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- wow! it's been a long time since i posted something here. okay okay, life update. im going back to kelana jaya today ((friday llol)) and that means uni's starting soon :(( been having a few sleepless nights just because i dont feel like im myself. had some problems to deal with but i dont have anyone to rant to???? whatever it is i hope everyone had a great break from whatever stuffs that stresses u guys out. xo

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- there will be times where i need someone to talk to but there's nobody by my side. There will be times where i feel like crying my hearts out but nobody wants to lend me their shoulders. There's nothing i can do except for keeping everything to myself and let it hurt me.

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- If i ever make you uncomfortable, please let me know. If i ever hurt your feelings, let me know. I never want things to get awkward for us. I know if that happens, we'll never be the same again.

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- Today, i finally feel like i know myself again. After so long of not playing volleyball, i decided to play today. It feels amazing. I managed to get rid some of the negatve vibes and gained some good ones, I was so happy and i realised that volleyball is pretty much a part of my body. It's like i lost my favorite blanket and i found it again. That's what i felt just now. A happiness that i cannot even describe.

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-  I miss my family a lot. It's so weird not having them around. It's weird that my sister in-law won't be around to jump on my bed during the weekends just to wake me up or to give me a hug and tell me that everything's going to be okay. It's weird not having my brother here to cut my food (chicken chop and stuffs) I know, i'm so 'manja'. It's weird that i won't be able to drive around whenever i feel like i need some fresh air. It's weird not having all my novels and poetry with me. I just wanna be home right now. Back with my loved ones

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- I hate the fact that i'm getting the butterflies in my tummy kinda feeling all over again. I mean, it's not that i don't want to feel that way but i feel like it's not the right time? i don't know. Maybe i'm just scared. Scared of getting my hopes up. Scared of getting hurt. Can't deal with thsatkind of stuffs right now.

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- It sucks to have that constant feeling of not being good enough. It's just sad that no matter how hard you try, you will never be good enough. Not good enough for yourself and others.

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- It's funny that we, women tend to fall for someone's personality first. If that person had the looks, it would pretty much be a bonus. But for mens, they always fall for the looks first. I mean, it's all about the looks,. If that person is not pretty or whatever then they won't even bother to get to know you. But yeah, it's 2017. Everyone wanna try and look pretty because maybe that way people will try to talk to them.

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- Is it wrong to fall for someone that you've just met? Well, maybe i don't really like him. Maybe i just like the fact that we're friends. Maybe i just like the thought of you. Maybe time will tell soon.

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- I hate it when i cry without knowing the reason. I know that i'm hurting inside but i don't know the reason behind it. I've been keeping everything to myself and i never felt like sharing it with anybody unless if i really need to tell someone. I hate the fact that i'm always feeling this way. There will be nights where i would cry myself to sleep just because i wasn't happy. It just felt better that way. Letting it all out then fall asleep without me knowing it.

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- I don't know why but i'm getting all the bad vibes all over again. I'm trying to stay positive but the bad vibes is slowly starting to pull me away. I hate this feeling a lot.

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- Who would've thought that i would have three new friends that makes me feel like i'm home
Known them for less than 6 months but it feels like forever. I'm glad that i have them around. I'm glad that we're friends. I know that you guys won't read this but let me tell you something. I know we're only friends for less than 6 months but i get the feeling that i don't want to lose you guys. You guys are one of the reasons why i'm still here. Thank you for everything. Here's to more train rides and impromptu amazing race.

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- It must be nice to be pretty and to be what everyone expected you to be. I realized that the girls who are pretty gets treated better. People would always wants to be friends with them. But hey, kudos to the girls out there who's pretty and trying to make the girls who aren't confident about themselves feel beautiful

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- I often feel like i'm not good enough. I will never be good enough for anyone, even myself. I always imagine what it would be like if my soul wasn't in my body. Well, i know i might be dead but i just want to know if I wasn't in my body, would i want to get near myself?

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- No words can describe how much i miss you guys. Thank God, I have our memories with me. I know we don't talk as much as we used to but you will always the ones that i miss dearly. We might be far from each other but we'll always make time for each other whenever any one of us needed someone to talk to. You guys were always there for me back then when i was at my lowest. Thank you so much ♡

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-  Time passes by a lot faster when you’re with your loved ones. You’ll get sad when they have to leave and no longer be near you because good bye’s will always be the hardest part. I know that it’ll be hard at first but sooner or later you’ll realize that the memories and time spent with them are the most precious ones. Now, you’ll just be counting days to see them and finally have them back in your arms again.