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One new thing that I realized about artist citizenship this semester is how important your words are as an artist citizen. How you speak to others and mostly yourself while in the process and promoting the show is important. This is something I really want to take on next semester! What am I saying to myself during rehearsal and how is that impacting my performance?

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One realization that I've had about being an artist citizen is that although you may have a small part it matters. Some dancers didn't dance in the show but instead was just an organizer. Other dances were responsible for the instagram and promoting the show. Although each of us had different parts because we did our part as an artist citizen both shows were a huge success!

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One moment in which I grew as an artist citizen is completing my role as a creative team member. I feel that towards the end I took my responsibility of getting footage very seriously. I was determined to get what was needed for our final product!

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I feel that each time we performed I brought my full self on stage. As an artist I felt like it was my duty to do my best! I also felt a since of community when we were able to watch all the pieces for the first time and scream for our peers! I felt in this moment we all used our artist citizenship to support one another.

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One skill that I became aware of in this experience that I want to develop is my recording skills. What are the different angles I can get while recording? How close can I be to the dancers and how far away can I be? I would love to continue to develop this skill so that if I want to create my own visuals in the future I have many ideas and concepts to play with!

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One thing that I will take with me from my creative role experience is the idea of documented your experiences. Now that the process is over in 2 years I can go back and watch our video and remember how much I enjoyed the experience. I've noticed that when I'm with friends now I record lots of videos for memories so I can look back at them in the years to come! <3

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Part 2 Creative Team Member: Memorables 

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Part 2 Creative Team Member: Memorables 

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One aspect of this experience that I want to spend time reflecting on is the the moments in rehearsal when recording footage and the dancers would realize we were recording and just laugh or smile at the camera. These moments are important to me because they help us have fun during the process and fuel the idea of enjoying each moment! The other aspect I would like to spend time reflecting on is the first time I saw the video fully edited. I remember smiling through the whole video because I was so proud of how it came out. I immediately felt grateful for the experience and new relationships I formed during the entire process.

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Three assets that I used to fulfill my responsibilities as a creative team member were my patience, organization, and my iPhone. I used my iPhone to record footage in rehearsal and voice interviews. Organization came in handy by us agreeing to create a group chat to ensure that our final project was done on time. This process also took patience. We had to wait for everyone to do their part before we put the final product together! I'm so proud of our final product!

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One new skill that I became aware of in this role was my ability to speak up and give suggestions to my peers or the choreographer. I'm usually not a big talker in rehearsal but after thinking about my experience I realized that I did it quite often. When something didn't feel right in the lift I spoke up to my cast and Sarah. This is something I really want to develop in my next PDPR experience because communication is important in any process and you never know how your opinion can impact the piece.

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One thing that I will take from this experience and take with me is my open mind. I feel that each time I've had to do a piece each choreographer has a different process that I've had to adjust to. I'm usually used to a choreographer coming in and setting the piece quickly. However, with Sarah it was different because her process was more improved based. This was new for me but keeping an open mind and still giving 100% helped me enjoy the process! Now, one day when I choreograph instead of focusing on steps I could incorporate improv to generate movement.

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The first experience I would like to relive is our first time putting on our costumes and doing the piece in the theatre. In this moment I felt a huge adrenaline rush and excitement to be back on stage! It was that moment of "okkkkk we are really about to do this". The other experience I would like to relive is the moment in our dance where I complete the solo and they lift me across the stage. This moment meant a lot to me because I was able to become a CLOUD and take in the people and the visuals on the screens. While being lifted I remember thinking "wowww I love dance so much"! These two moments are the most important to me because of the feelings they gave! They reminded me why I do what I do and why I love it so much. Dance gives me the opportunity to have an experience and while performing I can share that experience with the audience!

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Three assets that I used in the final performance, technical rehearsals, and performance were my stamina, positive attitude, and strong alignment. My positive attitude really came in handy because at the time of our show I still had class and rehearsals for choreography pieces. Although the warm-up was different each day my stamina came in handy to ensure I still performed to the best of my ability each night of the show. I am proud of my use of these assets because this was my first time performing and going through this process in over 2 years. Without these assets, I probably wouldn't have enjoyed the experience as much or trusted myself to complete my dance at its best each show night.

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How Nathan Made Me Rethink My Whole Life lol

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How Nathan Made Me Rethink My Whole Life lol

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I really enjoyed the lecture with Nathan! I feel like I'm in a mid-life crisis where I don't know what I want to do with my life. He gave me lots of hope. I was able to reflect on my experiences I've had as a dancer/creator as well and my assets and find some sort of closure with the possible career paths in the future. Maybe I could manage an artist or create my own visual projects. If I want to dance for real I need to get my resume together and take headshots. He just really made me think and get myself together!

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-Our first time finishing the piece and doing a full run!

-Being lifted for the first time and giving them my weight

-Improving with my cast

-The moments where things would go wrong and we would laugh as a cast and figure it out together

-Doing random turns with Lily and Josh

-Laughing at Heaven and Maya

-Aida always being there to help me go over the choreography

-Growing in my confidence to improvise around others and trusting my body and cast!

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This was definitely a new experience for me! I think at times I forgot I had this role because I was so focused on my role as the dancer. However, I think the archivists in my piece helped me stay on track. We really helped each other come up with ideas and remind one another to take pictures and videos. I  have been taking pictures and videos and enjoyed it. I also enjoyed doing the interviews of the cast as well. I overall could have taken this job more seriously. I feel like I missed a lot of good moments in rehearsal simply because I forgot or didn't feel like taking a video at that time. I do see a challenge of getting our finished product done by the next week. However, if we communicate and come together I think it will be nice!

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I think I've been doing my best in Sarah's process. I try to go as fullout as I can when we do runs. I've done my best to apply corrections quickly. As a person being lifted in the piece I've had to take on a new task of being aware of the people lifting me and what I need to do to help them. I've also had bad days where I was tired so my movement quality changed. I could have done better with using the google drive and watching the videos. Using the videos could have probably prepared me for the notes I would receive in the next rehearsal. I truly missed this process of learning choreography and performing it for others. In the upcoming weeks I want to offer myself grace and encouragement to finish strong. I know tech with costumes can be tiring but in the end it will all be worth it. We are literally making Sarah's vision come to life.

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In looking ahead, I need to take on speaking up more. If I have an idea or suggestion I should just say it! I also need to work on being more accountable. Instead of just saying I'm going to do something I need to actually do it. As an archivists I would tell myself I was going to record during a rehearsal but I wouldn't do it or forget.

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I think I have bringing a positive attitude to rehearsal and encouraging my peers in my cast as well throughout the process. For example, while walking to rehearsal I usually walk with Faith and we would always encourage each other to have positive vibes and a great rehearsal.

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Dancer- strong alignment, stamina, mental capacity

Creator- Good attitude, laptop, patience

Personal- religion, attitude, my mental capacity

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Intellectual- I don't give up easily, I'm organized, I'm constantly thinking about what I can add to make things better.

Attitude- Positive attitude, I like to see the bright side of things, I feel some type of way when someone else has an attitude.

Relationship- Good listener, I encourage others, I have friends I can count on, and I know who and who is not my real friends.

Material- Good smartphone, Ipad, Laptop, equipment to take care of my body when needed.