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i don't expect you to return my feelings. you're pretty goddarn admirable and I'm sure there are plenty of others who like you, too. this is just a confession- don't worry.

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miss me a little, 'the light of my life.'

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i ship #doda

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i know you're obsessed with my lips. you even rubbed it cause it's so soft.

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hhh, this is harder to say than i thought

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okay, kidding-- i know you appreciate me anyways.

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okay, kidding-- i know you appreciate me anyways.

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keep reading....

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your presence is very much welcomed and coughscherishedcoughs

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(aren't you amazed i managed to acknowledge that?)

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and i guess you are manly
(sCRATCH THAT 'SEXY' you're not sexy pft.)

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*evil, wicked, gigantic half dodo bird half bunny tbh-

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(and by now, you're probably cackling with joy and excitement because wow is this really luda speaking. yes it is, and i'm not afraid to break your leg if you mock me!!!)

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but then again, i am a strange person.

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you do kindamakemyheartflutterinthestrangestofways

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(ugh, gummy smiles..)

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(you're probably saying, "where is this woman getting all of this from?" right? right.)

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well, even though sometimes you make me want to murder you

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but we both know it's fun and it's a special part to our relationship--  and i know you like it cause I'm cute when I'm angry

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we almost ALWAYS bicker

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we never finished our movie, but you were pretty nice to lowkey cuddle

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but we all know you wanted more

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you were probably like this during our indirect kiss, weren't you-

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remember this?
you're still the bunny here

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you seem completely oblivious and i'm getting frustrated--

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you seem completely oblivious and i'm getting frustrated--

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i like you, kim doyoung. more than a frenemy should. more than a friend should. more than i should have. but i can't turn back now.

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before i go on, don't you think i make a cute bunny?

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before i go on, don't you think i make a cute bunny?

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you might have said no, but i know you love me, anyways.

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you might have said no, but i know you love me, anyways.

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even though i get like 3 seconds of lines

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yes, that is correct. it's an appreciation post for me!

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yes, that is correct. it's an appreciation post for me!

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and here comes the 'long, corny, cringy, ew ew ew moment' 

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and here comes the 'long, corny, cringy, ew ew ew moment' 

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in hales-
i honestly have no clue where it began. it was just small talk, then a little banter, which turned into full on bicker, and then came the moment when i fell sick. i really didn't expect you to worry about me-- much less, to take care of me. but you did, and i really did feel so grateful and my heart was all fuzzy during that whole time. maybe next time, we could finish the movie? or let's watch a horror movie you 'manly' bunny. anyways, i never really thanked you for that. so thank you. haven't felt so sick since then, tbh. but then again, i should get sick just so you could shower me with a lil more affection- (like i said, i'm a smol emotional pokemon who's in need of love and affection.) i think it kinda grew from there, this whole...( oh my god i can't believe i'm saying this) 'feelings' thing. and truth is, i never expected it to come so soon? nor did i expect it to be with you. NO OFFENSE. i just didn't think i'd find anyone interesting enough to, y'know chase after. but you had to hop your way through my cold stone heart (or did you fly like a dodo bird? wait, do dodo birds fly?) and dug a spot within it. and it's a pretty tough spot to erase. and it hit me when we parted for a while, and i don't know why but i thought there were others out there you'd be more interested in so i kind of just. . . disappeared. but no. you didn't let me. nope- you popped up that one day and told me you missed me, and goddamn, i missed you a lot. i really did. even being away from you for that one day- ugh i sound super clingy, but i really did miss you. i kept on waiting for your name to appear in that online list. again, and again, and again. and it slowly settled within me that these feelings were. . . well, real.  and it took me a whole lot of power to not hit you up because my tsun stubborn self didn't allow me. but again, i didn't have to. because you popped up once again. you told me you missed me-- and i was smiling the whole day, after. oh god, this is so cheesy. but yeah, it's true. you don't have to be sweet doyoung (though that's a plus because sweet doyoung really does make my stomach go all flip flop). you could be the usual dodo bird and still manage to make me smile or make my day. again, i don't know how!!! but you just do. i tried really hard to ignore these feelings and deny it. again. and again. and again. i mean, you saw it yourself. but it's come to a point where i decided, i shouldn't just hold it back. especially when you're so BLIND ABOUT IT!!!! andyoulowkeymakemejealouswhenyoushowerotherswithaffectionandlove. so yeah---