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someone in the crochet club loves design and offered to help me create a cool poster for the feedback forms :)

we added the headlines i came up with a few months ago to show that this club is also about mental health. crochet is a great emotional regulation activity, this club is a jugdment-free space to talk about our mental health and give each other advice when sollicited, and some of the participants are here to try and ease back into social situations. i'm beyond grateful to be part of people's healing journey and i hope that crochet can help them as much as it has helped me!

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hello hello, i've missed you ! my contract is over on may 31, i contacted my HR & apparently they're not looking into re-hiring for now. i've been looking for jobs for the past weeks, avoiding restauration at all cost lmao (hard PASS). i'm trying to get fundings for a formation in september that would be accessible for me (medical administration secretary or administrative agent bc it is linked to my work skills for now), it's gonna be hard to make it work but i'm still looking into it. it's a bit stressful considering i'm not getting renewed at my current company, it was nice to feel a bit of stability but it's not over, i'll maybe get a better opportunity in the future

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this process is called "blocking", it shapes the piece

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i finally felt like trying this one again, i learned a new crochet technique to make the pattern more visible and it was worth it! i just took a look at the post i made five months ago here and the bats were barely visible, that’s crazy. i can’t wait to hang it in my room :))

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made my first brownie with the help of my gf 

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made my first brownie with the help of my gf 

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i never been familiar with cooking or baking (i can cook but very simple meals), i had very bad memories about learning how to bake when i was a kid. i wanted to try to learn again in a good environmental & baked my first brownie with the help of my gf.

she had a recipe that she followed last time when she made my birthday brownie a couple of months back that she showed me, she also showed me technics.

i’m glad to say i did not mess that up, it tasted like a combo of fondant & brownie. it was really good. fun thing i made it right on your birthday i wish i could have shared some with ya

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hello, i've been through a lot lately & i'm struggling to answer by texts lately i'm sorry. i know you've been doing a lot of projects lately & i see it. ur doing amazing !!! i'll text as soon as i can

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can u believe it took me the entire first pjo season to crochet this? that's why most people don't crochet clothes with lace yarn and a 2.5mm hook i guess. but at least it looks promising! i'm gonna rewatch season 2 now (i'll just ignore the list of shows and movies i haven't watched yet bc who doesn't like rewatching their comfort shows?)

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just tried the demo, it has a lot of similarities with stardew valley and some really cool monster high vibes : we play as a vampire so we take care of our farm at nighttime, and so far i've met 3 different monsters that we can pet! it's so cuuute

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the red part is done! now all that's left to crochet is the pink border, yaaay (mind you i just realized that i own heart themed socks in the exact same shade of red... i can't wait to build an outfit around them)

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i'm finally done with the emote, it looks VERY pixelized i'm sorry for that it looks sm better on discord. it's valentine's day kramig lmao

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my poems won't train AIs anymore, yippee

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my poems won't train AIs anymore, yippee

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i finally left google docs and joined ellipsus, a super pretty website for writers (they let you pick a theme! love the shades of maroon in this one) i'm still learning how to use it so hopefully it will live up to my expectations but at the very least my writing isn't used in ai training anymore! i was so mad when i learned about it

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crocheting the first half of the cardigan

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i'm working on a new cardigan (exactly like to one i made in black and dark red last year) in a vibrant colour palette this time bc i'm trying to add whimsy into my life. i'll add pink borders once i'm satisfied with the lengh :)

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my first try at linocut "printing" on fabric

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i used a linocut stamp on the back of the bag as an experiment before i decorate the front, but it turned out pretty cute so i added an old necklace as a bag chain and i'll be wearing it that way until i'm ready to decorate the front lmao

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decided to make punch cards to visualise the things i'd like to do this year :) usually people pick a reward for each card so that you can treat yourself to something nice once you've reached your goals but i don’t have any ideas rn

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love love love the snowy pines trees in this game

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i'm sending you more pics on discord!

the villager’s neighborhood is mostly done (i'll probably add more flowers but for now i have to move on to other parts of my island) so i'm sharing it with you :) i wanted to send you a video but i'm afraid i can't send it from my switch to my phone the way i do with pics sooo :/

hope you're doing well!

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heya !

it as been slighty more than a year that we've been friends & i wanted to celebrate ! idk if it's ur thing, but it could be the occasion to plan smth to do together.

i was wondering if you'd like to meet in person this year ! i haven't got the opportunity to ask if there's a hobby you like to share with friends or a place you like to hang out to, or what do you like to do with friends in general.

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i just opened locket and it seems they've started doing ́rollcalls’ every sunday that allow us to do a photo dump of the week, seems pretty fun and a good way to use locket when we get the chance :) just letting you know in case you're interested, have a good day!

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i did tell you that i found a job, well it's going very well. i'm mainly guiding people, fixing issues for financial helps (only the chèque énergie, idk if you knew about it). it's the first time for me working in a corpo job, no matter how capitalistic it is (the corpo is literally working for the government) i'm glad i got this opportunity bc it gives me experience. i had two days of formation when i started with 14 other ppl & we ended up getting along very well so it was a positive environment to learn, we all got very good grades at the end of the two first weeks. we all catered a good & respectful vibe. we're only hired for 1 month cuz there will be closing this business sector as the gov doesn't need them anymore. i'm still enjoying bc even tho i work a lot i have my weekends & it's not at harsh as restauration at all, it's not costing me as much for now. i hope you're doing well on your side & that you get to follow your projects :)

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as you know i recently posted a some of my poetry on insta and i really wanted to thank you for encouraging me a few months ago! the poem was quite personal and i really hesitated to post it (it's not easy to share art about mental health issues)

but sometimes life writes poetry of its own and i found my first poetry notebook from 10y ago on the day i made the insta story, it felt like my teenage self was proud that we're still writing and sharing our art with others, that made me quite emotional :)

you're definitely one of the reasons i found the courage to post it so thank u so much, i'm very grateful for your support !!

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i've been super busy this week, i went to the 2 day atelier to join the CEJ at the mission locale (i've been in a PACEA for a year so i could focus on my diagnosis journey without attending as many group activities, but now that i'm diagnosed the CEJ will get me more money).

i also started filling out the mdph form so now i have to get a psychiatrist appointment to get some papers and send the form (it's probably going to take a while to get an appointment though). a disabilities counselor advised me to get in touch with a GEM for autistic people today so i'll have to look into this.

there's a disability awareness week in november so i'm also contemplating signing up for 2 of these group activities with the mission locale

because of all of this, my job shadowing goals have been on hold lately but i'm definitely getting super important info and it's a relief to finally work on the mdph form so i'm not complaining

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they're supposed to be decorative "curtains" at the top of my window

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the inspo was super cute but there's not enough contrast in mine, you can barely see the bat when it’s on the window. i might try again with another technique

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this is one of my ocs that i've drawn over kda members (the pic i used is on top) to understand anatomy & movement better. i've never done that before & i've heard it's a very common exercice for artist to practice, there's no rendering yet bc i still struggle with colors on digital lmao. i shared my oc in the comments so you can see what she looks like when i draw her usually. the evolution is crazy

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i've always drawn my characters without studying proper anatomy, & i never thought about perspective on a piece of art so my drawings always looks kinda... static ? it's like there's no dynamic, there's not enough dimensions to my characters & i wanted to change that. learning art takes years if not forever, there's always smth to learn so i finally took the decision to get serious & take at least 3h per weeks on learning & practicing.

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i folded the shawl twice to show you the entire colorway (it's quite big, the yarn skein was 1000m long). it's a gift so i'm glad i finished it on time!

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hello hello ! i hope ur doing great, it's been a bit we haven't talked. i've been not doing great & i'm very busy lately, which is why i'm not active at all. i can't wait for things to slow down for us to be able to talk tbh. one thing i've been able to do tho is play a bit when i have time & i've been finally able to get closer to abigail & penny. business is looking great all tho i would say choosing the sand map add up some difficulties like not being able to put sprinklers (ek), so i have to rush every mornin watering my seeds lmao

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i haven't gave any news lately cuz i was just spamming paperworks, going to appointments & applying to jobs. but it was somehow worth it for what comes next. i got two interviews coming this week, & one is offering a job as a sale adviser (consisting in taking calls from ppl that yells on the phone for something not working with their tvs for the most parts lmao). it's not the best job in the world but it could really help me get out of this situation to finally make a plan about what i want to do.

i hope ur doing okay, i heard that job opportunities increased recently, i hope it's also the case where you live. also i can't wait to see the progress on the shawl ur making

also i was finally able to watch Scaris the city of frights, i left a comment on ur actual post where you linked the streaming websites

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it's going to be yellow and multiple shades of pinks

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there were fairy musicians, old timey blacksmiths and medieval musicians! a lot of visitors were wearing costumes too! some had wings or horns, others wore elven clothes or some kind of armor, it was beautiful!

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a month ago we went at easy cash to check for emas gift & we saw an instax, i decided to buy it cuz it was 40 bucks. i wanted one for 9 years now & i finally got to have one. i just don’t have polaroids yet cuz it’s pretty expensive. but i got the thing i wanted ! i wonder if u have one to, idk why but i feel like u could own something like that

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i got fired from my job, basically the boss ended my trial because i wasn't learning fast enough & he didn't make enough money. trials used to be 3 months for the restauration industry, & it got shortened to 1 month. i thought it would've been better for me so i can get a CDI & get my shit together faster but na oFc the gov wouldn't do anything to help ppl, the trial being shortened only allows bosses to put even more pressure on employees to learn faster. i've been working for only 6 days & that random trouduc was asking me to cook perfectly, to know all the recipes for the pokes by heart & be as fast as the flash himself. i would love to be positive but there's sm things going wrong rn

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since they aren't recruiting any AESH right now, the mission locale advised me to use that time to learn about other jobs in the same field : i'm going to ask for a week of job shadowing in two or three places, i might discover another job i could apply for

i'll keep you updated

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i’m waiting in front of the restaurant

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beautiful landscape from the city bulwark 

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tbh it's not the best job opportunity but PLEASE LET ME PAY MY RENT

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i'm a cat person but i chose a dog this time cuz he's so cute

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a little bike parking bc we prioritize eco-friendly transportation

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sending you more pics on discord so the padlet isn't filled with animal crossing content

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i've been redecorating my island these past two weeks, i still have sooo much to do but i've been having fun so far!

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my autism assessment went well, i got a "buy 1 get 3" type of diagnosis and ended up diagnosed with social anxiety and moderate adhd as well as autism.

it happened in late august but i wasn't sure whether to tell you or not because i didn't want you to feel pressured into answering but i wanted to share this with you (so if you're reading this, no need to answer rn and i hope you're doing well). take your time and i'm looking forward to hear from you again once you feel like coming back :)

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it is actually pretty accessible & moldable

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here's the first attempt at decorating the title page

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i want to keep track of what i create so i'm gonna print some pics for every project i've finished in 2025 so far

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sorry there's a DND campaign behind (critical role) i didn't know how to cut the sound

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finally found the motivation to mend my pants

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finally found the motivation to mend my pants

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i have other pants to mend + some clothes to alter (aka "clothes i've had for so many years they're not my style anymore so i'll try upcycling them")

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the first thing is to follow the bases then when you know a bit more how it works just trust yourself & let ur inspo guide u.

there's so many things that u can do so it might trigger ur adhd which prevents u to learn easily. i'd recommend to focus on simple things as a priority

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how to get started in notion *without losing your mind* | notion for beginners

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i'm finally making my base, i did a awful LOT of things but didn't make a proper big base for myself while my gf as a HUGE HUGE library, like really massive & it's not even her house. gotta catch up you know

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finally got hired for the "stage", i had the worse initiation period so we'll see where this leads (hell)

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here's a wacky collage of the kitties i was able to get on camera! :) my aunt has cats and usually feeds the neighborhood strays so i'm at her place while she's visiting some family members 𓃠

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can you spot the black kitty charm? he's a re'purr'posed earring

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i started collecting these carabiners to queerify my keychain last year and today i made a little lesbian charm eheh

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i hate that i can not upload pictures from my phone 

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i hate that i can not upload pictures from my phone 

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i’m leaving for 4 days & i can not share things here so i’ll share things on locket :((

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did some cable management & organization. didnt take a picture when the light was on (the one on the top shelf) it’s a blue gradient 

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found a way to upload pictures, i go on chrome now

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the poetry notebook is slowly getting fuller! the pic is blurred btw, it's normal ahah (it's a random page and i wasn't super happy with this poem)

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i've been writing a bit less recently so i might try to rewrite some "old" poems until i'm satisfied with them and maybe post some fragments on insta? (i'm kinda cringing at the idea cause i'm afraid that my writing might not be that good lmao, but i'm on a journey to embrace the cringe and stop letting my fear of being judged keep me from posting so... call that exposure therapy)

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going to my genitors house (this is long sorry) 

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going to my genitors house (this is long sorry) 

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i had a very bad 2 days, learning i wasn’t payed fully for my new job. it’s considered as a formation so our vacays on september are actually canceled.. WELP ✌🏻

nevertheless i learned one week ago that my great aunt from spain is spending a couple of days at my grandparentss house. we have a very strong bond & we don’t get to see each other as much as we want to.

i know my genitors (in this case my dad) would never pay that trip unless it concerns them so i asked if i could go see him & then see my grand aunt in car.

he ended up saying yes so i’m finally going to see her after one year !

i hate going back to that house & wasnt ready to see him but she’s more important.

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i petted another cat a few minutes before... "top 10 anime betrayals" or whatever the meme is

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https://himovies.sx/watch-movie/monster-high-scaris-city-of-frights-53060.5402824

https://ww5.123moviesfree.net/movie/monster-high-scaris-city-of-frights-8066/

found the movie on two streaming platforms (maybe try the second link first bc adblockers work best on this one)

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me buying all i can in pink finally pays off :

plates, cups, even my fav tea is pink

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meeting with a therapist today, i'm a bit anxious cause she seemed kinda cold on the phone and i don't know anything about her (but she's supposed to be knowledgeable on autism so we'll see)

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working on a summer top for my sister while watching my tv show of the moment

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he's using my pencil case as a pillow ♥

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i bought this book years ago because of bungou stray dogs (the anime/manga), it got me into japanese classics

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i recently saw Ray Bradbury's advice on how to rebuild an attention span so i'm challenging myself to read a short story or a poem everyday... we'll see how long i commit to it, i won't spam you everyday but i'll let you know when the stories are good!

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i'm not sure if it worked so i'm letting you know, it was a "test" pic so nothing super interesting (also no pressure if we don't end up using that app)

hope ur day went well!

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he's so cute i wanna squish his little face

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the kitty's eyes moves on the iconnn 💫💫

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there's this too even tho it's not a bat

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got a job interview for a new waffle/boba place that is gonna open. i’m nervoussss

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in game of mass effect 1 !! love this game sm the lore is actually crazy

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ACTUALLY it doesn't look that good on image 

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ACTUALLY it doesn't look that good on image 

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i was thinking about making a logo for our padlet on digital, for now i was thinking about putting that, if u have other ideas you can publish it !!

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WIP, finished product, inspo, anything art related could fit in here

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Anything that doesn't fit into any other category could be posted here

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it's back! other songs i recommand : i don't listen to you, i wish a bitch would (she's angry and not afraid to write protest songs, love it)

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Dead Men Don't Rape - Delilah Bon (Lyrics)

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This one could be a bit more superficial, could be pics of things we see during the day that make us happy? You seem to like taking selfies so that could also be an idea!