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brother/ best friend

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progress

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it's not our fault, but it is our problem

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it's not our fault, but it is our problem

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Loving life. You have to love it through the ups and downs, even if it makes you go upside down. No matter what you’re doing, you can always find the great things you do, even if you hit a rough patch in your life. Staying positive and seeing the ‘bright side’ towards things seem a bit cheesy i admit, but that’s a gift i have within my eyesight. Other people might say it’s a negative and/or ‘curse’ for you to have but isn’t it more a blessing of having something so sweet and pure within yourself? Seeing the beauty in the ugly sights, and even if their soul was an ugly sight i would’ve still seen that small light in your eyes that make your eye gaze brighter. Imagine looking around and seeing something good within everything/everybody, it’s just an amazing gift i have and i wouldn’t give it up. I’ve been through the dirt, dragged around, even left for dead you can say but i never thought anyone was completely evil. The way i think of it is that they may have been through some things and made them learn things in a not so good way. It’s just the way we grow up, maybe if we taught this to everyone, the world wouldn’t be so terrible, we wouldn’t compare each other and actually try to understand maybe where we went wrong with ourselves instead of everyone else and their momma. We have to start at the source and not blame it on how we are as a person because we were all kids, just visualizing stuff happen around us and think all of this was okay. Now we have to take a couple of steps back and try a new route for each and every one of us, that’s where we can all blossom and grow as a great person and have more great people all in our lives. Don’t blame each other, it’s not our fault that we’re like this but it is our problem.

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best friend

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the night Mr. Payne came to the game

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Dear Cymbals

You were there to take all the strength i put into you

I would play with my heart when we played together

I would be a show off

In front of the crowds or the girl of my dreams

The beginning wasn’t a great first impression

I didn’t know how to use you

Plus you were so heavy in my fragile hands

Getting strength to hold you was difficult

Learning how to dance while playing was a great challenge

I would practice my twirls every morning with you

There would be late nights of me learning how to curve you around my knuckles

Over time, i started controlling you more elegant

I took care of you and we would give great shows

It was as if in a way i would play my full heart

Every football game, i would play as if it was my last time

The past 3 years with you has been my honor

I hope i was at least a decent player with you

I’m sorry if i played too hard at times with you

I love my cymbals

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All of the adventures/memories i would really love to do with you. There are many ideas i have for us to do together to enjoy the experience with each other. It’s great to see your reactions towards things, because they’re hilarious and you’re my person. I’m not saying that to seem as if i’m trying to own you, i’m saying it more because i crave you and you feel the exact way so we have a mutual feeling towards one another. It’s not so much the adventure i think about but just being able to look over to my side and seeing you. Doing something new, everyone can recall their “first time” when having their flashback. The first time you tried a food, having sex, meeting someone, etc of that topic but don’t you think it’s just a beautiful thing to try something new and being privileged to be someone’s first too with that adventure/topic. That’s how i’m spectating this whole plan. It’s more than just a ‘simple adventure’ with you. Maybe it’s a bit fathomless of such an idea, but it’s a beautiful way to think of another person in your life that you clutch with love deeply. The basic idea i think about when having all these types of different adventures with you is something that would take me out of my comfort zone. The reason that it’s my first thought about this case is because in a certain way i’m showing the trust i’m putting within your hands to grasp for it. I’m showing that i have blind trust for you in all of these adventures because this is more than just a you thing i could say. This is me basically having a leap of faith for you because you do understand the fright i hold of loving. It’s not you, it’s an overall issue. I have so much love for you, and me putting my trust in your grip is to show that i see more than a ‘temporary’ love for you. It’s more than that actually, this is not a temporary relationship. Even if we couldn’t be lovers in this limitation, we should have an ‘til death do us part’ friendship.

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no I'm not a rat but I'm all about my cheddar

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The Way Life Goes (feat. Oh Wonder), a song by Lil Uzi Vert, Oh Wonder on Spotify

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eye on the ball

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5 runs, 4 outs