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Hi, Daffa. How's your day? I hope you're doing well. I have so much things to write, but maybe I can't write those all things down here. Maybe it will take quite time to read this letter, but I hope you can read this whole carefully. Happy reading!

First things first, I'd like to say eternally grateful, thanks a ton I deliver to you. If I could, I might give you my warmest hug ever to show how much I really appreciate your presence. I have so much flaws and oftenly feeling unworthy, but turns out I can be treated so damn well and appreciated by you. Much obliged, Daffa. You gave me almost all the things I dreamed as a girl to be loved. Words can't even explain how grateful I am to meet you. Thankyou for your love, kindness, politeness, attention, affection, and respect towards me.

Second thing second, I apologize for all the way I treat you, Daffa. I feel like I haven't given you beyond the bare minimum as I should have done. I haven't given you feedback as I should have done to you. I beg your pardon if I haven't met your expectations beforehand. Forgive me if you ever had unpleasant feelings because of me. Sorry for my immaturity, sorry for my treatment, sorry for my words, sorry for my flaws, and every single thing that I should say sorry for. I have nothing to pay all my guilt and this is a very least thing I can do for you. I terribly sorry for making you waiting for too long in uncertainty. Honestly I couldn't express my emotions and my feelings well, but how lucky I am to have you.

Third thing third, I want to express my freestyle random thoughts about you. Daffa, thankyou for existing. Do you know that first time you call me cantik, IM BLUSHING. That first time you call me sayang, IM SUPER BLUSHING. That first time you call me babe (it's just today), IM SUPER DUPER MEGA ULTRA BLUSHING. I love to be called that way, hehe. Little do you know that you make me safe. Seeing you and meeting you in this current version of Daffa, make me think that you deserve love and I'm grateful for being yours.

Here I want to wish you all the best thing in this world, because you deserve it at all. I hope to you always be happy even with a small thing, always be surrounded by kind and good people, always be loved by people around you, always be grateful in every little moment, and may every good thing always be following your path.

Sorry if I talk (write) too much, I promise it will be the last paragraph in this thread. It's one of the way I express how do I feel, that I can't say directly to you in a room chat, LMAO. Thankyou for everything you gave, Daffa, it really means a lot.

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put this cute childhood photo because i wanna pinch his cheeks so bad

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Daffa, that's how he is being called. He likes sky, moon, stars, cat, and poetry. He can't eat spicy food and seafood. He often listens to old songs and he plays guitar.

Daffa is an affirmation machine that would appreciate you in every little thing you do. A sweet talker and would toss you with kind of joyous love. He's affectionate, respectful, and super kind. He's mature enough (approved by april's mom too) and He can do anything???????? I mean, he could fix his own pc, vehicle, refrigerator, even he made me a beautiful bracelet last time T____T

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Wishing your prosperous 22nd year be filled with good health and sweet delight, with a million magic virtues to exchange your doubts for abundance and love you back into joy. May God always give you happiness and bless you in every journey. So proud of everything you have accomplished and I'm grateful to have you. Wishing you many more candles to blow and all the best wishes in your special day. Thank you for being born, Daffa.

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Actually words can't even explain how good Daffa has been treating me because I got sooooo much love, affirmation, and affection from him. He cares about every little thing I do. He appreciates my existence. He comforts me without I ask for. He always excited to hear my random and unnecessary stories. He gives me space to be myself. He teaches me how to respect others, how to be patient, how to appreciate something and be grateful in every single thing or moment. He treats me so damn well and he deserves to be treated vice versa. He is home. My home.

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This padlet is dedicated to the dearest one, Rafif Zainul Daffa. My bad if it will be the messiest letter you've ever seen because I have no sense of layout, design, and editing stuffs. Please pardon my bad grammar and vocabulary choice error.