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Hello padlet my old friend, i want to motivate my self again.

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My day was full of “ngasuh” my nephew and my niece🫠

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I accompanied my nephew to “Pasar Malam” at night🎡

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I learned how to ride again today. And… My another sister has come home. We gather together with full team👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

We have agenda. You can guess, if Sundanese has gather what happens next. 100! We ate liwet. I was so thankful•••

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It’s Friday, free-day. Honestly, I forgot my activities on this day. I just remember, I was gived information that the training would be moved to Gasol. Maybe because Ust Kus would pension a few months ahead.

Let me tell you something. I’ve become inconsintent lately. So, like I said, I just forgot what is happening on this day. My bad. My memories were bad🌀

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My mum, my sister, my nephew, and I went to my aunt’s house. It was because my aunt had a plan to celebrate her grandson khitan and d-day would held tomorrow. But we decided to go now because we avoided the crowd🥸

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I went to hang out with my family. There were my mum, my sister, and my brother in law. We went to Ciplazz, actually I was asked to “ngasuh” my nephew. We walked arround and played some games. But, my nephew and I spended a lot time at “mandi bola” spot. You can imagine how tired and bored when I was there T.T

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I practiced to ride my bicycle with my brother in law🏇🏽

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I went to Cipanas Traditional Market with my brother in law. I bought some stuff for kitchen such as vegetables, spices, salted fish, etc🍬

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Today, my sister from Cijati came home. She came with her husband and her child. She arrived before Zhuhur. Do not aske me how I felt. I was sooooo happy because I can spend my time with my cutest nephew🐣

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Happy Eid Mubarak, friends! May Allah make us consistent in our worship and all of kindness will happen to us soon🌟 I hope that I can still enjoy the next Ramadhan•••

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Some people celebrated eid mubarak day today. But, my family decided to celebrate tomorrow on Saturday. So, today was my cooking day👩‍🍳 I cooked ribs of beef soup and beef rendang. Yes, I did not cook many dishes because like my mom said, my family would waiting my another’s members of my family to came home.

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The class was off and I would make the next cookies for welcoming ied mubarak. I made the chocolate with peanut and I put sprinkles on the top. First, I melted the chocolate and added a spoon of butter. I mixed it well and then I poured the peanut. I mixed it again. After that, I poured the dough to the cake cases spoon by spoon. And I garnished with the sprinkles in the end 🍫🧁

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I joined the online class by Ms B at 8.10 a.m. We learned about assessment process in teaching. We discussed the law about that. The class finished arround 12.00 a.m. And as usual, I helped to make cheese cookies 🧀

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I continued to work my tasks from Ms B independently because Ms B forgot to conduct the online class again. I guess, she was very busy and she had been joining some training or idk what, by kementrian. So, you can imagine she conducted the online class while she was doing something else. How amazing her🌟 After I finished to continue the tasks, I helped my mum to make peanut cookies 🥜 It was smell so good🤤

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The class was late today because Ms B forgot to conduct the online class. As you knew, she was a busy person✨ I always amazed how cool her is. But I wasn’t totally focus when joined the class because my niece distracted me:’) Her mum went to shop something, my mum peeled the peanut, and I just was left with the baby 👀

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I joined an online class today by Ms Milma. We was asked to listen an audio and write down the main topics. Then, we told our conclusions about the audio. As well as we responded to the another’s conclusions from the another’s audio, of course. And… I was happy today because before Iftar, my sister and her child came to my home😙

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We went to iftar together today at SMP IT Baitul Ilmu, Gasol. The dress code was grey and black. But we forgot to take photos together -full team- because we were panicked about how to return home🥸

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We still joined online class with Ust Akhrie live from South Korea. We learned to understand deeper about QS Al Qadar, 97: 1-5. We were gave some tips how to get motivation to more interact with Alquran 🕌

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We continued to learn tahsin today. We moved to the next lesson, that was “ayat gharibah”. We had so many questions about the lesson. So it took a lot of time to learn this lesson. And before I returned home, I went to Rabbani shop with my mates to yaaaaa you know, window shopping 👁️👅👁️

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Ms Mela had gone home earlier and Ms Nurul couldn’t join us ☹️

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We learned about tahsin today. Of course with Mr Syahron. We still learned about “mad”. After the session ended, we prepared the iftar together that we have planned a few days before. We included another agenda, it was “tuker kado”. So we would go to the shop and bought some gifts to the agenda. Because the training was ended in midday and we still had a lot of time till maghrib, we decided to took a rest in the Ms Umi another’s office. We took a nap for a bit. After that, finally we went to shopping 🛍️ Time flies and we went to the restaurant that we have reserved a day before. We break our fasting. Oh! Ms B and her children were present too. I was happy at the moment•••

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Ms B or Ust Kus could not attend the training today. We learned independently with Ms Milma. Of course we learned English. We paid attention to her presentation that talked about procrastination. And we must got a conversation in English to discuss some topics. The topics are instant food, the existence e-commerce, and educational system in Indonesia. I paired with Me Adnan and we spend many times to discuss it 🕰️

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You can guess what my monday was like. Yup! It was Ms B’s day and my head was spinning so hard because the tasks. We still continued the last tasks. Then Ms B might know that we were tired and needed to refresh our mind so we moved to another agenda. We learned how to sew especially in blanket stitch 🛏️

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Today was my day to cleaned up my house. I cleaned my stuff as usual and continued to clean the fridge. It took a while to clean the fridge because I have to make sure that the fridge is clean well☃️

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I met my friend. The only friend. We would iftar together. The last we met up was three months ago, about in January I guess. I went to her shop in the Cipanas traditional  market first and then we went to Ciplazz. We played at time zone and tried some games. Oh! We also sang in the karaoke. And how lucky I am when I tried claw machine for the first time in my life (U.U) and I just got a pinky doughnut doll 🍩 wow! Even when I tried to play idk what it is but it’s kinda like dinosaur games and we have to stopped the spinning wheel on the screen so we can get some tickets to exchange in the cashier. And double wow! I got 50 tickets on my first trial! After we satisfied to try a few games, we took a break. We break our fast with the mineral water that we brought in the mall for free😂 We prayed Maghrib and decided to eat meals. We went to Khaira cafe and ordered two ramens, fried ekado, steamed dimsum, and steam shrimp roll. We ordered two hot tea too. Butttt we need to have some space to the desserts. So, before we returned home we bought vanilla ice cream🍦

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Time flies, we are in our 50th day in the training🥹 We conducted online class with Ust Akhrie from South Korea. It was a cherry blossom season there 🌸🌸🌸 But, Ust Akhrie said that the weather in South Korea is so cold even just 5 degrees. Uuuuu I hope I can go there too someday. Aamiin•••

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Because Ms B have a another agendas, thus we must continue our tasks. Yet, Ms B still guided us by g-meet so we have an online class actually. We tried to make teaching plans. We put our goals of teaching, the steps of teaching we will do later, the assessments, and stuff. We worked these tasks till midday. As usual, especially for Ramadhan month, we went home after prayed Zhuhur🏡

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It was Ms B’s class again. We have to continue the tasks that wasn’t done yet. Ust Kus attempted the class and told us the progress of our school. In the end of the sessions, we learned about embroidery. But we need to practice the basic stitches first 🧵 🪡

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We have some tested and reflected today. The class devided by two groups. First one would be tested by Mr Syahron about Tahsin, the result showed us how much our improvement in Tahsin. And the second one would be reflected by Ms Milma. It was kinda took our study results. We also was gave the advice to help us to fix our lack of the lessons. Around 10.00 a.m., Ust Kus continued the class untill the sessions was end.

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Terrific Monday. I learned with Ms B today. To opened the session, Ms B asked may mates and I to read the material on internet. Then we was asked to give some reflection on the link that Ms B sent us. After that, we started the materials. It was about Taksonomi. And yup! So meaty materials:’)

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I did my homework that Ms B gave us. I surfing the website to find the meaning of Taksonomi Bloom, Taksonomi Marzano, and Taksonomi Wiggins. Actually these materials will help me when I make the “Capaian Pembelajaran” with the operational verbs inside. I must harder to study 📖

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Woww, it is our first day in April. Like time flies and we already in April now. Hmmm but my activities was not so much change. I accompanied my mom to shop some stuffs, also I cooked. And to fill my space time, I made a craft to my phone. This is one of my hobbies fyi. I can spend so many times to do crafting.

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This is the last day in March, I hope next month will be better and blessed. My mates and I conducted the training by online class today. The first session was held by Ust Akhrie. He actually in South Korea now. He has some agenda for Ramadhan there. Awesome! Wish me can go there too someday🥹 The second session was held by Ms Milma. We talked about our projects that was presentation in front of class. So we was asked the theme of topics we would share later. That’s all!

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Somehow, I was lazy to do anything today. But first of all, I will share you my daily activities. As usual,  I went to Smansa to attend the training. My mates and I learned with Ms B. We started to learn KKTP deeper. We also was known with operational verbs that we can use to create the KKTP. Oh! We was asked to fill some questioner that Ms B gave us. It was about our professionalism.

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It kinda surprised today because the training would conduct by online class first and then suddenly changed to be an offline class. Boom! 🤯 So I was a bit late join the class because I need to prepare my stuff. And honestly I surprised twice. When I entered the class, there was a new teacher that join us in Baitul Ilmi SHS. Her name is Ms Nurul and she is a guide and counseling’s teacher. I was so delighted. You know, she is a stunning person that have so many inspiring experience. I must learn a lot from her.

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Like my usual days, I went to the training and we have to read KKTP. We also were asked to try to work our KKTP indepently by the subject we teach. After the training finished, Ms Heni and I took around. And you know, I opened my health application and  saw that we have walked about 3,8 km or more! Amazing! 🛴

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Honestly, I still was not in shape but I decided to attend the training because Ms B would come. Fortunately the training was finished after zhuhur. Because I owed Ms Heni to took around at mall, so after the training we went there. We was so fun and tried to play some games there. We also sang in the karaoke😙 Though my voice was gone but I just sang the songs together with Ms Heni to help us release my stress. We chose about 7 songs, there were indonesian songs and western songs, nowadays songs as well as 80-00’s songs. Oh! We absolutely did window shopping wahahahaha like another normal behavior of women😂

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Because last night I accompanied my bigbro to grab some foods, my condition getting worse. Today I wasn’t in shape T.T But the saddest part I still have to do my homework~

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Today was the last day I could play with my cute nephew because tomorrow he will go home:’ Btw, I worked my tasks all day long without knowing it is true or not. My head was spinning~💃

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The training conducted by online class today. The first session started at 8.30 a.m. with Ms Milma. We shared about our ramadhan month and have a listening session as well as. The second session will start after ba’da tarawih around 8.45 p.m..

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Today I still felt unwell even it was getting worse. I tried to work my tasks but you can guess, it didn’t work. In the midday, I got a bad news. Ust Kus’s mother passed away. Allahummaghfirlaha wa ‘afiha wa’ fu’anha, aamiin. Ms Heni, Ms Umi, Ms Mela, and I went together to Ust Kus house. We returned about 4.30 p.m.

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Yesterday I felt kinda unwell but I forced myself to cook. Ya, like most people prepared d-1 before Ramadhan, my family also did same thing. Actually I didn’t cook many meals, but the meals have a long time to cook. I cooked beef rendang as well as sambal goreng ati. Hope my family enjoyed the foods🥘

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I will not share you too much.

Today Ms B attended the training and we continued to learn the last tasks.

My another sister was visiting my home and I sooooo happy could play with my cute nephew.

I grab some food at night and got wet when I returned home because the rain suddenly poured.

That’s it•

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Today I was supposed to attend the training. Yet, I decided to rest because I still feel unwell. I just laid in my bed and took a nap about two hours or more.

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I was soooo tired today and felt under the weather. That’s all!

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I was busy today because my sister, her husband and her children came to my house to prepare for “haol” (idk how did I say it in English😂). We cooked, baked, and stuff. The menus were chicken grilled with fried tofu and sambal and fresh-vegetables. And for the cakes, we baked three cakes it was a strawberry cake, a pineapple cake, and a pandanus cake🍰. We also shopped some snacks and bananas to complete. The event conducted at ba’da maghrib.

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Today we learned by online class with Ms Milma. We was asked to describe the events. Hmmm actually I don’t know what again I supposed to share you, friends. I’m just stuck thinking today😶‍🌫️ And somehow my bad memories was come to my mind lately•••

It was a very bad at the moment. The felts, the effecst, the moods, and everything about me was tend to be blue. Did you guys have a similar experience with me? Like somehow your bad memories came to you suddenly?

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Because the class would use to supervisor activities so that my mates and I waited near the class. We ate together the avocados that I brought. And alhamdulillah, my mates was happy ate the avocados. After that, about 11 a.m. Ust Kus called us to get in the class.

Today was special day because it was my bestie’s day. I called her and we talked for a few minutes. I’m so grateful have a friend like her though I just have one close friend. But it is more than enough. I love her and I will take care of her. Wish her have a lucky life🍀 Barakallah!

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Today was the last day we conducted the training in Gasol. Today’s schedule played some outbound. Frankly, I didn’t interest too much because I’m not feel comfortable to do some physical activities😌 But it didn’t mean if today was not fun. No, it wasn’t. It was sooooo fun because I laughed out loud😆 Even though I lost a lot of my energy but I was happy!

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Today the training was still conducted in Gasol and we continued to learn with Mr Suhartono. We worked some tasks by group and we have to present the tasks in front of the class. And we also must sent the tasks to Mr Suhartono’s g-drive.

Actually today is my friend’s birthday. We are so close in SHS but a few months ago I changed my number so I lost her number on WA. So I asked my another friend to get her number. And ya, finally I contacted her and we got some conversation. I was so delighted because I could keep in touch with my SHS’s friend😙

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Today the training was conducted with the teachers of BI’s JHS in Gasol. We learned about Active Deep Learner Experience (ADLX)-Introflex with Mr Suhartono from JSIT. And yaaa it was fun. Yet the biggest problem that I felt sooooo sleepy like I didn’t know but sometimes I couldn’t hold it anymore. So, I tried to refresh my mind and woke up my head hardly!🤯

Btw, I went to there with my bigbro and returned by Grab and then continued by public transportation.

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Nothing special happened in my Sunday. I took about 3 hours to clean my fridge and stuff. I also cooked for dinner, it was fried chicken and fried tempeh. And yes, I watched a movie as well. The title is Midsommar but I didn’t continue it yet because it is too sadistic. This film is amazing and showed me the real murder scenes. But like I said, it was too sadistic. I’m okay to watch but it have a few of disturbing scenes that my family might not enjoy it👹

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Today was like my usual Saturday. I watched a movie it was Mr Harrigant’s Phone — correct me if I wrong write the name — and honestly it didn’t make me scared like I thought first. It didn’t have a very scary scene and during the film played on, I just wondering the time we would get a jumpscare-_-

So after that, I decided to continue my series that I didn’t finish yet. Yup! The Last of Us. Now, it just have a one episode left🤧

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I really didn’t know what happened to me yesterday because I just forgot to write my diary. Like, seriously?!😮‍💨

Okay, yesterday we learned independently and continued to work our tasks about “Pengenalan Konten”. It was like we searched our sources that support the subject we have to teach and then made a conclusion based on the sources. We should to find at least five sources👾

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Today we accompanied by Ms B in the training. We went to the Smansa library to search some books that will support our subjects later. We found a lot and we must made a list for wrote what we have borrowed in the library for a year. We boxed the books and brought it to the class hardly. After that, I devided the books based on a teacher who will teach the subjects. It was so dusty🥸 Because the books were old and not usually used by students anymore. Even I found that one of my book produced in 1980. It took 19 years untill I born🥹

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Today was Ms Milma’s day hehe because we learned English all day long even though Ust Kus was also filled the training between the break times and the second session. We continued our lessons it was describing a thing, person, or place. I was chosen to describe my memorable stuff I have. Actually I thought it so hard and then I decided to share about my test cards story. It was the most reminder stuff when I was in senior high school.

Okay, now I will fulfill my promise to share something ‘bout me. I will share you if I’m in a good mood or just stuck to write my diary, pals👯‍♂️ Hmm.. Let me think. Because I have described my overthinking habit, my family, my fears, so I will share you ‘bout my insecurities I guess😂 And, ya! I have shared you before. My insecurities, the biggest one is me. Yup! It’s me. I’m just not a confident person. I think if I have so much lack and sometimes I can’t compromise myself. I don’t have a good background like I’m from a simple family, I don’t have many good experiences, and my habits or my experiences usually different with the people who in the same age with me. I’m afraid if my way to interact with the other is kinda weird. I know, this is a worst habit..

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Its a long ago i,m not writing...because busy? not too. Maybe i'm not feel important to write but it's of course not true...i'm should the consistant if want to develope the English. However my activity is so congested at 2 weeks ago, sometimes i'm very tired and so lazy for write :)
Today we learning about continue tahsin with Mr. Syahron and in the second session we continue to finish about ATP for the second lesson we will teach for independen and we finish at 15.00. in break for the lunc i am, Ms Heni, Ms Maloka and Ms. Mela go to the Bocil 99 for the snacking bacil as well as me,Ms Maloka, Ms Mela order bocil with the broth too spicy and we regret it because we not enjoy it and i.m syomachache when arrived home.....:{

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In today’s training, we learned independently because Ms B and Ust Kus must attend to Education Branch Office. We learned about tahsin as well as continued our yesterday’s tasks. I can’t share you a lot, pals. Sorry😞 I feel under the weather~

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Today wasn’t rainy, it was so clear🔆 After a while, finally we learned with Ms B again. Yippee! But the school was used to aerobics test so we heard so many songs played on loudly. So, it wasn’t conducive enough. Ms B was asked us to fill some questionnaires about our education knowledge. There were 16 questions. Because Ms B couldn’t accompany us until the end of the training, we continued our tasks independently.

Okay, I will share the incidents that happened to me today. The first one, it was a happy feeling to share. As you know, I have an experienced to teach in one of boarding Islamic school in Cianjur. One of the students has sent me an email to ask about my condition now, her problems with the subject that I taught previously, and just gimme her story that I have missed. Don’t ask me, I was so delighted🥹 I might still have a space in her memory. Thanks a bunch💗

The second one, it was a sadness. My aunt, my mom’s brother’s wife exactly, passed away about before Maghrib. May Allah give her a forgiveness and place her to the heaven. Aamiin. My mom, my dad, and my bigbro went to their house. So, I’m home alone untill now~

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I enjoyed the time with drank coffee when I was home alone~

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Today I was home alone. My mom and my bigbro went to his house in Cianjur. So after I cleaned my house, I continued to watch a series because a new episode has come. I also cooked to our dinner as usual. The meals that I cooked were: stir-fry snaps, fried salty small fishes, sambal, chicken with orange leaves+pandanus+basil+green chili slices and turmeric spices as well. Woooo sounds fancy👸

Okay, I will retell you about my story like I owed you yesterday. Now, I will share about my fears. If you ask me what animal have I a fear of, I’ve a fear of cockroaches so much. I have a bad experience behind it:( But if you ask me what am I afraid of bigger things, or more complicated things, I will answer that was the future. The future always frightens me. The uncertainty inside it and I just scare if I probably can’t through so well. Even, the future absolutely will give us a bad thing or a bad luck without know when/where it happens. The biggest problem is I doubt I can survive that. Like, we have to ready to face it whenever and wherever. I doubt I can give the best things, I doubt I can satisfy people around me too. I really doubt to myself😞

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I’m sorry to be late to write my journal. Last night I crashed😪

My Saturday’s activities actually were similar with the others Saturday. Therefore, I will to try to retell you about my story (such as yesterday) as I told previously in the class. Maybe a few days later.

Let me share you about my family. There were 8 main members in my family: my dad, my mom, my 5 siblings, and I. Because my sisters got married and have children, so my family increase bigger. My dad is from East Java so he can’t speak Sundanese fluently. My mom is originally from here. My first sibling is male, my second sibling is male, my third sibling is female, my fourth sibling is female, and the last one is male. We were not in the same house now because some of them decided to live independently, some of them got married and worked far from home, but I still live with my second sibling. Actually he has a house in Cianjur, but he didn’t want to lives there without my mom. But my mom didn’t want to lives there because there was no madrasah as many as here. It’s really confusing to tell, right?😂 Actually, he just too worry if my mom suddenly got sick. My first sibling lives with my fifth sibling around my house, my third sibling lives in Cikaja, and my fourth sibling lives in Cijati.

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Today’s training was off and I didn’t do many activities. As I said yesterday, my sister and her child is here, at my house, so I just helped my sister to play with my neice.

Let me share you a bit about my feelings. Because I think I supposed to be free in this platform, I guess😁 I didn’t lie when I said if I’m an overthink person. It’s a bad habit, I know right. I tried my best to move my mind but it is so hard. I often regretted the words that I have spoken, regretted my decisions, asking for myself: do I make somebody feel uncomfortable or hurting their hearts? as well. I always confuse to behave like the others, or simply to do that someone else’s like. I will think about one thing around and around to make sure that is the best but the truth say the otherwise. It’s kinda weird, alright? But yeah, that’s me. It’s absolutely wrong if you think I want to be a perfect. Nope. Most of people don’t like this side of me, but if you want to know, I just want to be accepted normally and sometimes the reason is because I don’t want to let anybody down so that’s why I think to do something over and over again. I apologize if I going to be a weird person, guys wahahahaha. I totally hope I don’t going to make you, my work colleagues, feel uncomfortable👉👈 I will always try to change this habit🤘😅

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It was a rainy Friday. Actually I almost forget to write my diary because today my sister and her child came to my house so I too enjoyed spend my time with them. It’s been one month since the last we met but my sister’s child have grew up so fast, she even had one teeth😬

Today’s training was started with Ms Milma in English session which continued yesterday’s lesson. So, the method is totally same with yesterday. We was asked to explained and gave some opinions to the topics to our partner and we have to retelod it in front of the class. At the second session, we tried together to solve and worked our activities based in the indicators from Baitul Ilmi’s vission. Okaaaay, I will close this dairy so see ya! 👋

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Today was a new month. Horray!🎊 I hope it will be a great month.

As usual, I went to Smansa at 7.30 a.m and arrived at about 8.00 a.m. As you know, we started the training at 9.00 a.m. so I must to wait about one hour. At the first session, we continued to learn about our duties as a caliphs in this world with Ust Kus. And yups, we as humans are caliphs. So we have to do this holy duties. At the second session, we learned English with Ms Milma. We learned how to brainstorm ideas use 5E: explaination, example, experience, extra-information, and evidence. We practiced our English lesson today with answered and described the question that Ms Milma was written on the whiteboard. I was paired with Ms Heni and talked about how to manage our pocket money. That’s all for sharing today. Bye! <3

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This is my test result. You know, I need to learn more🫣

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Today was last day on February. I hope, tomorrow which is a new month, will be better than last month. I also hope that Allah will always give me the ease to through my days. Aamiin

Ust Kus and Ms B continued their work so that we learned independently. First session presented by Mr Syahron and the last one presented by Ms Milma. We learned so many things. For instance, Mr Syahron shared the differentiations of nun sakinah and tanwin. And with Ms Milma we was asked to finish EF SET. It was some free-online test that was designed to fulfill high technical standards like TOEFL and IELTS. In this test there were 3 categories to describe our English skill.

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Hallo wednesday, i think today was sunny day as not as yesterday. I was still at my grandmother's house. i might can stay at here until today. so tonight i will back home.

Today, i went to school by angkot. The first session from mr. Kusmayadi. We learned about interpretation of Albaqarah:30. It explained our task as khalifah. The second session from ms. Badriah, we continued to make ATP. After time was over, we should go home. i always back home with ms. Heni by angkot 🥰

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Today was rainy day. The rain maked me not wanted to go to school. hehehe 😂 as usually i prepared any things that i need to school then i went to school. Because, today was rain, so i prefer went to school by train.

The first lesson was filled by mr. Kusmayadi, we maked SKL of Baitul Ilmi Senior High School based on our visi. After that, we discussed together point by point from each opinions.

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Today we were supposed to learn with Ms B. Yet, she couldn’t attend the training because she should to fulfill her promise to accompany teachers of SMAN 1 Cipeundeuy to learn about assessment. Thus, we learned with Ust Kus about SKL. For the second session, we learned with Ms Milma. We have learned about transitional words such as “and”; “but”; “for example”; as well as “therefore”. As usual, we was asked to practice that lessons with applied the topics that have choosen and then spoke it in English of course. The topics were:

1. What do we do to get rid of stress.

2. Who gave us the biggest impact in our life.

3. What is our biggest fear, insecurity, and anxiety.

I was paired with Ms Mela and we talked about the topics so intens. We have known each other deeper from this session⛳️

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Top of morning y'all. I'm not friends with the weather these days. I got sore throat several days ago yet I had a bunch to do. My life-saver, my mom, she made me porridge when I hadn't woke up from my sleep. She accompanied and gave me medicine on time. When I fell asleep and I forgot to cover myself with blanket, she checked on me, and put it on me. There will be no words that is good enough to describe or explain how I deeply love her.

I slept for only 3 hours last night. I heard the pouring rain at 2, the blowing wind too. I woke up tired and my body felt stiff, to be continued. Mr Kusmayadi has come 🥹

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Hello monday,, I am ready doing any activities today. I woke up in the early morning and prepared to go to school. Today was different as another day. because i head to school from my grandmother's house.

I am very excited today because the day was ms. badriah's lesson. The lesson today, we continued to make TP and ATP. Every lesson with ms. Badriah. I always relized that to be a teacher was not easy. we must have big motivation and want to learn and learn. You can do it mel!!! Keep it up✨

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Three last days in this month. Today was not like another weekend because I didn’t watch movies. Actually I have played the movies on, but around 20 minutes later I stopped the video and chose to take a nap hehe
At night, I did my online class with my colleagues. We learned about “hukum nun mati atau tanwin” in tahsin lesson by Mr Syahron. In the end of the class, we was asked to read Quran 2 verses each per person. My corrected words were how to pronounce ra’ and ta’. I hope I can be better💥

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This is the last Saturday in February. I did my activities same with another Saturday. The different was I went to madrasah longer because there was Commemorate Isra Mi’raj Day. The important thing that I could note from Ustadz today was: sometimes, the devil is pretend and whisper us to be kind although they have another purpose. The devil will seek every chance to make us wretched. I mean, the devil make us do something others look it kind but our heart have another intentions to do that. From this, I asked myself how I did my activities. Is there another purpose in my worshipness? I’m afraid if everything that I do is nothing value in Allah’s side🍂 I don’t hope so.

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Friday, free-day🥴 Ms Yaumi and I have arrived at the school while Ust Kus told us that the room would  still to use. We waited our colleagues and then decided to start the class in the outdoor. But, it was pouring today so we has been a bit wet. We learned with Ms Milma because Mr Syahron could not to attend the training because he need to do his important affairs. We learned about simple present tense and tada! Same with the last lesson, we was asked to share the topics we got one person by one person in front of us. We got 5 minutes to explained it. My turn was fourth from six mates. I got to explain my hobbies that I usually do in the lessuire time.

After that, we went to Bocil 99 to have a lunch together. Ms Yaumi would pay the bill, hooray^^ The concept of the restaurant is all you can eat every foods that served. And you can guess, I was too full😗

Because I didn’t pray Zhuhur yet so that I decided to do in Mesjid Agung Cianjur and continued to shop  my training’s stuff in the AA shop.

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Today we didn’t attend the training (again) hehe because the room that we usually used would use by superintendents of senior high school for some activities. So I decided to follow my mom to madrasah on every Thursday a.k.a. “Kemisan”. After that, my mom, her friends, and I went to our spiritual teacher who came home from the hospital. She is the wife of my favorite teacher as I have told to you, guys. May Allah give her a healthy life. Honestly I’m soooooo ashamed to visit her/his house😶 Her/his house is not much change, still full of paintings and others seem art. I don’t mind to spend my time to enjoy his artworks.

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Today I was late to go to the training because I waited my bigbro who went to his affairs. If I knew it would be took a long times, I definitely left fisrt:(

In the morning, we was informed by Ust Kus that we would to visit BI junior high school on Gasol. We was asked to introduce ourselves and promoted our school to boy students of BI junior high school. We went together by Ust Kus’s car from Smansa. We arrived arround 12.30 p.m. And then we prepared our introduction and presented at 1.30 p.m. I hope, with our itroduction that the students of BI junior high school will interest and join in BI senior high school. You know, I think I kinda made it because today’s introduction is my twice turn😋 Maybe it was not perfect but at least I could control my nervousness~

P.s.: I still hoping that Ms Yaumi will stay with us as the BI senior high school’s teachers. I pray as much as possible to get the best answer because I can’t imagine BI senior high school without Ms Yaumi. As you know, Ms Yaumi is our mother in the class🥺

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Today was weekday but felt like weekend😂 Yup! The training was off today. FYI, actually I got ready to go to SMANSA. I accepted the information on WA when I wanted to take my helmet. Fortunately, I already read the group messages. Because of that, my mom asked me to accompany her to the stall and her friend’s house to return an umbrella that my mom borrowed yesterday. After I walked around with my mom, honestly I didn’t do anything. I only watched drama series and as usual I got the home tasks such as fed my cats and cooked. I didn’t cook something special, just stir-fry knuckles with turmeric spices and chilies + orange leaves slices, and stir-fry mustard greens. I didn’t prepare many dishes because we still have yesterday foods so I just warmed it up again!

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First day on this week. I accepted a bad news today. Ms Yaumi told us that she probably would not to able in this job because the distance from the BI senior high school is too long to her house. I truly hope it doesn’t happen. May Allah give us the best answer for this🥺

Today we learned tahsin all day long because Ms B unfortunately couldn’t attend and Ms Milma got ill. We learned with Mr Syahron about sifatul huruf and we got some quizzes around that. At the end of the sessions, we was asked to work some task that was identified huruf hijaiyah based on its sifatul huruf.

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Friday's morning. I woke up early as usually because i must go to school. Before i went to school, my mom was asked me to take to grandmother's house. I took her by motorcycle. When we arrived i directly saved motorcycle in there. Then i continued to go to school by angkot. hehehe.

If you know that i can't drive motorcycle to main road/highway. I didn't dare and i was afraid because the highway's a lot of bigcars like bus and big truck.

So i head to school by train. i enjoyed with my trip to ciranjang-cianjur used the train 😂 it was not just a cheap price, but they had good facilities. For Rp. 2.000 we can enjoy with our trip to ciranjang-cianjur by the train.

Have a nice day✨

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I got better this Sunday, alhamdulillah. Today, I cleaned my cat’s cages. After that, I went to the stall to shop a coconut milk, snacks, vegetables, and other. I would to make a cake because my mom asked me to make it yesterday. Okayy, let’s started to make a cake 🍰 The ingredients were four eggs, a cup of flours, a cup of sugars, a glass of coconut milks, a tablespoon of TBM or cake emulsifiers, a teaspoon of baking powders, a bit of vanilla powders, and of course cocoa powders. Because my cocoa powders was gone so I changed it with instant chocolate drinks. Long story short, I devided the doughs to two bowls. The first one was white doughs, and the second one was chocolate doughs. For the white dough I added some raisins and for the chocolate dough I added some chocochips. Today’s cake wasn’t bake but was steamed that’s why I put the coconut milk instead butter. I even added a few of pandan leaves into the boiled water so you know, it made more fragrant🤤 It took a half hour to cook the doughs. I will make it for you too, guys. Someday😁

FYI, I didn’t have a breakfast today and only snacked on. My first dishes today at 2.30 p.m.🫥

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Hello again. Last week we have a full week meeting. I mean, we met on Monday to Friday. I actually got a lot last week.

There was a day when Mr. Kusmayadi elaborated QS. Al-Baqarah: 30.
وَإِذْ قَالَ رَبُّكَ لِلْمَلَٰٓئِكَةِ إِنِّى جَاعِلٌ فِى ٱلْأَرْضِ خَلِيفَةً
We talked about our role in this universe. He also told us the superiorities of reciting Koran. At the moment I realized one thing. "Fix your relationship with your religion, fix your salah and recite Koran, then Allah will ease your life."

There was also the day when we learned with Miss B. Allahumma shalli alaa muhammad, my neck hurt 🤣 you know I have gotten that material when I was in the 5th semester of uni. But I have no idea on where did all that memories go 🫣 I hope that Miss B won't ever be tired of telling me on what to do with my TP/ATP and stuffs 😶‍🌫️

On Friday, we also learned with Mr. Akhrie. I had a chitchat with him before the class. I found out that he had also been to Pare long before I went there. We discussed about the philosophy of ta'awudz as well as al fatihah.

Lastly, let me tell you about the movie I watched this weekend. You see, I have a kind of ritual every weekend, it is watching movie. Like, I have to watch a movie or two every weekend, just to "keep me sane" 👶🏻 . The title of the movie is Midnight Runners, it's about two best friends in cop's academy who have the same vision to stand for the right.

That's all~~~~

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Actually, my Saturday activities were sorta similar like previous Saturday. But, I didn’t do many activities today because I got headache so bad🤕 So, I did nothing hhe. I decided to drink some medicine because it was getting worse. Perhaps it’s getting better soon..

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Today I was not complete attended the training because I accompanied my mom to the hospital to checkup monthly. So, I joined the training in the second session. Today we continued learned about past tense with Ms Milma. We was asked to share our past story. The topics were prepared and we got it randomly. It so challenged because we just have about 5 minutes to prepared what we wanted to say in front of the class. I got the school years life topics so that I shared a lbit story around that. Oh! We also was asked to write the incorrect grammar from our friends while they shared their stories☃️

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Today was started with a sunlight but in the midday was cloudy and then rain. Because Ust Kus and Ms B didn’t attend the training, we learned with our stunning peer tutors, Ms Milma and Mr Syahron. To be honest, I always amazed to them. They have so many knowledge that I must to learn to them✨

In the break times, we prepared a little surprise for Mr Adnan who officially graduated yesterday. Ms Milma and I took our cake that we ordered on Monday. I hope Mr Adnan was happy with our ideas to celebrate his achievement. However, we have been together about 1 month. It would be sorta weird if we didn’t feel happy if one of our mates felt happy, I guess. Okay, I think that’s my diary for today. The note is: we should be happy and try to be happier day by day!

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It was a nice Wednesday. Although the weather was so cold in Cipanas, at least today was not started with the rain. It didn't mean the rain was an annoyed thing, but it was a bit made me lazy to do some activities. Who there that agree with me?😝 You know, the universe like whisper to me to pull back my blanket, watch movies or listen the mellow songs, and lamenting my fates. Wahahaha just kidding! I mean, to enjoy the moment all day long. Frankly, I love the rain. I'm fond of watching the each of spot water is pouring from the sky. Okay, let's started to share my journal today! I'm sorry if my story was verbose. Today my mates and I learned with Ust Kus. But, unfortunately Ust Kus was late about 1 hour so we was asked to evaluate by ourselves the tasks we have done yesterday. After Ust Kus arrived, he shared to us about the duties as a caliphs based on QS. Albaqarah, 2: 30. For the second session of the training, we continued to work our tasks about "Capaian Pembelajaran" with Ms B. And at the end of the day we was gave kebuli rice from Ms Yaumi because today was her son's birthday. Thanks again, Ms Yaumi🙇‍♀️ Soooooo that's all for today!

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Hello again!

Cianjur started with a rain this morning. I went to the mosque to pray subuh under the pouring rain. What a blessed morning. Talking about the rain, mostly I thought that rain is a blessing gift from Allah, although sometimes some of my activities disturbed by the rain, I always take a positive point of view from the rain.

This morning I decided to start again to do one of my routine activity, that’s murajaah. Murajaah is an activity to read some verses of the Quran you have memorized without looking at the Quran/text. The main purpose of murajaah is to strengthen our Quran memorization. The more we do murajaah, the stronger our memorization of the verse. Maybe it has been 3 months since I didn't do the murojaah anymore. Before a massive earthquake shook our lovely city last November, routinely I did murojaah every morning after praying subuh. But when I was involved in voluntary activities for around three months to work on an emergency response and recovery program, I had not enough time to do murajaah. I hope I can do this activity routinely every morning.

Why do I choose to do this activity in the morning? The main reason, I think, it is the best time to do it. I have full concentration to do so, and the environment is very supportive. Our body is still in prime condition and not disturbed yet by other activities. Another reason, according to what I have heard from my spiritual teacher, is that our whole day is affected by our morning. If we do a good deed in the morning, we’ll pass the day with other good things, and vice versa.

I hope to have a blessed morning every day.

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It was a rainy day. I went and returned to my house wore my raincoat. For the training, we started with Ust Kus. He shared about school standards and what standards that BI wanted. We also was asked to write our opinions about the activities we must to do and achieve based on indicators in BI visions. After that, we synchronized our each opinions. We broke and then continued the tasks without Ust Kus after zhuhur. Oh! Let me shared you something that made me, actually my mates and I, was happy. Ms Yaumi brought a box of instant cup noodles🫶 Thank you, Ms💋 It will accompany us to through our days during the training!

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Thrusday was free day!!! Yipppi....

You know that when Mr. syahron told us "tomorrow was free" i am so happy that time. hehehehe.

The thrusday on this week used to met the children of Grade 9 Baitul Ilmi. The children were being at Rarahan Cibodas. We were not all of us to came there. Just ms milma, mr. syahron and ms. maloka. Because their home were near to the location.

And i used this free day to clean my house, to wash my clothes, and etc. Actually, i like if i was a wife but i didn't have a husband. I felt it at that time🤣🤣

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It's been a long time since I haven’t written anything here :(

After passing a rainy Sunday, I had to come back to the training session for teaching preparation of Baitul Ilmi Senior High School this morning. I felt so happy because today's class with Ms B. I learned to make and describe one of the learning plan equipment. In this session, my friend and I had to arrange the learning goal based on the government regulation for each lectures. I know it is very important to do, although it's confusing for me. You know, it was my very first time to make something like this. In the end of the session, we didn't complete the task yet. So we had to take this as homework. It's okay, there is another chance to complete the task.

After the training session ended, I went to the Kita Peduli Foundation office. This humanity foundation has some social projects, especially for disaster recovery programs after a massive earthquake shaking our lovely city. As a part of the foundation I have a project to handle. I have to lead a well drilling and construction of sanitation facilities project for affected people in Desa Limbangansari. Because of the massive earthquake, water supply in this area was disturbed. Alhamdulillah, after submitting a proposal in December 2022, this project was funded by Pasar Modal and Otoritas Jasa Keungan. So, this afternoon I had to sign an agreement letter with a well driller vendor. The drilling process began yesterday. I hope this project will end well and give so many benefits for the affected people. :)

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Some people believe number 13 is showing bad luck. Is it true? I’m not really sure. Because today was not like yesterday, so sunny. Although full of the materials, but I gladded could meet with Ms B who always gave me a new knowledge about education every time we met. Today’s learning continued the last material that Ms B shared: Capaian Pembelajaran. Our tasks was checked and we must continued to work it. And my head burned. But, it didn’t matter because this was indicated that I used my brain😂 Day by day, I’m more sure that become a teacher is not simple. It’s a stunning job so we need to beyond!

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Today was second sunday at february. It was so rainy recently. Indeed my mother asked me to do cleaning and laundry. I started with washing the dishes, then continue to hanging laundry. Actually, I wasn't the one who hanged the clothes, because i need to go barber shop. So after finishing drying clothes at dryer tube, i took a shower quickly. I also prayed dzuhoor and prepared my stuff. I waited the rain until it was leting up.

Before i went to barber shop at Balakang Cipanas, i saw a video on my whatsapp status. When I slided to next video, It shocked me because there was a black ash billowed in the air and the crowds seemed like surrounded the source. I asked my friend what was happened there, then she told me that it was a house fire. Astagfirullah, i never thought it would be fire in this rain season.

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It’s pouring today. I was bored and felt so cold. My bigbro dominated TV and he watched series that remake from his childhood. To be honest, I couldn’t enjoy that series because the plot is too uninterested and the characters was so funny (sorry, bro!). And unfortunately, he watched 7 episodes at once😭 So I just streamed YouTube on my phone. In the midday, we grabbed some food it was meatballs. And that gave warmth to my day. I even did some exercise on a quarter to 2 o’clock because I was so freezed. In the afternoon, my mom and my bigbro visited to my uncle’s house who came home from the hospital. So, again. I’m home alone. I cooked to our dinner: stir-fry baby cabbages, mushed tofu, under ripe pumpkins soup, and stir-fry small salted fish with tomato+chili+scallion. I understood why the restaurant that put the English name on their menu is always sounds luxury wahahaha. Oh! I also continued to watch the flick “The Last of Us”. And you know. I’m really tired so I will sleep early I guess.

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Honestly, I didn’t do many activities today. I was a couch potato. After I went to madrasah, I watched youtube on TV. And then, my mom and I decided to watch a flick about zombie. This flick often recommended by youtuber, always in high and good rate on my movies platform, even my mates, Ms Heni also recommended to watch it. We started the flick, and boom! I admitted it. It was so worth to rate 9.6/10 as the platform wrote. Maybe I will gonna watch the next episode now🧟‍♂️

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Yesterday, i didn't attend the teacher training because it was day off. Although, I still stick with my morning routine. In the morning, I got to go to IPB Bogor with my father. We drove a motorcycle at 7 a.m because we avoided crowded time and traffic. It was overcast along the way, i was afraid there would be a sudden rain. I told my father to speed up, so we could come earlier. Lucky me when we arrive at my college, the weather was changed into Sunny warmy Thursday. I decided to finish my plan as soon as possible.

Long story short, on the way home, it was rain cats and dogs as I expected before. My father and I got wet (obviously) so we stepped aside at the mosque while we were waiting the rain to let up. After letting up, the mist started to fall and blanketed the streets. We couldn't see almost anything, it looked just white except the sreet lines and vehicle loop. I tend to be freezing and jigling, i tried to hold my jacket more tight.
Alhamdulillah, by 12.30 p.m Cimacan street had appeared, this mean it took 5 minute more to my house. We bought 2 pack nasi padang for our lunch later. After all, i enjoyed the trip with my father even though i came at home with wet clothes and freezing. I'm  finally save my graduation gown for graduation day. May Allah bleesed me with abundant of health so i could attend my graduation day.

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This is the last day on this training week. Today we learned with Ms Milma. We have learned about how to give an opinion. There are so many options to deliver our opinion. To completed this materials, we was asked to debate with one of our mates in class. Each groups consist of 2 people: Ms Heni vs Mr Adnan, Ms Yaumi vs Ms Mela, Mr Syahron vs I. Actually, there was no win or lost in this session. We started our first topic about “drinking is more important than eating”. Mr Syahron in the disagree side and I’m in the agree side otherwise. Before we moved on to another topic, we have break. Ms Milma and I grabbed some food in Ibu Dewi elementary school and our friends asked us to bought too. In our return way, we were in the rain🌧️ So, we snacked on although our clothes were wet. After we prayed, we continued the lesson. We debated the second topic it was “tiger parenting is the best parenting style in Asia”. You know, I have been there. It was very uncomfortable to be frank. We couldn’t express our emotions mostly. Not again, Maloka! Stop shared here🙃In this last session of the day, we devided each groups to 3 people. Ms Heni + Ms Yaumi + Mr Adnan in the same group and out of that was my group. This class so fun because we trained to spoke in front of our friend in English of course. And we needed to search our source so the data that we used are valid.

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Oh no, i skip writing diary on wednesday 😅

What the special about today is the longest day at teacher training. I mean I arrive home at 5 p.m hahaha. We spent a lot of time at speaking english at the class. I was excited but anxious at the same time. I needed to pair with mate to talk and discuss about the topic given. I'm pretty sure my mates can see me freezing without shout any word there. I'm afraid to do mistakes so people think how bad i am :(  I think this is reason why i'm never going better than tommorow. Maybe everyone were right, having mistakes is a must. So what i must do now is change my mindset. I'll be brave with making mistake and admit it.

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Hallo again. It's been awhile. My schedule is sort of hectic lately (plus I caught a cold). Today Mr. Syahron, Ms. Maloka and i went to visit the girls in Baitul Ilmi JHS in Cibodas. We had so much fun there. I lowkey wanted a bar of chocolate too, but none of them is destined for me WHAHAHAHA

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This morning, I stare the golden light from the sun. But it’s a little cloudy for my heart, my mind. I’m still unmood untill this day:(

Okay let’s move on and stop to confided, Maloka!😁 I’m a morning person actually but I have a bad habit that is go to bed again after I prayed Shubuh. Am I still called a morning person? Idk. I will try to change this habit. After I woke up (again), I just did my routine activities at the morning. Yup! Fed my cats. I cleaned my house too because it was a holiday in my training! I’m home alone because my mom went to madrasah, my dad went to another vila that we also looked after, and my brother gotta work. After that, I laid in my bed to rest my body and my mind. But, suddenly I have a chat and told me to introduced ourselves, my mates and I, in front of Baitul Ilmi junior high school in English. Actually I agreed to came to Rarahan, Ust Kus’s house yesterday. But I didn’t expect was asked to introduced ourselves especially in English. Don’t ask me what the feel like🥹 I started to prepare what I wanna say. Time went by, the time has come.  And it was my turn to introduce. As I told you, I have a big problem to control my nervousness. So, you can guess what happened to me. I forgot what I wanna say🥲 I just wanna disappered on this planet at the moment. I messed up myself:( I feel like I’m the worst person. You know, like I’m the dumbest one😭 I didn’t have a good branding like Mr Syahron and Miss Milma. How I can be better? Ya Allah, please help me and ease my way..

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Hectic....I have a job which requires me standby at the office at Monday, Wednesday and Thursday, but I must attend training SMA IT BI too so Itry to split the time for I am present in a between that schedule.

Both are important to me but sometimes I'm so tired -_- not to mention, when I got home I couldn't take a break right away because I still had to take care of homework. Tired but i'm happy because i feel have productive time...May Allah ridho

In our class today we learn English with Ms. Milma...the materials about Filler, that's my big trouble hehe...the second session is disccused about KOSP with Ust. Kusmayadi and we finished at 15.30.

Alhamdulillah I hope today better than yesterday

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I’m kinda moody today. I felt something that I couldn’t share you guys, sorry. So, to made my day I listened some musics. Cheerful songs of course. For today’s training, Ms B still couldn’t attend the training so we decided to learned English with Miss Milma. We learned about what we should to do to having ideas. To practiced this lesson, we were asked to speak with our mates like two people in each groups. So, we started the conversation at the time. I practiced with Mr Adnan first. We talked about our role model in our real life. I chose my senior high school’s teacher. And Mr Adnan too. We have an inspiring teacher. Next topics, I practiced with Ms Yaumi. We talked about something that make us happy. We also talked about the advantages and disadvantages using internet. The big problem that I must faced when I started a conversation was nervous and how to control it. If I get butterflies in my stomach, I just forget what I wanna say. And, like common problems for beginners, I struggle with fillers habit. It so waste my time to deliver what I mean actually. So Miss Milma gave us gapfillers materials to overcome that problems. After prayed Zhuhur and have a lunch, we learned with Ust Kus. He explained to us what the meaning of KOSP and how to implement it to Baitul Ilmi. He opened the class with shared the story about prophet Muhammad. It really reminded me if I’m not a good enough servant. I will try my best to make me better🦾

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Today, i have learned tahsin with mr. syahron as usually. and we continued with mr. kusmayadi we learned about "learner teacher".

Today's class was so long. we left school at 04.00 pm so that i arrived at home at 06.00 pm.

In the night, i had agenda to join english course on zoom meet. i finished at 09.00 pm, then i didn't sleep. The day was so long and so tired. But, i wondered why i can't sleep. ohhh yeah. i remembered that i drank a coffe at class. I am not sure that creamy latte affected my bedtime.

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Keep on fighting^^

I'm sure with Allah plan is better for me than my plan.