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This is what keep myself busy, what i've been working on lately hehehehe. Made by love. hehehelebay.
I never made a padlet before, jadi kalo misalnya biasa aja ya maklumi ya :(
Don't expect if this paddlet will be filled by wishes from others on our mensiv. No, no, no. I made this all by myself.
Kalo minta tolong temen temen kamu/aku buat isi ginian, kaya biasa banget. Maksudnya udah banyak yg kaya gitu. Terus lagian temen aku ga banyak:) Jadi nanti malu kalo yg isi dikit WKWKWKKW. Kan ga enak juga kalo aku nyuruh orang random buat isi ginian bcs they don't know about us.
Jadi akhirnya aku bikin aja sendiri, aku isi sendiri paddlet nya pake hal hal selama ini mau aku ungkapin ke kamuuu.
Awalnya aku bingung mau isi berapa, makanya aku tanya kamu suka angka berapa. Awalnya kamu jawab suka angka 98.... YA KALI YANG AKU BIKIN 98 GINIAN 😭 Bukannya apa ya, aku bisa buntu mau isi apa. Aku kan ga pinter bikin kata kata romantis, bisa aja aku bikin 98 cuma nanti isinya malah curhatan hidup aku doang. 🙃
Makanya aku kasih range 1-20 hehee, trs kamu jawab 19. Jadi deh ini ada 19 notes for my lovely boyfriend. ❤
Bacanya dari bawah yah. Biar ga bingung.

Happy Reading.❤
Love youuuu 33x mwah.

((np: Tolong beri tahu kesan dan pesan atau ungkapan responnya abis baca ini kepada Aletha.))

Sincerely,

Aletha.

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*sneak in your arms at night just so i can get myself sleep while hugged by youuu*

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Kiss for youuuu~ ♡
Happy (unofficial) 2 monthsary.

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Harusnya di ganti nih.
My favorites part of the day:
- Talking to you
- Makan mie/samyang
- Tidur

Soalnya aku rela kok have sleepless night kalo buat ngobrol sama kamu sambil makan mie. 😍
Eh ditambah rabbit nonton kartun Aaaaa. 🤙🏻

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Babe, I really put so much efforts into our relationship. If only you know, it is not easy for me at first to start a relationship again. So many things make me afraid huhu :(
Kita baru banget, buat aku 2 bulan tuh kaya masih masa masa buat lebih ngertiin satu sama lain. Jadi aku harap kamu jangan nyerah dulu sama aku ya sayang. Maaf kalo selama dua bulan ini, ada sifat aku yg ga bisa kamu terima/bikin kamu sebel. Aku masih mau sama sama bareng kamu kedepannya. Semoga kamu juga begitu ya.
Aku suka ngerasa takut ditinggal kamu T__T
Apalagi kalo mood aku lagi jelek, misalnya pas mau pms. Asgdjdejflrl aku suka mikir yg ga enaaak. Bawannya kalo pas itu tuh maunya manja ke kamu mulu!!!!! Padahal biasanya kamu yg manja hehe. 🙃
Akhir akhir ini kamu lagi sibuuuk, akunya jadi kangeeen aaaa. 😢

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I hope you won't ever get tired of me. I promise that I, me, myself, will never give up on us. So please i beg you to do the same. 😔❤

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Sayang, thank you for healing my wounds.♡
You do so much for me that I can't even put into words how much I appreciate everything you do/have done for me over the course of our relationship so far.
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Semua hal kecil yang kamu lakuin itu bener bener berarti. Even, hal kecil kaya kamu bilang kamu lagi ee aja, atau misalnya kamu ga bales chat trs pas bales kamu kasih tau abis ngapain sampe lama bales chatnya, yg kaya gitu tuh buat aku ngerasa di hargain. Thank you for making me feel that way. I love you. ❤

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Thank you for being you,for sharing your love with me,for inspiring me to accept myself,for helping me see the unique beauty in imperfection,for showing me that love is something you do,something that is not just to be said but also to be shown.

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In the last page of 2018, you suddenly jump in to my life. I didn't plan or even had a thought about it before. It happens naturally and unconsciously I have fallen in love with you.

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#. Wildest Dream by Taylor Swift
https://open.spotify.com/track/3fVnlF4pGqWI9flVENcT28?si=65_vJkkrQQirLaKxP-5JHA

#. Mine by Taylor Swift
https://open.spotify.com/track/67Io3gxHwfbUreBf114c0u?si=umReplP4QYujK9CxHsNw9A

#. The Flower by Tiffany Young
https://open.spotify.com/track/37NY51Mv0JUbueEQPJq487?si=3O3YFrdTRuqSOaZGFx_Gdw

#. You Are My Everything by Gummy
https://open.spotify.com/track/4s80CRYk3rRPZE56NvmFi7?si=524br6UiQQeDXmlOQN8nYQ

#. I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz
https://open.spotify.com/track/05pKAafT85jeeNhZ6kq7HT?si=DHNbN1EPSgiAWgaBz2UstQ

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I know I’m in love. The words: tender, affectionate, handsome, strong and resilient are no longer a bunch of words. They are you.

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You will always be the miracle that makes my life complete.💛

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Sayang, i know nothing about your life. I have no idea of what you have been through. But seeing you feel down or sad makes me worried. Please always remember that i am here to support you in everything. You will always have me. I'm here whenever you need someone to talk with.♡
Life must be tough, but you are tougher. Show them your capability. Someday, everything will make a perfect sense. So for now, laugh and smile through the tears and confusion. Reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason. God has better plan for you in future.
You are not alone, because there is me here. Sorry that i only can support you through words virtually. But seriously Ace, dont ever think you are all alone. I Love youuuu. 💗🙆‍♀️

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I used to feel so alone. I didn’t believe I could find someone who could truly love me again. I never thought that I could find that one person who can revive my faith in everything. And yet here you are, the one who proven me wrong and the light that guides me towards a better life.

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It's not hard to love you, I love every single thing of you.

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Sayang, I'm sorry if i ever make you feel annoyed. Sorry if i ever mad at you or if i ever make you mad at me. Sorry for everything i lack in. Sorry if i was not as good as you expected me to be. Sorry if i turn out not the ideal girl you dreamed of. I lack in many things because It's been a while since my last time having commitments with someone here.
Sayang, insecurity sometimes come out of nowhere to me, i can think of everything negatively sometimes. i know it is such a turn off of you, but i really am trying to not let my insecurity destroy or break my mood down. Aku gatau kenapa tapi aku kadang ngerasa "im not good enough". I'm bad at handling many things.. But i am good at loving you. That is one thing i know for sure.

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First and foremost, i should thank you because you make me feeling loved again. Thank you for loving this boring and unattractive girl. For being the one i can trust. For seeing something in me. For everything you've done, thank you. Frankly speaking, I was hurt by my previous relationship. When i broke up with my ex, i said to myself that i would never date anyone else again. Why? because I feel numb at that time. I dont think i could re-start everything. But, it all change when i met you. I still clearly remember the first time we talked. Aku masih inget gimana dulu kamu dingin dingin serem, terus tiba tiba bisa open up dan percaya sama aku buat cerita tentang orang yg jahatin kamu. At that time, i really want to protect you from everything that could hurt you. Gatau perasaan kaya gitu dateng aja tiba2, emang dasar jiwa ibu ibu bgt ya aku hhh :(

Sayang, thank you for being in my life, for sticking around, and for remind me that broken things can be loved.
Thank you for caring me, for being concern to my issues.
I have said so many thank you, last but not least, Thank you for being my person. ♡