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[M/V] SEVENTEEN(세븐틴) - 사랑쪽지(Love Letter)

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i love you. honestly i don't think all that summed up the way i feel about you, but i did my best just for you heh. i hope you're more than just happy with the decision of saying yes to garbage like me, because being with you makes me more than just happy. ecstatic, maybe? elated? idk. you just,, make me feel so Good and i feel like i gotta make you feel just as Good. i don't know if i'm doing it right, but i hope so. and if not, well, i've got the rest of my life to figure out how to make you more than just happy, yeah?

happy one month, baby ♡ here's to hopefully more and more wonderful memories with the love of my life.

also oh my g o d you look so go r ge o us here i want to cry. i'm blessed with a beautiful, adorable, ethereal boyfriend named jeon jinhwan oh my g o d.

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wonwoo sighs, tapping his pen onto the corner of his mouth repeatedly in an attempt to think. his first monthsary with jinhwan's coming up soon, and while a love letter may be a pretty simple present, wonwoo's deciding to stick with it, because why not? besides, if he goes all out on the first monthsary, it's going to be tough to beat for the next upcoming monthsaries. a simple gift for the first one is safe, and as long as it's heartfelt, then it shouldn't be a problem. everything wonwoo writes about his boyfriend is heartfelt anyway.

the problem, however, is what he's going to put in this love letter. there's way too much stuff he can write, and it's definitely not just going to fit in a couple of pages. he has this tendency of rambling sometimes, especially when it comes to something he's passionate about - and going from the way he can't shut up about jinhwan ever, he could be writing for a whole week and only be halfway done. it's difficult to put all his feelings about his boyfriend into words without being too repetitive. after all, he's only fluent in one language. he briefly considers learning french just so he can murmur sweet nothings without using the same words too many times; it is the language of love.

okay, he's getting sidetracked. he suddenly remembers helping out with the lyrics of love letter - he had been relying on his imagination back then, but now he's surprised at how strangely accurate his depiction of love letter giving had been. shitty handwriting? yes. the need to write down everything in just one piece of paper? yes. difficulty with expression. absolutely. nerves? once again, yes. of course, there's also the promises of never leaving included, and for sure, wonwoo knows that's an important part of his love letter. he's amazed at his past self's imagination.

an idea suddenly pops through his mind. since the lyrics are pretty accurate already, he could probably incorporate some of them into his letter, so it has some semblance of order. if he tries to write it aimlessly, it's definitely going to be infinitely longer than it probably will turn out. he sings the song softly, shutting his eyes and running through the lyrics to see which lines he'd like to choose. he pictures his boyfriend's face, too - the way the tips of his ears turn red, the way his lips feel against wonwoo's own, the way the corners of his mouth pull up to form the most adorable smile, the way his voice chimes in wonwoo's ear -

his heart pounds, his chest warming with fondness and affection for the man he's fallen in love with as he picks up his pen. he takes a deep breath - his hand's probably going to hurt after this. he loves jinhwan way too much to keep it short. he begins to write -

dear jeon jinhwan, my baby,

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first of all, i hope your track meet went well and i still can't believe you swapped events with someone, but happy one month to us !! god, i can hardly believe it. it feels like just yesterday my palms were sweating furiously because i was aggressively waiting for you to get to the 69th reason why i love you. everything seems so fast with you - and that isn't a bad thing, it's the opposite. i never thought i could fall for anyone as hard as i've fallen for you, and in such a short amount of time, too. you, my dear not yet waifu, deserve an award for how much you've managed to make me love you. i've never loved anyone as much as i love you, jeon jinhwan, and this whole month i've spent being your boyfriend has been the best month of my life. thank you for existing, and thank you for deciding to come up to me and start arguing with me about which of us was the top and which of us was the bottom. i know that's not exactly the most romantic way to meet the love of your life, but hey. we've got the rest of our lives to make up for the lack of romance in our first meeting, yeah?

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p.s. keep that ring finger of yours safe for me alright? and just so no one (i love coco but he is n o t allowed to take my spot on your hand) takes it from you, wear this. i'm not proposing yet but i will one day so don't you worry your pretty little head, yeah? i love you, baby. happy one month to us ♡

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on this letter, i want to write down our story - every little thing about you and me.

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on this letter, i want to write down our story - every little thing about you and me.

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y'know, if i had known that i was looking (down) at the love of my life when i met you, i probably would't have threatened to... well, i don't remember the exact stuff i said. what i d o remember though is you misspelling kick as kissk and going through the effort of uploading a screenshot to imgur just to prove to me that it was actually a typo. (i still don't think it was, though) like, wow even before we were dating, you went through so much effort for me, i'm flattered. i also remember the first time you made my heart stutter in my chest. (aside from our first kiss, of course - man that was wild) it was after you told me that your heart pounded when you looked into my eyes because you saw your reflection, and i laughed and asked if you could even reach. (still kinda proud of that one) after i said that, you got all sad and i offered to give you a piggyback ride so you could be taller. and that was the first time i ever saw you so adorable? before then we were just screaming at each other, and i found it cute in a weird way, but when you clung to me and claimed you'd never get off, my heart did like three continuous backflips and i thought, oh no. from then on it was a downward spiral into the current mess of emotions standing before you at this very moment. falling for you was honestly so effortless and quick, i don't even remember half of it. one moment i was accepting the fact that i'd be single for life and the next you crashed into my life and just. made a permanent spot for yourself that no one can ever replace. i don't recall exactly, but i think it was during one of our fights that i realized i liked you. specifically it was when someone mentioned sexual tension between us and i was like ??? what sexual tension there's none - wait. wait wait shit. yep that was how my thought process went. because you got down on your knees for me, i realized how much i enjoyed fighting with you because it meant spending time with you and that's honestly one of the best ways to spend my time.

wow, look at me going on and on about how we were in the past. it was just a month ago, but it feels like it's been forever? but it also feels like it was just yesterday. i lose track of the days when i'm with you - i'm just always so happy and overjoyed that time always passes by so quickly. one day i'm getting a dirty dare, then the next day i'm daring you to have a practice wedding with me, and then suddenly, it's our first month together. time really does fly when you're having fun.

there's so much about you and me that i love - from the development of our relationship to the way we're unofficially married to the way we're known as that really kinky couple. it's not just you that i love, it's you and me. i love the way you complete me - you're my other half, and that's just one of the little things about you that i love. we're better together, you and i - when you're not around, i seriously feel like a piece of me is missing. you're that important to me - the story that both you and i created has made me realize just how much you mean to me.

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i try to wrap my head around this all night, but i can't deliver my feelings.

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i try to wrap my head around this all night, but i can't deliver my feelings.

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how to explain the way you make me feel? it's been a month, and i still haven't found a way to put into words exactly how much you mean to me. i've been thinking of what to tell you for days - but there's so much to say that i don't even know where to start. i'd like to finish this love letter feeling satisfied with what i've said to you, but i don't think something simple as this will be enough to put into words how happy you make me.

but let's put it like this. when i met you, i wasn't expecting anything. i didn't fall in love at first sight or anything - in the beginning, you were just the short guy i'd fight. but then i started to talk to you more often, and i watched you gradually get cuter and cuter around me. you even kissed me, which was a big surprise by the way - and i started missing you when you weren't around. i started to look for you, before i realized oh man i'm in it so deep, and i took bigger risks. i don't remember when i first told you i liked you, but i don't recall being nervous about it because it was obvious we felt the same way about each other (because you're cute and tsundere). and then that dare happened, and we got closer, i think - both mentally and physically too, pfft. so i asked you out in a hurry because when you said you'd do something for your 1k i thought, oh no he's gonna ask me out and the 69 reasons are gonna be pointless. and when i asked you out, you said yes (of course), and we spent every day until today together, even if it was just for a while, and you never failed to make my heart pound in my chest.

i love you so much - there are so many things i love about you. i love the way your hands fit in mine. i love the way you still aggressively bloosh from time to time. i love the way you get shy about calling me baby. i love the way you blatantly deny things from time to time, like a true tsundere. i love the way you feel in my arms. i love the way your eyes light up when you talk about the two of us having a family. i love the way you moan. i love the way you make cringy jokes because they're cute. i love the way you meme even in the weirdest times (case in point - when you said yes. i cannot tell you how hard i laughed.) i love the way you smile, and most importantly, i love the way that you're mine and only mine. i could go on and on, honestly - i'd probably be able to make another 69 reasons why if i really tried.

anyway, the point is that i am utterly, irrevocably in love with you. i don't know if that's enough of a way to put it to let you know the way i feel about you, but if it isn't, then you're just gonna have to deal with my inability to word things properly. and anyway, even if i can't tell you how much i love you, i can show you, right? so prepare for a shit ton of kisses and hugs and love from me, baby.

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there are still so many things i ended up not able to tell you.

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there are still so many things i ended up not able to tell you.

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i don't know if what i've already said is enough for you, because you deserve the best. you are so precious, so gorgeous, so perfect, so amazing and you deserve a lot more than my repetitive ramblings about how much i'm in love with you. but hey, that's okay because we've got a lot more time together for me to give you the love you deserve. you make me so happy, it's unreal. every day i wake up and i think of you. you're the reason for the smile on my face every morning, and i'm always, always thinking about you. you're always on my mind.

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i open my arms and swear to the sky - i won't leave you and run away.

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i open my arms and swear to the sky - i won't leave you and run away.

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why would i ever leave you? i can think of literally nothing that would ever make me leave your side. i'm so comfortable and safe and at home when i have you in my arms, and i wouldn't give that up for the world. it's a promise, baby - the least i can do for you, the only person in the world that i am completely head over heels for - is to stay with you for the rest of our lives. i want to grow old with you - i want to get married and have beautiful twins that will love both of us and coco and i want to watch them grow up while holding your hand in mine the whole time. so i'm going to do that with you, okay? because whether you like it or not, you're stuck with me, baby.

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write everything down about us in a love letter and raise it in that sky -

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write everything down about us in a love letter and raise it in that sky -

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you know i can't get any better than this, babe.

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you know i can't get any better than this, babe.

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this is probably a lie because i can get better. you make me better, you know - and if after one month i'm already pretty good (i like to think so, at least) then what more after a lifetime with you?

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i will hold you tightly and never let go.

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i will hold you tightly and never let go.

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this one's a given - i want to hold you in my arms and love you forever. you're mine, my boyfriend, my waifu, my trash bag, my baby, my tsundere, my world, my love, my baby boy. you are so many things to me and there is absolutely no way i am ever letting you go. you mean the world to me, baby, and i'm going to show you that you are the one person i will love for the rest of my life, always.

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no matter what, baby. no matter what.

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starting early in the morning
i awkwardly mmm
take out a pen and a paper
and write down the words i had deeply swallowed
my handwriting isn’t pretty
please don’t be disappointed
please let it go if i suck

on this letter i want to write down our story
every little thing about you and me

write everything down about us on a love letter
(throw it in the air)
and throw it into the empty sky
the wind will embrace us
so that your painful days of the past are erased
(throw it in the air)
i will hold you tightly and never let go
i will always be by your side

1, 2, 3

worrying all night about my bad handwriting
which is about as bad as how I express my feelings
i try to sincerely express myself but i can’t get it out
i try to wrap my head around this all night
but i can’t deliver my feelings

i wonder if you know how much i'm worrying
when do i give you the letter in my pocket?
i approach you without thinking
and calm my breath
“can you give me your hand?
here, this is for you”

on this letter i want to write down our story
every little thing about you and me

write everything down about us on a love letter
(throw it in the air)
and throw it into the empty sky
the wind will embrace us
so that your painful days of the past are erased
(throw it in the air)
i will hold you tightly and never let go
i will always be by your side

there are still
so many things
i ended up not able to tell you
i open my arms
and swear to the sky
i won’t leave you and run away

write everything down about us on a love letter
mmm and raise it in that sky
you know i can’t get
any better than this babe
so that your painful days of the past are erased
i will hold you tightly and never let go
i will always be by your side

write everything down about us on a love letter
(throw it in the air)
and throw it into the empty sky
the wind will embrace us
so that your painful days of the past are erased
(throw it in the air)
i will hold you tightly and never let go
i will always be by your side