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If I need to look back about the desicion I took before two years I will say that I don't have any regrets and I would took the same way I took.
I won't lie, until now I had a lot of difficult dilemmas about this issue and I'm shure I will have more. For example this Passover my grandma invited all of  my familiy to Seder night. The problem that they live in Tel Aviv and I can't drive on the holiday. This and a lot of more dilemmas I have but I belive on my way.
"I doubted if I should ever come back."
This qoute from the poam describe what I'm thinking right now. I think that from the moment I got my desicion I can't go back because you get in love with this life.
I'm happy about my desicion and I think my picture describe well how I feel in reflection about my desicion.

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I didn't choose a secular life because I belive that this is the wrong way to live in life. When I were secular I wasn't shure about my life, I had a lot of passing thoughts and I felt ungrateful for god. I didn't take this road because all of this feelings.
"Oh, I kept the first for another day!"
This qoute is just like what I said. Maximum,  if it will be hard I won't keep Shabbat.
In the picture we can see a clone from the movie "Star Wars". we can see him thinking a lot about something. I was in this position after I took my desicion.

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My dilemma is on the one hand to keep Shabbat and put yarmulke and on the other hand to live a  Secular life without keeping Shabbat.
Pro to keep Shabbat:
- I belive in god and belive that he told us to keep Shabbat.
- I think that it is good that one day on the week I rest and not always at the facebook, WhatsApp or hearing to the news.
- I like the atmosphere of Shabbat.
Cons for keeping Shabbat:
-If I keep Shabbat I will be different from my freinds and my familiy.
-If I keep Shabbat It can cause argument with my familiy at home.
-I will lose a lot of activites on Shabbat: vication with my familiy and freinds in the scouts on Shabbat , I will lose Soccerball games on Shabbat....
I will add a qoute that describe my Dilemma before I took a desicion:
"TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood, |
And sorry I could not travel both"
Before I knew what to do I said to myself that I cant go to the Sinagog and don't keep Shabbat. I cant contradict myself and I need to get a desicion.  This situation is like the qoute. I have two optaions and I need to choose only one way.

This picture describe my dilemma because my dileema is on the one hand to live a Secular life or a religon life and the main thing that simble the Jewish life is the yarmulke.

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After I thought a lot I chose to keep Shabbat. I got this desicion because I can't escape from what I belive. I think that this is the correct way to live.
Now I'm kepping Shabbat while all of my familiy and my freinds don't. I don't put  yarmulke because I think I'm not ready to this step.
"Then took the other"
This is a qoute from the poem. This qoute describes my choise because I had two optaions and I took the other option - to keep Shabbat. I took the road less traveled by just like it's written in the poam.
This song was written by Aric Anstein. On the song Aric Anstein is taiking about his freind that become religion and took the same way I took. I understand this dificult situation that Aric describes in the song and that's the reson I chose this song.

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אריק איינשטיין - הוא חזר בתשובה

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איינשטיין קיבל את הדחף לכתוב את השיר לאחר שקרא בעיתון כתבה על ילדים שניתקו את יחסיהם עם הוריהם בעקבות חזרה בתשובה.