as special today as you deserve to feel every single day. thank you for always being there for me when i need you and for being your wonderful self always. i love you neels.

p.s: i'm definitely gonna send you my very personal message to you directly <3

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here is to the late night conversations over joins and 5 different types of doritos bags. the living room dance parties, the tightest hugs when we haven't seen each other for too long- and most of all to the memories we have yet to make, here's to an amazing friend and a magical human being. happy birthday lindo.

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NEELS VARGAS. IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY. IF YOU STUCK YOUR TONGUE OUT IN THE AIR RIGHT NOW YOU COULD PROBABLY TASTE THE SWEET AND PUNGENT FREEDOM OF DRAGONFLY TATTOOS, NOSE PIERCINGS, AND THE JOY OF BEING OLDER THAN HALF OF FL. we've been through thick and thins i've gotten blessed enough to experience you as a person. i've gotten to experience your bomb music taste which i am SO HAPPY YOU INTRODUCED ME TO because we have the best time at festivals bonding oer bands and there are so many more to come PRAISE JESUS. i can come to you about anything and expect the pure, honest, painful and rare truth and i'll always be there to tell you it'll be okay when you breakdown after weeks of pretending everything is okay to everyone bc u hate seeing anyone worry about you. i've gotten to see firsthand your incredible sense of justice, when you see that something is unfair or wrong has happened, you'll raise your voice and fight for that person with bravery that I, and many other people (althought they might not admit it) wish they had. i love how passionately you fight for what you think is right and everyone should remind you today and everyday that it's a strength not a weakness. i can't tell you what a comfort it is to know someone like you will stick up for me and have my back, i hope you know i will too. i love you always.

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parabens para o meu papi favorito! amo-te tanto, és um dos meu melhores amigos e eu acabo sempre for sentir que ja te conheço a ANOS apesar de so ter passado prai que? 1? nao sei. és uma das pessoas mais inteligentes que ja conheci, e lindassssss!! ja aprendi tanto, MAS TANTO, contigo. e sei que vais estar sempre la para mim, assim como eu para ti. amo-te neels <3

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if you dive deeper into yourself i promise you, u will find many many more beautiful things to love. i love u neels and u should love yourself too.

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neels vargas,

you are not a vessel for anyone's pain. it's not ur duty to heal anyone but yourself, there is no love in self sacrifice, be kind to yourself, love yourself, know that the voice deep in your heart telling you you deserve better is right. i love you.

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dig dick energy: neels vargas

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a year from now on every bad thing you went through up till now won't mean a single thing. i'm thankful you're now smiling more, spending more time with your friends and not stressing over small things. i'm thankful you don't let anyone take away you're happiness. i love you. you deserve the entire universe.

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hi @CUOREMlO (yes shut up) you're pretty fuckin sick. my jaw is always on the floor everytime we talk and everytime you help me through anything at all. forever in awe with your kindness and ability to move forward even when everyone is against u. i love you so much.

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sooooo damn amazed by your ability to get the fuck up everytime life tests you. i admire u so much. just thought u should know. thank u for inspiring me to trust the universe.

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can't yet explain how much u help and impact my life. like seriously THANK you. i love u. your well being is so important. anxiety and depression (not to mention all the disorders you fight) ....is the worst. but still when i have a problem u comfort me and make me feel better. ur like home. i cant thank u enough. you deserve that as well. i hope we're home to you too. thank u for being the light and ultimate pusher in my life:')

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every little thing is gonna be alright baby ♡ incredibly proud of you my love, i’ll always be with you no matter what. happy bday <3

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for whenever you feel down: take a nap and dont come back until u feel like coming back. come back when u feel happier than ever. come back when u are ready cause all of us will be waiting for u, no matter what

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i love u more than breathing and thats the motherfuckin tea bish.

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sending as much love and healing energy as humanly possible out into your life, thank u for existing tough thing. i love u

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one of the most important things i've learned with you is to never be afraid to speak my mind or apologize for doing so. thank u. i love learning with u <3

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friendly reminder to be nice to yourself. we often make things harder for ourselves than they actually are. be good to your brain neels. i love u

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love love love love love love love love. k? here's some love for you. i love you. happy bday.

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a list of shit i like to do with neels vargas:

- making smores with u at two in the morning
- making a fort out of sheets and falling asleep after watching first wives club for the 20231th time cos it's our favorite movie ever
- spending a whole afternoon baking or some cooking shit you always do
- going to the karaoke completely wasted high
- playing google feud cos last time was fucking hilarious

> juno

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Hi! Its me Ken, pls leave a title of “for video” and “for carrd” on your notes/letters :) for the video it can just be short notes ❣️