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When I was 10 years old I move to new house which is I live on. When the first day in this house, its quite nice with all white wall. Sometimes I heard someone call my name somewhere but I don`t take that serious.
So wake up next day, I get ready for school. The house still a mess but it take sometimes to clean it up. I didn`t take transport to go to school so I had to walk to go to school. It`s kinda scaring because it still dark at the outside so I took another path to go to school.
And I arrive, in school I had so much fun.When I walk to go back home, I see have lorry going to my apartment.When I arrive at My house I ask my mom why have lorry below my apartment.Then I have to pickup the stuff from lorry to my house.
When its done and the lorry also left I have to clean my room.This is the tired day in my life.

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I would describe fear as something that is scary that you would not want to face. Fear can strike you at any moment... Everyone has a fear, and one has to decide to want to deal with it or just let it take over their life. There have been many times in my life when I have been scared. In my younger days, I was afraid of stray dogs with big scary sharp teeth, blood-sucking spiders(my vision of spiders), and disgusting bugs or insects. I got over those fears rather quickly, I love to play with cute little puppies, whereas I just smash those spiders and bugs with my shoe. But there is a fear that took me a while to conquer, my fear of heights. My fear of heights was really holding me back from many things that I wanted to do. I would dread going to amusement parks because it would mean going on the roller coaster of the “pirate ship”, which seems to reach the heavens. I never went on the roller coaster so I felt out of place every time I went outing with friends, cousins, and even with my sister who then enjoyed teasing me... I hated it when people told me how much fun it was, but I had to miss out just because I was afraid. Finally, came a day when I decided enough and took the bulls by the horn.  Therefore I decided to make a change and face my fears. Every time I go to the amusement park, I challenge myself to ride the biggest roller coaster and play some “height” games. I was starting to conquer my fear. Overall, It felt good to face my fears, because I knew I was changing my life for the better. And now, I can fly in an airplane with my window down and enjoy that wonderful view.

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When I was 10 years old, my mother when abroad for business.  She let me stay at home by myself for three days. I felt very scared because I had just watched a scary movie and I was very scared to be in my house alone at night. When my mother was gone, I closed all the doors and windows to prevent thieves from coming in. After 20 minutes, I was hungry so I went out to buy some food as I don't know how to cook.

I locked the door properly when I when out and put the key inside my pocket. Then, I went to the restaurant to order a plate of fried rice. After 10 minutes, I finish eating and when I went back home. When I was at my house's door, I suddenly realized that my key had gone missing. I checked all my pockets and there was nothing inside. I went back to the restaurant to find the key but it was also not there. At that time, I had collapsed because if I had no key, that means I cannot enter the house and I need to be stuck outside for three days. The most important thing is, I didn't get my phone out so how can I call my mother.

When I had completely collapsed, I saw something shiny brightly under my house roof. When I went near it, I realized that it was my key. I suddenly realized that I wanted to check whether I had brought my money when I put the key inside my pocket. The key drop out but I didn't realize it.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that I was so stupid that I have cried for like 30 minutes but I didn't realize the key that has shone brightly under my house roof. The key was just in front of my leg.

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At 2020 December I am 12 years old .I need to choose a secondary school for my form 1.At the beginning, I want to choose SMK Seafield  but it was refuse by SMK Seafield so I only can study at secondary school USJ13 first.

At January it was school opening day but it was mco so we only can study at home.Until Febuary me and mom once again try to application but also reject by SMK Seafield.So i only can continue to study at secondary school USJ13.

Until April last week of the end of mco me and my mother try again to application to Smk Seafield .Finally SMK Seafield accept me to study at SMK Seafield .After knowing this news,me and my mother immediately to buy school uniform and school books.I felt very happy .

School opening that day i felt nervous .At SMK Seafield I had many friend and SMK Seafield teacher is good.

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When i wads 5years old my mum and dad bring me to genting highland for playing and learnt more things atthere ,I clearly remember that time we shopping a lot play alot,we were joyful and happy because its a long time we didn't go somewheres to travel.
Until now we can't go out already cause mco1.0 2.0 its already 3.0now and its because the covid-19 now.On standard 6 we from school class to online class ,The day trip and graduation trip are gone .All my friend are so unbelieve and grieved including me.
A year later I went from the standard 6to form1 . I still cannit forget my primaray school time, there are all my memories got sad got happy,just six years.For now Im still online class ,I hope the covid-19 can gone so that we can get back to school

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I am about to tell a story about me that I think is very memorable and special. It is about the time I used to spent with my Dad and family. But because of this pandemic, unfortunately, we couldn’t be together.

Every time around the middle of the year, me and my family would celebrate this festival called Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It is a time when we go around to houses visiting relatives and friends and eating delicious food like my favourite, Ketupat. Ketupat is like a rice cake dipped in ‘Rendang’, which is something like curry. We would play games and have a lot of fun together.

But suddenly, this pandemic known as Covid - 19, became a very scary and dangerous virus that people have to stay at home to avoid getting it. I was so surprised but also upset and disappointed because this means that I couldn’t go out and meet my family, especially my Dad. I also felt my heart sink deeper.

My mom would tell me to not think about that often but look on the bright side and instead think of the things that we could do after this virus is finally over. She was right though, and I decided to listen to what she said. Time goes by in a blink of an eye, and soon it was already 2021. The last time that we celebrated Hari Raya with my family or even met my Dad, was June in 2019. And, well, that’s when I realised I haven’t seen my Dad for almost two years. But since it’s already June now, i guess it’s already been two years. Although I keep reminding myself to listen to what my mom said, the thought of my Dad keeps floating in my mind.

Day after day I keep thinking about him, hoping I could see him again. I love my Dad so much, I really miss him. Until one day, I couldn’t keep it on anymore, I needed to tell someone about my feelings. So, I told my grandmother, who is a very patient and warm - hearted person. I told her about the happy times me and my Dad with my family used to have. The funny parts and even the sad ones but my Dad would always come to my rescue. After I poured out all my thoughts and emotions to her, I actually felt a lot better.

Everyone’s wishes now is for this virus to just go away so that people could be safe and live life the way it used to be again. That’s what I hope for right not too. In the end, I know that God hears me and I would get to see my Dad again. Even though I haven’t met my Dad for a long time of two years, I will always know that something good is coming in the future and I’m looking forward to it as well. I will always remember him too. So I think that the time that I spend with my Dad is the best time and most precious time to me ever.

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Damia Erisya[ 1 Uray]
When I was 11 years old, my closed friend want to transfer schools at Sk Dato Onn Jaafar. I very closed with her. And I very sad because she want to leave me.

In a few days, I meet new friend her name is Amalina. Amalina is so soft heart and kind.I am so happy friend with her.Yesterday I didn't know come to school because I fever and one day I come to school I see Amalina like to don't want friend me.Usually I very closed with her.

I very sad and I ask god why you became I and Amalina stranger and I so lonely because my classmate also don't want friend me.And I became sad and I was transfer school because at there I am don't have many friends.

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I am going to be sharing my experience during this Covid-19 pandemic. It is my own personal experience that happened during last year’s lockdown.

Before this pandemic happened, I was a very bright girl in class. I always tried my best in all my subjects. Even when I don’t have the motivation to study, I'll still study anyway. I participated in many physical activities and competitions. During my free time, I will have a video call with my peers or have a playdate with my best friends. Things were doing fine but that didn’t last long.

The virus became worse as the days passed. Daily cases of infected people increased. Before I knew it, the government announced about having a lockdown. It was very sudden but everyone had a hunch that this was going to happen.

At first it was a very good thing to me, staying at home, no physical classes. As the lockdown extended, I realized that wasn’t what I wanted. I don’t want to stay at home, locked up in my own house. I wanted to go out and interact with people, meet my friends and go to school. Little did I know that this pandemic began infecting my social skills and interacting skills. I talked as little as I could with my family members, I rarely video call with my friends. It’s like I became someone else. During this time period, I began losing friends, as it was hard for me to interact with people. Some of my friends started laughing at me for lacking the courage to interact with others. Luckily for me, I got friends that helped me get through that stayed by my side till now, they never gave up on our friendship and that helped me a lot. After the lockdown was over, I got better, my interacting skills improved and I was me again.

What I have learned from this experience is that, although things may not seem to be in its best state, it doesn't mean we should totally give up. Instead we should use a positive attitude to face the problem. Running away will just make it worse.

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when the mco 0.2 come , i was at home .I was nothing to do .Every day ,i was only meet, housework and home work ,when i finish i was very  boring, so i walk around the hause.
My father seen me walk around seeing that I nothing to do ,so he told me to copy 2 Melay  essay and 1 chines assay . From MCO 2.0===today, I wrote total about 200 of essay .i write assay in

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When I was in primary school,I dream almost every night.One of my dream was very scary and horrible.

One day, after a delicious meal, I went out for a short walk.I was alone on a lonely road near graveyard. I was thinking  about  ghost, I suddenly heard a voice calling out to me.

I looked back and saw an old lady grinning at me.She had long dirty hair.Her face was covered with blood and her nails were very long.She was wearing white clothes.I just stared at her in fear.I dared not move or try to run.

I saw her walking towards me.I was too frightened to move.Her long hands then began to stretch out to catch me.I heard her laughing at the same time.It was a horrible sound and my body turned cold.Just before she could catch me ,I made a desparate effort to run. But she was behind me and almost caught me.I screamed loudly in fear.

As i screamed, I woked up and realised that it was just a dream.I was so happy to know that I was safe in my bed.

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When I was 10 years old,  I went to my best friend house. My mother sent me there because she has work to do and she was busy. On saturday eight'o clock morning, we arrived at my best friend house and she went to work.
I was a little bit of scare and butterflies in my stomoch. I did not went to my best friend's house before. When she saw me, she was on cloud nine. I played toys, card game such as monopoly. It was fun! At one'o clock, we made cookies with hers mother. It was easy and yummy.
It was the time to went home. My best friend and i hug together and said goodbye. I have a whale time at there. I wish I could go there again.

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JESSLYN SERENA 1 URAY
JESSLYN SERENA 1 URAY 
When I was about four years old, my sister and I had a very mysterious and supernatural experience. To paint the scene it was midnight on Christmas eve and my family and I was driving home from a Christmas party. 

I was still young at that time and I needed to use the bathroom. Unfortunately, there were no toilets or petrol stations on our way home. I really could not take it anymore so my mom pulled me to the side of the road to take a leak. After that when we got back to the car, I asked my mom who was the lady standing behind my mom. My mom told me there was nobody there. My dad also told me that there was nobody there but I insisted I saw a lady standing behind my mom. The drive home was very tense as we all sensed something unusual. 

A few minutes before reaching home mine and my sister's nose started to bleed profusely. My parents freaked out and stopped the bleeding when we got home. The next my mom called my grandparents and we immediately headed to our local church. My grandparents and mum prayed over my sister and me. Only then my parents were eased. When we reacher hme my dad blessed the house and we spent the day together. 

This experience was really scary and thought my family and i a lesson. My neighbour told us that whatever we do that involves going into nature we have to ask for permission and tell nature that we don't mean to hurt them. 
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At 2020 December I am 12 years old .I need to choose a secondary school for my form 1.At the beginning, I want to choose SMK Seafield  but it was refuse by SMK Seafield so I only can study at secondary school USJ13 first.

At January it was school opening day but it was mco so we only can study at home.Until Febuary me and mom once again try to application but also reject by SMK Seafield.So i only can continue to study at secondary school USJ13.

Until April last week of the end of mco me and my mother try again to application to Smk Seafield .Finally SMK Seafield accept me to study at SMK Seafield .After knowing this news,me and my mother immediately to buy school uniform and school books.I felt very happy .

School opening that day i felt nervous .At SMK Seafield I had many friend and SMK Seafield teacher is good.

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When I was 8 years old, I always doubt my friends. Because when I was 7 years old, my first friend in primary school suddenly told me she doesn't want to become my friend anymore. I was so shocked and angry !

So, every time my friends talk together without me, I always think that my friends is talking something bad about me. So I was upset. One day, I have a fight with my friends. I was so furious until I accidentally said the thoughts that I did not want to say it.

After a few weeks, my mother asked me why I was upset, maybe because I was too upset so I spill out everything to my mum. After my mom heard what I say, my mom told me that, ' Don't make a conclusion without hearing them." I found out I was the one who was wrong. I didn't hear their explanation after I say something that hurts them.

Next day, I decided to say sorry, but I was shy and regret what I say. When it was recess time, I muster my courage and said, " Sorry! I didn't heard your explanation and make a conclusion." After my friends hear, they told me that they are sorry because they left me alone.

We become friends again! I was happy as a lark and I wish we can be like this forever. :)

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This covid pandemic has changed our lives , even mine .  Since  covid started ,  I spent more time on the internet . Slowly I got exposed to a lot of things and people .  Especially this year , I met a lot of people online .  They all had their own personality and the way they treat others . I met this person 2 months ago , her name was Emily , she's 14 , and she's kind . She treated me like a sister . We spent time a lot talking to each other , we shared our smiles and our problems together . I was glad I had her .
It was all fun and games , we had happy times almost every second together . After a few weeks , our chats were getting dry  .  We talked less , as if we never talked before . Until one day , she didn't get online at all . I thought it was normal , but no ... she went away for 5 days offline . I called her , texted her , did everything I could . I was worried for her . I almost thought I would loose another precious person in my life .  I waited , and waited for her .
The very mext morning  , I woke up looking at my phone for any messages . I got me thrilled when I saw a notification from her and  I smiled while opening the message . Well , that smile didn't last for long . I couldn't believe my eyes that she really said " I'm sorry , all the times we had , it's all a lie . I have to leave you now . Goodbye . "  I was holding back my tears , and the memories start flashing back . All of it...lies .  I hated that feeling . Losing someone you love , and the love was fake .  I overthought of every single thing I said to her . I keep thinking that it was my fault . I cried , I missed her . I missed everything we talked about .

I didn't tell anyone about this , I kept quiet . I listened to songs all day to calm myself down . After a few days , I said to myself " It wasn't your fault , people come and go , to teach you things in life  . Let this be a lesson to you , for the future's sake . " I slowly stopped thinking about her , and turn out I did fine . Still , deep down , I will always keep a space for her in my heart . Even if we are strangers again , now we got memories together .

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Lee Xin Pei (1 URAY)
  My story is colorful, one of which makes me unforgettable.

  When I was in the standard 3, the teacher took an exam every time I finished a unit to see how well we learned this unit. The first time I took the test, when the teacher had just sent out the test paper, I took a look, ha! It's too simple, it's like trampling a little ant to death. Sure enough, when the test papers were issued, I got a good score of 97. So I went home happily and showed the test paper to my mother. My mother was also happy for me when she saw it. I am very proud.

  When I took the second exam, I was still very proud. I thought: With me, a little mathematics genius, these little questions are nothing. I have finished writing. Hand it over to the teacher. When the results were posted, I was surprised when I saw it-86 points. Regressed so much. When I got home, my mother helped me analyze the reason for the wrong question. Mom said: "It's because you were too careless, and you were too proud of the first test, so this time the test was very poor.

  At this time, I realized that humility makes people progress, and pride makes people retreat.

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I am about to tell a story about me that I think is very memorable and special. It is about the time I used to spent with my Dad and family. But because of this pandemic, unfortunately, we couldn’t be together.

Every time around the middle of the year, me and my family would celebrate this festival called Hari Raya Aidilfitri. It is a time when we go around to houses visiting relatives and friends and eating delicious food like my favourite, Ketupat. Ketupat is like a rice cake dipped in ‘Rendang’, which is something like curry. We would play games and have a lot of fun together.

But suddenly, this pandemic known as Covid - 19, became a very scary and dangerous virus that people have to stay at home to avoid getting it. I was so surprised but also upset and disappointed because this means that I couldn’t go out and meet my family, especially my Dad. I also felt my heart sink deeper.

My mom would tell me to not think about that often but look on the bright side and instead think of the things that we could do after this virus is finally over. She was right though, and I decided to listen to what she said. Time goes by in a blink of an eye, and soon it was already 2021. The last time that we celebrated Hari Raya with my family or even met my Dad, was June in 2019. And, well, that’s when I realised I haven’t seen my Dad for almost two years. But since it’s already June now, i guess it’s already been two years. Although I keep reminding myself to listen to what my mom said, the thought of my Dad keeps floating in my mind.

Day after day I keep thinking about him, hoping I could see him again. I love my Dad so much, I really miss him. Until one day, I couldn’t keep it on anymore, I needed to tell someone about my feelings. So, I told my grandmother, who is a very patient and warm - hearted person. After I poured out all my thoughts and emotions to her, I actually felt a lot better.

Everyone’s wishes now is for this virus to just go away so that people could be safe and live life the way it used to be again. That’s what I hope for right not too. In the end, I know that God hears me and I would get to see my Dad again. Even though I haven’t met my Dad for a long time of two years, I will always know that something good is coming in the future and I’m looking forward to it as well. I will always remember him too. So I think that the time that I spend with my Dad is the best time and most precious time to me ever.

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When I was 8 years old, I transferred school to SK Seafield from SK USJ 12. When I first entered the school, I was really shy but then I have a lot a friends. Everything turn out fine until I was standard 4.

When I was standard 5, some of my friends their attitude have changed. I felt really weird and scared to talk with them because I am the type of soft heart. Sometimes when I talk with them, they usually using bad words. Even when we have Kokurikulum activity, people that are below my age also speaks like that. Later on, I just stay quiet and only talk to my close friends. There are times that people ignored me when I call them.

When I was standard 6, there are times that we have to stay at home and times we go back to school. When we go back to school, I try to be more comfortable with others. But later on, we all have to stay at home and study through online. I always send messages to my friends and gave them advices if they have problems everyday. Until later on, I felt really lonely and don't know what to do. I can't even meet my friends.

A year later when I came to SMK Seafield, I made a lot of friends and I felt really happy. Then, I realised that I am not alone and have people to talk with. Now I can gather with other people easily.

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TITLE : UNFORGETTABLE PIANO COMPETITION

“The important thing is to feel your music, really feel it and believe it.” Said my teacher to me on the day of my first piano competition.

I started learning and playing the piano when I was four years old. Remembering that time when I was shy and didn’t want to attend the first piano lesson, which made my dad very exasperated with me. Now come to think of it, I feel ashamed and burned with humiliation as red as a beetroot of myself for being such a shrinking violet.

Playing piano has been one of my favorite activities that I enjoy the most. It is a pleasurable experience for me. I feel calm and peaceful when I play the piano, and it stimulates my mind. It is very difficult to play, trying to get all the notes and timing right, but it provides me a challenge in every new piece. And for every piece I learn, I tackle what was challenging me at first. It's like an exercise, to tackle challenges coming to me. If I thought of doing calculations was hard, it might even been harder if I didn't have that stimulation for my mind. Playing the piano helps me motivate to try my hardest, and it is a very soothing hobby.

One day, as usual, I was attending my piano lesson every Thursday night. My father drove me to the music school and we went in together as my father needs to pay the monthly fees, we saw my piano teacher standing in front of the classroom door talking with a man. After my dad has finished paying the monthly fees, we both walked up to them with my dad asking my teacher who is this man politely. Then, the man replied with a deep voice, introducing himself that his name is 'Lee Yin Hwa', but we can call him 'Mr. Lee', and had come to offer me an individual ‘Master Class’. At first, I was confused and did not know what was ‘Master Class’, and asked Mr. Lee about it. After the explanation, both my father and I were clear and understood what was ‘Master Class’ all about. My father then decided to let me attend the ‘Master Class’. From that day onwards, I learned a lot from Mr. Lee and had become better at playing the piano.

Time flies. When I was 11 years old, I started attending piano competitions and won many dazzling achievements. My family, my piano teacher, and Mr. Lee were very proud of me.

Remembering on the day of my first piano competition, frightening thoughts raced through my mind, I was very nervous. My hands were sweating and cold. After a while, the host called my name. Then, my teacher told me: “The important thing is to feel your music, really feel it and believe it.” At that moment, I felt relieved and confident. Although I didn’t know where did the confidence come from. I went up the stage and played the piano assuredly. After I finished playing the piano, the audience clapped as loud as a culverin, even though I still hear a little laugh from the audience. As soon as I walked down the stage, I saw my family and my teachers laughing like a drain, I didn’t know why so I went to ask. It turns out the reason is that my legs were shaking like a leaf when I went up and came down from the stage. At that moment, I felt embarrassed and wished I was an emu to stick my head into the ground so badly.

After a few more candidates performed their piece, the judges took around 15 minutes to discuss the winners. After a while, the crucial moment has came. The host called out the winner’s name one by one, from merits to bronze. At this moment, I thought that I might not have the chance to win this competition. I was down for a minute. Suddenly, I heard the host calling out my name when they announce the silver winner. I was on pins and needles, at the same time as happy as a lark. I went up the stage, took the prize, shook his hand and thanked the award presenter. I was on cloud nine and tears of joy streamed. That time, I was so proud of myself.

From this experience, I have learned that no pain, no gain. I'll be forever grateful and appreciate the love, support, and encouragement from my family and my teachers. I will continue to work hard and face even more challenges in the future.

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My time during primary school. When I was in primary school, I was a very naught kid during standard 1 and got punished by the teachers quite often. Until around October where my attitude started changing, even the teachers noticed it.

When I was standard 3, I was appointed as a prefect. I was quite surprised but happy that I the got the role. When I entered standard 4, I was starting to get myself surrounded by negative people which I didn't noticed until standard 6. It started to affect my attitude but I didn't cared. And just like that, my role as a prefect was taken away by the end of the year.
I wasn't bothered about it.

Around this time where my sister's boyfriend brought home a playstation 4. Needless to say, i was playing too much games. And when the exam results came back, my grades dropped. I failed my Chinese exam and barely got past both Malay and Sciences exam. And also UPSR was coming up so my mom gave back the playstation 4.

And when i was standard 6, a pandemic known as Covid-19 occurred. And before a month of the pandemic, school was closed. Our classes were held online, UPSR was canceled. Just like that, the year was over. During the time school was closed, friends slowly drifted apart from each other. I learned some magic tricks during quarantine because i was bored and lonely. Some of us probably felt lonely. idk what to write anymore

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When I was still in primary school, I was surrounded by a lot of negative people, the type of people with negative influence. It all started when my friend introduced me to his friend in school, their first impression was good to me and they were somewhat easily to admire. After being in their circle for a while I started to get in a lot of trouble in school and at home. I started to rage a lot, sometimes I have anger issues but I thought it was normal.

At the time I didn't really like moral because it always gave me answers that I don't like, there used to be questions like : :if someone did something bad to you would you take revenge or let it past. And I always thought that revenge was the way.
Few months later, I felt like I needed to stop surrounding myself with people like them because the so called leader started to get fights with teachers, quarrel and started vandalising the school and classroom.

I made the most stupidest choice in my whole life which was to continue being with them( the negative people). A year later when I was standard 6, it got so bad that I began to be like them, think like them. I started to ignore my mother my, father especially and my younger brother, my parents always gave advices but I never listened. At the time I thought it was good to surround myself with them but when I look at it now I find it stupid and ignorant.
Later on, my so called friend became a official gang member by joining his brother's gang. Now he particularly became the most unique yet violent person I've ever met and he wanted to me join him.

Luckily I did my best to not join him because the following week, a police officer came to the school just to specifically meet me and my other so called "friends". He said he wanted to look for a boy that's in a so called gang and my principal told the police officer that it was us (including me) that was often seen with the boy in a so called gang. The police officer said that he's looking for him and he thought that we knew where his whereabouts were and we were covering for him, but really we didn't know where he was cause he was already form 1 and we were still standard 6.

The police officer actually wanted to bring us to the lock up for further questioning but eventually he saw us as small kids who didn't know what they were actually getting themselves into so the police officer ended up just giving us advice and I for once actually listened.
After I finally stopped being their "friend", I felt lost, even the teachers noticed it. I felt lonely, no one to talk to. It felt like I let the whole world down.

A year later when I came into SMK Seafield  I finally found a few good friends and I started to feel relieved. But I still talk to my so called "friends" on and of just to see how they're doing and they actually are doing pretty good. Sadly I got news that my "friend" is now spending his time in juvenile jail. I didn't want to know what happened because it was just sad. I still rage and scream at myself but I guess it's better than spending time in juvenile.

From what I've experienced I finally managed to open my eyes and realised that I can't repeat the same mistake. I still do make few mistakes in talking like with teachers because the teachers in my primary school, the teachers often treat me like I'm their friend instead of their student. The moment I opened my mouth and talked with a teacher in my secondary school it became a mess, I felt culture shocked.

Now I changed myself to a so called good person, maybe to other people they still see my image as a rogue, but it's okay.