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This semester gave me so much lesson, through good and bad things. To be honest, i think this is my worst semester. I really cant cope up with my studio. I cant pick up myself up when im fall down. The worst part is, i feel hurt when its comes to interim. Its not like i dont accept the comment, but helping me is much better rather than scolding me infront of everyone.

I never felt lost like this before. And when im asking for help or any idea, i keep getting the answer that not helping me at all. I know we always use the concept of "dah degree takkan semua lecturer nak suap", but not all of us is creative and good at designing. I'll always having problem with art block. I know people gonna always said look more at pinterest, archidaily and so on.

And some of people are selfish that always think about themself but not helping other people. This what makes me not believe of word "grad sama-sama" anymore.

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hello everyone! this semester has finally reaching its end. it really has been a roller-coaster journey so far, just as what mdm. yon had mentioned. i would love to share my biggest struggle among all else that i have been through. ever since i started my architecture journey, which is fully my decision on this path and i believe God has lead me here and also my amazing supports, my family. i started this architecture journey with my life savings and also with the support of my parents which clearly isn't enough. architecture is very expensive and then i decided to be in debt with yayasan sarawak huhu. i am happy and glad to have this option but it is still not enough. i spent quite an amount on tuition fees and then also the essentials which includes printing, modelling tools, studio trips and the lists keep going on. i am left to survive(as in foods and drinks onlyyy) my whole semester with only a quarter of what yayasan would give for each semester.

i would want to share what i've been going through but it felt like i don't know, unnecessary? i believe where there's a will, there's a way, am i right? why would i bother anyone else with my struggle if i haven't tried out every possible ways? i have tried my best, i worked with this incredible architecture schedule, i have tried the alternative ways to earn money in order to what? in order to fix my laptop or maybe get a better one which aligns with my course programme, am i right? trust me, i have tried. this is all i got, my current laptop and i kid you not, it has actually really provided me all of the needs but it will never be enough for anyone else who is not in my situation.

anyways, i have tried other alternatives, i tried to work on the faculty advance and reallly amazing computer lab yet it doesn't grant me the wish to use it anytime i want and with my fully packed class during the day, every single day? no computer lab at night? i am left with no choice but to share a laptop with a great of mine. he is very kind enough to grant me the permission to share. it feels like a real privilege to have a great friend who supports me.

yet, in the end. my effort still doesn't suit in the eyes of everyone else as they thought i have made it harder for my friend to do his work.

well, you know what everyone? with everything that we both have been through, i am very humble to say that we are pleased with the results of our efforts. it may be amount to nothing to anyone, but my God how much it means to us. we make a great team and i am happy to find a great partner in crime of my architecture journey.

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Thank you to lecturers and friends for the endless support throughout the semester. The time given for implementaton of projects is too short. Glad everyone manage to give their efforts and do their best on these projects. So thats all from me, thank you! Peace and One Love.

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It the end of the line for this semester. A lot of things we’ve been through and may some become a lesson and some to build up our character. Its tough and most of the time giving up is the best choice for situation but perseverance in us and some of our surrounding help us go through it. No one better in guiding yourself than you when the worst comes. All of the choice is in your hand to feel emotion and to use the emotion. So if no one else there to guide you, start going to others that want to guide you or just trust in yourself more because no one knows you better than you do. In the end it will all be consider as part of the process, so lets just smile and wave everyone. Smile and wave.

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Enjoy this image of Ray after he just woke up from his nap during our 2 days of SULAM

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The only struggles I went through were my personal problems with my own design, where I was never satisfied and happy with them. I know this is my own problem, however, I have tried my best with it. More encouraging words would've been nice, especially when I'm already down and demotivated by my own dissatisfactions. (or maybe I'm just soft haha) However, I can't help but be discouraged and notice my friends feeling the same way whenever we get :( comments. More feedback would've been appreciated!

Either way, I still had lots of fun working with my friends and do not regret any actions I've done even though I'm a bit of rebel hehe. This experience has taught us many things and have learned from each other, especially during the hard times.

-Delaney

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The semester is reaching an end. It has been a roller-coaster journey so far, where you've struggled and worked hard (or not?) to produce architectural design for each project.

So what are your thoughts on your effort, design and projects throughout the semester? What did you like and dislike? Share with us here so that we'll know things we can improve.

Or just leave a message for fun!

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-Yon Syafni Samat