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My name is Marie Kris Bontilao, but most of my acquaintances and friends just call me BONZ.

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I grew up in Singsing, Balamban,Cebu. This was the place where i am given birth with my mother.
Growing up with incomplete family was a challenging experience for me and to my family as well. I am younger girl sister with a 3 brother siblings.
Growing up without a father with the family was totally a sacrificing experience to my mother as she did her very best as she stand being a mother and a Father to the family, she encountered lots of unforgettable sacrificing experience behind everything that she's overcome. As I am growing older, realizing the life that has been given to us to be stronger and stand better in those experience that gaves us with the almighty god and this what makes me feel that everything that I am right now makes me feel to be a better person that I wanted.

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I am now a college student pursuing a degre of a bachelor of science in agriculture, this course would literally test myself to do more and to work more in my academic studies. I would generally say this course was super one of the hardest amongst. Taking this degree really shapes me as who I am . It really test my mental capacity, emotionally and physically. Otherwise, the joyful and the momentous experience in this course wouldn't be forgotten as that easy because as I am pursuing this degree i learned and experience the things that I couldn't experience and learned it before, and that's the matter of all.Keep on going and enjoying and learning the hardest path you are in right now ,life has no endings as you still breathing.

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I do dancing and most of the times Id also love to sing if i wanted .This serves me as one of my hobbies and interests as well. Doing a TikTok dance releases from what I felt inside in my mind and body, and this would really makes me happy everytimes I do some titkoks or groovin sometimes it boost also my confidence as well to be more productive and at the same time I'd enjoyed and love for what I am doing to myself. There are times also if my minds and feelings wanted to sing I'd also sing as well. I'd also read some of the Wattpad stories but not all the times.Above everything as long as you deserve to be happy for what you've doing specifically to yourself this would really finds your happiness ,hobbies and interests to love and to do well as you are .

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Generally speaking, I would say that one of my biggest life achievements was accepting who I am. It took me a year to realize who I am and how difficult it was to face and overcome the challenge of being blind to my own identity. I used to not believe it when I saw who I really was. It feels as like I have no idea what I am doing or what is going on inside of me. I doubt myself and feel as though there is nothing worthwhile for me to pursue in this world. My thoughts and minds are unable to recognize the positive things that I have overcome and passed by. I'm not seeing how wonderful I am, and God is placing me in these kinds of situations to make me stronger and more of a believer so that I can tell myself that I'm doing acceptable. and losing sight of the actions of courage I committed to overcoming all obstacles since then. And coming to terms with it all was seen as one of my biggest achievements in terms of looking forward and feeling proud of myself for having the bravery and simplicity to face any challenge head-on. And even now, I'm still getting to know myself better and being a better person that I am today.

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Based on my personal experience a year before is the challenging event that have been through. ❤️

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My life now and then, are facing lots of challenging experience as i conquering it. Some of my unforgettable sacrificing challenging experience that I encounter was the bagyong oddette way back December 2021 and the death of my nanay way back January 2022.In that day after my nanay died we've never forget the heartbreaking experience happened from the aftershock of bagyong oddette that has been completely damaging our house. My nanay left us bringing the unhappiness experience in that day before she died.But the tears in our hearts are always here since she left us until now. That was the most heartbreaking events we've overcome together with my mother, and all the tears in that years really remarks until now.

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This challenging experience shaped me into the person I am today. Being more resilient and appreciative of the things I've accomplished has made me a better person and has prevented me from missing anything. However, as I become older, I occasionally struggle with conflicting emotions, which makes it difficult for me to regulate how I feel on the inside. However, I firmly feel that this is what truly defines me as a person and what I most needed, and that this has shaped who I am now.

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Among  the  interesting things about me that others might not know are that I sometimes think ridiculous things through and then regret them.A hard to get person everytimes I exists things.

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"As you get closer to yourself, you build a strong and healthy relationship with your minds and thoughts" is my self-reflection philosophy, and it has helped me to this day to have a good relationship with myself and to know myself better. The greatest enjoyment you can experience is understanding oneself more, without taking offense at the opinions and viewpoints of others.

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My mother was one of my biggest influencer since now and then. The life that she had before took me to become more appreciates from what our family have been through.Her life was not that easy , as she encounter lots of sacrificing experience as she stand to be the mother and the father of a family, was the most greatest accomplishments that she had. I saw different challenges that we had since now and then, suffering from physically emotionally and mentally. This would probably realized myself to become more valuable person and to be stronger more. As she influenced me for being more stronger and to become the better person someday she's also one of my inspiration to keep going everyday. Life has no ending processes, everyday we encounter different challenges and happenings, but it must keep in mind everything that we've overcome is the progress and the preparations for us to become more efficient and become the strongest person someday.

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My long-term objectives are to improve myself as a person. My greatest aspiration is to become the best version of myself, without second-guessing or rushing myself for the things I've been doing or the experiences I've had in life. I want to look up the positive outcomes when I graduate from college someday, make my family proud, and have a better future. And one of my proudest goal accomplishments to date, if this is meant to be, was reaching this particular goal one day. However, life is not always as simple as one would wish; there are many challenges that we must face, and the only one who can truly overcome them is oneself and generated more inspiration.